Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[twilightcrimson7]

lawls

That's cute Drew ^_^

Banananana is a tough one

[Sygy]

overactive bladder? what is her bladder really hyper the whiole time?

[stupidsoul1]

twi haha over active bladder sounds funny

 

aww drew that is so cute.

[woodyloveslinkin]

waaaa! *jumps on you*

YAAY LONDON AND TEA AND HATS AND QUEEN!

 

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*flinches*

[Silver_Wolf]

maybe her bladder isn't overactive but just a tad bit too small? oO

[Heart_LP]

waaaa! *jumps on you*

YAAY LONDON AND TEA AND HATS AND QUEEN!

 

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*flinches*

 

whaaaaaaaaat?!

[Phranka]

Heyy Twi!! just dropping by! lol hm I saw the word drew and got all exited turns out it's the LPF drew though.. anyways how are you

[twilightcrimson7]

lol poor franka was dissapointed.

Poor drew too. XD

 

 

REVIVAL, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

How long's it been this time?

I am alive, though barely.

My real world life is actually important now. And LPF is becoming increasingly unfamiliar. I've been at my dad's house for a week, and I try not to come on here, cause it's so damn slow. And my absence here seems to create a hindering wedge between me, and those who I consider friends on here. It's not home anymore, just some apartment I visit once and a while with a few familiar faces, and too many strange ones, along with bleak and unstimulating conversation. Don't take me too seriously, I'm not accusing LPF or anyone here for my dissintrest, and I'm not proposing a solution, I'm just expressing.

 

The last couple of days were boring and unfufilling, and isolated.

Another reason for my detraction for LPF is because I'm a changing person, and I'm not sure of my real personality. I've changed so much from my persona when I joined. the masochist in me, wants to read my first few journal posts here, and be appalled, and sad.

 

Now to more RL news.

I got my hair trimmed, and my bangs angled and it looks like SHIT.

I have to ask my dad for permission to get my ear pierced again, but if he's getting me a gun card (legal authorization to handle and shoot a gun) than I'm sure it won't be a problem. My face is unsatisfactory -_-;; I need a good hair style. T_T

 

NIN plays in Chicago this weekend, and I will be writing in pain on the floor from the seperation from such ecstacy, when it is so very near.

 

On Independance day, I will be working at the Itasca fireworks show, prolly handling refreshments, or something like that. 80 bucks, just calling my name.

 

I also want to sell my beanie babies and pokemon collectables that are in boxes strewn about the house's closets. A fair amount of money could come of that, too.

 

I go to art camp in a few weeks.

 

Then we have our "say good bye to the house" pig roast party. We wont leave without a bang, that's for sure. It will be HELLA rad.

 

then me and dad move out, HOPEFULLY, and we get a bigggg slice of cash. We're getting two laptops, and I have to do research on them (any ideas?)

and we move into an apartment close to school, which will prolly be closer to it than the house we're in now. woot. and I get a car, too, hopefully.

 

I have to go shopping, and I think I'll ride my bike later, to places. >.>;;

 

so I'll go now

take care everyone!

<3twi

[Friðbjörn]

sorry you're missing NIN :S

 

I'm wondering now, why on earth you need a gun card...

anyway, hope art camp goes well :thumbsup:

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao, so I can shoot things of course XD

Actually it's more for learning how to use one. I don't think I'm gunna go hunting with dad anytime soon XD.

 

 

gunna go lazer tagging today!

[Friðbjörn]

ah hunting, right

lol

at first I was like...woah is she gonna carry a gun or something :S

XD

[twilightcrimson7]

lol yeah. NO ONE would mess with me then MUAHAHAHAH.

 

*cough*

 

[By_My-elf]

Whoa het Twi it's been a while since I dropped by here

was about too last night but =\

how you doin hope everything is ok

[twilightcrimson7]

lol thanks for stoppin by shaun

^_^

I hope you're doin' fine, cause I am

[By_My-elf]

Yeah I'm fine just some Fam and work probs right now but

alright cause don't really care about those probs just bug me a bit..

and good to hear your okay

so what have you been up to these days? o.o;;

[twilightcrimson7]

Well I'm glad you're not letting it worry you to much, I'm sure it will work out fine.

Oh me, not much, just reading, and biking, and stuff like that. Nothing mind-blowingly exciting.

and yourself??

[By_My-elf]

oh sorry I had to go meet my friend o.o;;

me nothing much just the same old same old

and XD we were driving around and we chased some ppl driving around too we freaked them out

it was fun for some reason o.o;;

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao I can't imagine the adventurous life XD

 

as of now, it's 7:40 and tim is going to drop me off in itasca. Later on I go pick up alex from school with nikhil and we go to panera bread for lunch .

well, that's all my plans for today.

[Silver_Wolf]

haha sounds good! hanging out with friends XD

 

I'm supposedly gonna go watch a movie at my friend's...but they still haven't called =.+

[twilightcrimson7]

Aww, I hope they call ya soon! and have fun if they do ^_^

 

Today at Panera was fun. We visited our days when we watched Hey Arnold, and all the other good shows. They put too much vinigrette on my salad though. too sweet and over powering.

 

 

 

and now I'm bashing my brain in trying to think of something fun to do, and it's TORMENTING. Omg I feel like crying. I feel so pathetic for feeling that way, because it's ridiculous, but it shouldn't be this hard to figure something out, to do. I mean, what happened to those, fun, spontanious days when we just did whatever and had a great time without elaborate plans?

 

 

what the fuck happened to them????

[Silver_Wolf]

Excellent question twi, I wish i can answer you cuz I FELL THE SAME WAY! ><

haha you're not alone

[twilightcrimson7]

REALLY? omg I thought I was. I mean, c'mon, fun should be......FUN......... not pressure or torment, or stress! which is what I feel when we want to "do something" but there's nothing to do in this one-horse town. whatever that phrase means.

 

oh btw, we can talk about eczema here instead XD

[Silver_Wolf]

lmao yes that's a good idea....

 

gosh how do you stop the inflamations? I used these cream the doc gave me, but I'm only allowed to use it for 7 days...and its past seven days...I don't want to get skin thinning or wutever but its itching and burning like hell.

 

Actually things kinda die down and get boring no matter where you are...for instance I live in the city...and I often find that there's nothing "fun" to do. I find the funnest times when I go with some of my crazy friends and jsut....go silly haha let loose.

[twilightcrimson7]

I don't think mine is that bad. I've had eczema on my knees for as long as I can remember... and it's never gone away, but it's never gotten REALLY bad....

 

and my arms just look bad with it... its all bumpy and red and irritated... ugh, I envy smooth skin...

I use a natural aloe lotion, called miracle... hand or something (lol) I dunno if you'll find it in canada o.o I don't eve think it's popular here.

but I hope it gets better for you!

 

and yeah, i miss those kinda times..... just doing whatever, and being hyper and crazy.

but I guess now I'm pressured into doing bigger and better things..... and you know, it's not working -_-

[Silver_Wolf]

yah I know...I envy smooth skin too...esp now >< ughhh Gonna go see my doc some more and not eat certain foods. Miracle...never heard of it...I use Keri...if you've ever heard of that for cream