Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[keza]

i live in scotland, so everything is good where i live, apart from the shite social services and council, scotlands ok, i guess i take for granted how well off i actually am...

[twilightcrimson7]

yeah, but we all do

 

we all want what we dont have

 

its natural

[keza]

thats really true!!!

annoying fact about people!!!

[stupidsoul1]

hmmm....i guess thats true but i kinda like where i live, its pretty neat just slightly over crowded in the city.

[twilightcrimson7]

yeah, don't get me wrong, I like where I live, its just that it sucks from time to time, and I'd like to travel to diff. places.

you know what? I've been lazy lately, and I've used my school work as an excuse. do you mremember whne I used to format each entry? Now I'm too lazy to even do that, well not anymore! HERE WE GO!

 

:::::::::::::::::::::Sunday May 29th, 2005 @ 6:32pm:::::::::::::::::::

Well, I just got back from my bike ride, whoot. I feel better.

Ummm lets see, I went to the Banbury Fair (craft store) becuase I needed candy. I had a sugar tooth. I bouth sugarrr! MMM omg, I didn't have my cell keys locked (i could have sworn I did) and I accidently called the house and mom freaked out and called be back.. ugh, it was annyoing

so then I went to the pond and sat for like 40 minutes... fun shit there.

Uhh, then I decided to go to Pasta Mia to get an Italian ice, WHOO, I could live off of those things, XD uhhh, orgasmic. so then i went home, heh. later on I'm gunna eat and then watch Star Wars IV becuase I want to, heh. ttyl bitchez

[keza]

wow, envy u for being outside, i havent been out since, well this morning but it feels like ages!!!!

i want candy, but my cupboards r bare..wow i feel like old mother hupboard..lol

havent been on a bikeride in ages either...u have inspired me to go out tomorrow thanku!!!

[twilightcrimson7]

you're quite welcome! :D I know I've been kooked up in this house the whole weekend.. I needed to get out. It was nice

 

you know... its times like these that I really wish I had a laptop. Then I could just hunker down and read fanfictions somewhere comfy all day. Its really hard to read epic fanfics in thes hard wooden char, leaning over a desk.

yeah, thats my ideal weekend

[JammerG]

Yeah It would be mad to have a laptop and just go anywhere and sit... You would find me baking my bod in the back yard of my and Ravyn's place. Wahoo!!!

[twilightcrimson7]

! thanks for stopping by hun!

[shahfire]

i have a sweet tooth too! lol. sat near the pond for 40 mins?? wow.u must be in need of peace and quiet.

[misery]

I think I have a sweet tooth too, lol.

Sometimes it's nice to be alone in your thoughts

Take care, see you later

[twilightcrimson7]

I was... I love thinking... It was peace ful there...I just blocked out the people..there werent many. Oh, I found a feather too ^__^

 

take care Sha and Matt *hugs*

[Ravynlee]

you're quite welcome! :D I know I've been kooked up in this house the whole weekend.. I needed to get out. It was nice

 

you know... its times like these that I really wish I had a laptop. Then I could just hunker down and read fanfictions somewhere comfy all day. Its really hard to read epic fanfics in thes hard wooden char, leaning over a desk.

yeah, thats my ideal weekend

That pretty much sums up my thoughts exactly! *laughs* And I was saving for a laptop til I went crazy for Rob stuff over at eBay *oops!* but I guess it has to wait a little longer now.

So you love fics too, huh? We'd make a great team then. It's all I do as of late. I know, pathetic, but there's something to be said for chilling back with a good fic and relaxing with familiar characters etc. I agree.

Anyway, thought I'd drop in and say hi. Thanks for stopping by and visiting my journal! Miss chattin' with you... *sigh* Maybe I need to get out in the sun for a while, huh? *laughs* Think you've inspired me!

Take care, Twi. TTYL,

-Rav

[twilightcrimson7]

Are you kidding, I adore Fanfics, ! lol.

I miss talking to you too, you always cheer me up

well *cough* I don'y know how I inspired you but you're welcome ^_^

[Ravynlee]

Me Too!!! *laughs* I have 2 foolscap folders (A4) chockers with other people's fan fics and like, 3 full of my own! *laughs insanely* Yeah... went crazy. I'm working on my latest, my tenth one now, Jammer's also working on her version of the same theme, and I'm up to page 257 I think. I'm aiming for the 300 page mark.... that'll make it easily the biggest fic I've ever written (think it already is!) They just get bigger and bigger anyway for each one I write. It's what we colourfully refer to in our journals as 'Hallmark' at the moment, this latest one I'm refering to. It's official title is, 'SIB; Somewhere I Belong' and you guessed it, its an LP fanfic! (All ten of mine are in fact! I'm not obsessed or anything!) *laughs*

Hey...

Just realised I didn't give you a hug last post *looks guilty* Sorry bout that! So, to rectify that small problem...

 

*HUGE SQUEEZE HUGS*

 

Okay, now I feel complete. Oh, and as for inspiring me? Just to get outside and away from this chair and this desk and this computer (Which I often refer to as a person cause I'm around it so damned often!), that's all.

Okay, TC, TTYL,

-Rav

[twilightcrimson7]

HOLY CRAP!! XDD wow you're amazing! I wanna read!

I've never writen one myself.. I usually try writing my own stories... I got up to 16 pages on one story *feels inferior to Rav*

But I've been reading fics since...lord knows when... I've read SO many, *sweatdrop*

LP and Anime fic rock *addict* Unlike someone I can admit my obsession

*enormous hugs*

[Ravynlee]

I've never posted them here at LPF because I'm not sure if it would be allowed. A lot of what I write has themes that aren't for everyone, so... *shrugs*

If you're interested I could send you my first ones, they're shorter (about 30 or so pages) as I tried to get my bearings as a fic writer. I only actually came across fanfic about 18 months ago and have been addicted since. It was at an LP fanfic site that I don't think is around anymore unfortunately. *sigh* Anyway. I've read hundreds myself, and was really inspired by a fic called 'Demons' writen by a chick, but I don't remember her name. I'd read so many of the usual band members/slash/fluff that I got a bit overwhelmed and thought, 'right, if anyone can churn this out, I'm gonna write one' so I did. My first fic I wrote in two days, start to finish, and was inspired by a 'dream' I had. I didn't analyse it, I just got out of bed, sat in front of the computer and wrote for two days, from end to finish, and that was it. It's called Faint and I won't plug it more than that.

Are you a member over at FanDomination.net? or FanFiction.net? I think I'm members there, been a while since I've returned though *looks guilty* Check out FD.net if you haven't, a lot of excellent stuff. A lot of crud too, but *shrugs* you get that, I guess.

Anyway, take care. Look forward to maybe reading something of yours one day, huh? *smiles* Depends on what you like I guess.

TC & TTYL, *bone-crushing hugs* (huh?!?)

-Rav

[twilightcrimson7]

aww, I WOULD LOVE to read one of your stories. I always, always get inspired, but I don't know.. I never go through with it.. I sometimes wish I did though. since forever I've always made up staories and fantasies in my head... I think its mosly my lazyness and fear that prevents me from wrting my ideas out. I have a short story that i wrote for english a while back I could post. *shrug*

I *think* I might have joined ff.net, but even if I did, I never wrote anything. .. I'm on there now, in fact, reading a fic ^_^

sooo, let me know, what you wanna do

*spine-splintering hugs*

-edit- THANK YOU RAV!!! hopefully I'll finish by like... next week! XDD

you saved my ass tho, I couldn't go to the library! ;_; luv ya!

well, its gunna be a long night, becuase I have no intention of hitting the hay. I have to wake up at like 8 tomorrow moring. God help me

I jhave no school tho, which is good. (Memorial Day) BUT, I am going to see the parade with my friends, which will ROCK! becuase I miss them and thier ghetto-ness! I'll see you mofo's around! <3

-edit 2- I posted my story

[uwantme2b]

Hey Twi! *jumps on Twi*

I read your story in the Writer's Board, and it rocked! I posted my comments on that, but it was mucho mucho excelente

[twilightcrimson7]

awww, thank you my friend! *hugs* wow, I haven't been here in a while. I thought it would be nice to take a break and get my crap together and relax before school ended. NOW ITS OVER! no more HOMEWORK, I was so happy, but, sad at the same time. I mill miss my new friends DEARLY and its makes me sad to see them leave me for 3 months. hopefully we will get together over the summer.

Well I guess I’ll update for Mon, Tues and Today for you, huh?

Ummm lets see

Mon: FUN! I was late walking to the parade, and Nikhil was there. Alex was too, but we didn’t know where she was. She didn’t know where she was. Well finally we went by 7-11 and Nikhil called Sylvia to get Michelle’s cell #, because we figured Cookies wasn’t at home anymore. So we call Sylvia and he makes us wait, like, forever finally I got the number and I called her, and Cookies answers it and I didn’t know who it was, so I’m like ‘who is this’ and he’s like ‘its Michelle’ so I freaked out and gave my cell to Nikky, lmfao! XD later we found out it was cookies, and they were on their way.

Here’s some pictures Michelle took:

 

Yeah, I wanted a hot dog, SOOOO BAD! So me and Nikhil went to the line, but it was freakin’ long and huge. So we waited, and Then I saw Acaisha and I’m like hey look, its acaisha, but I was SHOCKED to see Peter!! Omfg he looked SOOOO different! Too bad no one got a picture of him. Wow… it was good to see him, but I kinda hoped he wouldn’t stick by us, because we were all going to see a movie afterwards. So me, Nikhil, peter and acaisha ran back to the tree where michie, cookies and Alex were and we FREAKED ALEX OUT WITH Peter, lol! It was so funny, so me and Nikhil got back in line and we waited and got like, a phone call from cookies saying they were leaving to his house and I was like screaming on the phone “NOO STAY JUST 2 FLIPPIN MINUTES LONGER” so they did, lmao. But like 10 minutes later they left so me and Nikhil got our damn hotdogs and chased after them XD. So we got to his house and I got myself some sink water ^^.

We went downstairs and played DDR! Kickass… I sucked, but hey, his X-box sucks so HA! Lol. Michelle just layed on the couch… she looked…soo…comfy, lol!

Then his parents got home, so we had to decide on a movie to see. After MUCH debate…we finally decided on Kingdom of Heaven. Rated R but we had a PARENT let us in, muahahah. I had to go eat with dad before we went tho, and he dropped me off at the theater… the others were late… anyways, I bought a shit load of popcorn and we all ate that, but MICHELLE put like, SOOO much salt of it, omfg, it was too salty *cough hack die* XDD anyways the movie was good. I heard Cookies like laugh every second, but I blocked him out after a while XDD

LOOOTS of blood… It was sad when that leper dude died I cried. Whahaha, I liked him!

Ummm after that, I couldn’t stay to sneak into another movie because dad was making dinner. Steak..Mmmm.

Well I don’t really remember the rest of the day, but It was awesome…. I hope the summer turns out to be that fun.

 

Tues: School again. I had 3 finals today. The first one was Algebra. It was pretty easy except for about 2 problems that I had no clue how to do. Then everyone was done and me and alex signed a Gay-Straight alliance thing. It sounds cool ^_^ then I had some of Amanda’s popcorn, lol, NOOO not more popcorn… at least there wasn’t a lot of SALT on it *glares at Michelle* lmao so then the rest of the class was laid- back. Me and Alex stalked Michelle and Amanda down to the lockers and we saw the other Amanda (s) lol. So I walked to art with Amanda w and it was now the Ceramics final. Easy shit! Mr. Matas told us that in the 4 years he taught ceramics, no one had gotten a hundred on the wheel throwing part. There were 8 this year and I was one of them ^__^ whoot. So we had like 40 minutes left of class, so we made an assembly line to get all the work off the shelves. ^_^ then I was bored so I went by Kasia, Daisy and Ashley. Mr. Heibal came in too, . so yeah… Kasia wanted to draw poo on everyone’s “yearbooks” and Daisy freaked out, lol. So then everyone was writing on kasia’s shoes and socks, haha. She had this big-ass permanent marker, yeah… haha

Then I had to caryy my box of ceramics to English. We tok the final.. it was pretty easy. The reading parts pissed me off tho…lol

Afterwards, I had people sign my box! ^_^ yay! Lmao

I went home and… I forgot what I did… but… um I relaxed.. oh yeah, I went to the library.. and I got 6 books. ^__^ yayyy, then I went to the store and me and dad bought FOOD! Whoooo lol I won’t starve now! I re-arranged the food in the fridge, because I got pissed at the fridge, lol. So then we ate dinner…. And then I took a shower, went online for like 30 minutes then gave up because my compie froze ugh…

So I watched Fumoffu and read “Green Angel” that was an awesome book. So beautiful.

 

TODAY!:

I woke up at like 5, because it was sunny out and I’m like wtf!? So I went back to sleep and it was 7 omj! So I got outa bed and got my ass to the school bus on time. LAST 2 FINALS! Lost of camaras x__X ummm Bio was bboooring, omg I just like guessed on a lot of them… ha ha , I’ll do fine. Afterwards, Sabeen and Natalie took pictures. One of me and Jessica where Jessica was trying to be as tall as me and was standing on her tippy toes, lol!

So then I huggled eva , Jessica and Natalie becuz I’ll miss them!!! *tear*

Last final : Spanish. It was as annoying as it ever ws. Frank was determined to be an ass down to the very last minutes of Spanish,. All in all I got a B+ whoo, lol and an A in the class.. yey!I got home, ate…a lot XD, then I read Doctor Illuminatus, good, so far.. really inter esting! Then I fell asleep for a couple of hours… XD umm mom picked me up. She bought us peanut m& ms, lmao. Later on she made me eat dinner XD and asked if my friends were having sex. Lovely. She’s watching too many of those damned stereotypical teen shows *rolleyes*

Well, G2G! I love you all!

[stupidsoul1]

LMAO damn that sounds great

 

 

HOTDOGS ROCK!!!

[Mike Shinodas Gurl]

LMAO haha sounds like you had fun all three days XD

hmm, I've heard of Green Angel but never read it....hehe Hot dogs are good!,lmao. ^.^

lol, Yes mums can be like that >_> lmao

[Hybrid-Heart]

i'm making a quick round

so hows you twi? btw the virus is gone

but our virusscan is gone =_=

well hope you're doing fine

 

take care:)

[twilightcrimson7]

*thanks guys! *hugs*

 

I woke up at eight today. Mom came into my room while I was sleeping and said, we have to leave. Now. so I changed my pants and went out to the car and laid down in the back seat. Lol. When I got at Dad’s house, I made myself a huge pancake. Yum. Then I read a bit. Then I cleaned the whole friggin kitchen. Arg.. it looks mighty fine tho. Then I took everything off the shelves and desk in my room. I cleaned, and then took a shower then called nikhil. I left to go to 7-11 and when I got there, I bought water. Then we all yelled at each other to pick where to go. Lol. We went past Peacock…then we decided on Schiller Park…so we go there…talk, and then decide to go eat at Wendy’s lmao. Good ole’ wendy’s. so we ate, then me and Alex thumb-wrestled but it turned out to be a mating dance, lmao!

 

THEEEN we went to Target, and we played the demo games fior a while. Me and Nikhil got pissed at the fucking car that wouldn’t turn…XD. Then we bought a BALL and candy and went back to Schiller and beat the crap out of each other with our sexy ball! XDDD Alex would not sit STILL because of these teensy weensy bugs. She had to piss so se went to her aunt’s house, and me and nikhil went to the bech, and I spilled my gobstoppers like a million times, XD. Then it started to drizzle and we went on the equiptment… Rena came! And we talked, but then I had to go. I got home and I realized MOM WASN’T GUNNA PICK ME UP because she’s out of town, lmao….me=retartded.

 

it was a fun day.

[keza]

heylo..just passing and thought id stop by and low and behold ur online and ud posted...hahaha isnt life wonderful

anyway....sound like a gd day, i had to clean my kitchen too...had to but didnt..im a bum i know ur more active than me...lol

sounds good..ur day i mean....!

well gonna go and stop my rambling before i get too carried away...BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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