Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[ForgottenKid]

TWIIIII....lmao. Sorry im like half wasted, and numbStruck and me are being weird. Yummy water...lol, i know how you feel. Durring class im either asleep, not there or downing down a bottle of water...lol.

[twilightcrimson7]

Oh man I love you two!!! lmao I hope you're having fun, wasted, just don't do anything stupid Thanks for stopping by ^^

[ForgottenKid]

Buh where only half wasted Missesss...the stupidest thing we can do is burn ourselves while making smores...which i just did XD.

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao! *bandaid*

Can twi have a s'more?

you know whenever I talk to you or nS, s'mores are involved lmao

[ForgottenKid]

We're smore-a-holics...lmfao. Sure its all good, cuz we wont run out, unless we run out of chocolate...lol.

[twilightcrimson7]

I haven't had s'mores in like.... forever o.o

[Girl_with_a_Guitarx]

Hey Twi. How's life? ...

[Dark Angel]

*walks on in* Been awhile since I've been here... *reads last long entry, or at least, some of it*

lol, the penis game! The guys I sit with at lunch were talking about that and were wanting to do it, but it didn't get that loud because one guy chickened out.

Oh, poor Twi has a cold. *gives 10 tons of chocolate to Twi* When you're better, you can have some, enjoy.

[twilightcrimson7]

Thanks for the comments Erica and Rosie

 

Well, I haven't had much to write about lately. Just feeling sick, physically exhaused, which gives me the feeling of mental decay.

*sigh* I wish I would get better!!!

In English today, we talked about filmnotes. Mrs. Dwyer just saw V for Vendetta, and she loved it. muahah, I knew she had good taste.

Gym was great. I was feeling self-conscious because I just had shorts today, so my legs wer showing >.>'''

but we played volleyball, and we had a kick-ass team. and when we played this other team, it was so fun, we were all psycho. lmao, shoulda seen it. XD

Yeah, I haven't been working much in Computer class. just lpfing. lol.

Well I got one minute to lunch. Good thing, becuase I'm afraid my stomach is going to cause an earthquake!! lol

Well ciao friends!

[Pyro_Storm]

haha sounds like you had a fairly good day cept gym..gym always sucks. Atleast you had a good vollyball team, the volly ball team i had when i was in gym were some of the most laziest people i have ever met. GRR.lol. eh oh well.

[twilightcrimson7]

Gym's not always bad....

 

 

Last night me and Tim and mom went to dinner.

Mom might get a job where she works part time in the Netherlands. If she does, we (me and tim) could visit her for vacations and travel europe. It think it sounds awesome, but mom is basking in the glory of decision.

I got home, typed my essay/poem/story, then read. til like 11:30 then took a bath >.>

Yeah so I didn't get very much sleep.

 

annnnnd here's my rant about why my day mostly sucked!

Went to the resource center to print essay. I asked Rena how to print in color, and I had to go to the Computer lab. Ugh, so I go up there, get on a computer, open the file, then asked the lady how to print in color, and she said I had to log off and go to the back computers. NOOO no time, it was already 8:01. So I just printed the damn thing in black and white. And that is a horrible thing to do. Didn't even have time to go to my locker. No Dwyer. She didn't make us suffer though. every body read the book in class.

In gym, we played volleyball. I cut the inside of my cheek with my braces, so if I smiled a certain way, it would irritate the woundddd. We had a sucky team. Since I've been sick, I've been really lack-luster in sports. I didn't try very hard, and if I tried, I sucked. I was on a team with Paige, Wakana, this kid, Cameron, and Joe. Cameron is a psycho. After a while, we gave up, and watched Cameron spike it across the gym. It was funny when he like, jumped up, spiked it into the net, and the ball knocked him down. XD He layed dead on the floor.

Needless to say we lost.

 

computer class wasn't too bad. We had seniors in that class. they had a competion for us. Whoever made the best disney graphic, won a sucker

I didn't know what "disney" thing to do, so I just drew a line art drawing of Kuzco, from the Emperor's New Groove. Muahaha. I didn't even finish or color it, and I won a sucker. Muahaha I own. And I didn't even work on it all period. One of those seniors announced that I was on LPF. >>;;

har har.

 

Lunch was kinda bad. Alexis didn't have food, so she was like "I'm going to buy food, but not chicken. God will forgive me" and I thought that was reasonable. I mean, it's the concept of giving something up for something you love. But you shouldn't starve if you have no food. I liked the way alexis handled it. She was mature and reasonable. But Rena kept saying "zomg you're going to hell" and Alexis got pissed, and for good reason, so they kinda bitched at each other for a while. I didn't get involved though. Nothing else really happened.

 

Chem was horrible. We had a test. It's the one test where Mr. O isn't curving it, and I need a curve. I just don't understand how to convert, and how to do all that algebra stuff. I hate it. I hate it so much. I hate not knowing how to do something. I'm not used to it, and the frustration just gets to me. )*$^#$)$)^_+$$)*(^*& I wanted to throw my calculator across the room during the test. And to cry at the same time. I was overly upset. But I seriously think I did BAD. I didn't know how to do half the shit that was on there. DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!

The sub but dry erase boards in front of the turtles, I felt so bad for them. lol. he was a freak.

 

Business was boring. I was so close to sleeping during the video.

 

Spanish was fun. We had to take a quiz, and since half the people were gone (for algestry), everyone was talking. Mrs. K was talking to the seniors, there was like four. And the rest of us were just talking randomly. At first, the quiz was hard for some reason. Then I started thinking and it was easy. Most of the class was like "durrr" lmao. Also, there was like, random people coming into the class. This one kid who no one knew (me and nikhil know him as roadblock 1) came in and started sharpening his pencil, randomly, and everyone was like 'wtf'. XD

We played "hot sombrero" and I was the first one to have to give a sentance. Mine was crappy, but it was counted lol. I got a tootsie pop. There was a sanitary napkin on the floor, lmao. Then we played pictionary. It was fun. We won (because we rock) and I got more candy MUAHAHA.

In geo, we had two seniors, and they gave out candy too.

it was so fun, we just sat and listened to music and had weird convos. Had to be there.

socialized outside the bus.

Got home and found out shane hurt his paw becuase he was defending himself against dad's foam-ball gun.

Me: *cuddle shane* what did you do to him????

my poor gatito, his paw pad is all torn up ;___; so me and dad put h2o2 on it and he freaked out, but it got cleaner at least. Then I sat him down on the bed, so he could rest his paw, and he got up and jumped off the bed I was like, 'what the hell, you freak!! I'm trying to help you' hagh!

So yeah, tomorrow is mall

[Sygy]

netherlands is cool. so if your travelling make sure to swing pass me in jolly old england

btw..im reading your journal at my own risk!!!

[twilightcrimson7]

Yeah, I'm also going to england next year hopefully ^_^ So I'll swing by lol

Thanks for reading at your own risk. Though I'm not sure anyone's at risk anymore XD

[Heart_LP]

omg I'm going to England next year too!

that's like so cool!

when are you going..or well planning to go?

Go england and their hats!

Take care hon

bu-bi =*

[twilightcrimson7]

Really? that's awesome ^_^ I don't know, I think we're going April-ish. But I don't know yet

 

 

Well t'day was great guys.

I went to the mall with Alex. First we went to Waldenbooks, I got the 5th volume of Basara It's been so friggen long since I've read that !!!

then we went to Too Cool, but the figgen lady kept watching us. It was really uncomfortable. I looked at the art books, the J-rock, anime OSTs, and walll scrolls. It was all too expensive for us though ... and the stupid lady, so we just left

Then we went to Hot Topic, which was also expensive. Alex wanted a shirt with a cool robot on it that said "I was programmed to be cool" lmao, but she didn't want to pay 19 bucks for it. I wanted a lot of stuff, but I too was being a cheap-skate

I did buy a Red Avenged Sevenfold shirt though cause it's sexy!! I had a ticket so It was 17 dollars instead of 19.

We than ate chicken teryaki. I got a fruit smoothie too

Alex went to the "build a bear" place and just got the empty stuffed animal skin XD. It was a girraffe. It made me sad though, because When I was little, the build a bear shop was a lot more fun! Like, they had this whole process, where you pick out our guy, then stuff him yourself, then give it a heart, and all this other stuff. You got a little box that looked like a home to carry him home in . it was a real workshop. Now they just stuff it for you, and buy it clothes. What fun is there in that? I feel sorry for today's generation.

Anyway, we got water, took pictures (i'll post later) and then went home

I'm beat

but I had fun

[ForgottenKid]

Sound fun too twi. I've never seen one of those build a bear shop thingys..I think there use to be one at Scarborough Town...but i dont remember....lol.

[twilightcrimson7]

Something new guys XDDD

 

thanks gumball <3

 

 

 

crazyn ess: watch out: don't read this if you are weak-constitudion of the amendments!!! :d:!

 

 

location: In an unusually white and soft roommm....

Outside the void, there is: *waggles brow*

Under the seduction of: SUCK-NIN

 

Tags: jesus won

Yesterday was weird. on one hand, it's me having an MSN orgy with my sexy ppl from LPF, then I'm really sad. Really really sad. Sader than I have been in a long time. Then I'm looking at lovely pictures of Placebo male love and founding a new addiction. Then I'm back down in the hole again

My Easter was crazy fun, on the contrary to what I was thinking

*licks lips*

I woke up, CRABBY AND PISSED AS HELL. Mom got me an easter basket filled with assorted fine candies

but she was annoying, and I was annoying myself of my bitchiness.

But then, later, I went down and read on the couch next to momma because I needed human contact. even hers

So then I got like 20 pages down of BNW, at a pretty good pace. but then mom suggests a game. I'm like (why not)

So we play Scatagories. It was fun. Especially the KIPPERS ON RYE me and mom *ROFL* omg so hilarEEEOUSSS

Then Gramma and Uncle Mickey came over, we played Tripolee. Good fun. I asked mom for Champagne. WOOO. I laughed at everything let me tell you. It might have been the alcohol, I couldn't tell, but I got worse and worse at being able to say the cards I was playing. But yet I was aware of my straining concentration, so Isn't that contradictory???

Anyways, I was so giggly and LOUD. I couldn't help it. I'm such a smart ass. whenever I lauged it was obnoxious, whenever I talked it was way loud and funky.

*shrug*

Mom gave me another glass before dinner ;D

AT dinner, we laughed and talked. I tried a sweet potatoe *makes goal score gesture* I WEEEN. It wasn't bad O.o

I had another glass of champagne. 3 in total (no more, bottle empty)

i read a little in the afterglow of dinner, while the others were cleaning up *scoff* mauaha

I could read, but my whole body felt odd. like there were worms under my skin, wiggling. I felt as if my cells would pop from the excitement of pressure. Also my mind was hovering above my head a little, and it was such a pleasant feeling. A dull tingling and vibrating that is almost ticklish

<3

But I was no means drunk. I was still articulate and in control and aware. I just felt bubbly :]

*DANCES TO LA DANSE MACAB* I thought alcohol was suppose to wear off. I am never this happy/hyper on my own TEETEE

anywho, on with MY SPELLBINDING AND CLASSIC TALE. (purchase now at your local eatery, it sould be in everyone's handbag. if you don't have a handbag, buy one you fag)

Mom was drunk when we (her me and mickey) played Scat. again. It was so funny. we laughed so much

I WON by one point I dunno how

Well that ws that

I ran for like a minute at top speed then I showered

THEN I WAS LIKE NOOOOZMG

I need a suit for tuesday

so I went into mom's old closed with old clothes and her pants didn't fit my bum so I took her nice shirt thing I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU CALL IT GENIUS

I hope I can find decent pants >.>

i ahve a plan now

WELLLL I HAVE TO GO READ NOW because I have a fucking lot to read

WHEEEEE

Um yeah, hyperness wearing off anyway

I'M REALLY SORRY FOR THE BAD GRAMMER D:

[By_My-elf]

haha Twi I know how you feel when i wake up I'm usualy pissed offf

but I try not to show it off I try to look happy at alll times

and once night comes I get high and hyper.

[Sygy]

haha you got tipsy hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

[Friðbjörn]

wow that entry was really not like you twi lol

[Girl_with_a_Guitarx]

haha, i loooove egg hunting!!

i mean, what's easter without the egg hunting?!

and i got to see alex today

 

hehe

 

hope ya had a good easter!!

 

Rosie<3

[shahfire]

wow twi what a high day.

[Heart_LP]

I tried sis, I tried...but I did not understand a shit from that entry XD

well..take care love

<3

[twilightcrimson7]

Thanks for the replies guys I'm shocked at how many of you attempted to understand that XD. I felt really good that night, though. I've been comatose/sad/whatever since, so I really haven't been having the best of times. But they're not bad either. *shrug*

I ran the mile today, 11 minutes, wow I suck. Not bad for not having done it in a little less than a year. I was dyin'.

Umm yeah that's really the extent of my conversation.

*tired*

Been tired all week.

I love you guys though, and I hope you've all been well

[Friðbjörn]

11 minutes is not bad twi

 

I mean I used to play soccer and I couldn't at first run at a better time than like 15 mins, but well once you've trained just enough, the time will shorten, and fast

 

Let's hope for better times as well