LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 I'm real sorry. It's just that I just realised myself how bad it was. I never meant to make any scars whatsoever. And I mean you know me, I am not an "addictided" cutter, only when I feel I need too. I thought it was all under control, well it is, but it still left scars. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']I'm real sorry. It's just that I just realised myself how bad it was. I never meant to make any scars whatsoever. And I mean you know me' date=' I am not an "addictided" cutter, only when I feel I need too. I thought it was all under control, well it is, but it still left scars.[/quote'] all u re doing right now is pissing me off.... well news flash i don't care if i have scares or not take a hint from the sig Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 Well sorry to be pissing you off by "sharing my story." About your sig.......it really depends on how you interpret it. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']Well sorry to be pissing you off by "sharing my story." About your sig.......it really depends on how you interpret it. its not ur story just u saying to stop over and over and over and over and over again...... and i just most cut is because it kills everything i feel. so yes i'm i am cutting myself willing to stop justwhat is killing me Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 Well, that is my story. So don't that anything else from it I guess. Sorry for being a bitch, cause I'm not in the best of moods. But really, if all you're going to do is sit here and complain about your cutting, then what is the point? Hmm.....I take the lyrics a little differently, but I see your point. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
misery Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 Once again I ask: What's the point of this thread? I thought it was to help you with your cutting LPP, but you obviously don't want help.. Just trying to understand. Quote [broken External Image]:http://img108.imageshack.us/img108/9403/untitled28ic6.jpg [broken External Image]:http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/1118/22wc5.jpg [broken External Image]:http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/2756/7mi3.jpg
lpp Posted March 16, 2005 Author Posted March 16, 2005 oh you´re mom is not the only one that wants you to be a gurlie gurl...my mom is the same with me but as you said too you like being yourself and I like that too so I do that..I can´t always care about what others want me to look like or say or anything.. and I´m pretty emotional too...like last friday my freinds got into a bad fight and I could´nt do anything and I thought it was my fault but actually it was´nt so I kinda got a emotionally breakdown or whatever it´s called but after seeing this thread, I really try not to hurt myself again and so far things have been going pretty good.. I´m sure that if you really try not cutting yourself, you´ll succeed!! this right here was making a really good point into stopping and then lpgotlp was like well u if u had read everything but this i was starting to think about stopping Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 I don't see where you're coming at. All I see that Heart_LP was saying was why your reasons are stupid. Which, I think they kinda are. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
o0SugaxNxSpice0o Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 THey are quite silly reasons to cut. If you think you got it bad, you should try taking a walk in somebody elses shoes. THey're nothing that you can't sort out, and sitting there with a blade in your hand isn't gonna help either. If you're worried about what other people think, then stop. You don't sound too worried, otherwise you wouldn't keep doing it. You're taking a while to "think" about stopping. Shouldn't you try and put a limit on yourself and make a decision NOW? The longer you leave it, the harder it's gonna be for you to stop. Just remember that. You're taking your frustrations out on people who are trying to help. They're trying to help you for your benefit, not theirs. I agree, what's the point in this thread if you're not willing to recieve help? Is this meant to be your unofficial diary for when you cut? Just think about it. All the best as usual XxX Quote [broken External Image]:http://img299.imageshack.us/img299/9765/newsig2qs.gif It's Jen!!!
Heart_LP Posted March 16, 2005 Posted March 16, 2005 this right here was making a really good point into stopping and then lpgotlp was like well u if u had read everything but this i was starting to think about stopping you should try cause I know how it is otherwise I would´nt have given you the explanation and no I dont think your reasons are stupid. ppl have their own reasons and ppl are just diff and ways, the reasons that you gave me were also something I´ve been going through. and I agree with this sugarnspice said : The longer you leave it, the harder it's gonna be for you to stop. Just remember that. remember that and this too that if you really wanna do something and decide to do it then I´m sure you will succeed, you just have be storng and give it a try. best of luck! Quote ♀ fighter ♀
lpp Posted March 17, 2005 Author Posted March 17, 2005 you should try cause I know how it is otherwise I would´nt have given you the explanation and no I dont think your reasons are stupid. ppl have their own reasons and ppl are just diff and ways, the reasons that you gave me were also something I´ve been going through. and I agree with this sugarnspice said : remember that and this too that if you really wanna do something and decide to do it then I´m sure you will succeed, you just have be storng and give it a try. best of luck! hmm i kinda see a point here but i have decide to stay with it i have given up on hope and faith Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 17, 2005 Posted March 17, 2005 I read an article about cutting in my friend's Xanga. If I can find it, I will post it. It makes helps people understand it. It also thinks that you're not a "true cutter." Now, I know I sound bitchy, sorry, been bitchy all week, but you really need to read it and decide whether cutting is good. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 17, 2005 Author Posted March 17, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']I read an article about cutting in my friend's Xanga. If I can find it' date=' I will post it. It makes helps people understand it. It also thinks that you're not a "true cutter." Now, I know I sound bitchy, sorry, been bitchy all week, but you really need to read it and decide whether cutting is good.[/quote'] wtf does that mean...u re going to see what u post makes think if cutting is worth it well news flash it is. WORTH IT Quote
Marizka Posted March 17, 2005 Posted March 17, 2005 I have been cutting for a while now. i have mixed feeling about it: on the one hand i think: what the hell am i doing??! but on the other hand the cutting makes me forget things I know by blocking things out of my head/forget them doesnt solve my problems, it's a easy way out and only of short time. it's a delicate subject, i can imagine lpp, ur getting pissed, but i also understand why ppl r telling to stop, it's just complicated. and i would really like to read that article.. so plz post.. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/1f3f1672c41a196591ae77f9d8e11a0a.jpg This one world vision Turns us in to compromise What good's religion When it's each other we despise Damn the government Damn their killing Damn their lies Placebo-Sleeping With Ghosts
Heart_LP Posted March 17, 2005 Posted March 17, 2005 hmm i kinda see a point here but i have decide to stay with it i have given up on hope and faith no! why? so many ppl are here to help you and care about you then why dont you see the hope? I know that you get pissed and can´t do anything so you cut but have you even tried not to? dontt hink this as if it would be a presuure on you to stop cutting too, we post in here cause we want you to stop and some of us are experienced so we know how it is. I have stopped from like umm...wow almost 1 week and I can´t say that I did´nt even think of it cause I just did today but I threw away all the sharp things I had so I can´t do anything.. there´s always hope and with hope you can find faith. Quote ♀ fighter ♀
lpp Posted March 17, 2005 Author Posted March 17, 2005 no! why? so many ppl are here to help you and care about you then why dont you see the hope? I know that you get pissed and can´t do anything so you cut but have you even tried not to? dontt hink this as if it would be a presuure on you to stop cutting too, we post in here cause we want you to stop and some of us are experienced so we know how it is. I have stopped from like umm...wow almost 1 week and I can´t say that I did´nt even think of it cause I just did today but I threw away all the sharp things I had so I can´t do anything.. there´s always hope and with hope you can find faith. JUST NO ONE UNDERSTANDS LIKE TACK DOES Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 18, 2005 Posted March 18, 2005 wtf does that mean...u re going to see what u post makes think if cutting is worth it well news flash it is. WORTH IT Hmm.......What I mean is, I'll will try to find the article so I can post it. The real question is, what do you mean? I can't understand what you type. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 18, 2005 Author Posted March 18, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']Hmm.......What I mean is' date=' I'll will try to find the article so I can post it. The real question is, what do [i']you[/i] mean? I can't understand what you type. sorry that was my 4th person speaking . i was trying to say why do u think the thing on cutting might change my mind.. ugh sorry plz for give andy one of my split personalitys u don't wanna mess with Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 18, 2005 Posted March 18, 2005 I don't think it will necessarily change your mind about cutting. The most important thing, is that it helps others understand cutting. I know what you're talking about me saying it will change you. Here's what I mean. There are those who cut (or do other things) because they don't know how to do anything else. Then, there are others who just cut. I'm not real sure of your situation, because I am not you. But I'm going to look for it right now! Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
lpp Posted March 18, 2005 Author Posted March 18, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']I don't think it will necessarily change your mind about cutting. The most important thing' date=' is that it helps others understand cutting. I know what you're talking about me saying it will change you. Here's what I mean. There are those who cut (or do other things) because they don't know how to do anything else. Then, there are others who just cut. I'm not real sure of your situation, because I am not you. But I'm going to look for it right now![/quote'] what ever just post it Quote
LPGotLinkinPark Posted March 18, 2005 Posted March 18, 2005 I can't find it. I forget what her Xanga sn is. She has a link in her profile though, so whenever I see she is on, I will get it. I promise. :thumbsup: Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
starr Posted March 18, 2005 Posted March 18, 2005 hi all...i am starr and i guess i have some words and thoughts on the whole cutting thing....i am a cutter..but i am trying to stop...but i have to agree...i am really addictied or however you spell it, to it and this is the 3rd time i have tried to stop....but..i cant help it.... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/e81babdc4a9c55597224caae25158272.jpg i hurt myself today, to see if i still feel, i focus on the pain, the only thing thats real...(my theme song)
lpp Posted March 18, 2005 Author Posted March 18, 2005 GotLinkinPark?']I can't find it. I forget what her Xanga sn is. She has a link in her profile though' date=' so whenever I see she is on, I will get it. I promise. :thumbsup:[/quote'] then get the thing and fast before i just decide not to read it when u do signon Quote
Mike Shinodas Gurl Posted March 18, 2005 Posted March 18, 2005 hi all...i am starr and i guess i have some words and thoughts on the whole cutting thing....i am a cutter..but i am trying to stop...but i have to agree...i am really addictied or however you spell it' date=' to it and this is the 3rd time i have tried to stop....but..i cant help it....[/quote'] Well,at least your trying to stop. Sorry bud I can't really help. Lol,I don't really give good advice but I am funny. (Well other people say anyways) Quote Rawr. I moved to this account Sayoko
starr Posted March 19, 2005 Posted March 19, 2005 lol i like to laugh lol...that could possibly help Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/e81babdc4a9c55597224caae25158272.jpg i hurt myself today, to see if i still feel, i focus on the pain, the only thing thats real...(my theme song)
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