Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[Brkng_Th_Hbt]

I should get a paper weight. I'm sick of sitting next to my classroom door when someone opens i and all my papers go everywhere.

 

...*hold hands behind back* ..twi? Will you get me a paperweight? ^_^

[uwantme2b]

Oh... I get set off by stupid things as well... so you're not alone in that department.

 

Mmm... why not get everyone a paperweight!?

[Hybrid-Heart]

too bad you're depressed a little

hope you feel better^^

*hugs*

 

hay! i want a paperweigth too!

..or nah.. don't need it anyway

[Ravynlee]

Hi there, TC7!

*hugs*

How've you been? Yep, I'm back, just thought I'd drop by and let you know I'm here again, after my... ahem, "extended holiday", we'll call it for arguement's sake, and that I've missed you and had to give you hugs and tell ya I can't wait to catch up with you and the goss and so on... man, feels like a life time since, huh? *sigh*

Anyhoo, don't wanna take up your time, so I'll just say, take care, all the best, and look forward to catching up with ya soon!

See ya!

-Rav

[twilightcrimson7]

Awwwww, Ryan, how could I say no to that!

guess what! I can go! wheee that means I'll get all of you a special paperweight! Even you Hybi! Muahhaha. lmaoooo My next worry is how much money my mom will give me ^_^;; *greeeed* HELLLLOOOO Rav! Nice to see you again! I missed you so much! !

I'm glad you're back! *hugs* stayyyy! *puppy dog eyes* either that, or I'll chain you to lpf *innocent*

[Heart_LP]

Hey twi!

well you´re off to shopping now..

have fun!

*cough* dont foget my paperweight *cough*

lol

ttyl

*hugs*

Feel better :thumbsup:

[4everLP_Shinoda]

HELLOOOOOO TWI!!!!Did u have fun at shopping?????Did u get 2 talk 2 your friend????

I really like stopping by at your journal so it´s not a prob for me;).

Btw if go shopping next time can I get a cookie??lmao jk;),your cookies are the best ones:D.

*gives twi a hug*

Cya around girl,have a good one:thumbsup:

[misery]

Yeah i don't want myine either...but theortho wanted her in....

 

so today I basically painted and chatted... I reALLY want to go shopping tomorrow... Iv'e been putting it off for too long. hopefully mom will let me

I'm a little sad/depressed right now becuase Alex never called me back... I don't know why I'm reacting so extremely...but it seems Ive been doing that alot lately...one fucking tiny thing sets me off.... anyways I don't think I should call her back...its too late... ;_;

*sigh* tomorrow morning then.... =|

....

...

Ooo, it's been a while since I've painted. I can't remember why I stopped.. oh right, because I suck ass at it. And don't worry, I seem to be reacting extremely lately too, in case you couldn't tell by my journal, lol. I think it's the spring air.

Well, have fun shopping and stuff, and hope you feel better

[twilightcrimson7]

HELLOOOOOO TWI!!!!Did u have fun at shopping?????Did u get 2 talk 2 your friend????

I really like stopping by at your journal so it´s not a prob for me;).

Btw if go shopping next time can I get a cookie??lmao jk;),your cookies are the best ones:D.

*gives twi a hug*

Cya around girl,have a good one:thumbsup:

yes I did

It was a DISASTER

me and alex both went to a different mall. I went to Stratfor and she went to Woodfield.

Then we called her dad, and he said that she went to woodfield, so mom WAS PISSED and dropped me off at penny's but we couldn't find her anywhere. so we called her dad and he said she didn't bring her cell. wtf. so we went in and paged her and it was retarded becuase you hardly hear it.

then i told tim i would look around the store. so i did. and I was REALLY worried about her... I couldn't find her. Then i gave up hope.

when i got back, mom was extrememly pissed at me and she kept yelling at me...the same things over and over again. I just wanted to screams hut up!

Then alex called, and her mom told me that they went to STRATFORD, where we wrere origionally. omfg I was so sad! i fucked up big time. by that time I was crying and when alex talked to me she sounded really upset and was crying too. Then i burried my head and wished I could be invisible the rest of the way. My mom tole me she wasn;'t mad. Fuck that, I don't believer her.

fuck fuck fuck

I didn;'t say anything

never say anything

so I went straight to my room. and she came up and sked for her money back.

I was relieved she didn't say anything else to me, but at the same time, furious. nnow I'm just crying and feeling positively miserable..and I jst want to diaapear.

 

I'm never going shopping again.

Never

how could we fuck us this bad?

nothing ever works out.

how could I be so stupide to think that I could be happy.

[misery]

Awe, cheer up! Things will get better, especially for such a nice person like you

Don't worry, I'm sure everything will work out.

[Heart_LP]

aww Twi

*hugs you tightly*

c´mon dont worry about it so much...

everything will be alright now.

Sometimes shopping can suck! well, this was those kinda times.¨

It was not your fault that you could´nt find her...

things happen.

and if you would dissapear, I could´nt see you again and I would HATE that!

cause you are a really cool person and a great freind!

so dont say that again!

*hugs*

feel better hon

[twilightcrimson7]

Awww, thanks for the support on that you guys... you really did make me feel better. I always can count on you I feel better about it now. My mom told me she was sorry...even though I don't really forgiver her for that....I don't forgive myself either, but me and alex forgive each other, so thats enough...

anyways, on with the PRESENT!

---------Yo yo mah mofos on the sho sho...with the ho hos <.< >.> <.< >.> ----

------Mon. Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 08:52 pm -----------

 

Okay so today was the beggining of another WONDERFUL week!

*sarcasm*

This morning and lst night mom hardly spoke to me. I'm glad I'm at my dad's house for a while.

I had to finish my dbq and algebra homework >>

so I toiled until gym started. We had to run outside,"around the curb" I was like wtf is a curb, i see no curb...

so then when we came back, mrs patzner wanted us to run again, becuase we didn't run all the way around the curb. o.o she sadi the poeple who didn't.. I honestly don't know If I did or not...then I figured I probably didn't, but by that time, it was too late to do anything...oh well.

Then we were in the weight room. bo-ring

In history....we had to suffer through another Haggis Lecture...this time on the ever so popular irreletive topic of a Czar's genetic makeup. T_T

Haggises should NOT wear skirts.

In algebra, me and alex seriously crammed, andnthen took the test, which neither of us finished.

Ceramics was okay. I got on the wheel and we talked about stoof. Alex was upset she didn;t get tickets to a weezer concery. I don't like weezer ha ha Then Daisey told us how when she was in Mexic, they hung her stuffed animal, lmao...okay its not that funny, but they way she told us was hilarious. then we just listened to our spontanious and regulated complaints about our pottery skills. Kasia had a great bowl going, but then it collapsed! o.o

Now I have to get 2bowls done by friday........ ^^;;;

Luch was boring as usual... Jessica wanst there...heheh I memorized my sonnet...then In english I preformed it! whoo, I sucked! \m/!!

Bio was okay. peaceful... I took notes, but towards the end, I went to a lab with Eva and Natalie, and hardly got any work done, lmao... needless to say I had fun. ^_^; But I managaged to finish.

Spanish was the same old same

me and nikhil used the crappy and corny spanish book pictures to diss each other...ahh good times

me: *Points at woman looking utterly shocked at a fish* that's your momma!

Nikhil: *points at a man that looked liek he was talking to his soup (kind of like a wtf expression) That's you when you're older!

etc. etc.! lmao

then we had to learn.an was I out of it... I was like... in a daze...

I did some h/w then went online

then dad cooked an awesome dinner! Chicken with cauliflower and pasta! then we were both fantasizing about different chocolate desserts...we had like, chocolate convulsions...lmfao, so he went out and bought a chocolate cake! XDDD

now I'm all overdosed on caffiene and sugar! =_+

wahahaha! I bid you adieu! *bow*

 

;D

Current Mood: bouncy

Current Music: something...lmao i dunoo!

[lpp]

Awww, thanks for the support on that you guys... you really did make me feel better. I always can count on you I feel better about it now. My mom told me she was sorry...even though I don't really forgiver her for that....I don't forgive myself either, but me and alex forgive each other, so thats enough...

anyways, on with the PRESENT!

---------Yo yo mah mofos on the sho sho...with the ho hos <.< >.> <.< >.> ----

------Mon. Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 08:52 pm -----------

 

Okay so today was the beggining of another WONDERFUL week!

*sarcasm*

This morning and lst night mom hardly spoke to me. I'm glad I'm at my dad's house for a while.

I had to finish my dbq and algebra homework >>

so I toiled until gym started. We had to run outside,"around the curb" I was like wtf is a curb, i see no curb...

so then when we came back, mrs patzner wanted us to run again, becuase we didn't run all the way around the curb. o.o she sadi the poeple who didn't.. I honestly don't know If I did or not...then I figured I probably didn't, but by that time, it was too late to do anything...oh well.

Then we were in the weight room. bo-ring

In history....we had to suffer through another Haggis Lecture...this time on the ever so popular irreletive topic of a Czar's genetic makeup. T_T

Haggises should NOT wear skirts.

In algebra, me and alex seriously crammed, andnthen took the test, which neither of us finished.

Ceramics was okay. I got on the wheel and we talked about stoof. Alex was upset she didn;t get tickets to a weezer concery. I don't like weezer ha ha Then Daisey told us how when she was in Mexic, they hung her stuffed animal, lmao...okay its not that funny, but they way she told us was hilarious. then we just listened to our spontanious and regulated complaints about our pottery skills. Kasia had a great bowl going, but then it collapsed! o.o

Now I have to get 2bowls done by friday........ ^^;;;

Luch was boring as usual... Jessica wanst there...heheh I memorized my sonnet...then In english I preformed it! whoo, I sucked! \m/!!

Bio was okay. peaceful... I took notes, but towards the end, I went to a lab with Eva and Natalie, and hardly got any work done, lmao... needless to say I had fun. ^_^; But I managaged to finish.

Spanish was the same old same

me and nikhil used the crappy and corny spanish book pictures to diss each other...ahh good times

me: *Points at woman looking utterly shocked at a fish* that's your momma!

Nikhil: *points at a man that looked liek he was talking to his soup (kind of like a wtf expression) That's you when you're older!

etc. etc.! lmao

then we had to learn.an was I out of it... I was like... in a daze...

I did some h/w then went online

then dad cooked an awesome dinner! Chicken with cauliflower and pasta! then we were both fantasizing about different chocolate desserts...we had like, chocolate convulsions...lmfao, so he went out and bought a chocolate cake! XDDD

now I'm all overdosed on caffiene and sugar! =_+

wahahaha! I bid you adieu! *bow*

 

;D

Current Mood: bouncy

Current Music: something...lmao i dunoo!

 

sounds like you had fun twi..

 

haha yesh indeed you did huh

[Heart_LP]

yesh you had a fun day!

Whenever I read your journal I´m like

*read* *reads* *reads* hahahahahaha *reads* *reads* *reads* hahahahahaha

well ttyl hon

*hugs*

bu-byeee

[stupidsoul1]

lmao me n my friends usually do that "its you'' thing with documentarys n stuff at school....its really funny because they always point at some weird person but there is always a weirder person that comes along

[Hybrid-Heart]

Heeeey Twi *waves* ^^

long time no talk lol

so you had a funny day

that's great!

you were overdosed on caffiene and sugar?

woh then i would be very very hyper...0_o

i would be like: 0_o 0_o 0_o *bursts out laughing*

or something

 

well ttyl *hugs*

byebye! ^^

[Ravynlee]

HELLLLOOOO Rav! Nice to see you again! I missed you so much! !

I'm glad you're back! *hugs* stayyyy! *puppy dog eyes* either that, or I'll chain you to lpf *innocent*

You can chain me up, that's all good *laughs evilly* I'm a little peverse... never know, I might enjoy it *rolls eyes sarcastically*

 

Honestly, you don't need to do that. I missed you too. I'm glad ppl noticed I was gone (is 'glad' the right word I'm looking for? Not sure) but I'm even more glad to be back. Havin' wonderful ppl around such as yourself make me glad to be back... (That's 4 glad's in one paragraph. I really need to study my theasaurus a little closer, I think! Hehehe) Regardless, now things have settled again for the most part I look forward to choking all our journals with pages upon pages of flowing diatribes that go on for seemingly hours and say very little at all... kinda like what I'm doing now! Hehehe... ah, admit it, you love it. I can talk/type underwater with a mouthful of marbles... in fact, I still have more to say here than I do to RL ppl, now how scary is that? *insert creepy music here*

 

Glad (?!?) to see you again TC7, look forward to out long conversations real soon! Hehehe... *wistful sigh*

Oh and before I forget;

 

*BIG HUGS*

 

Take care, all the best til later,

-Rav

[LPpinkfreak821]

hi agian Twi... sorry i dont come here much....... Azem distracts me... lol.. ne waiz.. whats poppin.....

 

you must have like a really really really busy life.. do you think you do... i think you do.. then agian.. im crazy... so.. how is life treating ya

[misery]

Sorry for not replying!

 

Sounds like you had a decent day, since I think you only updated once while I was gone, lol.

 

Algebra is shitty. So is running.. we don't have to run in our gym class, lol. We do WORSE stuff like play pool and go bowling.. lol.

 

We don't have classes like ceramics at our school. (Not that I'd take it anyways.) We have like no good classes here.

 

Well, sorry for such a short reply. I have alot to catch up on, lol.

So, so long

[JammerG]

Hey Crimson just reading, love it will read more later... hmm JammerG

[Heart_LP]

Hey Twi!

It´s friday today! sooo...hope to see you today!!

*hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

YAYAYAYA PEAOPLE PEAOPLE! I'm like so hyper off your comments now! WHEEEE *runs around to room and hugs each person*

I missed you all! Sorry I wasn't here, like, at ALL! o.O

damn homwork/SLEEPING uncontrollably/sluggish/school...you get the picture.

when I WAS able to go online, I had no time to like, post here and shit.

ahhh, well, let us commence the replies... (cuz I want to! )

lpp: thanks for stopping by hun, and keeping me company while I was away from lpf! don't forget about monday!! ;D

 

Sammi: Once you get me going, I can't help but raaaaant! =P *hugs* missed ya! hope you're doing okay...

 

SS1:...LOL...

 

Hybi: *grabs your arm and twirls you around* caffiene is funnnnnnn

wahahaha

 

Rav: lmao... we're allllll perverse! *laughs insanely* *hides chains in closet* shhhhhhhh

gdon't be mad....get glad! ;D I'm such a dork! hahaha I love your subtle little diatribes....xD they're so fun and make me laugh! GLAD to see you again toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

*huggles*

 

Krista: hey! ^___^ glad you stopped by! (AHHH RAV, YOU HAVE INFECTED ME WITH THE GLAD DISEASE)

lol I have no life other than the normal menial shcedule my life so blandly follows! heheh I'm crazy too. Craze-ish. Craziful. Crazily crazy. whooo take care

 

Misery: YO HO AND A BOTTLE OF RUM, Misery. lamo, I'm sooo hyper right now!

anyways.............POOL and BOWLING are NOT worse than RUNNING. are you MAD?!?lol

Our school is eccentric like that... they have like a zillion different classes and you're like...which fucking classes should I take!?! lol I have much to catch up on too... take care! *wave*

 

Jammer: hey hey hey Jammer! nice to see ya! take care!

 

Sammi: hello! (again) wahahaha, I'm finally here!

*wipes seweat off brow* phew... I just had to comment on like...20 journals XD

Its been fun...but also 3 hours! =O

NOW IMA UPDATE!! I'm going to try to remember all the way back to Tues...like Misery... but I won't have the most excrutiating detail... ;;

------Tuesday---

*sigh*... I don't remember... but I fell asleep while doing h/w....

------Wednesday-------

I fell asleep again...again! I GET sleep....but it feels like I can never sleep long enough... I FEEL sleep-deprived...but I'm not! it pisses me off.... so I had to go get x-rays from my dentist. My teeth are so fucked up! Oh ma jesus...wel... I really don't know why I'm so shocked... I knew this! XD.

I just hope they don't have to pull more than 4. Next week I actually have to get them pulled I think...

-------Thursday-------

I fell asleep again...what a shocker! I'm sure you're all gaping in wonderment at that unexpected declairation.

I had a dream. It was pleasant...while I was in it....(((( I was a play director... (was reading R+J before I fell asleep) and I had to set up some cots and pillows on the floor...then i had to go to the bathroom, in our school...which was also a radio station....and while I was washing my hands, a class of biology students came in to wash thier hands becuase they were dissecting sharks...) *gasps for breath* (omits part of it) ITS A SECREEET!)))

but once I woke up, I was plagued with thoughts...

How could I dream something so nice, and in reality, it will never happen!? oh the pain... It kills you inside...

I dare not speak of it though... Jesus christ I sound like Shakespeare. anyway... I was so engaged in my thoughs, my dinner got cold...and I went to reheat it...but I realized I lost my apetite anyway.

I also read the whole Romeo and Juliet... I was getting sick of waiting....

Then I went online.....whooo,

I went to sleep at midnight! I had a sore throat! uggies!

------Friday--------

OMFG my aunt woke me up at SEVEN TWENTY!

my BUS was arriving about then!

When I finally made it downstairs, it was like 7:30...and dad and me left at 7:40!

I didn't get there until 7:50... I was pissed. I had algebra h/w to do! *weeps*

Michelle gave me this freak copy of a magazine...lmao, which nikhil refused to touch... *cough*PRON*cough*

lmao lmao

well I told Gina about the dream I had of her walking up to a stranger and just make out with him...and I'm like GINA! WTFFFFF!?

It was freakin' WEIRD! and she's like, why do you dream me as a slut!? lol

so then it was time to go to hell.

I exxagerate, but alas!

It was only life lab... it was fucking annoying tho, becuase we had to control our <a style='text-decoration: none; border-bottom: 3px double;' href="http://www.serverlogic3.com/lm/rtl3.asp?si=22&k=heart%20rates" onmouseover="window.status='heart rates'; return true;" onmouseout="window.status=''; return true;">heart rates</a>... for 2 minutes, it had to be over 145, and for the following 2 minutes it had to be below 120...wtf, I can't control my heart...surprisingly, it was harder to get it below 120...becuase when I tried to slow down, to get my hrat rate down, it told me to go faster, but then my heartrate would go up...so it was really frustrating... -_-

In history, we needed our STUDY GUIDES for review this time! greaaaaaaaaaaat. I left that in my BOOK which I left in my LOCKER becuase today was a REVIEW day. stoopid haggis. she let me get it tho.

I had it all filled out tho... I think only one of my questions was wrong... i got 3 extra credit points tho. *shrug*

Monday's the test.

Algebra was ...more or less fine. I mean...we learned... doesn't get more basic than that.

In ceramics, I amazingly centered the clay, opened it (unevenly, I might add -_-''), and formed a bowl. OIn ONE period! whoo, I'm good! NOT REALLY. It was really uneven...and it sucked! It's better than my origional tho, lol!

I stayed throwugh part of lunch to make sure it didn't suck AS bad as it did.

At lunch, Sasha printed out this picture of a hot guy, and Kristy's like "Its my boyfriend" lol so we all tried to think up a name for him! lmao, me and Kristy thought he looked like a "Dave" or "David"

In English, we practically ANSWERED every question on the test before we took it...lmoathen we watched the retarded movie... it was a lil funny...but not THAT funny. *bears a grudge* lol

then in bio, we turned in our posters. then we worked on study guides... I worked with my new lab partner, Jessica ( lol) and I gave her the answers becuase she missed like 3 days of school and didbn't have any of it done...pity comes soft for me < <---I'm not that innocent looking... I just... bah, screw that face! lol

Jessica should seriously get into psychology... she's like... smarter than she thinks she is. She told me how like, everyone was touching thier face while Romeo and Juliet were making out on the movie... I didn't notice if I was...she said she'd look next time! I thought that was interesting tho... she said Marco was practically in a daze! XDD She also said Joe was "Just like, scratching his face ans stuff... he probably was trying to think of something funny to say" I thought that was a good observation... becuase it does seem like he tried too hard to be funny... I mean...sometimes, he is, but not ALL the time...and it's obvious that its his intention, and It gets annoying at times.

and she always makes this monotonous laugh...almost mechanic... "he.. he ..he.." know what I mean? and I told her and she said she made it to paranoy (sp) people. like, she makes it so you don't know if she really thinks youre funny or just like ';you're lame' lol

anyways, I just thing she be good at psychology. o.O

it's ironic...at the beggining of the year... I was scared of bio, becuase I knew like, nooo one, but now its like alot of my friends are in there, and I just feel really comfortable in that class

Spanish pisses me off latly...I don't even want to talk about it... grr

On the bus, I took a battery out of my flashlight and put it in my CD player, and listened to LIT! whoo.

I got off at my stop and I was headbangin but I didn't care who looked; I love "Faint" ^______^

I came home and I daringly picked up a baby....Nikolas I think his name was...and he was like *puts hand over nose and eyes* and he was all smilely... lmao it was so cute!

XDD some days I hate babies, some days I love 'm. XDD I depends on my mood! XD

I had a huge-ass cup of fruit and my aunt was like wtf! dont eat it all

oh well, I did.

MUAHAHAHA

 

 

*ahem*

so then went online and have been eating/internet-ing ALL DAY! !

yayayaya

 

Edit: OMG, I wrote THAT much!?

 

tty peeps tomorrow! Gotta piss!

[misery]

lol, I was just kidding about the comment about worse activities

Nice update for Tuesday, lmao. I can't believe I remembered all the crap that I did when I was looking back.

Dreams suck, no matter what. That's the way I look at it. If it's a bad dream, it sticks with you for a long time and brings your whole mood down. If it's a good dream, then it usually isn't going to happen, and when you realize it, it pisses you off. No good can come from dreams. NONE!! lol

Good luck with getting your teeth pulled. That's gotta suck.

Well, so long for now It's been fun reading.

[Heart_LP]

teeth pulled...noo..I hate it..and I´m never ever gonna do it! if anyone tries to come near my teeth I´m gonna..um..shoot them! lol

I HATE dentists!

Dreams can be weird lol, I know what dreams mean and stuff and I´m like the "dream doctor" in another forum and they tell me about soooo weird dreams lol I´m like WTF?!?!

anyways Babies can be really cute I know but sometimes I feel like well..I hate them It depends on my mood. I love babies with cool eyes!

and you reeeaaaaalllllllyyy love fruit dont you?!?! woaah....my mom forces me to´eat fruit sometimes lol cause well I hate most of the fruits, hihi

well ttyl hon

*hugs*

[Hybrid-Heart]

Lmoa

when i was reading: sick of waiting.... i was listening to Wake up from lost prophets and they said sick of waiting at the same time i read that lol

 

teeth pulled? ow boy good luck on that,, poor you

 

heey i love fruit too^^

sammi i can't believe that you don't like it