lpp Posted April 15, 2005 Author Posted April 15, 2005 yeah, i think so too, but it's really bothering me cuz id rather tell her myself than that shed find out bfore that; not a nice situation.. lpp, good you quit, how did you do it? i need to quit, im getting worse.. i got help with a psy hospital.... and i have not had any urges to cut Quote
Heart_LP Posted April 15, 2005 Posted April 15, 2005 wow..but like what did they kinda do or say that it made you quit totally? Quote ♀ fighter ♀
lpp Posted April 15, 2005 Author Posted April 15, 2005 wow..but like what did they kinda do or say that it made you quit totally? no it was my choice to stop for good.....they were just helping but group therapy Quote
Heart_LP Posted April 15, 2005 Posted April 15, 2005 oooh well I´ll say that, that was a quick decision and very smart one that you made :thumbsup: Quote ♀ fighter ♀
uwantme2b Posted April 15, 2005 Posted April 15, 2005 I saw numerous counsellors and whatever but it didn't really work for me. I just got mad with them and myself so I quit seeing them. I am mad at myself tho Samira. I told myself I wouldn't cut anymore and I did. It's kinda hard not to think of it too, since it hurts a lot. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/9b54002b9ea728de39c3770316d52169.jpg Shark picture by Graham Lambert Rep me please :-)
Heart_LP Posted April 16, 2005 Posted April 16, 2005 Sometimes I feel like getting help just talk to someone you can listen to me and help me. But I know that there isn´t any person that will really listen to my probelms.. well anyways I know what you mean Becks, I feel the same way when I say that I´ll not cut and then I do it, sometimes I feel as if I wanna cut myself soo bad but as my family know about it now. I dont have any excuse nor any explaination..so I´m scared that they will find out about it and I will have nothing to say...that´s the reason I dont cut myself.. so what if you think something like this that what if someone sees your new cut and asks you what it is...or something then you´ll find it easier not to cut yourself instead of just telling to yourself not to cut.. If you understand what I mean.. Quote ♀ fighter ♀
Marizka Posted April 17, 2005 Posted April 17, 2005 so what if you think something like this that what if someone sees your new cut and asks you what it is...or something then you´ll find it easier not to cut yourself instead of just telling to yourself not to cut.. If you understand what I mean.. that's exactly what's haunting my head, though it doenst keep me from doing it. havent cut in..5 days i think(been a couple of weird days so im not sure) so im doing better. Ive seen a councellor(spelling?) once, bcuz at school here you have to fill in a form about yourself about twice a year, and if they think your answers give them reason to think ur doing bad you have to go to the councellor, I talked myself out of it, cuz as soon as i started telling her, i felt like she wasnt really listening, but very eager to give me advice and tell me what to do. At the end she asked if i wanted anotehr converation with her, but i said no. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/1f3f1672c41a196591ae77f9d8e11a0a.jpg This one world vision Turns us in to compromise What good's religion When it's each other we despise Damn the government Damn their killing Damn their lies Placebo-Sleeping With Ghosts
Heart_LP Posted April 18, 2005 Posted April 18, 2005 well it´s good that you have´nt cut yourself. I have´nt cut myself since 6th april cause that is when my parents found out. Your counceller seems like ass. What use being a counceller if she isnt even wanting to listen..ugh... well, I think it was good that you did´nt talk then cause I mean you cant just tell anyone about your problems...ya know Quote ♀ fighter ♀
uwantme2b Posted April 26, 2005 Posted April 26, 2005 Thanks for the article Lpp... it was helpful I agree with all of it except for talking to a counsellor... my counsellors made me feel worse instead of better... but I suppose it's a personal thing. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/9b54002b9ea728de39c3770316d52169.jpg Shark picture by Graham Lambert Rep me please :-)
lpp Posted April 26, 2005 Author Posted April 26, 2005 read if you want to know more about cutting read if you want to Quote
Heart_LP Posted April 26, 2005 Posted April 26, 2005 wow that´s cool article..thanx for posting it here lpp :thumbsup: Quote ♀ fighter ♀
LPGotLinkinPark Posted April 26, 2005 Posted April 26, 2005 Intresting... Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
SpikeMinoda14 Posted April 26, 2005 Posted April 26, 2005 Wow thanks lpp,well i'm trying to fight the earge now.Last night i threw away all of my razors after listening to "Breaking The Habit" LP has really helped me to get past alot of my problems,and hopefully get past this one. :thumbsup: I decided to try to stop after looking at my wrist,they look horrible...along with my legs too.And i'm getting tired of trying to hide them too. Quote "Hate You For Putting Hate In Me,For Putting Faith In Me,Everyone Is Sleeping..."-SoaD<3 I would never sell your guts on the black market just because you want to fuck the sexiest man on earth
lpp Posted April 27, 2005 Author Posted April 27, 2005 Wow thanks lpp,well i'm trying to fight the earge now.Last night i threw away all of my razors after listening to "Breaking The Habit" LP has really helped me to get past alot of my problems,and hopefully get past this one. :thumbsup: I decided to try to stop after looking at my wrist,they look horrible...along with my legs too.And i'm getting tired of trying to hide them too. yay GOOD foor you Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted April 27, 2005 Posted April 27, 2005 I'm really worried about my friend who cuts really bad.....Well supposedly she has stopped, but I am certain she has scars all over. The thing is, I might get to go see her this weekend (she lives away from me). I'm just scared to see her different than before, ya know, like scars, and she is more gothicy than last time I saw her. Actually, it's really no big deal to me because I know a lot about cutting and cutters now. But the biggest problem would be that my parents will be there. They have NO idea whatsoever. I don't know what they will think of her and stuff. Also, I will be going down there with my basketball team, and the girl on there are like total opposites than me. They wouldn't understand and would probably dislike her........... Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
Marizka Posted April 27, 2005 Posted April 27, 2005 tnx lpp..it was very confronting, but helpful..i dont cut every day anymore, i try to resist, listen to LP, write. After a couple of days i cant take it no more and do it again, but at least im not cutting that often anymore.. I hope itll all work out [LP]GLP? but i dont understand the part about ur parents: where dont they have NO idea about? about her being more gothic or about her cutting? Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/1f3f1672c41a196591ae77f9d8e11a0a.jpg This one world vision Turns us in to compromise What good's religion When it's each other we despise Damn the government Damn their killing Damn their lies Placebo-Sleeping With Ghosts
LPGotLinkinPark Posted April 27, 2005 Posted April 27, 2005 Well both......they don't like any of that kind of stuff and probably wouldn't like to see her like that cause she would be a bad influence or something (yeah right ). I don't know, I just knwo she will be differnet and I don't really know what to expect. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
SpikeMinoda14 Posted April 27, 2005 Posted April 27, 2005 Ok it's been 2 days now since i stoped and it's getting really hard,i keep useing that rubber band theory by pulling back the rubber band when it's on your wrist and letting it snap back whenever i feel like cutting, so far it seems like it's working because i haven't given in :thumbsup: Quote "Hate You For Putting Hate In Me,For Putting Faith In Me,Everyone Is Sleeping..."-SoaD<3 I would never sell your guts on the black market just because you want to fuck the sexiest man on earth
Marizka Posted April 28, 2005 Posted April 28, 2005 I dont get how that works(the rubber band thing), might be my english though..but could someone explain it to me? ive read it about five times and i still dont get it.. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/1f3f1672c41a196591ae77f9d8e11a0a.jpg This one world vision Turns us in to compromise What good's religion When it's each other we despise Damn the government Damn their killing Damn their lies Placebo-Sleeping With Ghosts
LPGotLinkinPark Posted April 28, 2005 Posted April 28, 2005 Whenver you want to cut, you just pull the rubber band so it will snap on your wrist where you cut.....I think it helps because you feel the sudden pain like cutting and in the same place. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
Marizka Posted April 29, 2005 Posted April 29, 2005 i get it now..thanks. .but i dont cut my wrists, still worth a try though.. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/1f3f1672c41a196591ae77f9d8e11a0a.jpg This one world vision Turns us in to compromise What good's religion When it's each other we despise Damn the government Damn their killing Damn their lies Placebo-Sleeping With Ghosts
Heart_LP Posted May 1, 2005 Posted May 1, 2005 hmm..almost everyone has almost quit...sounds good Quote ♀ fighter ♀
lpp Posted May 2, 2005 Author Posted May 2, 2005 i am scared i might go crazy one day on my arm with a razor i am so scared right now Quote
4everLP_Shinoda Posted May 2, 2005 Posted May 2, 2005 JUST PLZ DON´T START WITH THE CUTTING AGAIN!!!!*cries* I will hold u but plz don´t cut yourself:( Quote
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