Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[misery]

Yum... Wendy's And spaghetti too.. oh, how lucky you are Well, not really.. I wouldn't want to have 8 teeth pulled.. including wisdom teeth, ouch. Well, you'll probably be sore afterwords, so good luck with that See you later.

[Silver_Wolf]

YAYYY!!! *hugs* Twi! Your back and it looks like you had quite an adventrue trying to find good food ^^ Wow all that fishing sounds fun, I've never really done anything fun with my dad before ^^" And I love the pictures

 

Hmmm leaking roof and can't breathe? that must all have been not so hot XD

 

HOLY SMUCKS! Eight!? I thought the max they ever do are four including wisdom teeth >< Well good luck to you, I hope you don't feel to much pain. If you do just pop some advil, lol, looking on the good side you can eat a lot of freezies to numb the pain Welll good luck!! I'll pray for you

[Suicide King]

 

A place with a plastic chicken on top of it can't be good.

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Lmao, as well as the, "Got Milk" sign...

[shahfire]

that place with the chicken cracks me up! lmao. twi, its great that you are back. *hugs* 8 TEETH???????? *winces* man, are you kidding??????? that sucks man. but its ok, you will get though it. like tsoi said, you can numb the pain.

[Heart_LP]

Hey sis!!

im glad i could chat with you ^^

you told me about your teeth and as i said that really sux

but atleast you wont be conciuos so it wont hurt that much!

and oh im sry i forgot tosay on msn that your photos are great! ^^

im still checking out some

well

take care hon

*hugs you tightly*

miss ya

[Hybrid-Heart]

great photo's ^^

well i'm just stopping by to say goodbye..

i'm of to belgium this afternoon

so take care

*big hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

*HOOGLES everyone that stopped by*

whooooo guys!

as you know, I had my oral surgery last week on friday!

I thought I would be better quick, but MAN was I wrong.

This is why I haven't been on:

Friday: we went in at abut 10 to the oral surgeon. it took an hour to like, get all the paperwork and shit done. then they brought me into the huge white sterile room. up until then I had no worries. but that room made me anxious. the nurse was nice though. she laid me down on the seat...and she put this towel thing over me, a blood pressure wrap, wo pincer type things on both my arms, and a clip on my finger...oh and an oxygen nose piece. O__O I was surprised. then the doctor came in and showed us the x-ray of my fucked up teeth one last time and then showed us wich teeth he was pulled. it turned out to be 9 including the baby tooth. u__U then he stuck the IV needle in my arm and stuck the stube in my vein. *eyetwitch* that was the worst part. before I knew it, I was out. all I remmeber was this little bit of time there I heard the sound of metal instruments against teeth. I couldn't see or feel anything, I just heard it. when I woke up, about an hour later, my whole mouth was full of guaze and it was numb. the nurse saw me and told me not to go to sleep. ...but I was SOOO tired.

then she got me up and , I was crying. its not like I was sad or anything...but the tears fell. I was confused. anyways, it wasn't bad at all.

that part wasn't anyways. these past 4 days have been hell on a stick.

all I can eat its pudding-like stubstances, and I have to take an antibiotic and painkillers every 4 hours. x___Xby day 3 my cheeks were SO swollen. everyday I woke up thinking, "another miserable day"..why couldn't I just sleep until I got better. lay in bed. vegitate. ice packs.

pudding.

pills. icepacks, jello, pills, icepacks, yogurt, oills. jesus christ it never ends.

sunday was fathers day and we had guests over for dinner to celebrate birtdays and fathers.

every year it seems like theres less and less people to celebrate with.

well, I was presssured into going downstairs to "eat" with my family (whats left of it) and I had such a hard time focusing. everyone ewas talking, everything sounded loud and the lights were bright. not to mention I looked like a hamster with it's pouches full. *sight* I swallowed some over cooked brocolli and some mashed potatoes and went to the living room to lay down. Eleanor ( 89 years old) was having problems, and couldn't eat either.

soon, everyone o[pened presents and I felt really bad becuase I didn't get anyone anything. the best I could do was some crappy ceramics. this one shitty pieve I did that looks suggestive I gave to my uncle, becuase he was antagoniozing me before about its shape. so I gave it to him. lmao.

other than that, it was pretty bad. I only talked and laughed to mkake fun of my uncle. XD Oh yeah...teresa was there too... I guess you can call her my...half-cousin...? whatever..anyways, she acts and looks like 18 but she's 24. she's kind of....ai=r headed...but I don't mind her so much. ehhh. so my uncle, jackie and teresa left early, as usual and eleanor left early becuase she was tired.

so my aunt, my dad, and I stayed up and watched movies til 1.

these family holidays just keep getting better and better.

so today was a little better. I had a little more relief today... not as much pain medecine and I was more cheerful.. except when nobody let me SLEEP! >_< gawd.

now I'm here. typing thise. I can't promise you anything.so...take care-yalls, I'll see ya when I see ya

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Well, It sounds like you're having a blast, buddeh. ^^

Well,If you want to talk, & if you can talk, lol, you know where to find me. ^.~

Also, what's going on with AIM, do you hate me? ^^

[Silver_Wolf]

hey you gotta take a picture of your hamster cheeks ;p

 

Well things sure sounded eventful for you wow, 9 >< I can imagine the torture. I'm glad things are healing up for you though ^^

 

*gives you a freezy*

 

Take care~

[twilightcrimson7]

awww *hoogle Vash and Tsoi*

O__O why do you think I hate you josh??? o.O

 

june 22nd::

ehh well

things have been better.

I talkd to alex alot yesterday...that was good... I havent hear barely ANYTHING of my friends lately.

but last night was horrible. it took me FOREVER to get to sleep. 4 to be exact

I was SO uncomfortable and I couldn't stop thinking.

rena IMed me on my phone and we talked for a bit...but then it was like2 and she had to go...so i spent the next 2 hours walloing in misery..

miraculously, I fell asleep, but I had unsettling dreams... T__T;; *grumbles*

well I slept til 12:30 anyways ^^ dad amde me pancakes, which i could, amazingly, eat. hehe they kinda sucked though ^^; still fanatasizing about food... ughh *mouth drools*

I read and did nothing practically... I waited near an hour for my mom until i finally called her and she forgot to tell us she had a party to go to *sigh and shakes head* anyways, I stay here tonight. TOMORROW I will get a chance to read everyone's journals... ahh, I feel so out of touch, but its beeen a bitch to go online lately..I barelyhave any time here...

anyways, I wanted to see a movie with alex today, becuase she invited me...but i'm debating whether I should go or not... :\

I better go, I'm uber hungry...which sucks nowadays, because eating... is so...bad.

I used to enjoy eating... lol!

well, bye bye folks!! i miss all of you!

[Silver_Wolf]

*hugs*

no worries, you'll seen be eating EVERYTHING once that pain stops

 

I hope you do go out to watch a movie, it'll be a great way to distract yourself from your puffy cheeks and hanging out with friends are always nice

 

Thats sweet of your dad to make you pancakes ^^

 

Toodlez~

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Well, well, well,

I don't thinkyou hate me. You love me too much to hate me. ^.~

 

Well, as for your entry,

I'm sorry it took you so long to get to sleep, I'm like that most times.

Well, I hope you get better soon ol' buddeh.

I'll talk to you later.

Love & peace,

Vash

:: hugs ::

[stupidsoul1]

whoa!! it has been forever since i last read ur journal/talked to you

 

it seems things are getting better

 

pancakes are grand ^_______^

 

*hugs* im sorry to hear about ur mouth, good luck with that

[JammerG]

hey Twi from the looks of it you have been away too... makes tw of us Sista... I'm just dropping in to say hi and that we have a lot of catchin up to do

TTYL

Take care

[Hybrid-Heart]

hey sis ^^

ow i sometimes have problems too about getting to sleep

it's like you can't stop thinking cause you're worried about some things or stuff..

well it's good that you got some sleep anyway

 

lol eating is bad.. but i love it lol..

but yeah too much os no good

 

well take care sis

i hope that i'll talk to you soon

*hugs* take care

[twilightcrimson7]

here are the comments!

Tsoi- lmao! I know I'm gunna like, fast so i can eat like a ton of food! lmao thanks hun *hug*

vash- lol that's right! *hug*

ss1- yeah I knowww!! =O

pancakes.. are...........THE.......BEST!

lol take care! and thanks! *hug*

Jammer- yep yep I have ^_^ I know I have alot of reading to do ^_^;;; you take care too! *hug*

Hybi- hey sis! yeah i know... thoughs are so annoying sometimes...

lol its a guiltty pleasure to eat XD

thanks a bunch *huggle* you take care too

 

anyways, here's the updaye for June 23rd!!

hello MOTHBALLS!!

 

i love you all

 

today I woke up at 5:50 and I was hungry/nauseated. bad combo.dad was really sleep deprived and when I asked him to make breakfast for me, we said okay, but he was really scary when he come up so i felt bad,

 

i tried to go back to sleep but i couldn't so when aunt michelle left for jury duty, and dad for work, I went downstairs to watch anime.

((DNAngel, Madlax, Saiyuki, Fullmetal panic, FUMMOFFU!, pretear, and the Yu Yu Hakusho movie...))

 

 

whooo buddy

 

i watched from like 10 til 1 heheh good stuff thur I was in a fantabulous mood (but still having stomache aches and sh*t and a cough) I went online and like, all my freinds were on! happy happy happy!

 

and if i wasn't already happy enough, when i got ready to go, I saw this thing move outside my window and I was like HOLY SHIT! A BURGLAR! (I've been REALLY jumpy lately, for somereason...maybe the pain pills still fucking me up...yeah.... im also shakey too ... >:\) I went outside to see what it was and it was a baloon and i could tell the the handwriting on the card "heathy" it was from awex XDDD

 

it was so cute THANX!!! ^__^ but i kept wondering why they didn't ring the doorbell or something...surely I would have heard it too, if they did ring it, becuase the house was dead silent. and they must have been there REALLY recently becuase dad stopped by not to long ago, and didn't say anything. hmm so I tried alex's cell and their home but no one picked up! hmmm oh well ^___^

 

so when mom picked me up, my mood didn't falter, I was cheery, and mom was in a good mood too. cept, she told me she wasn't droppingme off at dad's tomorrow... hmph!

 

guess no movie for meeeee oh well, i didn't relly wanna see anything but Howl's moving castle. and trhat's not playing at marcus. la de da some other time ^^

 

anyways, I have buisness to attentd to!! *tris to whistle but fails*

 

i'm outtt!

 

edit::::

 

HELOOO I'm back

 

I made tomato soup again lmao

 

and apple sauce...thats like my favorite no-teeth meal

 

ummm so yeah ...mom obstructed my noodles...so they weren't cooked enough -__-

 

ehhh so then she told me to sit with her outside. i was in a good mood still so it wasn't bad.

 

finally at 9:30 i went to take a shower. and when i came back, I was SOOOOOO fucking hyper it wasn't even funny,...okay it was hilarious! XDDD i was in a chat and it was insane.

 

now I'm just mucking around. tomorrow will be nice and relaxing ^___^

 

think I'll go to bed now g'night all! *blows a kiss*

[Silver_Wolf]

YAYYYY!!!! TWi TWI TWI! she's back! and feeling better :thumbsup:

 

*does the twi dance *

 

Really glad your mood is sky high. And alex sounded soo cute! Giving you a balloon like that, I would be really happy too

 

Too bad you coudln't watch the movie, but I guess the tomatoe soup made up for it? lmao! take care buddy

[stupidsoul1]

is apple sauce yummy??

 

i hope u get to watch that movie soon

[Hybrid-Heart]

you have anime series on your tv??

i want that too T_T... fuck dutch tv channels =_=

 

ahw sweet of your friend to send you a baloon ^^ i like baloons

 

apple juice hmm.. loves apple juice ^_^ ehem sorry

so you can't eat any normal food? only like liquid *or how do you call it * food?

 

being hyper rocks! XD i'm like hyper all the time lately.

think it is because of the hot weather.. makes my hyper XDD

 

i hope that you're doing fine

take care sis ^^ *hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

Tsoi- mmmhmm *dances with you!!* I have my own dance now?? XD

it was very cue... the balloon was a monkey with a kissy face too XDD

lol tomato soup does not thrill me anymore... i just like it lol

I still wanna see Howl's moving castle though

you take care too *hugs*

ss1- yes, yes it is ^_^

thanks!! take care

Hybi- lol yeah its On Demand digital cable..so it hasd like a few episodes of a few series at a time and every week they add like, a new episode of that series on.. so i can watch it anytime I want, I just have to wait every week for new episodes its really awesome

lmao dutch tv doesn't have any anime shows? aww that sucks. america only has anime on like toonami and adult swim programming ^^ but its enoughfor me aww I dun like apple juice but I love apple sauce ;; I'm weird like that lol yeah i can eat alot more food now... but before I had to drink these nast Boost shakes which tasted like the milk in your cereal bowl after you finished eating it. XP

whoa hot weather makes you hyper O___O it usually makes me irritable thats why i stay in the house.....

 

 

lmao, no, I stay in the house becuase I'm a lazy ass with no life *shakes head in dissapointment with self* lmao

but yeah, I'm rarely that hyper

thake care!! *hug*

 

June 24th thus far::

wellll I slept in LATE today again

snd I was in a weird mood (not like yesterday XD) like, the kind of mood where I feel like having conversations with myself. and I did. ho hum. Mom and Tim were out golfing in 95 degree (38) weather

lucky them... *s*******

house to myself though ^^

so washed my mouth out.

its a very labourous and tedious process lately. I have to use mouthwash, and gargle like 3 times becuase theyre alot of shit inside there. like, its kinda gross..chunks and phlem come out *gag* I was disgusted... the I TRY to brush my teeth...because I still can't open my mouth all the way and i dun wanna brush my injured gums...

so anyways, that being done, I went downstairs and made pancakes. omfg they were awesome. uhunuhunuh *drool*

whooo go me

so now I've just been online doing shit... looking for a suitable layout for my xanga.. hehehe its hard work man...

well, I'll add more of my day later ttyl

[keza]

hey twi!

ouch that sounds really painful! but go u with making panckes, i suck at things like that, all types of cooking, except cakes..lol i swear i could mess a salad up...

wish id slept in, im rally feeling the tired effects now..lol

well ttfn, and hope that ur mouth gets better, must be rotten having a sore mouth

luv u lots, keza XxXx

[twilightcrimson7]

yesh yesh! but pancakes are not even that hard!!

aww, no good at cooking? its fun though, you gotta admit... I was gunna take a culinary skillz class next year for one of my electives....

[keza]

awesome!!!

 

lol, yeah baking is fun, but i had a real nasty home ec teacher so she kinda spoiled any love i had for cooking lol...

[twilightcrimson7]

ugh *cringe* yeah...teachers do that sometimes O__O

ehh i dunno if I wanna take it anymore... I mean, I can learn how to cook when I HAVE to XDD besides, there are soo many other classes I wanna take

 

ahhh dude! I just remembered the dream I had! omfg it was SOOOO weird.

me and dad we at the cabin...but it was a little different. there were alot more people there, and more docks. so we went on one of the docks and like 8 boats were on the lake O___O it was weird to see... and this one boat made (i dunno how) all the docks messed up and I was in the water between two of them and one started to come towared me and I had to quickly climb up on the docks before I got smushed and everyone was pissed at the dude. so all of us went to the store to get things to fix the lake (XD) and I was like in charge becuase nobody was focused and I had to order direstions and tell them hat to do anyways, we fixed it all up eventually

now i was at home...sort of

well, my dad had this party and there was a bunch of people around so I went into my room 9which looked like one of my friend's rooms) and Troy and Jesse were there! (My childhood friends) and we played and crap, like we always used to (It makes me sad now...I miss them alot.. )

so then i got my yearbook and this other book mailed to me and I started looking at it and troy and jesse looked at it with me (while sitting on me lmao)

then they left, and I had to go to the party. so i went to the bathroom and I walked out without pulling my pants up yet, INTO the party, but I didn't care... (WTF!!) lmao it was freakin' weird...

there was more, but I can't quite remember it... *sigh*

so yeaa...if you read all that... I'd be amazed!