Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[Heart_LP]

lol glad you like them.

btw thanx about yesterday, I´m sry I just..had to get it out I guess *shrugs*

*hugs* thanx sis

ttyl

[shahfire]

whoa, that collage is funny! jim's shirt is hilarious. cyaz!

[Hybrid-Heart]

lol cool pics ^^

you look really cute .. and that pic of mike with that.. i dunno what.. in his mouth is kinda groose

 

well hope you're doing fine sis

great sig btw sammi

 

*hugs* take care

[twilightcrimson7]

thanks guys! *hugs all*

 

Hey guys. I'm feeling mucho mejor today, so thanks...

anyways, yesterday I did NOTHING. I didn't even change out of my PJ's at all! anyways, at about 7 I had to go make a salad and we had dinner. then I went online again until like, 11. I found out Gina is having their party WHEN I'M GOING TO WISCONSIN!! grrrr no fair!! oh well, regardless, I'll get them an awesome gift! ^_^

 

then I went upstairs and read more of Echo...and fell asleep. I had some pretty weird dreams... one involved the swingset outside...and another one with horny bears... O____O like I said.....

 

gah I'm so bored... I really need to get a life...

me and nikhil...and maybe alex and rena are going to get a gift for Gina and Amanda for their B-days... I really with I could make their party...

[Heart_LP]

horny bears? lmfao!

meeh as I said..I´m in my pyjamas most of the time!

Today....all day I´ve been in my pyamas...who cares...it´s comfortable plus it´s a holiday today! damn I´m lazy hehe

[twilightcrimson7]

heheheh nu uh...no one can be as lazy as me!!! XD

[Heart_LP]

uh-huh ther can be!

meet....me!

lol reminds me of "meet mini-me"

well I can say...meet mini-you or something o.O

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao you're so funny XD

[Heart_LP]

are you kidding me?

lmao

you better do!

 

but sometimes I like make jokes about myself and laugh at myself o.O

like more sarcastic jokes...gotta love ´em!

 

like Brad...he makes jokes and no one understands them so he laughs at ´em!

*shrugs* XP

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao! yeah I love Brad for that! <3 well, good night to you sammi

[stupidsoul1]

lol i laugh at myself or at nothing 75% of the time...i usually dont get jokes

 

LMAO horny bears?!!!!!!! thats really quite odd.

[twilightcrimson7]

I'm Odd...so its all good!

[shahfire]

hey twi!!! hope everythings going alrite! most of my mood these days is "lazy" too coz its the holidays and stuff. hehe. anyway, what did nikil say? coz you said that you will tell him that i said he is handsome. whoa, hope you understood that. hehe *hug* cyaz!

[twilightcrimson7]

LOL I understood that! but I forgot to tell him!! I will tell him I promise

 

::::::::::Tuesday June 7th (wow already?) 2005 @5:55 pm::::::::

Yooo whats up guys? Today was pretty cool.

 

but lets start my tale at last night. I was reading this addictive fanfic :O when I had to go upstairs to clean my room! FINALLY. well I did, and it was a bitch, lol. I had to change the sheets on my bed, and I saw a Silverfish! AGGG! those things are SOOO nasty, I hate them! so I swung my book at it and it dissapeared. ^^;; so I changed my sheets to regualr blue and white, YES!! no more micky mouse and pokemon!! lmfao!! my bed is so much sexier now XDD

 

then I moved a cube table next to my bed, it was a tight fit, but i made it sqeeze in there. then I but all my art supplies in a box under my bed, ^_^ then in the cube I put my sketchbooks, note books, and reading books there, and finally, on top, I put a drawer set where I could put randowm stuff. lol... then my dad went out to get money and soemother stuff I guess...it was like 11:30, lmao so I went online and talked to gina and niikky. then dad came home and I had to leave. but I was hungry so I had a potato wedge but it was all dry and crap, and nasty, so I watched TV then went upstairs and read until like 1:30. nighty night. I had some pretty freaky dreams. One was, we were all at Cookies's mansion......yes mansion... and it must have been in the future or something, becuase when we went to play DDR, it was like this HUGE contraption thet you sit on and move with your feet, and on the TV screen was a bunch ofdeer eating wolves...wtf O_Olmao

 

so then we decided to ride out bikes to the mall... i think it was me rena nikhil and cookies, and so wen we got to the mall, AMANDA was there and she said hi and crap and I was like hi...and I kept walking... but it was werid...so now, we're at 6 flags and stuff and I was on the crazy red roller coaster and it was wipping me aroundUGH!. then rena anf nikhil made me go on a SPECIFIC roller coaster that is actually at 6 flags...a dn I said I'd go on it as long as I got to sit in the middle and they were on either side of me and I couldn't see off the edge... so we did and it was scary I closed my eyes most of the time... I was like REALLY wanting to get off when we were climing the long hill... >__< ANYWAY, I woke up and my dad said he was going to work... so I went back to sleep iuntil nikhil called at like 11:45 and I finally got up...I made a pancake and some strawberries. then I went online for a while. Finally I left for Target at like 1:15. It didn't take long to get there, so I had to wait for Rena and Nikhil to arrive. They finally arrived and bought drinks... we went to buy Gina and Amanda a gift... we had to call them to see if what we got them was what they liked... it was a hassle, becuase Target has like, gno good CD's.. so I got Gina's CD but I had to give mney to rena to buy amanda's cd becuase it wasn't there! arg! Dad stopped by to give me more money but he gave me 60 bucks! whoa!! I was shocked... so I bought myself 2 CD's ^__^ Crossfade's and NIN With Teeth!!!! I wanted to get Shifting Gears, but I didn't want to waste any more money but I'm happy I got these!! anyways, we left and went to Petco, for like, nothing. then we waited for Rena's mom to get there... we talked, and then rean hadto leave. so me and nikhil were bored and decided to go to cookies's house to bug him.. it thundered a bit, but it was only a small cloud, lol but I insisted that it loomed like rain...and as we were riding through Itasca, we were pelted with huge drops.......so it stopped after a while ( it was so cool! anyways, we got to cookies house, but we couldn't kidnap him... ='(

 

so we went to the nature center but that was a BAD idea... lmao it was so torturuous... so we left and went to starbucks...we FINALLY settled down there to talk for a long time. finally we left to go home... now I'm here. Dad says we're having a late dinner so I'm eating now muahaha so bye peeps!

[misery]

Mickey mouse and Pokemon? Nice.. lmao.

Sounds like you had fun, except for the nature center, lmao. I would hate that.. so boring. lol.

 

Well, take care, see you later

[stupidsoul1]

pokeball go go na na na na naaaa na na

 

lmao....i think that was like one of the first cds i ever bought.....

 

good stuff right there twi!

[shahfire]

hiya twi! pokemon and mickeymouse? *lifts a eyebrow*. anyway, seems like your room has become a lil different. great. your dreams are creepy, twi. deers eating wolves? what a beautiful scene, that must have been. hehe. bye 4 now!

[Hybrid-Heart]

sis! ....

Pokémon???

lol i loved pokémon when i was younger.. we always played that we were pokémon.. i was charmander .....o_0 *cough cough*

 

anyway.. you really have weird dreams!

i wish i had these roller coaster dreams

love rollercoasters ..

 

good to know you had a fine day

take care *hugs*

[Heart_LP]

I used to have Britney Spears so...Pokemon and Micky Mouse are waaay sexier lol

Crossfade rox \m/

I´m gonna buy pleeeenties of cd in India but things are really complicated with teh whole India shit rigth now

meeh screw that

you gotta cool dad

Miss ya

ttyl hon¨

*hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

LMAO!! everyone chose to comment on my embarassing pokemon sheets!!?! XDDD I've had those for SOOO many years its not even funny...yeah hybi, we used to play it too ;;;

yea, sammi, my dad rocks

Misery, yeah, the nature center kind of sucked...at least when youre on a bike becuase you can't fuckin pedal!! lmao, it was like torture, my hair was caught in the barnches and me and nikhil had to push our bikes over fallen trees *cries* XDD

lmao, ss1, i know I had a pokemon cd too XD

shah, yeah, it was ....pretty...freaky O__O lmao

 

OMG PEEPS! this will be like the last time I'm on here for like a week!

I'm going on vacation to our cabin in Wisconsin! It will be nice, but there's gunna be alot of work to do! I promise I'll take LOTS of pictures for you guys okay??

I'm kind of glad I'm going away because most of my friends are either mad at me or depressed. my best feriend-brother- cookies and i got in a fight, so...I'm still kind of pissed at him...

my other best freindd, Michie is like, really depressed lately and her and cookies are breaking up for a little while.. she had to go to her relative's house in michicgan for two weeks.. it going to be hell for her...

and finally, alex, my bestest best friends is stil away in Mexico.. I miss her so much its not even funny!

well, I'm finally gunna have a break.. in the peaceful woods of northern wisconsin...

*sigh* I will miss you all dearly though!!!

 

*hugs every person who comes to see me in my journal*

I love you all! <3

[Hybrid-Heart]

you you you... you're leaving us?? T_T

but i'm going to miss you!

promiss me that you're going to take many pics

and i hope you'll have fun and that you feel better after it..

take care sis *big hug*

[Heart_LP]

well you told me about it and as I said I hope everything turns out fine with Michelle.

I still feel like punching any guy...anyone!!! guy lol

I hope you have fun and I´m gonna miss ya bunches!!!

*bear hugs and kisses* (lmfoa that reminds me of the horny beard dream you had rotfl)

ttyl hon

 

edit: well I´m leaving now so

I´m gonna miss you alot

and take care! um...have fun!

and...I´m gonna miss you!!

and take care! and have fun! lmao

ok, seriously I´m gonna cry soon!

love ya! and I´ll promise to come online pretty often!

*****hugs*****

byee *tear*

[twilightcrimson7]

Okay...this is gunna be my last post before I go...

I told myself I was going to start sticking up for my friends...

well I did...and now it got me into a whole bunch of shit.

I feel like a fuck up and an idiot...a pathetic moron..

It hurts so bad...I can't even help my friends right.

 

well, I'll miss you all... *hugs*

[misery]

Awe, I'll miss you

 

Hope you feel better. You're not an idiot or a moron, don't worry

 

See you in a while. Take care!

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Twi, trust me when I say this, you are not a fuck up, or moron, or an idiot. You are the best friend a person can have. Please do not feel that way. For me.

 

Anyway, I'll miss you while you are on 'vacation' & I hope you have a blast.

I'll be seeing you,

Josh