Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[Hybrid-Heart]

i can't speak spanish.. but i do speak dutch mheheheh

[Heart_LP]

Ooh, I do Spanish

 

Soy a ingles y tengo dieciseis anos

woho I actually understood that.

I am english and I am 16 yrs old :thumbsup:

[twilightcrimson7]

sammi: from what I said before: I'm still sick, but feeling okay

thanks for your thoughts Jen! means alot. Being with the kids wasn't so bad! =D I overreacted ^^

well'p thanks for stopping by.

besically, last night, we had lots of guests over, and had dinner, and we talked until midnight, which was really fun, becuase we told stories and crap... =)

next morning I slept in a lil more than the day before...then me and Olivia watched the twins and we ate breakfast and then we went outside. me and Olivia ended up playing catch but she like, threw it to me so I either has to dive to get it, or couldn't at all, lol, little stinker, and she made me start over a milliontimes, lol

Olivia's brother, Jessie, who I havn't seen fore a couple years, was picked up and I ran at time and gave him a noogie! ^^ Then mom made us take pictures, and they left.

Then a lil later, dad picked me up and I helped everyone with getting realy for the memorial services. I really dun wanna go to school tomorrow, but I should.

right now I feel pretty shitty. *angst*

I feel like I don't know my friends anymore, none of them read my journal, or are always busy, and I never get to chat. I read theirs' and its like, I feel so helpless as a friend. now I'm going to school tomorrow,and I nervous, for what, I have no clue.

I should call alex...she called today...well... *sigh*take care everyone!

[Friðbjörn]

i can't speak spanish.. but i do speak dutch mheheheh

Haha, that's a clever answer :thumbsup: I'll definately try to use this one the next time the opportunity comes

[Ravynlee]

Hey, Twi! Man, you sound so down... wish there was something I could do to cheer you up a bit, huh? *BIG SQUEEZE HUGS* I hope things get better for you soon. As for your friends, maybe you just need to give them time? I dunno, grief does strange things to ppl, and some ppl don't know how to react to those who are grieving. Maybe after a bit they'll make time for you again, I hope they do, you seem like such a nice, caring person. Well, at least you had a fairly good time staying up chatting til all hours, that's something. It's good to have others around you to communicate with. *cringes* I'm trying not to come across like a public service announcement, but hopefully you get what I mean, yeah? Anyhoo, just know we still love havin you here to chat and spend time with. You rock the boards, Twi. Take care and hope things pick up for you soon.

-Rav

[Hybrid-Heart]

ahhh... Twi.. you sound so down.. please don't be down!! *big hug*

you're nervous for school? did something happened?

please feel better.. *hugs again*

[shahfire]

u seem depressed twi. pls do not be. just think that whatever happens, its for the better. ok? *hug*

[Heart_LP]

Hey Heathy!

Dont feel down..pweaaze?

and you do have freinds that reads your journal and cares about you!

*hugs* remember that I´ll always be here when you need me, k?

yesterday was a bad day for me too =_=

but hey, feel better!

*hugs tightly*

[JammerG]

sammi: from what I said before: I'm still sick, but feeling okay

thanks for your thoughts Jen! means alot. Being with the kids wasn't so bad! =D I overreacted ^^

well'p thanks for stopping by.

besically, last night, we had lots of guests over, and had dinner, and we talked until midnight, which was really fun, becuase we told stories and crap... =)

next morning I slept in a lil more than the day before...then me and Olivia watched the twins and we ate breakfast and then we went outside. me and Olivia ended up playing catch but she like, threw it to me so I either has to dive to get it, or couldn't at all, lol, little stinker, and she made me start over a milliontimes, lol

Olivia's brother, Jessie, who I havn't seen fore a couple years, was picked up and I ran at time and gave him a noogie! ^^ Then mom made us take pictures, and they left.

Then a lil later, dad picked me up and I helped everyone with getting realy for the memorial services. I really dun wanna go to school tomorrow, but I should.

right now I feel pretty shitty. *angst*

I feel like I don't know my friends anymore, none of them read my journal, or are always busy, and I never get to chat. I read theirs' and its like, I feel so helpless as a friend. now I'm going to school tomorrow,and I nervous, for what, I have no clue.

I should call alex...she called today...well... *sigh*take care everyone!

 

Hey Twi

 

hope all is going ok. Memories hurt less and eventually the gut feeling goes too if you know what I mean. Anyway as for shots all I can say is:

 

1 TEQUILA

2 Te_QuiLa

(iii) Te__ke__la

Floor...

 

Take care honey

[twilightcrimson7]

I'll look at your comments later... as we speak I'm being tol "COME ON HEATHER, LET'S GO!!"

 

so here I go! ^^

Yeah sorry, I have limited time, I hope everyone’s doing okay!

Been busy as hell lately, I have a few things to catch up on online and then I have to leave again.

So yesterday basically sucked major arse.

 

Today, Gym was okay, but I got a stomach ache after weight training…thankfully, it didn’t last long. But I always seem to get sick after weight training….maybe it has something to do with in the morning…or like…I dunno…something like that. *shrug*

In history, The Haggis was being retarded, as per usual. She acted like we knew nothing of the 20s. ‘OMG, I NEVER KNEW WE HAD RECORD PLAYERS!!’ I fricken grew up with one, TOO, Mrs. Haggis.

But minus the haggis, I really like this chapter…maybe because its like…part of my family history that I can connect with in a way.

In algebra, we took a quiz, and I think I did good!

I had to stop by biology and pick up an extra study guide because I lost my other one, that wasn’t eve done anyways.

In ceramics, I was SO pissed….so damn frustrated. We have to have everything done by 2 weeks. I have THREE crappy bowls, and now I can’t even fucking make a cylinder. I swear, the more I do it, the worse I get. NOT TO MENTION, I FINALLY got my dryed-out bowl moist enough to trim, and I BROKE THE WALL. MOTHER-.

So yeah, I was not a happy camper… I spent the whole period trying to make a cylinder (which Matas can do in 5 minutes) and it didn’t even TURN OUT RIGHT. *screams*

At lunch, I finished my bio study guide (by copying Rena’s) and then I saw Kristy doing flash cars, so I was like, “fuck!” I had to do them! And I made the shittiest one in the world. Oh, and I had to borrow Eva’s book, because I didn’t know where mine was! Needless to say, I was falling apart. You know what the worst part is? Neither of those two assignments were checked. *cries/screams again*

In English, we took a really easy vocab test, but I confused myself because I crosse out a definition that I didn’t use, so I was like, looking for the answer for like 5 minutes, lmao.

Then we watched R+J again.

In Bio, too another vocab quiz…another 100.

Then we got another project, in which we have to make a CD case of a Kingdom with our lab partners. We have to used songs titles, but change them to describe the Kingdom. XD this should be interesting. So Me and Jessica decided to do the fungi kingdom, lmao. Then we got bored and we were both like…dead. I drew a mushroom and we both added onto it and it looked so funny, lmao.

Spanish was boring. I’m sick of saying this. T_T

On the bus, I listened to CC.

When I got home, it was weird…I was drawing the Hybrid Soldier on my planner, when the Zone’s rock report told me something very interesting/cool.

I found out that LP is trying to break their contract with Warner Brothers. Right away I was cheering. But there was more; the reason was that the bands they own, will not get any money that WB does (wtf!?)

And that LP make up TEN/10/X percent of their profit! WHOOOHOO, GO THEM! *DOES A JIG*

So now I have to go and shop with auntie and daddy. Lol

Ttyl and take care

[Brkng_Th_Hbt]

wow.. you wrote all that while being told "Come on lets go!!!"? lol.

 

edit: have fun shopping i guess lol

[lpp]

hi wife

 

hi how are you?

 

me tired

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Hey Twi,I haven´t post in your journal in a while,sorry:(.

Anyways,I just wanted 2 say hi and see how were u doing,hope everything´s ok.

Well take care and ttyl^^

[misery]

Sorry to hear that ceramics class was so shitty, lol.

Yea, I heard about the LP thing too. Greedy bastards at WB.. lol

Well, have fun shopping, see ya later.

[twilightcrimson7]

Entry before last entry(lol):

Rav: Thanks so much hun! *big huggles*

I didn’t know I was such a good person until now, lmao

If you say so I guess I am, lol lol

Well anyways, you really made me feel better

Hybi: I’m just not too well lately. I’ll be fine eventually thanks hun!

Shafire: SHA!! Lol heya gurl! Thanks a lot for your time and concerns, you made me feel better ! 

Sammi: thank you sweetie! ^_^ I know I have good friends, including you guys! ^_^

Jammer: ………lmao!……. haha, thank you! ^__^ seriously though, it mean a lot!

Everyone: *HUGE ass hugs to everyone* I can’t help my emotions lately…and I’ve been feeling really crappy…but you guys really make me feel better… I wish I had more time to talk and visit you guys…but everything is swallowing me whole… (I should be doing h/w now, but SCREW THAT! You guys are more important now! ^^) So thanks for all your support and I apologize for my absence. u_u

 

Today’s entry:

Ryan: lmao, nope, I just pated it when they were saying that! XD

 

Lpp: thanks, wifey, for stoppin by…I’m really tired too ZzZZZzzzZZzz

 

Vero: hey! Long time no talk!

Well, things are still hectic…and I’m still crappy. I miss all of you guys! Take care.

 

Misery: heya! Yes, I was so furious…but its better not to dweel on things like that, right? ^^

Yeah…record companies…are….retarded. wow…. That was one doozy of a statement there….bestseller…*mumbles to self…*

 

Well , I left off when I was leaving right? Well, me, my aunt, and my dad went to the florist and we got flowers for the memorial for grandpa and I also got some for mother’s day. The one for the memorial are really kool! They’re gunna be red white and blue. Red roses (6 of them from each one of his close realtives), white carnations, and blue bellshaped flowers…I can’t wait to see what It’ll look like!

Then, it took us FOUR stores to find fucking witch hazel…(sort of like rubbing alcohol.) First we went to this pharmacy on Bensenville, and I just ended up getting a water and gum. It cost about 2 bucks, right? Well the guy gives me back less than 1 dollar back out of 5…wtf, so I had to wait for him to get done serving a lady and make him gimme me 2 dollars! He was so fucking slow, too! T_T *pissed*

So me and dad went to Christy’s to eat, and we were both tired as hell.

When we got home, Uncle Chuck called (uncle Yuck) NO body likes him. He’s an asshole. And he wanted to talk to dad, and I told him he wasn’t home (even though he was hehe)

Fuck off

Wow…I’m in a foul mood… can you blame me, lmao

Now I have a stomach ache again……..damnit.

*sigh* I’m also not right in the mind………I think I’m going crazy. Hmmmm *scratches chin*

anyone got a straight jacket?

 

frick, I have h/e to do still...I really want to get to bed early tonight.......ugh...fucking ........life.......lol

[Hybrid-Heart]

heey twi! *hugs*

how are you doing? sorry that i wasn't on your journal lately..

frickin mouse broke so i couldn't get on the computer T_T

mheh.. LP is trying to break their contract with WB? *late reply*

why i didn't heard of that lol

 

sounds like you had a really.. eh.. stressed day?

Lol uncle Yuck? whahahah funny name sorry..

well hope that your next day is better..

byebye hun! *hugs*

[JammerG]

Hey Twi, went to gym for the first time in months (6) anyway my chest and bis and tris aching like crazy now so will go back and do it all again so I get rid of the soreness... do crunches tomorrow too... hehehe

 

Hope the memorial goes well honey, and it is kewl that you told uncle yuck that dad wasn't home... I used to be like that... It is so kewl you have a relationship like that with your pez. Anyway gotta work tomoro and got others to visit

 

Take care Girl

[Heart_LP]

HEY HEATHY!!

sry I have´nt been here lately..I didn´t know you updated!

well I´m glad to hear from you again..I hope you are feeling better now!

*hugs*

the flowers sound really cool!

well I hope that you chill down abit with work and get relaxed..you need to come here to get relaxed

well Feel better *hugs*

ttyl hon

[twilightcrimson7]

Hybi: HEY! *gushes and hugs* Its okay hun, I havn't been on hardly at all! ;___;

yap, uncle YUCK, XP take care, and tanks! ^^

 

Jammer: heya! ^_^ *hugs* Yeah, working out is plesantly painful ^^;;

we did a "Body bar" work out today and by whole body aches (muahahah)

Yeah, me and dad do that for eack other when we know the other doesn' t wnat to talk to the person on the phone Its kewl, but I can't say the same for my mom *rolls eyes* well'p, take care!

 

Sammi: !! hellow! again, its okay, I've hardly been on anyways

I'm feeling a little better, but still not very good

thanks alot hun, bye bye! *hugs* take care

 

WELL one VERY quick update!

 

Today basically was okay...normal stuff. it was a little better than yesterday ^^. although I was tortured my my thoughs again... >_<

when I got home, I marveled at the blooming trees and the blossoms and the sun shining and the breeze...it was nice....I did my h/w outside.... lol

first, I at an and ant hill, so they were crawling all over me >_< then I moved under a tree, but it was too cold. then I sat in a chair..then finally laid in the (very-long-needs-to-be-cut) grass. It was nice...

then my mom picked me up and I've just been surfing the net/homeworking since then. *yawn*

goodnight everyone

 

OH! here's a convo between me and Nikhil and Alex ...its very weird, only read it if you and the patience, lmao

JA NE! *blows kiss*

 

Niksplanet2018 (9:18:27 PM): k heather u start, then alex, then me

twilightcrimson7 (9:18:29 PM): damnit*

twilightcrimson7 (9:18:38 PM): It

immortalshewolf (9:19:07 PM): went

Niksplanet2018 (9:19:11 PM): under

twilightcrimson7 (9:19:43 PM): the

immortalshewolf (9:20:02 PM): rock

Niksplanet2018 (9:20:07 PM): that

twilightcrimson7 (9:20:14 PM): became

immortalshewolf (9:20:18 PM): slimy

Niksplanet2018 (9:20:24 PM): and

twilightcrimson7 (9:20:31 PM): soft

immortalshewolf (9:20:40 PM): like

twilightcrimson7 (9:20:41 PM): (became too soft to live)

twilightcrimson7 (9:20:43 PM): lol

immortalshewolf (9:20:43 PM): lmao

immortalshewolf (9:20:50 PM): I <3 you for that

Niksplanet2018 (9:20:53 PM): crap

twilightcrimson7 (9:20:55 PM): lmao

twilightcrimson7 (9:21:00 PM): and

immortalshewolf (9:21:03 PM): squishy

Niksplanet2018 (9:21:08 PM): . The

twilightcrimson7 (9:21:20 PM): Potato

immortalshewolf (9:21:23 PM): salad

Niksplanet2018 (9:21:35 PM): urinated

immortalshewolf (9:21:49 PM): oh god

twilightcrimson7 (9:21:49 PM): onto

twilightcrimson7 (9:21:52 PM): lmao

immortalshewolf (9:21:56 PM): the

Niksplanet2018 (9:22:11 PM): carrots

twilightcrimson7 (9:22:20 PM): When

immortalshewolf (9:22:23 PM): she

Niksplanet2018 (9:22:41 PM): took

twilightcrimson7 (9:22:45 PM): the

immortalshewolf (9:23:09 PM): moose

Niksplanet2018 (9:23:14 PM): for

twilightcrimson7 (9:23:35 PM): a

immortalshewolf (9:23:44 PM): ride

Niksplanet2018 (9:23:57 PM): . Her

twilightcrimson7 (9:24:39 PM): Tires

immortalshewolf (9:24:59 PM): popped

Niksplanet2018 (9:25:11 PM): and

twilightcrimson7 (9:25:35 PM): soon,

immortalshewolf (9:26:01 PM): her

Niksplanet2018 (9:26:19 PM): moose

twilightcrimson7 (9:26:30 PM): came

immortalshewolf (9:26:42 PM): down

Niksplanet2018 (9:26:57 PM): to

twilightcrimson7 (9:27:14 PM): the

immortalshewolf (9:27:34 PM): planet

Niksplanet2018 (9:27:42 PM): so

twilightcrimson7 (9:27:43 PM): Uranus

immortalshewolf (9:27:55 PM): could

Niksplanet2018 (9:28:05 PM): rape

twilightcrimson7 (9:28:09 PM): the

immortalshewolf (9:28:15 PM): moon

Niksplanet2018 (9:28:28 PM): . However

twilightcrimson7 (9:28:32 PM): The

immortalshewolf (9:28:39 PM): ass

Niksplanet2018 (9:28:44 PM): needed

twilightcrimson7 (9:28:50 PM): some

immortalshewolf (9:28:58 PM): lube

immortalshewolf (9:29:00 PM): xD

Niksplanet2018 (9:29:04 PM): for

twilightcrimson7 (9:29:07 PM): lmao

twilightcrimson7 (9:29:12 PM): rough

immortalshewolf (9:29:24 PM): ... snusnu

twilightcrimson7 (9:29:37 PM): lmao

Niksplanet2018 (9:29:41 PM): what does that mean

twilightcrimson7 (9:29:46 PM): FUTURAMA

immortalshewolf (9:29:47 PM): ... SEX

immortalshewolf (9:29:48 PM): lol

Niksplanet2018 (9:30:02 PM): oo

Niksplanet2018 (9:30:06 PM): The

twilightcrimson7 (9:30:08 PM): CONTINUE

twilightcrimson7 (9:30:10 PM): yay

twilightcrimson7 (9:30:13 PM): Confused

immortalshewolf (9:30:15 PM): moose

Niksplanet2018 (9:30:20 PM): decided

twilightcrimson7 (9:30:25 PM): that\

immortalshewolf (9:30:27 PM): he

Niksplanet2018 (9:30:32 PM): should

twilightcrimson7 (9:30:59 PM): buy

immortalshewolf (9:31:25 PM): some

Niksplanet2018 (9:31:28 PM): thongs

twilightcrimson7 (9:31:36 PM): for

immortalshewolf (9:32:00 PM): more

Niksplanet2018 (9:32:09 PM): prostitution

twilightcrimson7 (9:32:12 PM): and

immortalshewolf (9:32:29 PM): prostitues

immortalshewolf (9:32:33 PM): *prostitutes

Niksplanet2018 (9:32:43 PM): . After

twilightcrimson7 (9:33:16 PM): the

immortalshewolf (9:33:40 PM): rain

Niksplanet2018 (9:33:51 PM): poured

twilightcrimson7 (9:34:10 PM): down

immortalshewolf (9:34:17 PM): on

Niksplanet2018 (9:34:36 PM): haggis

twilightcrimson7 (9:34:50 PM): beef

immortalshewolf (9:35:02 PM): rotting

Niksplanet2018 (9:35:09 PM): like

twilightcrimson7 (9:36:00 PM): some

immortalshewolf (9:36:04 PM): rice

Niksplanet2018 (9:36:11 PM): , the

twilightcrimson7 (9:36:28 PM): wheels

immortalshewolf (9:36:46 PM): could

twilightcrimson7 (9:37:01 PM): sorry to interrupt guys

Niksplanet2018 (9:37:07 PM): spin

Niksplanet2018 (9:37:11 PM): yes?

twilightcrimson7 (9:37:21 PM): I found Nick's (amanda's brother) myspace

twilightcrimson7 (9:37:24 PM):

Niksplanet2018 (9:37:30 PM): oo

immortalshewolf (9:37:35 PM): brb... sorrrryyy

Niksplanet2018 (9:37:51 PM): does amanda have a myspace?

twilightcrimson7 (9:37:54 PM): idk

twilightcrimson7 (9:37:58 PM): okay

immortalshewolf (9:42:27 PM): D00DS i g2g!

immortalshewolf (9:42:30 PM): ;_; ttyt

twilightcrimson7 (9:42:34 PM): WHAT

twilightcrimson7 (9:42:37 PM): *squak*

immortalshewolf (9:42:46 PM): i knowww

immortalshewolf (9:43:00 PM): *tapes your beak together* dont be like the haggis chi

immortalshewolf (9:44:05 PM): baiiii

(9:44:06 PM) immortalshewolf has left the room.

[misery]

Ah, yes, spring time is great. Great break from freakin' winter.. god. lol

Well, so long for now I didn't get a chance to read that convo yet, but I'll hafta read it tomorrow.

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao, its prolly better you didn;t rread it. lmao

[Hybrid-Heart]

Heeeey twi ^^

you enjoyed the wonders of nature? lol

whahahah very funny convo! lol

well hope you're doing fine sis!

byebye! *huggies*

[stupidsoul1]

woooo hooooooooo *dances around ur journal*

 

holy poop!

i havent talked to you in ages.....

 

i hope ur doing oki XD

[twilightcrimson7]

hey hybi! yes! nature was nice (sort of) for once!! =P

Hey ss1~~ *dances with you* I installed a dance floor not too long ago! lol

Have go to school now! XP bye bye

[Hybrid-Heart]

much fun

oew i'm watching the ring.. at the point when samera is climbing out of the tv

scary...

ttyl!