JammerG's Jornal

[stupidsoul1]

my parents thought i was related to lp....lol

 

aww u should of told me u were joining then i would of begged you to refer me..0__o

dont worry about ur husband....why should something that brings u happiness make him upset...he should be happy for u

[JammerG]

hey all,

 

You all know I have a firm belief in the use of positive thoughts. Today.. well yesterday, I was walking to the Sunday Market and listening to LP on my MP3 player. It's Easier came on. and for the first time I really listened to it. I am having troubles at the moment and confusion is rife. But today I came home after listening to that song and wrote down all the things I am ashamed of and all the bad things that have happened to me. I just want to say a BIG THANKS TO CHESTER for his inspirational lyrics that have helped me take a positive step in the right direction. So until I have a break through or jusst want to let you know how things are going I am going to go... bye

[woodyloveslinkin]

yay! goodies. lol i hope ravyn is ok.

[uwantme2b]

That's so awesome! LP lyrics are really inspriatioanl, yea... I'm always thinking of LP lyrics when I'm in a tough situation.

[Heart_LP]

yeah me too!

anyways that´s cool JammerG!

btw what´s your name?

[JammerG]

Hey guys, went to therapy yesterday. At uni.

Got uni sorted out... now comes the tough shit.

I don't want to think about it until it happens.

 

my name is JammerG...

hehehehehe

 

I will not divulge such information over the internet or else I might become a target.hehehehe

Check out my stuff on poetic-license.org.

or send me email at hotmail

telling me why you want to know my name?

 

Sorry Paranoia is all i got left.

 

Am off now gotta check stuff out down town so yall be good.

[Heart_LP]

oh it´s ok..I jsut wanted to know your name cause I wanted to call you by your name lol

but you need to give me your name if you dont wanna :thumbsup:

Take care!

bye

[JammerG]

hey ok...

My name is ... (Drumroll)

 

Jeanne (Not Jean or Janine or Jane) But Jeanne as in three wishes {Aladin's friend genie} but spelt differently.

 

I got some news for everyone.

 

I freaked out Ravynlee Yesterday and got me pierced. Yahoo... It hurt when it happened but as Rob says "It's all good." hehehehe..

 

I just gotta becareful with underwear if you know what I mean...

 

That is as far as I will go in telling you what I got pierced.

 

Bye for now

Be good. I have to be until my piercing heels (Giggles nastily)

[stupidsoul1]

did u get ur belly button pierced??

 

ouchy ur heels?? then how will you wear shoes??

[JammerG]

did u get ur belly button pierced??

 

ouchy ur heels?? then how will you wear shoes??

 

 

Hey honey not saying... leaving up to more mature imaginations...

 

Rang my ex husband and kids last night

 

He said none of them wanted to talk to me and then my youngest got on and told me she wanted to come with me.

 

Gooseflesh broke out all over me and I almost started to cry. I have to be strong. She told me she loved me big much and that I should come home to give her cuddles.

 

Heart is ripping in two.

Pain inside is excruciating. I am left to carry on alone.

[stupidsoul1]

uhhhh......is it where my friend got pierced *is embarassed for thinking that*

 

he wouldnt let them talk to you?? thats slack

ur not alone u got ravyn

[twilightcrimson7]

omg what a jerk! ;_; *cries for you*

you always have us and Rav...even though we could never talke the place of your children...I just wish you the best of luck!

[JammerG]

Hey guys if you read this it means that some where over the cyber space of the forth dimension that you are some of the greatest people I have never met but really want to. (if that makes sense).

 

My husband (Ex) rang me and told me that he had orders out against me and that I was no longer to contact him or HIS CHILDREN. Said that I was unstable and unfit to be a parent.

 

I went and saw my councelor and my doctor... They work together at the University student services. To beat my ex at his own game I am having a psych evaluation done so I have a piece of paper proving that I am sane... Freaky, but I can't wait for that piece of paper. I think I will hang it on the wall beside my degree.

 

So I am waiting to be served with court orders that amount to nothing.

 

I am now sitting at a terminal at University, giving myself some quick time out before I go to tutor a student.

 

I am working at University. I am Tutoring!!!

 

I start back as a full time student next semester. the middle of summer holidays in the USA I think (July) Middle of Winter her in Australia.

 

Toowoomba gets cold minus degrees (Celcius) I haven't seen snow here but it has been close.

 

Take care y'all

Thanks again for your support.

Big Hugs for you all

[stupidsoul1]

whoa!! i cant wait till you get that cert. i hope it comes really soon!!

 

good luck with tutoring

[JammerG]

whoa!! i cant wait till you get that cert. i hope it comes really soon!!

 

good luck with tutoring

 

 

Hey honey, just letting you know everything is working out ok.

 

Had Haenous news My mum just got her breast removed> Cancer < Freaky. Means I gotta go get checked out and the whole family ( I have five sisters) So on top of all the separation shit I now have this to deal with... Great eh?

 

Anyway Take care and be good to you damn Good Bad self!!

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* omg!!

 

i hope its all good

things dont seem to stop going wrong do they??

 

oh well....when life goes down hill eventually the only way it can go is up

i hope it does that soon anyway

 

take care!!

[Ravynlee]

Hi Hon,

Yeah, I know I was meant to log on @ like 12:30, so sue me, I ran late @ the doctors, blah-blah, still haven't slept yet... am going to make cuppa. Gimmie sec...

Okay have Milo, have bickies, have story... I'm set.

I know I'll see you when you get home and all (how weird is this?!?) but for the sake of arguement I'm on now to offer my support virtually/online, and let you know if there's ever a point where I'm not around and you have access to your journal here to know that you are never alone, regardless as to how you may be feeling at the time. You're my bud and my homes and my evil muse (yet, I'm still the perverted one, go figure, hehehe - oops!) and now my housemate too. Awesome. Someone pinch me, I'm obviously delerius, hehehe.

Speaking in riddles and so forth, I just wanna add that knowing you as I think at times I do, I'm jealous and I wanna go get a certificate of sanity to frame should the unforseen event ever arise in my later years that I need prove I'm of sound mind, if not body, hehehe... we'll see.

Take care, my Jam-Jam. Remember somebody always loves you, err... in a strictly non-sexual, completely hetro, non-hallmark, monogamous kind of way, hehehe... *wipes sweat from brow* Whew, close call... nearly had that wacko with a shotgun coming after me again (ie, you're ex, hehehe ;p)

Well, *hugs* to ya my friend. Time to crawl the boards and catch up with a few other ppl's also dear to my preverbial bosom. See ya in a couple of hours maybe, yuh? *s******s*

Just remember what Our Lord, dear Bobbett says...

(look under sig pickie)

[JammerG]

Hi Hon,

Yeah, I know I was meant to log on @ like 12:30, so sue me, I ran late @ the doctors, blah-blah, I just wanna add that knowing you as I think at times I do, I'm jealous and I wanna go get a certificate of sanity to frame should the unforseen event ever arise in my later years that I need prove I'm of sound mind, if not body, hehehe... we'll see. Just remember what Our Lord, dear Bobbett says...

(look under sig pickie)

 

Hey sista, thanks for your love, My new saying is Mr Hahn's "How DOPE is that huh?"

 

Anyway... where was I>>> mmm, Lap dancing with who??? Opps back to the real world JammerG hehehe...

 

Just got off phone with ex... Hope he is going to do everything he says he is going to. Like drop the suits and the domestic violence orders. As well as the custody papers.

 

I don't think he will but I remain positive and will await until the 25th of May (Court Day) to see if it is True...

I got to speak with Naomi, other two won't. So I will just wait to see what kind of welcome I get when I finally see them next week end.

 

Love you all and get down with your good bad selves....

[stupidsoul1]

wwwwwwwwwwwoooooo that is one day im sure ur looking forward to

 

how come your other children didnt talk?

[JammerG]

wwwwwwwwwwwoooooo that is one day im sure ur looking forward to

 

how come your other children didnt talk?

 

They hate me. My eldest was yelling profanities at me in the background

[stupidsoul1]

profanities!???

PHWOAR!!!!

i would never do that to my momma

ur ex must of done some serious messing with their heads.....

[LPGirl]

profanities!???

PHWOAR!!!!

i would never do that to my momma

ur ex must of done some serious messing with their heads.....

i agree...

[Ravynlee]

In my state of self-delusion that there exists a universal conspiracy solely aimed at me and persecuting my megre existance (that and an apparent 'borderline' personality disorder, amongst other things, whatever the hell that is) all I can say in response to that is, yes. The man's a psychologist in training. You do the math.

And again with the delusions of persecution and paranoia that I'm supposed to (and probably do) have, the man probably accesses these boards just to see what we're saying 'cuz he's like that. That's all I'll say on him outside a court of law (or inside my own home, then it's all profanities, baby, hehehe - oops! Never used to be like that. Has been since the papers were served, anyway! SUE ME! *cocks brow*) Have used three cents for my opinion instead of the alloted two cents. Have to go now. Peace out. And remember, I was never here....

*sneaks quietly out the back door*

[JammerG]

Hey guys it is Saturday the 24th of April. Springtime in the North Autumn down here... Am just procrastinating with some posters I have to do for this Mental Health group. As Ravyn says Once the first stroke is made then it becomes easier. hehehe for her the true artist maybe... * runs hands through hair* I have itchy foot again...

 

Itchy foot is a black fella term for when Aboriginal people want to go walking. I like walking stops me from having to think about shit/// sometimes/// So I walk... Trying to get Ravyn to walk... she has LAZY FEET!!! but she has good abs... Yeah yu all guessed it she is sitting here waiting for me to get off her beloved computer and her window into the world of Cyber... Her alter Reality... Unless she thinks about getting back and finishing this story that she is writing... with me, Yes I will concede that, but you are the True Artist, the woman with the gift of words, and of the view, such a refreshing outlook on life she has [Jammer S******s looking to Ravyn] who is chuckling to herself as Jammer writes this shit!!!!!

 

Anyway all seeems quiet... I think because noone can ring us while we are on the Net... This Terminal will from now on be called the House of the Honorable Peace. No one can contact us while we are on the net (Some one knocks on the front door) Fuck off!!! Unless you are the mailman with our LPU packs or Rob or Mike or Joe or Even Brad.... Jammer giggles, (Yeah Jammer likes Brad in a nasty way, She likes his package and nothing more)

 

Jammer takes a deep breath and climbs once again out of the gutter....Wiping the drool off her chin. Thinking of the Hahnsonoda Burger she just ate... (Here's Wishing)

 

Anyway am about to go tackle project, get paid for it eventually, so I had better do it. Take care and remember

 

Paris in the middle of winter....WITHOUT A COAT!!!!!!!!! Go Mikey!!!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

lmao ! its nearly autumn ! ! ! ! but then it comes winter.