Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[twilightcrimson7]

Thank you Matt and Josh...you made me feel alot better... I'll miss you guys...

[LP186]

yah i agree wit Vash

ur an absolute sweetheart

[Heart_LP]

what? are you kidding me?

you are one awsome person!! and when I say I love ya, I mean it!

somtimes you just cant do everthing and well that´s the way it is.

Dont worry!

*hugs*

I´ll miss ya

[shahfire]

heather, dont be so hard on yourself. you are great :thumbsup:

hope you have fun!!! *hugs*

[Hybrid-Heart]

are you kiddin me?

twi you're a great person *hugs* really really great

i'm going to miss you

*hugs again* well have fun

[twilightcrimson7]

I know, I know I'm supposed to be gone, right? well, we're running a little late so we won't be leaving until tomorrow morning... u__U that just like screws everything up for me...oh well..I can't really be on here long, because I have alot of stuff to do, but I had to tell you about my dream:p

before I do that though.....

THANKS SO MUCH YOU GUYS! You guys are angels...you really are.... -^___^- I'm really upset about leaving you guys...If I could take you all, I would... *MEGA-hugs to all*

Well, as you knew, I wasn't feeling to hot last night.... I felt so crappy.. and I still do, for what I did...but now I realize that its just me that's feeling that way, and everyone already forgave me...so now I only have to forgive myself... :s

anywas, I was going to go to be early last night...around 10ish... becuase lately I've been going to be around 1 or 2 and waking up mid-day...

well I listened to With Teeth (f**king awesome) anf drew...then I tried to go to sleep, but I couldn't for the life of me. I had no settling thoughts. so I got up, and I read and listened to more music...and I even played Donkey Kong on my old old Game Boy color.. It was fun except for when I kept getting killed. anyways, I went downstairs around 1 (so much for my plan) becuase I was hungry, and no one was up! usualy both my aunt and dad are up, but they were both asleep...hmm...anyway... I got a hand full of doritos andwent back to watch Futurama... finally I fll asleep. but it wasn't easy.

this morning I actually woke up before afternoon! I got up at 10, and I cleaned and listened to LP for an hour! wHOOT1 I felt so much better.. I positively love those guys!

well, then that reminded me of my dream! I'm warning you, this one makes absolutly NO sense. Okay, so I'm at a supermarket type thing, and they have like 6 different stuffed animals... one was a dolphin...umm...and one was a dog I think... I don't remember the others... well They were meant to represent the LP members XD. anyway, I was like, waiting for something, and all of a sudden, Brad walks up, and I'm like WHOA. and he's like, 'hey, which one are you buying?' and I'm like, 'THE DOG OF COURSE!' becuase I think that one was brad.. idk, lol. and he's like, 'I thought you would pick chester or someone else', and I'm like, 'I don't really like dolphins',

 

lmao!! i was fucked up! It was so weird... anyways, I have to go now guys, I'll miss you... I promised pictures, and that promise I will keep

[Heart_LP]

Hey Heathy! ^^

glad to see you again!

yep thas a weird dream!

heey, welcome to the weird-dreams club if there is any o.O

Dont feel bad, plz?!

I hate to see my freinds feel bad

so I hope you feel mucho better!

*hugs*

Have fun hon (hihi thay ryms XP)

bubye

[Silver_Wolf]

Hey Twi! I haven't been around for a while and now when I'm back your leaving o__O I sure hope you feel better, maybe the vacation will cheer up things for you

 

Hehe I love that dream of yours thats funny, and gosh I love stuffed animals!

 

Take care buddy see you around soon~

[misery]

Glad you're feeling better I will talk to you.. hopefully soon

Have fun, etc. See ya later

[shahfire]

wow. nice dream man. not the stuffed animals part..that is werid.. but the brad coming up to you part. hehe. hope everythings ok. *hug*

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Hihihihihihih Twi!!!!!I haven´t dropped in into your journal for a while and I´m sorry 4 that:(.

How´s life?Hope u are feeling good.Ttyl

Beyz and take care=).

[Ravynlee]

I'LL MISS YOU TWI!!! *sob*

Bummer, knew I should have posted earlier! Well... hopefully at some point you'll get round to reading this, so you know we're thinking of ya and miss ya and hope you have heaps of fun during your trip away! All the best... place wont be the same without you!! *big Bourdon bear hugs*

Take care, talk to you later (BTW, 'With Teeth' would be NIN, right??? Man, I've so got to track that down... I had a big thing for Trent Reznor back in my younger days... saw them in concert once at the Big Day out 01-ish? here in Australia. Man, I was so close to the stage, he could have spat on me! *eww!* But then I got caught in the mosh pit and I thought I was going to die! laughs! It was my first mosh-pit experience @ a NIN show... *laughs* oh well, have fun! See you round, bud!)

-Rav

[Hybrid-Heart]

twi! nice to see you around!!

well i think you're gone by now..

ahh well we'll miss you..

lmao! funny dream, i don't like dolpins rofl!

well i hope you have a great time

and come back soon

take care *big and much hugs*

[stupidsoul1]

LMAO nice dream

 

 

take care son *saltutes*

 

hmm..i dunno where ur going but yeah...i should go reading some of your journal then shouldnt i

 

well good luck!

[uwantme2b]

Wow, how slow and retarded am I?

Have an awesome holiday hun... I'll miss seeing you around... must come back soon *hugs*

Have fun

[Vash_the_Stampede]

All I have to say, is thank you, from the bottom of my heart, you do not know what the post you made in my journal meant to me. Thank you.

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Hey Twi!!!I know that by the time u are reading this you are probably gonne.I was dropping by to say hi,and see how life was going.

Also I wanted to tell you to enjoy your holidays and have a great time by doing so:D.

I´ll ttyl,take care girl=)!

[Hybrid-Heart]

i was also dropping by.. and i saw you around so..

hows it going?

well hope you feel good.. take care ^^

*hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

vero: AWWWW hi! I saw u on myspace, I'll add you!

Rav: oh gosh how I missed you! *squeeze*

WOW, you lucky! I wish I could See NIN live! ughghg *dreams* you MUSSST get With Teeth!! It's an amazing CD!! AMAZING! lmao well, I'll talk to you soon

Sis Hybi: lol glad you liked the dream! missed you lots!

SS1: heyy! lmao, it might help to read my journal XD missed ya! ^_^

Becky: lmao, aww, don't say that ^_^ I missed you too!

Vash: It was no problem...you're a sweet guy.

Vero: Hi again! lol thanks alot for coming by! hope you enjoy your holiday's as well

Hybi: Hi hybi! its going good, you!? ^_^

huge hugs too all I missed everyone dearly.

now... onto the entry... pardon if its confusing...i wrote everything in a notebook, lmao I'll add more pictures later

June 10th: (its actually the 11th)

It was a bitch to leave yesterday. it took us forever. Ocaissionally, me and dad talked but I mostly listened to CDs and crap... played Donkey Kong on my GB. Oh and I read Dreamland. Good book. we stopped at this supposedly "good chicken" place, called Ron's chicken. Then The rest of the trip went by fast. we got to Siren at about 8 ish. and we got to the cabin around 8:30. ;)we worked our asses off fixing and cleaning the cabin. and then we went to go get like, the best ice cream in the world, lmao. so we leave at like 9:50 and our luck, we get stuck behind a dumbass slow driver and we get to the drive thru at 10:02 and they closed at 10!! grrr then we cleaned some more and watched TV (only like, 5 channels) and I went to sleep. I signed into AIM on my moble and I talked to Rena for a bit. then I fell asleep. Today was okay. we went for breakfast and now we're back at the cabin and I sleepy.

Cabinish pictures:

June 13th.

Wow, yesterday I wanted to update saturday but I was too busy. so now I forgot all tghat happened

...................oh right we went for a walk down Long Lake Road... and I picked up every shiney rock that I saw ^_^ I had like a billion of them and I washed them all. I found clam shells too, by the neighbors' cabin. so I cleaned those too, and I decided I would give these trinkets to my freinds.

later on, me and dad watched Life Aquatic. wow...kinda confusing..

I had to sleep in the living room becuase the bedroom was all moldy and I felt like crap when I woke up. the living room helped a little but I still felt like crap. Okay get this, on a Sunday, the Cafe closes at 11! *gasp* me and dad were so dissapointed. so we went back to the cabin and ate bagles, lol. we took a nap (lol) and then painted one side of the cabin. There were these nasty huge flies that bite you so I was frustrated... but there were so many dragonflies too! wow! they were so carefree and cheerful they made me feel safe. they were so beautiful too..all irredecent and when they flwe their wings shone like golden glitter ^_^

I felt like I was in the papercut video!! lol so I went inside and listened to it while i talked to cookies. alex was back and so was michelle o.o ^_^ I told dad I was going for a walk, so I went down to the neighbor's dock... I walked in the water and I found some nice shells...okay, ALOT of nice shells. lol I called alex too, becuase I missed her. we were both bored as heck, and then we got disconnected, ehhh. so then dad came.. and yeah...

I went outside again, and tried to take a picture of the dragonflies, but it was sooo hard, they fly fast

later on we left to go to Countryside (kick-ass food)

but they were CLOSED wtf... okay by now we were both pretty pissed. but little did we know, our frustration was just beggining. Dad wanted to find the Beef and Booze place. so we drove around in the country for a while, and never found it. but we DID see an EAGLE! a REAL eagle!! and itr was CLOSE too!! omfg, it was beautiful, I wanted to take a picture of it so bad!! but it flew away!! me and dad were mysitified...

but we were still hungry. so I found an add in the paper for Kozy Kitchen. it had a basket of fried chicke so I'm like, lets go there! lol

well it took like 20 minutes and wehn we got there, it was this ramshackle old building and it looked like some hicks owned it. so we're like, we drove all the way out here for this?!?

we went to the place over, and dad asked them if they had good chicken and they told us to go to KK. No.

so we went to this restaurant down the ways, and they closed at 8. OMFG. we were despereate so we got some pretzels and drinks at the gas station and went back to siren. u___U ugh, not good times folks.

so we went to the Poorhouse and ate there. then we watched Without a Paddle. whoot, funny movie.

When I woke up, I could hardly breath. so now dad told me I was sleeping in the other bedroom that night >.>we went to breakfast... MMMMMM

then we decided to go fishing YAY. I caught a sunfish!! The neighbors from down a way came and talked with us for a while. we went back to the cabin and slept until like, 5. lmao, then went fishing again. and went out to eat soon after. we went to the Pourhouse again, lol. we made freinds witht the waitress. I like her, she's nice. we stopped at the grocery store and there was this huge thunderstorm coming. we rented Napoleon Dynamite but we had to wait for the TORNADO warning to go away... we already had a bad experience with a tornadoin siren...

so whern it died down, we watched the movie....STRANGE!! lmao, but I liked it. then the water started flowing into the house. it was POURING. and our roof sucks so it was like rivers coming into the house.

Tuesday:

well, we thought we were going home today, but I can BREATE becuase I slept in the good rooM! we wentr to breakfast (what's new?) and went fishing again. lol dad was fed up with me cathing all the fish. he caught alot...of BULLHEADS XDD those things are pigs..they just swallow the whole hook .jesus. I cought one too, but only one.

I caught a northern though! it looked pretty damn sick... its gills here hanging out and he was bleeding =_+

but hey, at least I caught him.. I almost got a perch...laer on, I caught a little one XD. here's where the entry ends.

hehehe I don't remember...except watching the Sequal to Be Cool. it ROCKED.

more sleepy time.

next morning we saw a dog while we were packing!

then we had breakfast (lmao ) and fished for a little while. then we packed up and left town.

long boring ride back... nothing too exciting happened. got home, unpacked a little, and well, I told you in the beggining of the entry! lmao!

well that's it! I'm going to the library with alex today! ^_^ bye bye y'allz

I'll add more pictures later.. g2g now

[uwantme2b]

YOURE BACK!

 

*pounces on*

 

I have to go so I haven't yet read that entry but I will read it really soon, okay? I just wanted to welcome you back

[Hybrid-Heart]

SIS!!!!!!!! ^_^

you're back ^^ *huggles*

good to know you had a great time ^^ ,, except when it came to eating lol

you ate at the poorhouse? lol

great pics btw.. and cool that you went fishing ^^

i did it one i a caught the biggest fish of all fished that were caught,,

i felt so proud lol

 

well take care..

this is going to be my last post here before i go on my smal "vacation" to belgium... yay

but only for the weekend..

ttyl *hugs*

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Wow, it sounds like you had fun, except for the closedness, & the not breathing. ^^

Well, I have to say, I wish I coulda been doing something like that, all I've been doing is work.... -.-

Well, I have to go like now, so I will finish when I get back, lol.

Talk to you later,

Vash

 

EDIT: Hey buddeh, I'm back now so I'm gonna finish my post, lol.

 

OK....

So, How was the trip in totality? I hope it was good & enjoyable. Well...I can't remember the rest...^^

Well, I'll catch you on AIM.

Love & Peace,

Vash

[twilightcrimson7]

hehehe thanks guys, i missed all of you. yeah, my trip was fine and relaxing.

well, as for the rest of the day, I went to the library, and me and alex got books and signed up for the bookclub XD how much of dork are we??

and get this- if we winf the grand prize, we can pick from the vast selection of superhero lunchboxes!! *sarcasm*

anywaysss, lol we went to wendy's becuase my stomach told me too and I bought us lunch. we talked and then set forth to Cookies' house.

lmao, he was in his gym uniform and sweats and he was "working out on DDR" lmao, he looked so funny

so we went to his underground pad and listened to Rammstein and the Gorillaz while talking.

then I had to leave, becuase mom was picking me up.

she said she'd make spaghetti for me becuase it was my last good meal for a while. yeah folks, after midnight tonight I can't eat or drink anything.

I'm having my oral surgery done.

8 teeth being pulled/cutout including my wisdom teeth u.u

ehhh, well I'll be put to sleep though, so I'm not that scared.

wish me luck though. I don't know If I'll be on alot this weekend.

[Vash_the_Stampede]

8 BLOODY TEETH?!?!?!

:: faints again ::

So, I am out of things to say again, lol.

:: Hughs ::

Talk you ya lat0rz,

Vash

[twilightcrimson7]

YESS! ^_^ pray for me!!!

 

well, I've been uploading all day and I'm too tired to post anymore pictures so if you really wanna see 'em, go to my photobucket: http://photobucket.com/albums/v324/Twilightcrimson7/?start=0

ot my xanga: http://photobucket.com/albums/v324/Twilightcrimson7/?start=0

buh byes