Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[twilightcrimson7]

*clears throat and shoves guy out of closet*

 

Now then....

 

 

Today sucked. Majorly. I slept late and had whacked out dreams... wow.

I woke up, made breakfast, shopped for gorceries, ate lunch, internetted, and took a nap. I DID UTTERLY NOTHING TODAY. I feel like shite now.

 

While making tea just now, I discovered a mafia gathering of fruit-flies. Upon further inspection, there was a rotten nectarine hidden under perfectly fine fruit. WONDERFUL. It was disgusting. I took the good fruit out, and threw the rest of it out, and there were maggots and cacoons and shit in the fruit basket. omfg. I hate cleaning bug stuffs. So I poured disinfectant over the counter and basket and thoroughly cleaned it. I had to make sure there were no maggots left.

 

REMIND ME to check my fucking fruit basket once and a while. DAMN.

 

So now I REALLY have to work on that powerpoint I've been dreading... and hopefully do something active.

 

 

Ugh. *bitch moan*

[Jeezy]

eww...sounds nasty...

 

I hate those fruit flies and creepy stuff

[Victim]

Yeah, thats what I hate about fruit, it goes bad so fast, and then it gets nastyyyyy.. Ewww.

[Sygy]

shame on all your contental people's faces. we dont get all those skanky bugs that quickly, you have to be really skanky to get them here.

 

ahh, twi, dont u just love days of nothingness?

[twilightcrimson7]

fuck.... I miss London... there were like, hardly any bugs there. Jeez. LUCKY.

Yeah I like nothingness... once and a while. I tend to get in a habit of nothingness... and that leads to trouble. *sigh*

So I have to do stuff today. I'm starting to feel that summer angst coming.

 

We finished "Catch Me If You Can" in summer school today ... it was such a good movie.

[Jeezy]

fuck.... I miss London... there were like, hardly any bugs there. Jeez. LUCKY.

Yeah I like nothingness... once and a while. I tend to get in a habit of nothingness... and that leads to trouble. *sigh*

So I have to do stuff today. I'm starting to feel that summer angst coming.

 

We finished "Catch Me If You Can" in summer school today ... it was such a good movie.

 

yeah catch me if you can is great

 

I know that nothingness....it can be cool

[twilightcrimson7]

Man, I should write a rant about that movie. Maybe on my LJ, lol, people would sheik in fear if I posted it here xD

 

Man, last night was amusing. What with ATLien's video thing. I was so fucking slaphappy. Wow.

But I went to bed thinking that my mind-splitting headache would go away, but it's still rocking my world. (It feels like someone's taking knives to both sides of my brain and stabbing my brain, then twisting the knife around inside my head.

 

*searches desperately for asprin*

 

off to summerschool -______-;;

[Sygy]

noo poor twi! have fun at summer school

[Jeezy]

Have fun there...

 

and yeah ATLiens channel is cool...a little bit like the Truman Show...lol

[Friðbjörn]

lol that atlien thing sounds fun

but I hope you get rid of your headache =_=

[MrsBennington-Delson]

*jumps in* i think im here for the first time *gives you some cookies*

 

Hope your headache goes away at like... RIGHT NOW!!!

 

have fun at summerschool ^.^

[twilightcrimson7]

Have fun there...

 

and yeah ATLiens channel is cool...a little bit like the Truman Show...lol

 

omg i was sooo thinking that!!! o__O;;

Thank you both! Guess what, I WOKE UP with the same headache ! it didn't go away!

but miraculously, the coffee I made made everything go away!

We watched "Trading Places" today, which was hilarious and funny

 

 

WOW, I'm really not very eloquent today... and pardon the grammar

 

gotta go! ttyl

[Clogz]

Ha, that sounded like the fruit basket from hell!

I hate cleaning up really nasty stuff like that. I would have just thrown it all out into the trashcan outside and said screw it. I hate bugs alot...anytime I see one in my house, it gets smashed with a shoe.

[twilightcrimson7]

I know I haven't been around lately. I've been trying to be more productive.

I'm sorry I haven't visited anyone's journals lately! I still love you guys!

 

I will tell you about today though.

I was thoughtless, literally, until the nurse ripped open a package of fresh metal instruments. I started worrying then. I tried not to look at the pictures of decayed and festering teeth. I have to say obedience by fear is quite an effective method. .

I broke out into a cold sweat when Dr. Volk told me I had a very very small cavity. WHHHHAAAT? Noooo. I wanted to whine like a baby, and I think I did a little. I hate how they act like it's no big deal even though they know it is. Though I guess his lack of concern meant it wasn't something to worry about, but images of drills and flailing bodies chained down to chairs were rolling casually through my head. I asked him inbetween salt-blasting my teeth what he would do to fix the cavity, and he told me. He said it won't hurt.

He's a very odd man. He looks sweaty and gross and barely awake, but he has an almost crude but oddly charming sense of humor. I found I wasn't smiling just to be polite when he told a joke. I think his speech reminded me of my grampa.

I told him about summer school and he was like "consumer ed? what is that bullshit..." then proceeded to tell me I was lucky for having that course. ... and plenty of other swear words and incoherent phrases. I found it hard to understand his meaning between his slurred words and his contradicting meaning when compared to his words. But I found him funny none the less, genuinely. Even when he was aggrivated with the nurse, he didn't yell, he was just harsh. The nozzle for the salt water wasn't working so he said "okay, let meknow when you have a clean nozzle," and left the room.

After he was done washing my teeth with saltwater, my gums were bleeding and screaming. It felt good though. I relished the stingy throb. But the blood was making me uneasy. I was making an appointment to get the cavity filled was having a very difficult time talking because I was accumulating blood in my mouth. My last "thanks, bye" was garbled by the liquids in my mouth.

Luckily, they gave me a goody bag with a tooth brush, tooth paste, listerine, and floss so when I got outside, I spit the mouthful of blood and floruide in the woodchips. I was surprised at how bloody it was. I was glad I didn't swallow it. I brushed my teeth and gargled with water in the parking lot. I didn't care that it was in the parking lot.

I am still enjoying the sting, and dreading the cavity.

 

I have to go another 3 weeks knowing I have a cavity in my mouth, albeit a tiny one.

 

 

 

 

Also, I'm leaving tomorrow.

 

Aunt Jean is here and she got me some bling. She's so funny. For some reason, I enjoy having conversations with everyone more when she's in them. I think she brings out the playfulness in everyone.

We're having a contest.

• Who gets the first fish;
  
• the biggest
  
• the smallest
  
• the most
  
• and maybe other categories to come.

The prizes will accumulate each day. The winner getting a few dollars to spend in hayward's shopping center! I'm going to the CANDY store. I think the last time I was there was with Rena and Alex. HOLY SHITE. too long ago.

 

Also, Jean is betting she can get Gramma to go swimming, go in the water. Me and mom don't think she will, but I have faith!

There's also swimming, tennis, and other stuff to do.

I'm taking my camera, and there's internet at the lounge, so I'll post some pictures and talk to folks while I'm up there.

 

[oh man, I just realized after posting this, I just got through explaining I had a cavity, and then proceeded to drool over the prospect of loading up on candy there! Ugh. It all makes sense now xD]

 

So, adeiu!

[ForgottenKid]

TWI GORGEOUS... ITS VASH..

 

Lmao cavities hurt like hell.. lmao no but the painkillers make you feel weird. I bit open my tounge once lmao. Your aunt Jean sounds like the coolest person on earth.. besides you of course lmao.

[diana]

Interesting description of your visit at dentist...very...ummm...detailed...pretty enthusiastic...

 

Sounds like you're gonna have some fun time...great! Can't wait to see the pics and all...^^

 

And yup, your love for candy really may have sth to do with your cavity...

[Jeezy]

I hate dentists...

 

hope you have a good time

[Black_Angel]

Owies... I don't like dentists, mine is really mean and she always scrapes away at my gums when I'm least expecting it.. bitch >_<

 

Have a lovely time!

[Sygy]

fucking hell i love you twiness! your such a joker!! pls never end!!! dentists are bum boys!!

[Friðbjörn]

I thought the dentist visit was a dream lol

but then I read further

 

anyway, have fun there ^^

[twilightcrimson7]

YES i love vash! <3

She is cool.

 

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Um, thanks xD.

Sometimes, I get inspired to write in great detail the experience I had. Usually for insignificant things.

 

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Thank you jeezy :} I did.

 

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Ich! Sorry to hear about your nasty dentist!

 

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lmao I didn't know I was that funny sygy, but I'm glad I entertain you <3

 

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It felt like it at first...

thanks :}

 

 

 

Well, I did have an okay time. Some parts were exceedingly boring, and others were quite fun.

No big fish though, guys. :<

I don't feel like talking about it much, my apologies. :\

 

And also, I must apologise in advance. I am starting school tomorrow, and have been all sorts of busy lately. Trying to cram a bunch of stuff in before today ends. Still have half a book to read. Cripes.

I have to be in gym class by 6:30. that's AM guys. And I'm carpooling with alex, which means I have to wake up at 5:15ish. it's gunna SUCK.

 

I went to nikhil's bonfire last night, and it was the first time I got togeter with people my age for some weeks and talked. We talked for hours. Wow. at 2 am we went home. Me and alex, however, decided to stay up all night. All nighter. Yes. I'm still going strong, almost 24 hours now. I MUST finish this book before I take a nap.

 

Anyway, I posted because I figured it's going to be one of the last posts for a while. I bet school will have me whipped by the end of the week. I won't be on much, so sorry if I don't reply to messages! (my computer is like, always on, but I'm not necessarily there, especially lately.)

 

Anyway, I hope you all are doing well, and I regret to say that I won't see you guys all too much in the near future. Take care everyone!

 

*much love*

-twi

[Sygy]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

 

 

>.< my heart is breaking, i want twi failing her school so hat she can be here 24/7!! how dare you be so selfish Twi, only joking, i completely understand! i too will be doing the same thing when school starts!

 

glad you had fun at the bonfire and waking up that early is icky!!

[twilightcrimson7]

I love you sygy!!! *hugs*

 

I came on here to change my profile to "1 live LP concert"

 

Wow. That was one of the greatest days of my life.

The Revolution stage was nice. Madina Lake were nice and they had some good songs. Me and my friends almost got pulled into the mosh. We pushed the dudes that fell back in. Haha. Condom balloons were flying everywhere.

What I was really anticipating was MSI, and so was everyone else. -_-; But we got pretty close up. God damn they rock. So fucking funny, energetic, and entertaining. My friend emily was scared lol. My friend Joanna got some pretty good pictures. All I had was a crappy disposable.

I went crazy during shut me up. Jimmy took his pants off during "Straight to Video" Wooo woo.

He made fun of the goths, haha.

 

Then we went to the main stage. Julien K and chaz were pretty good. Then it was PLACEBOOOOO omg love. Our seats were pretty far away, like, the back row of the last section before the lawn. So we couldn't see them actually on stage very well. But they were awesome and they didn't have a whole lot of fans there, so I wish we could have been up front to smother them with love. Well, me and alex anyway, emily and joanna were playing tic tac toe. HIM was alright. I enjoyed TBS.

We totally left during the MCR concert and got shirts and something to eat. The shirts were sparce by then, so we had to settle with larges for everything, and I was dissapointed my shirt didn't have the band names on the back. Oh well, its a PR shirt, AWESOME. It's the red one with the flag.

All I wanted was a fucking pretzel. I went to three different stands and each said to go to a different stand. One of them was "closed" pfft. The last one, I SAW the pretzels, and I'm like "can i have a pretzel please" and the lady's like "sorry, we don't have anymore" i'm like wait wait, i CAN'T be hallucinating "what about those" and she's like oh!

jeez.

So we go to the bathroom and there's NAILS sticking out of the ceiling towards the floor. at the time it was the most hilarious thing and me and joanna were laughing our asses off. Maybe the hours of pot smoke got to us. But I'm sure we looked drunk/high.

So we wait some more, and everyone's leaving after MCR. and I was worried they didn't want to see LP.

So we wait for like a half an hour in total extreme ANTICIPATION. my god it was horrible.

 

 

 

But dude, when they came on....

GOOOD LOOOORDD

lights, sounds, it was all real, it's not off a cd anymore, were were there in the SAME theater as LINKIN PARK ...4 years it's been now...almost...since I've wanted to do this; see them. Shit, so much energy. Started off with Wake, Giving in, No more sorrow, some old songs. Chester said we were really loud. That induced more screaming. Mike and chaz played run away slowly... and then shadow of the day. The whole place rocked with crawling and faint. At 10:45 the lights went down, and there was no word from lp, and we were all screaming and chanting and emily said we should go, but we waited. And a couple minutes later, chester said "I take it this means you want fucking MORE???" and we went wilde. Chester said we were vibrating his brain!

My boot was falling off, my lungs and throat were abused, but I was still jumping and singing. Holy fucking shit, it was the best thing i've ever experienced. I'm glad they didn't end with TLTYGA cause that would have been emo. His voice echoed so surrealistic during that song, god it was amazing.

They ended with Bleed it out, A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. They were so fucking hard core. Wow -w-w-w-w.

We finally had to leave and my feet were screaming, and my arm and hell, my whole body was sore. and we had to find where dad was parked to pick us up. We talked and ate wendy's and when I got home I crashed... and Now i'm awake. How can I go back to a normal life of cleaning and homework after that?

 

 

howww?

 

 

 

 

 

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So that was my concert experience. We'll see what it's like trying to get out of bed or to speak....

Hmmm interesting. my shoulder and neck and calf mussels are sore, but my throat seems to be okay.

 

good luck to the rest of you on the LPFA

 

I need to go back to reality now. :'O

[Sygy]

pmg, twi that sounds amazing, damn you vile wench!!

 

and bye again :'(

[twilightcrimson7]

I realllyyy hope you experience it someday! Truly moving....

 

So I have some pictures that look like SHIT. Stupid whore camera. But at least maybe I can share something with you.

 

The Revolution Stage: MSI

Can't see them well, but oh well. That was my POV.

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/bde1346fe91edcd93f50b219fe4cd810.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/b161ca318e5d099f5ceebb8747831bd1.jpg

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http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/588b1aff5ef09784f11516ae80a6047f.jpg

Sadly, no pics of jimmy pantless... maybe jo has some...

 

Mainstage: Placebo

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/c1b055d4b000b76699c50ee282df1220.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/5621ff722be3754d5561c72b5d313ecc.jpg

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http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/bcad1dfbf2866a962d2b5cac4294df19.jpg

 

Mainstage: TBS

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/14fe2103b24ad4a69a17913a2e9dc079.jpg

 

Outside: bathroom lol

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f5748f38b5f52eeeebebe866f44d7879.jpg

 

Okay, this is when we were acting high and such. it's not very flattering. lol

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/c4e0a11d87b4d68d009a4320f668319b.jpg

 

an adorable pic of my friends

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/ed8f3aa46505fbfeb39315e989c94499.jpg

 

I texted the board "where in the world is carmen sandiego? and it showed up lol

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/a4e8028c24c490061762f82a30752ea7.jpg

 

Finally

Mainstage: LINKIN PARK (ironically, these are the worst pictures

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0d3ee1f19c0bf7381a6865d3f61b22d0.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/69fe997b6e8501e45432185d91c4b631.jpg

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