Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

*Takes the cookies with great pleasure* Thank ya hun You knew what I was dying for all today and now I have a huge "dinosaur" sized load of them

 

Heh your journal entries are getting longer as well. I love it! <3 I think I jinxed you with the whole burn things in the kitchen stuff! *Sorry!* My dad snores loud as well. And my brother. Probably in the genes, I really hope I don't sound like a hippo with a snuffed up nose when I'm asleep heh.

 

Lol, I really hope you got your essay finished without sneaking a look here *Unlike me*! Get all your hw finished ok =P Have fun tonight lol! I might see ya later! Byeez!

[twilightcrimson7]

I DID get it done, but not without distraction! ^_~

oh and if you think THAT entry was long, wait til you this this one...

 

I AM UP TOO LATE, I'LL BE HURTIN TOMORROW! LMAO seriously, no one will be home in the morning, and I have to go in early to take a test! that'll suck!

last night, I had one hell of a time falling asleep! god! onto the update!

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FINALLY! Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 10:44 pm

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(Writing live from the history room)

This morning I woke up late. Dad came up and I thought he was gunna kill me. He was in a really foul mood today. I really need to put on my LP in the morning, that way I get motivated for the day…and I also feel good. So I got downstairs finally, at 7:10. I had 13 minutes to eat and get to the bus stop. Whoot, I could do this! I poured myself some of this healthy-shit cereal and…it. Tasted. Like. Bark. I was ready to yarf. Dad got on my case about this sore I got on my lip from chewing it. I resolved to get out of there as soon as humanly possible. I grabbed a cereal bar, for later consumption.

I ran out of the house, fearing, that in the 2 minutes I had to get to the bus, I would be late. So I jogged the way there. I made it though…with plenty time to spare. T_T figures. I turned my P-Roach on and listened to it, blocking the people on the bus out.

Gym was… torturous. I saw the crates…*gasp* Then I saw a boombox. That cannot be good. Then we got sheets. Half sheets, with about 30 different ways you can use a jump-rope. T_T; I was right. 3 minutes jog. Alright, no prob. Now kill yourselves with 3 pound jump-ropes for about…20 minutes…either that, or pass out from lack of oxygen. Alrighty. I scored a 100 on my first “jump-roping lesson” thing… it wasn’t that hard. Well I’m writing this right now, in history. the old haggis is “teaching” us about the Russian revolution. I’m “taking notes”. In reality, I am writing this journal in my notebook. ^__^ Dumbass haggis. Well anyway, Rebecca was like gaping at my face. She'’ like “Oh…my God….YOUR FACE IS SOOO RED!” I THOUGHT I HAD LIKE SOME KIND OF MAN-EATING PARASITE ON MY FACE, THE WAY SHE REATED. Gave me a good scare, but once I found out what she was talking about, I was like pfft. I am now convinced that the haggis has a speech impediment. She just said that “A Russian Czar’s car was blown up. *laughs*

~9:23 AM

I had my cereal bar…Mmmmm

I’m just sitting here…in algebra…waiting… I just made my scatter plots and I’m waiting for the hard part to come. Alex wrote PRON(w/ a drooling smile) on my paper, lmao! (inside joke).

Okay, time to pay attention…AGH! NO ALEX, YOU CAN’T LOOK AT THIS! HAGH! Lmao, bye for now

~10:19

In ceramics, I didn’t really talk to anyone…not Kasia…I just listened to the dumbasses talk…about them being stupid. Talking about how they drove cars into…buildings…etc.etc. T_T I got a lot done on my bizarre jar though! I need to ask dad for some screws and nails and stuff…and also a check for lunch.

In lunch, I got too much food, I was stuffed! XD me and Vanessa mused over the fruit cups. They seem to cut all the crappy pieces (you know, the kind of melon pieces that have the white part still on it.) and put them in. they also put the split grapes in too ToT

I have limited time here, so I’m gunna skip to English. We had to go to the computer lab and I tried to save a seat for Alex, but Jessica had nowhere to sit. So she sat over there *points across from me* so it was Eva, then Kristy, then Jessica (Mazuc), and me and Jessica. Cennamano wanted to read our outlines. Jessica’s freaked out. Well, it was more Mazuc, because she was all fidgety and crap. I told her to relax. She prolly won’t get to us. Then me and the other Jessica spotted a girl in the other room (glass between us) and we read her email. It went something like this “OMG, Snowball was so fun! Me and my friends were hyper and it was so magical. He had a blast!!” then it went on saying other stuff about the Talent show…Daffy Duck…etc.. she almost caught me looking. ^.^; Alex made a backdrop for her folder *sweatdrop* Mazuc was impressed with herself…of her WONDERFUL vocabulary of “horrid” and …”woo”. Suddenly, the fun ended with the shrill bell. CRAP! I didn’t have my stuff ready. Now I’ll be lagging behind the crowd, when I already had limited time. I have a long trip. To my locker, then bio. So, I’m not halfway down the hall when my books spill onto the floor. IT HAS TO BE NOW! it couldn’t be any other rushed moment! *sigh* when I finally get to my locker, by jogging, it decides to be a bitch. 4…27…49. Shing, shing shing…..no such luck. Repeat….nope… UGH!! *smashes* 4…27…49 *click, shing! FINALLY! One minute left! God! Throw the lit book in and grab Spanish and bio. FWOOM, run past the bystanders and waltzes. No Rena…oh well, keep running. Ahhh, I made it! I helped Jessica with some vocab, before we had to turn it in. I swear, she must have said “Heather is sooo smart” like a billion times! I guess its her way of saying thank you ! I like helping her ^^ I like helping a lot of people. I helped Eva with the study guide cuz I found all the answers! Tee hee! I got an 87% on the test. Not bad I guess. I still have a 95% in the class ^^

I complained about being the last person out of the classroom, so Jessica so kindly let me go before her! Ha ha! Spanish was boring… we went over imperfect forms of verbs…reviewed… and learned about our projects! It’ll be easy! I saw another drawing on the desk of…Lord knows what, but it was so damn funny! I started laughing my ass off, and Nikhil was confused until he saw it. XDD Mrs. Jonasen picked up a dead pencil…and I eyed it lustfully before exclaiming I had a pencil crisis, and would be more than happy to take it off her hands. ^_^ a tad weird, but yeas…I have like…no pencils. That leads me to believe I have some sort of unconscious pencil rash/allergy. It kinda ticks me off, but I won’t dwell on the little things =P. So now I’m no the bus, good ol’ P-Roach playin’ and omg, I have to get off next! *sticks pencil in mouth and grabs backpack* Now I’m writing on the street zoom, there goes a car! DAMN, WHY COULDN’T YOU HIT ME!?!?! Lmao…anyways, I ran into dad, but I really don’t wanna talk about that anymore. My aunt pissed me off because once I got in, she started talking as the baby. “Oh she’s not looking at me! Wahh!” GOD that pisses me off…not in the mood to go into detail.. ;_;

Once I was in the safety of my room, I chilled out to the Wood, Tony and Ravey show (radio program) Its so damn funny, it never fails to cheer me up!

I did homework for a couple hours -_-bleh. I took a shower, had some pizza, then chatted with MSG, Shafire, Jay, T, and a few others. Lmao, we were so hyper! LPF was down, so I really couldn’t update this. I’m typing it wayyyy late! Sorry! Oh! Jay and MSG are MARRIED NOW! I was at their wedding! Lmao! HAPPY LIVES!!!!!! *bells*

Anywayyyy, I hope you have a good night! *hugs you all!* <3!

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Current Mood: stressed

Current Music: "Passive"- APC

Wearing- black and gray jammies

Thinking- SLEEEEEEEEEP

[misery]

I love reading your journal

Funny about the gym class, lol

 

P.S. Congrats on your 95% average

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* awwww dont be stressed!!!!!

[Ravynlee]

Evening! Wow *scrolls down page again to re-read latest entry* that's some post there TC7! OMFG! It reads like a movie script, hehehe, that's awesome! Sounds like you had a pretty eventful day! A lot more colourful that mine *shrugs* I'm happy for ya! But you seem a bit stressed... a bit... wound up... maybe you need to sleep (funny I of all ppl should say that, *s******s humourlessly* considering I'm crawling into bed about the time most ppl are clambering out) Oh well, shit happens.

Did you ever notice how a lot of ppl here, the regular ppl, not the lurkers, but the exceptional folk such as yourself who have a lot to say and get around and socialise and just generally spread the love and good cheer, most often suffer from sleep-deprivation? I kid you not, you are the third person I've read tonight in their journals mention something about lack of sleep or sleep associated dramas. It's almost uncanny. *Furrows brow considerately* I think it's ths place, y'know, it's just too... well, comfortable! hehehe. I've said it before and I'll say it again, if there was a way I could use the online bathroom (should there, heaven forbid, ever be such a thing) and somehow not miraculously fry my computer at the same time, I'd just never leave! LOL!

Anyway... has nothing to do with anything, just musing in general is all.

Well, glad things eventualy work out for ya. Hope tomorrow is a better day! All the best (and thanks for the laughs, Face eating paracites in gym, thats classic!), you write so colourfully! (Is that even in the right context? *shrugs* You get what I mean, right? Cool!)

Look forward to the next installment!

-Rav

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

Wow!!!! And you say your life is boring?! It sounds pretty eventful to me ^.^ I love how you wrote that! So you basically had your journal throughout the whole day and just kept writing in it? That's a great idea lol, sometimes I feel better after writing stuff, but I never have the time to sit down and write because I'm usually so busy throughout the day =( Heh, but I love how you did it! LOL @ the haggis. I haven't done P.E. (Gym) class in absolutly ages lol, you brought back memories. My teacher scared me coz there was rumors that she was a lesbian and uhh... she was lol. But eek. Anyway sounds like you umm... had fun lol?

Sounds like it wasn't your day with the books falling out of your bag and the locker problem. Things like that happen to me when I'm bad luck and walk under a step ladder or something lol. We never had lockers at our school ¬.¬ We literally have to tow all of our books around the school for the whole day heh.

 

Anyway it all sounded fun! You should write like that more often ^.^

This may be a stupid question of mine but what's your real name? If you don't wanna tell, it's fine. I just realised that I didn't know it lol. Well have fun! Goodnight! XxX

[twilightcrimson7]

Misery: Thanks, I love your journal too ^_^

oh, and the 95% is no biggie ^_~ thanks, none the less!

 

SS1: thanks for reading ^_^ I'ts basically my disposition to be stressed, but thanks ^_^

 

Rav: Yeah, I've noticed a considerable amount of people here who have sleeping problems ^^; I think I busted a gut reading that "online bathroom" segemnt. *wipes sweat off brow* whooo, that was golden, I know how ya feel tho...I could spend a few months in LPF, if I only had a bathroom (hell, I'd even use a port-o-potty) and a considerale amount of HoHos. Thanks for commenting, I always anticipate them! <3

 

Jen: Just like Rav, I anticipate your comments! ^__^ they always cheer me up! anyways, what I do is, I write at school in a notebook when I can get the chance. Its very hard tho, becuase I have limited time in school. BUT, the up-side is, that I can capture the small, yet amusing details of my life. becuase when I try to rmember at the end of the day, it kinda fades and blurs together and it becomes plain. verrrry plain. Also, as you've noticed, it's in a different tense. I kinda switch every now and then, but I hope it's not an inconvenience to anyone. Oh and guess what? My gym teach is lez too. ^^; But it's not like she peeks thru a hole in the wall at us...XD Yeah, I think I'm going to update a majority of my posts in that style ^_^ Tonight I will, I think I'll have time to anyways. *crosses fingers*

My name is Heather ^_^

[twilightcrimson7]

Okay, on with the update!!!!!

 

9:05 PM 03/15/2005

"Sometimes I... NEED TO BE ALONE! DON'T stayyy"

whoot! *jumps out of bed* time to start the day! *jumps*

That's how I started my day. I wanted to scream "YEAH, BRING IT ON BITCH!" to the world. My dad had to go in and visit grandpa, because he's getting dialysis today. So he couldn't bring me in early. But at 7, I spotted his car from my bedroom window, and I went downs't to greet him. He said he got to leave early, because he was doin' good!

The thought of him bringing me in, now, totally slipped my mind as I had a bowl of Raisin Bran. I got my backpack and left. The sun was hanging lazily in the early air. The golden light spilled onto the grass, and cool spots of houses' shadows silhouetted the ground. (my, I’m poetic, aren’t I?) I felt good about today. It was going to be swell.

When I got to the lockers, my friends were there, as usual. Sylvia needed a permanent marker. Rena happened to keep one in her purse… heheh, we all know what that’s for. Alex punched me in the gut, so I puncher her back, lol. Yes, this is how we have fun T_T, you sillys!

Soon enough, the bell rang, and me, Michelle, Sylvia, and Cookies went off to our 1st period. Well, we decided to take a different route, so Sylv. Could drop her pedigree off. Then we went downstairs and we saw Jessica. We paraded past her, one by one, and she’s like :What, I don’t get a hug!?” LOL I felt bad Then Cookies insisted we “power walk” to class. XD

Well, that was pretty much it for my joy-ride. Time for Concentration ca—I mean gym. We were introduced to the weight-room. It was like… a bunch of torture devices. Lmao. It wasn’t that bad. I was only worried about finding a partner. Bianca decided to put up with me. Well, enough dwelling on Gym, IT’S HAGGIS TIME! Today we’re playing TIC TAC TOE REVIEW! AKA, LET THE HAGGIS BITCH AT YOU BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW THE ANSWER!

Alex was my partner and we would NOT stop laughing at her.

Haggis: You guys are pitiful!!!

Alex: *mumbles* you’re pitiful.

Haggis: blah blah blah…. You’re going to dies on this test…. Blah blah blah *screetch*

Alex: You’re dying.

Lmfao. I swear, you can’t HELP but make fun of her when she’s pissed!

Here’s something you’ll wish you’d seen: I tripped over a desk. How, I’m not sure of. But as soon as I fell on my ass, I had a hysterical giggle fit. Dave stared at me in amusement/disbelief. Had to be there. Well, 5 minutes until class ends, I’ll update soon.

~9:45 AM

Mood: hyper listening to: the haggis screeching again. Thinking: I don’t want to go to algebra!

Well, I’m in the algebra room now. I ain’t got nuttin to say except that I did really bad on the quiz. At least, I think so. Sweatin’ bullets!

~10:28 AM

I’m in lunch now. Ceramicx was okay. I made slow, tedious progress on my jar. Kasia’s egg looks like it’s melting. Oh yeah, Rick made my sponge pee. That’s about it! Now I’m just sitting here, with just a lone bagel. I had 1:20 to spend, and lemme tell ya, there ain’t much you can buy with 1:20. I’m thirstier than anything…

Anyways, funny story: I smelled bologna. Kyle, who sits on my right, had a sandwich. Me, Rena, and Vanessa were looking at his bread intently, hoping for a sign of what meat he had. Lmao, I wish I could have seen how stupid we looked! Well’p, one minute left, gotta get ready for English!

~12:07 PM

I’m in bio now. I have a lot to say about English. Well, on the way to the CL< Michelle and Leo stopped me and told me Cennamano got kicked out. Ha ha! So I grabbed (not literally) Jessica and Eva and made them follow me! XD soooo, we got there, and Alex sat next to me. Jesus, we were. SO. HYPER.

“HE MAN!”

“WATERMELON” *mutual giggles*

I was as red as a tomato when we left!

Cookies was outside, and he “raped us” with his hug. HAGH! Then I told him Alex has a penis and took off. XDD Jessica caught me though, and we walked to bio, pushing furiously through the crowd. I saw Gina and Nikhil, and yanked on their back packs. Nikhil was helpless, muahahaha! There were people in every friggin crevasse! It was like I was in a can of sardines!

Me: OMG

Jessica: *mock* OMG

Sylvia *out of nowhere* OMG!

Lmao

So before we got to bio, we saw Rena and Jessica gave her a hug, Yey!

And then Rena told me to give a note to her boyfriend, Ryan AKA, Slater. She told me about a pop-quiz. We could use our notes tho, which I thankfully took. I aced it. *dances* BOOYA!

Now we’re taking notes and I’m writing this. Heheheh >=D

CRAp! I didn’t do my Spanish h/w. Oh well, I have a good grade in that class, I can afford no points. We took a quiz. Even tough I got like 2 wrong, the guy who graded it gave me a 100! XDD nice!

Me and Nikky chatted. I forgot about what though.

On the bus, I sat next to someone I didn’t trust, so I didn’t write anything *suspicious* lol

I got home, had a banana and a water bottle and did my h/w.

Then I went on LPF. It’s kinda depressing what’s going on. This place will always be my refuge, no matter what.

So I had a pretty good dinner. I have to study for 2 tests soon, though. *sigh* Well’p I luv ya all! *hugs and smooches* G’night!

 

PS, HAHN IS 28 TODAY! whooooooot!

[misery]

I wish I had as much energy as you do when I wake up in the morning. Usually when I wake up it's more "Ugh... wtf... lemme sleep.." than "Bring it on world!" But that's just me.

 

Funny about tripping on the desk I've never tripped on a desk yet (I've tripped on a floor tile but not a desk.. go figure) but I'm sure just because I said that it will happen tomorrow.

 

Anyways, great journal entry. Keep up the good work

[twilightcrimson7]

Well, I usually am a crab-ass too, but since I put meteora on, I was pumped!

Thank you *bow* I live to serve... hehehe *s*******

[Friðbjörn]

Lol, I can imagine Joe in the wheelchair from family guy jumping out of bed screaming:BRING IT ON BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

And is PE (or whatever) so bad? Whenever I have gym classes, we just go to this fitness center and do what ever we want. My school is just too liberal. Plus, if you know soccer, the Icelandic national team coach teaches me PE. That's how it is, TV hosts are at university studying something, damn, sometimes this place sucks.

[twilightcrimson7]

LMAO! thanks for the visual! XDDD I can totally picture that!

Well, I don't like PE becuase I'm always nervous about being hit with balls. I also have NO coordination, sport skills, OR balance. I just worry too much about it I guess. Plus, I don't like running becuase I have asthma and I can never tell if I'm going to be running good, or running bad, so I fear hat as well. Luckily, we don't start running outside for a couple weeks ^^;

 

well, right now I'm listening to my old anime soundtracks. I really missed them! *grooves* *cracks neck* I really need a back massage! ^.^; Oh jeez, I'm starting to sound like my mother. NOO! May hell see another ice age! I also got a new avy and sig. ^^ I change them too much, but i don't care ! hehehe

 

well, I don't have time to type my journal today, what with all the controversy today. But it wasn't that different from yesterday. Maybe tomorrow. ^^

g'night my muffings *hooglesmooch*

[twilightcrimson7]

I decided to sneak on b4 I left for school!

It's St. Patrick's day today. I wonder how many people are going to wear green. I'll probably be pissed at the color green by the end of the day. Seriously, why do people make such a big deal of this holiday??? *sigh* CRAP! Rav just posted in hur journal, and I don't have time to read. damnnn! I'll read it later

Well, I should REALLY get going now, school awaits!

~6:59 AM

[Ravynlee]

I decided to sneak on b4 I left for school!

It's St. Patrick's day today. I wonder how many people are going to wear green. I'll probably be pissed at the color green by the end of the day. Seriously, why do people make such a big deal of this holiday??? *sigh* CRAP! Rav just posted in hur journal, and I don't have time to read. damnnn! I'll read it later

Well, I should REALLY get going now, school awaits!

~6:59 AM

Hehehe. You really don't have time to read it either, cause I think it's like my longest post yet! *evil cackle* Deliberately tho, as I am off for a week (or so) to visit my best mate JammerG. Not in the virtual realm but actually face to face. Been a few months so I'm looking forward/nervous about it. Hopefully you'll not have too much fun without me *sob* and I'm concerned about leaving my Cats/kids, computer, and this place/lovely folk like you for any length of time! I'm already going into withdrawals, aargh! Hehehe. But it's all good.

I ask you to help me keep the flame of Rob alive while I am gone. Big bourdon *s******s* to bear but if I'm not around who will stalk him, err... I mean, adore him like he warrants, neigh, must have! *she says pointing finger upwards emphatically* (bloody writers!) I trust you... hehehe, maybe Rusu too. Hell, Jen/0oSugaXnXSpice0o as well, in fact, EVERYONE must help... Rob's too shy to speak up on his own behalf so we must be his voice in this oh-so-troubled times... *shakes head* (See why I'm going on holiday?) Hehehe.

Well, I've rambled enough. Hope to see you (online) soon!

-Rav

Well, take care. All the best.

[twilightcrimson7]

You can trust me to MISS you! Unconditionally! I already do! <=O

<3<3

 

--------March 17th, 2005------

It’s really late right now, so I’m gunna try and hurry with this. I didn’t use my book today, so I’m going by memory LOL

It was St. patty’s day! A lot of people wore green, but I wore black & white LOL

 

So yeah, I talked to quite a few people this morning. Then I went to good ol’ gym. We had aerobics day again. That means the dreaded jump-ropes. It wasn’t that bad. I asked Jessica and Lauren if they wanted to practice 3 person jumps. We’re pretty good except for the double dutch thing. Dan R ran up to us and ran right into double dutch and he fell on the floor and crap, lmao it was really retarded. Finally, we left. Tomorrow is weight training. God I really hope I get a friend in my class next year, but almost all my friends are younger than me, so they have gym 1st semester.

 

Anyways, in history, we started a new lesson and me and Alex worked on these questions. Meh, we finished in time, so that’s good. Haggis put our Honor’s assembly seating charts up and I have seat number SEVEN! Yay! That’s my fave number, besides 17. ^^

 

But I didn’t finish my ALGEBRA test in time. We had a sub, and he let us study a bit before the test, so we didn’t have a lot of time. I had about 5 more big problems left. I was soooo worried. I seriously hope Mr. ivory lets us finish them. The sub said that not a lot of people finished. Well, in ceramics, I worked on my jar again. I cut a sharp hole in the side and made it look kinda rusty…if clay can be rusty…lol. Oh, Peter and Tajima were flicking these paper squares across the room at each other. And I was going to be pissed if one hit me. The cool part was when one came racing towards Joe and he merely shifted in his seat while the offending object whizzed past by a couple inches. OMG, it looked so fucking awesome!

 

Lunch was alright. I got chicken nuggets with pudding. ^^ I grossed Rena out with the pudding by dropping it off the spoon from a suspended height. XDD you should have seen the look on her face! Then, later on, I was struck with a UFO! It was a Mike&Ike that flew from a couple tables away and it hit my head! Lmao, it was so weird, then I gave it to Rena and she went and threw it back at the dude who threw it.

 

In English, we went to the comp. lab. Me and Alex went on Rum and monkey.com and read one of our fav. Articles. The I read a calendar on our school website, and guess what I saw!?

 

 

lmao! SENIOR TAKEOVER DAY!!!! WATCH OUT, THE OLD PEOPLE’S DAY IS COMING!!!! Run while you still can!!!! XDD

 

Then, I was going to go to the bio room, but then I saw Natalie and Sabeen and followed them to the CL. Natalie was saying hi to random people lol and we saw Sylvia! X3

Eva was already in the RC. We just matched chromosomes and stuff online and I chatted/worked with Eva, Sabeen, and Natalie. I found out that Natalie is moving next year!!! Omg, I was surprised. I’ll miss her <=3

 

The I had to go back to the CL. Nikhil and Sara had a hard time with their borders. I did too, but I fixed it ^^

I have to print out my Spanish thingie (right-clicks and adds ‘thingie’ to dictionary) tomorrow, so I might as well go in early and print out my essay along with it.

 

Me and Nikhil made our way to Art Club, and we saw Alex and Ashley there. Nikky and me left to call our parents. He let me use his cell, yay! While we were calling, Eva came rushing in, grabbed her books, and a few minutes later she came rushing out and she’s like “I really hope I don’t miss the bus!” and I just gaped. I HOPE SO TOO, GOD THAT WOULD SUCK!

(*stuff pillow under butt* ahhh)

we went back to the art room and started some stuff. I chose to doodle, because I didn’t really have any inspirational ideas. Then, after a while, I decided to embellish my jar with wire. It was soo sweet! I rose the bus home with Alex, and she kept misunderstanding the bus driver. LOL I felt sorry for her. I got home and my aunt pissed me off as usual. She told me that she and dad didn’t get home until 2 that morning. Grandpa was sent to the hospital because of pains. Now they’re checking him out. So dad was fast asleep downstairs. I didn’t wake him. Mom picked me up not after too long. She was ecstatic about seeing Robots this weekend. She’s dragging me along. Sure, it might be a good movie, but I’ve never seen her anticipate a movie such as this so much before.

Later on, me, mom and Tim went to the Bartlett Tavern. It was REALLY crowded, and lotsa people were wearing green and white boas. XDD

On her way out, a lady gave me her boa! I was kinda amused by that! Then we saw our neighbors and I have the boa to their kids! They could use it more than me! Our food took forever to get there, and it was so loud, you couldn’t hear the person talking to you. Now there was like only 45 minutes to finish history and English homework and type up my journal for you guys!! I’m not that tired, but I’m kinda lazy. ^^;

Oh crap! I finished this 2 minutes past the morning! I wanted to finish BEFORE morning. Oh well. ^^ Since I’m not tired, I’ll go get myself some water and type up some surveys ^_^

Goodnight and best wishes to you all!

Listening to: Shinedown

Feeling: My butt is numb and I’m reallly thirsty!

Thinking: I can’t wait to get my ass up!

Chatting: lpp, and SS1

Time: 12:06 AM *yawn* ^O^

[lpp]

tell more about ur split personality u spoke of in my journal ....

 

and no i didn't read what u posted here in ur journal

[twilightcrimson7]

lpp: It's okay! I don't blame you! *scrolls down and gapes*

Uhhh so my split persona is called Xellia. I used to be more mean. I used to close everyone out. I used to be a tad sadistic and I hated talking to people. I was just....crabby all the time. My other side it Twilight. I figured, since Xellia is so black and evil, I'd call my "light" side, Twilight. a twist of Irony, ne? Twilight is who you see here most of the time. I'm a lil outgoing and talkative. I look on the bright side to cheer ppl up! I've been more Twilight lately. But when i'm not on LPF, or with my freinds, Xellia comes out to play.

 

here's a survey i took, incase you wanna read/fill it out

 

1. Starting Time: 12:53 AM

 

2. Full Name: Heather Lynn Neylon

3. Nick Names: Heath, Twilight, Xellia, Boo

4. Age: 15

5. Birthday: October 25th, 1989

6. Place of Birth: Elmhurst Hospital.

7. Star Sign: Scorpio!

8. Eye Colour: Green

9. Hair Colour: Light brown

10. Height: 5'7'' ish

11. Shoe size: 7 guys...I think 9 womens...I know, it makes no sense

12. Location: Itasca/Bartlett IL

13. School: Lake Park

14. Any brothers or sisters? Only child ^^

15. Who do u live with? My mom and Tim in bartlett, and my Aunt, dad, and grandpa used to, in Itasca

~~~The Crush Side~~~

16. Do u have a boyfriend or girlfriend? Nope

17. Would u ever go out with that person if they asked u? who? maybe...gah! =\

18. Have u ever loved someone so much, it made u cry? yeah, i guess

19. Do u have a soul mate? maybe.

~~~Have U Ever~~~

20. Travelled to a place far away? Farthest would be Florida

21. Hated yourself? Yeah, alot of the time

22. Hated a friend? Yes.

23. Missed school cuz it was raining? Uhhh o.o nooooo

24. Put a body part on fire for amusement? ....Nooooo =[

25. Been in a car accident? Yeah

26. Been hurt emotionally? pfft, freakin all the time

27. Kept a secret from everyone? yah...o.o

28. Cried during a movie? Totally

29. If so, what movie? Ummm...Big Fish...some others too.

30. Ever thought an animated character was hot? YESS

31. Been sarcastic? all the time

~~~Favourites~~~

32. Bands and singers: You know mine

33. Toothpaste: Ummm...Crest?

34. Stuffed animal: MY BUNNI FOO FOO! don't laugh at me! >_< lol

35. Hockey Team: Hmmm...ours I guess.

36. Basketball team: idc

37. Pen or pencil? Pen...when writing, that is

38. T-shirt or tank top? Tee

39. White or chocolate milk? white

40. Spring or fall? both ^^

41. Dog or cat? Kitty

42. Shampoo: Aussie

43. Soap: Dove...I don't really know any others...lol

44. Colour: Red, black, purple, blue, green

45. Summer or winter? winter. more meaningful.even if there is more pain.

46. Cartoon character: tough choice. Cartoon? Squidward!

47. Drink: Milk ...

48. Food: Chicken!!!

49. Movie: Anything by Tim Burton is genious. Ummm...Aviator, LOTR, Ferris Bueler's day off...old school movies. i have alot of faves!

50. Ice Cream: Vanilla, or chocolate...it depends on how I'l feeling

51. Subject: Art, English, or History

52. Animal: Turtle!

53. Person: My friends and family

~~~Right Now~~~

54. Wearing: black sweats, black tee..and my hoodie

55. white. meh, what do you expect!? LOL

56. Eating: nuttin

57. Drinking: water

58. Thinking: about going to bed

~~~Friends~~~

59. Best friend? I have many

60. Who do u email the most? Umm my friends...

61. Are most of ur friends guys or girls? there's a good mix

62. Who have u known the longest? Rena!

63. The loudest: oh god...how do i choose. we cal ALL be realllly loud at times!!

64. The shyest: Alex ^-^!

65. The weirdest: prolly all of ussss!

66. Who has seen u cry? alot of my friends, but not everyone

~~~In The Last 24 Hours Have U...~~~

67. Laughed? yeah!

68: Made someone Yep-yep!

69. Bought something? Yeah, lunch!

70. Cut ur hair? Nuh-uh

71. Been kissed? *shakes head*

72. Said I Love U? *thinks* yeah! prolly, considereing my friends are affectionate! But with jessica gone...I'm not so sure LOL

73. Written a letter? Yeah, to MYSELF! LOL

74. Met someone new? nooo TT_TT heheh

75. Watched ur favourite movie? heh, no

76. Talked with somoene u love? yesshhhh

77. Had a serious talk? yeppppp (its hard though, XD)

78. Fought with ur parents? Sort of, but nothing note-worthy

79. Fought with ur friends? Naw!

80. Cried? Nuh-huh

~~~Do U~~~

81. Eat peanuts? sometimes

82. Eat with ur mouth open? sometimes

83. Take walks in the rain? yeah, when I get the chance!

84. Obsess over celebs? not celebs, per say

~~~Word Association (First Thing That Comes To Mind)~~~

85. Rubber: condom....XD

86. Gloves: winter'

87. Rock: GOOD!

88. Wet: dog

89. Hay: WHAT!?

90. Paper: cut

~~~About Guys For Girls To Fill Out~~~

91. Boxers or briefs?

92. Long or short hair?

93. Six pack or muscular arms?

94. Good or bad guy?

95. Hat or no hat?

96. Tan or fair?

97. Funny or not funny?

98. Cute or sexy?

~~~About Girls For Guys To Fill Out~~~

99. Regular underwear or thongs?

100. Painted nails or not?

101. Lacy bra or sports bra?

102. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' crzy?

103. Dark or blonde hair?

104. Good or bad girl?

105. Intelligent or average?

106. Hair up or down?

107. Curly or straight hair?

108. Short or tall?

109. Pants or dress?

110. Shy or out going?

~~~Random Questions~~~

111. When was ur last hospital visit? for myself? a looong time ago! but i've visited it like 2 weeks ago

112. Whos the last person who sent u an email? Brit

113. Have u ever been convicted of a crime? Nopies

114. Which single store would u want to max out ur credit card in? I can't pick!

115. What kind of car do u drive? Nothing yet.

116. Name the person that u r friends with, that lives the farthest away: All mah buds across the world!

117. Are u in a gang or club? yeah! Montage and art club

118. Can u be in love with 2 ppl at the same time? Hmmm I wouldn't know

119. Bedtime? I don't know. whenever.

~~~Miscellaneous~~~

120. What is ur biggest fear? Me

121. Kids or no kids? too early to think about that! XD

122. Mustard or ketchup? catsup!

123. Newspaper or magazine? depends.

124. Sandals or sneakers? sneakers

125. Hugging or kissing? hugs!

~~~Other~~~

126. Do u believe in love at first sight? No, but i believe in lust at first sight

127. First job? helping my aunt

128. What do u do most often when ur bored? Internet ^^

129. Would u kill someone? Nooo, unless they REALLY drove me over the edge over years and years...

130. Do u like ur handwriting? I can't =P

131. Do u have any bad habits? Yes..ALOT!

132. What was ur favourite toy as a child? mis animales de peluche. (sorry, that just reminded me of a unit in spanish we're doing)

133. Do u think ur life has been good so far? yes and no.

134. Do u feel understood most of the time? lol hell no, but sometimes i feel someone might understand me

135. Do u drink milk? oh HELL yeah!

136. Would u rather have a sore throat or upset stomach? sore throat

137. Would u rather be hot or cold? hot

138. Could u be a vegetarian? never

 

139. Would u ever bungee jump? HELL NOO

140. Would u die for a close friend? Yes, of course

141. Do u want ppl to send this back? i don't care

142. When have u cried the most? I don't remember...=\

143. What is the best feeling in the world? I don't know yet

~~~Do U Prefer~~~

144. Short or tall members of the opposite sex? it doesn't matter

145. Sun or moon? moon

146. Left or right? right

147. Having 10 aquantinces or 1 best? 1 best

148. Boys or girls? it depends! ^^

149. Flowers or angels? neither.

150. End time: 1:31 AM

GOOD NIGHT! ERM...MORNING!

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

Heya Heather!!!! Ahh so that's your name =P It's so pretty! It feels like I missed out a lot, I didn't check out the journals yesterday or the day before because I didn't have time to at the end of the day! I adore your journal! The entries are so cute and you're so hyperactive, which makes it fun to read I really should do the journal thing because I have a short term memory. I can remember stupid stuff from when I was like 7 years old, but if you asked me what I ate for dinner 3 agos ago, I have no memory of it (Actually I do right now, but you know what I mean lol). Actually if you asked me what I learnt in college today, I really can't remember heh. So it really does all blur together for me!

 

I have no idea how you manage to wake up like that in the mornings LOL. You have to tell me the secret! Is it because you eat pie? =D I love pie! Bleh lol. I'm so groggy in the morning, anyone who tries to disturb my sleep (a.k.a my little sister who has to wake me up in the morning), they get quite a mouthful and a sorry sight in the morning that definatly ain't pretty My bed is my homeboy lol! My cd player (With Meteora or Hybrid Theory, whichever is in at the time;) ) has to be blasted up loud to "shock" me out of sleep ^.^

 

It's gonna be crap without Ravynlee here for a week =( I'll miss her, and the hilarious feedback comments ^.^! Of corse we'll keep the Rob lovin going on lol! You better come back Rav...or else... umm or else I don't know lol. Something severe will happen to teh Rob pictures! >=) *Poor guy lol*

 

I actually forgot it was St. Patricks day and didn't wear anything green either lol ¬.¬ I'm wearing green today though =D I heard Robots was good and I might take my lil sister. Not my mum though lmao.

 

Wow you have another side to you! A sinister side which we didn't know existed, till today ^.^ I hope to catch a lil Xellia action going on! I have a dark side too, cept I blame it on PMS =) Anyway great quiz! Hope to catch ya later. Have fun take care!

 

*It says I included too many smilies in the post. I haven't =(*

[twilightcrimson7]

Awwww, thanks for the compliment! I'm still in shock people actually read these! I'm used to talking to myself! lmao! Actually, I don't like pie! I like lemon merrangue (sp?) and chocolate sometimes, but pie just doesn't fly with me *dork* lol

You really think I'm hyperactive?! I guess I do sound like it online, huh!? Like noW! heheheh well, I'm cheered up now that i'm on lpf! I was in a really shitty mood a half an hour ago!

Yeah, I find it very hard to get up in the morning as well. But surprisingly, It's easier to get up at my mom's house. even after just 4 hours of sleep! o.O *puzzled* LP helps me wake up when they play it! Oh, that reminds me, last night, I had my radio, it was set to go off in 10 minutes, becuase it helps me relax, so I could fall asleep. Well I was almost asleep, but then I heard Lying From You start and I jumped out of bed and boogeyed! lmao, I'm such a freak! XD

I know, I already miss Rav sooo much! ^___^ *sends her love*

LOL You don't want to see Xellia. Like, when I get serious or mad, I'm really fierce and tend to brood over matters. ._.;

lmao, I hate when it tell me too many smilies...it's like...WHO CAN HAVE TOO MANY SMILEIES!!? XD

Oh, can i add you to my AIM BL? *puppy dog eyes*

[twilightcrimson7]

I'm going to rush this, so It'll be a lil short.

--------Hola... ._. Mar. 18th, 2005 @ 11:30 pm ----------

The day started like any other. I went online for a few minutes to be insane with a few people. ^_^ Soon enough, I had to go. Tim drove me and when I got there, I went to the computer lab to print some stuff out. Eva was there, so I chatted with her. Then we split ways, and I went to my locker. I went to gym, and we went to the weight room. Meh, no biggie. In history, everything was going smoothly. Except the haggis’s endeavor with the maps…XDDD

Then the fire alarm went off, and the haggis FLEW into the air. LMFAO it was hilarious! So we went outside and traveled…really far away from the school. Well, Alex was quite hyper…She wanted to go by Ashley but Amanda was by her, so I refused. *explodes* We found Leo and we chatted with him for a while. Then we had to go back inside. Blah! So we had EXTRA homework because of the fire alarm. In algebra, we got 10 minutes to finish the test, YES! So I finished in the nick of time!

Then we talked the rest of the periods, which unnerved me because The Ivory Alchemist (our math teacher) usually gets straight into it. I became the Gatorade Alchemist and Alex was the Chocolate Alchemist! X3

Later in ceramics, I acquired nifty nails, bolts, screws, and metal objects to put in my jar. I got so many compliments and criticisms, it was funny at first, but then it got annoying. Tajima asked me if I saw my psychologist lately! Lmao! Then he saw Mr. Heible’s pot and shut the f up. XDD Oh and the art 2d teacher that Cookies has was talking to us about making a Poo sculpture. And she told us that one year, this guy actually DID make a clay-pp thing, and she said it was VERY realistic, lmao, it was such a funny story!

Anyways, I left my ID in my coat pocket! So I didn’t get lunch. So in lunch…I rested…

In English, I was still tired, and I had my head down. All of a sudden, I hear a “I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE” whispered loudly into my ear! Jesus, that scared the freak out of me! *freak goes running away* Michelle!!! *dies of heart attack!* XDD

So Vader said the highest score on the odyssey test was a LOW B! *gape* anyways, we watched the Odyssey and it was quite humorous at times. XD

In bio, we had to make our own species using genetic phenol and genotypes! I worked with Sabeen and Natalie and Eva worked across from us. It was pretty fun ^_^ In Spanish we took 2 quizzes that I aced ^^

I got my own seat on the bus! Whoot! I came home and almost fell asleep, and I would have too, if it wasn’t for my aunt and her LOUD-ASS voice! Mom woke me up to take me home. I was so crabby and we didn’t talk a lot on the way home, per usual.

I was soooo crappy when I got home. I had a headache, I was tired as hell, and COLD Ughghghg…

Later on, we went out to dinner at Villagios! Edgar waited on us for the first time in a while!!! A hug and a peck on the cheek. For me! He was like, amazed at my height! Lol well, he told us that he’s going to Mexico this summer to study art! I told him I was doing ceramics. I should really start painting again. I should make him something before he leaves! Well anyways, me mom and Tim chatted and I ordered something chicken…I forgot the name, Oh god it was so juicy! Mmmmm! So then I went home and I chatted to my buds! We decided to go see Constantine on Sunday. But tomorrow, I have to go see Robots with my mom and Tim.

 

GOD DAMN! EVERYONE IS LIKE, THREATING TO LEAVE, I’M SO DAMN SAD! I’m going to go crazy! Ughhh, I’m seriously depressed over this…. I feel masochistic >_< SNIPER, YOU FUCKER, I WILL MISS THE LIVING HELL OUT OF YOU! *squeeze*

 

----Current Mood: masochistic

Current Music: Rnw@y-----------

[misery]

Teachers shouldn't give extra homework b/c of fire alarms.. lol thats just wrong.

Fire alarms are the worst though when you're in phys.ed class in shorts and t-shirt when it's -20 degrees celcius out and snowing. That's just not fun at all.

[stupidsoul1]

woooosh yeah! woooosh yea!!! go twilight go twilight!!!!!

[twilightcrimson7]

Yeah, my friend told me she was in gym and was freezing her azz off! LOL lucky I wasn't her!

lol thansk ss1 heheheh *chuckle*

-------- march 20th, 2005 @ 12:09-------------

well anyway, I'm gunna keep this sort cuz I'm a lazy ass!

Today I had some pretty vivid 8cough* dreams...I'm not going to go into unessecary detail! ;P sooo

i woke up fairly late and went online wooo!

Then i waited for my mom and tim to leave so i could eat.

Not a whole lotta interesting things happened ...then My mom dragged me to da movies where we saw Robots. it was pretty good. It had it's fun moments. only bad part was that there were a whole bunch of KIDS there! I hate kids! >_< My mom HAD to pick a row with 3 seats...and I had to sit next to this kid who kept leaning in and out of his chair. then he messed with the armrest in between us the whole time, so i had to shove my butt in the corner of the seat, so I couldn't feel anything... ¬_¬

when i got home, mom and tim went out again so i was happy. but then a couple hours later, they call and pick me up to bring me to Abashiri! I just ate becuase i didn't know whe they'd be back!! God...so i just got yakitori and was fine with that ^_^

 

list of things to do tomorrow:

eat,

go to health club,

call grandpa,

do homework,

do laundry,

go to movie with friends

^_^ and of course be here in between taska! ^_~

TAKE CARE, LOVES! *hugs and kisses*

[misery]

and I thought I was the only one who hates kids, lol.

It's just something about them that pisses me off. Maybe it's the loud obnoxious screaming at the top of their lungs for no reason..

[twilightcrimson7]

Ughhh! don't even get me started!

I live with an aunt that baby-sits for a living (lmao *rolls eyes* and I can't stand all the children!!! >.<

I'm glad I'm not the onlt one...i thought I was acting heartless, but now there's someone to share my thoughts with! yay! yeah...they're so insufferable! they always have to fidget, talk and run around....

like you said...obnoxious!! Okay, i should stop...my blood pressure is rising...lmao