4everLP_Shinoda Posted March 11, 2005 Posted March 11, 2005 its not for me its for anyone who comes out saying they cut to....... and for the ppl who reply to what they say..snowy Ok but just chill out ok? Quote
Treeves Posted March 12, 2005 Posted March 12, 2005 What are the reasons you Cut again LPP? Quote [broken External Image]:http://img238.exs.cx/img238/5435/gif1bw.gif
lpp Posted March 12, 2005 Author Posted March 12, 2005 What are the reasons you Cut again LPP? Reseasons Why I Cut my emotions my best friend left me my mom wants me to be a gurlielgurl and other ppl want me to use maners and that is not me i just like me for who i am and i have dealt with losing someone to many times that this is kinda like this like from easier to run.. for the being. Quote
Toffee Posted March 13, 2005 Posted March 13, 2005 lpp, I don't really know you so I can't really say anything to help. But I've been cutting for well over two years now. At first, I started much like you. Cutting when I needed to. Not cutting more than 3 times. and only cutting to the skin breaks a klittle. But soon the limit I set myself went up to 5 times. Then 7, then 10. And I was needing to go to hospital at least 5 times a month for stitches. I've been getting professional help for a year now, and it's really hard to stop. So please, stop while you can. Before you get addicted to it. Before your arms end up ugly like mine. And I know you may be thinking you can stop whenever you want. I used to think the same. Until I did actually try to stop. Please please talk to someone or find another way to get that release. Quote Vertigo
lpp Posted March 13, 2005 Author Posted March 13, 2005 lpp, I don't really know you so I can't really say anything to help. But I've been cutting for well over two years now. At first, I started much like you. Cutting when I needed to. Not cutting more than 3 times. and only cutting to the skin breaks a klittle. But soon the limit I set myself went up to 5 times. Then 7, then 10. And I was needing to go to hospital at least 5 times a month for stitches. I've been getting professional help for a year now, and it's really hard to stop. So please, stop while you can. Before you get addicted to it. Before your arms end up ugly like mine. And I know you may be thinking you can stop whenever you want. I used to think the same. Until I did actually try to stop. Please please talk to someone or find another way to get that release. no to sound like a bitch... but this is what i have been trying to tell ppl... but i know it is hard to stop.....but this is just my way to cope with things now....so i hope this doesn't make anyone hate me.. Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 13, 2005 Posted March 13, 2005 I think you misunderstood him/her. He's saying that you shouldn't cut because you could end up like him. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 13, 2005 Author Posted March 13, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']I think you misunderstood him/her. He's saying that you shouldn't cut because you could end up like him. i knew what the person was saying...... i'm just saying i'm use to cutting now............ oh dear i hope ppl stay my friends Quote
Treeves Posted March 13, 2005 Posted March 13, 2005 Its not that they hate you its that you dont respect there opinion you just want to hear what you want to hear...try what they say Quote [broken External Image]:http://img238.exs.cx/img238/5435/gif1bw.gif
lpp Posted March 15, 2005 Author Posted March 15, 2005 i worry one of my youth leaders might find out about my cutting.. and he is someone i talk to sometimes every sunday and i fear if he finds out he might be angry with me or really upset to where he won't talk to me Quote
ImTheOneThatFalls Posted March 15, 2005 Posted March 15, 2005 hmmmmmm *scratchs head * crackhead...lmfao lol Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/49c716f74fa996e7008ed59929468159.jpg
lpp Posted March 15, 2005 Author Posted March 15, 2005 crackhead...lmfao lol hmmmm *glaring* so i still worry my older friend paul might find out about my cutting and be like really mad at me or be really upset to where he doesn't wanna talk to me Quote
Tack Posted March 15, 2005 Posted March 15, 2005 No matter what, lpp, you've got my 21 Promises - Adoration, devotion, encouragement, faithfulness, to guard, to honour, to cherish, to inspire, to keep, to nurture, to uplift, to value, loyalty, protection, respect, support, to treasure, worship, to defend, to be yours, love. Quote
Treeves Posted March 15, 2005 Posted March 15, 2005 Look LPP no one is gonna be mad at you...If your cuttin they'll feel sorry for you...No one is against you Quote [broken External Image]:http://img238.exs.cx/img238/5435/gif1bw.gif
LPGirl Posted March 15, 2005 Posted March 15, 2005 Reseasons Why I Cut my emotions my best friend left me my mom wants me to be a gurlielgurl and other ppl want me to use maners and that is not me i just like me for who i am and i have dealt with losing someone to many times that this is kinda like this like from easier to run.. for the being. 1. ever1 has emotions. 2. i had many best friends/friends leave me, i just find new 1s who r nicer and treat me betta. 3.who care if ur mom wants 2 be a girlie girl tha her fate, how does it affect u? 4.y cant u use manners lik thank you, please? its not hard, its not going to change u. 5.i lost a few ppl/pets too, i kno it hurts, u have to get ova it.. 6. i have many resons in my life to be depressed and cut, but i dont... 7. if u "need" sum way to make u feel betta, i dont kno take up a contact sport or active eg. paintball, footy, boxing, kick boxing, the gym... 8.im not try to be bitchy but it does seem lik ur doin it for ppl to notices u, ppl do notice u becuz u r a good person, who is funny, nice and fun to be around/chat to on the net. but hey tha's my thoughts on this, and im not "attacking" u.. just expressin a point.. :thumbsup: Quote
Heart_LP Posted March 15, 2005 Posted March 15, 2005 Reseasons Why I Cut my emotions my best friend left me my mom wants me to be a gurlielgurl and other ppl want me to use maners and that is not me i just like me for who i am and i have dealt with losing someone to many times that this is kinda like this like from easier to run.. for the being. oh you´re mom is not the only one that wants you to be a gurlie gurl...my mom is the same with me but as you said too you like being yourself and I like that too so I do that..I can´t always care about what others want me to look like or say or anything.. and I´m pretty emotional too...like last friday my freinds got into a bad fight and I could´nt do anything and I thought it was my fault but actually it was´nt so I kinda got a emotionally breakdown or whatever it´s called but after seeing this thread, I really try not to hurt myself again and so far things have been going pretty good.. I´m sure that if you really try not cutting yourself, you´ll succeed!! Quote ♀ fighter ♀
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 oh you´re mom is not the only one that wants you to be a gurlie gurl...my mom is the same with me but as you said too you like being yourself and I like that too so I do that..I can´t always care about what others want me to look like or say or anything.. and I´m pretty emotional too...like last friday my freinds got into a bad fight and I could´nt do anything and I thought it was my fault but actually it was´nt so I kinda got a emotionally breakdown or whatever it´s called but after seeing this thread, I really try not to hurt myself again and so far things have been going pretty good.. I´m sure that if you really try not cutting yourself, you´ll succeed!! hmm it seems to make a point Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 lpp......please stop cutting. I know you've heard this, but last night I was cutting again. Hopefully for the last time. This is cause I noticed that I still had a mark from several cuts I made about 1-2 months ago. I think they scarred, and I think they will be visible when summer comes if you know what I mean. I was like you, only cut when I need to. But I think I was doing it too deep in those areas......You don't want to have scars. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']lpp......please stop cutting. I know you've heard this' date=' but last night I was cutting again. Hopefully for the last time. This is cause I noticed that I still had a mark from several cuts I made about 1-2 months ago. I think they scarred, and I think they will be visible when summer comes if you know what I mean. I was like you, only cut when I need to. But I think I was doing it too deep in those areas......You don't want to have scars.[/quote'] i haven't done it yet today...........so i use a relly small blade so it won't matter Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 I use a tiny blade too. But I still have scars. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']I use a tiny blade too. But I still have scars. hmmm i only cut on my god damn fucking wrist how many times do i have to say this Quote
misery Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 hmmm i only cut on my god damn fucking wrist how many times do i have to say this They are only trying to help. If you didn't want help then why did you make this thread? 'Cause it really seems like you have no interest in stopping.. Quote [broken External Image]:http://img108.imageshack.us/img108/9403/untitled28ic6.jpg [broken External Image]:http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/1118/22wc5.jpg [broken External Image]:http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/2756/7mi3.jpg
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 Well I have scars there too. Just not as many because I stopped from there. But my first and last cuts on my wrist left scars. Not as visible I think though. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']Well I have scars there too. Just not as many because I stopped from there. But my first and last cuts on my wrist left scars. Not as visible I think though. hhmmmmmmmmmmmmm u guys think i do it all over like my legs no my arms no my stomach no i just do it on my wrist and i will say it one last time i only cut my wrist. geez and heart_lp was making break though on me and u got ruined it Quote
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