Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[uwantme2b]

Glad to see you're musical (which is likely, on a music forum) ^_^ Music's good for people, I think.

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

Argh everytime I come to the journal section, it's time for me to get off the computer and I don't have time to comment on your journal=( Grrr time differences and siblings kicking me off the comp >.< I'll post a proper comment tomorrow but I did read your entries ^.^

[ForgottenKid]

Cool you like Jimi Hedrix and Papa Raoch at the same time! YAY their are others!!!!!

[twilightcrimson7]

Oh WOW~!~~

I got ALOT of comments! ^___^ wow! people, you don't know how happy that makes me!!! ^^ Gosh!

Ryan: Yes, yes, it was very long ^__^

uwantme2b: thank you for commenting. Yes, i used to be music illiterate! I dunno how I lived! XD By the way, do you have a nickname I can call you? ?

[LP]GotLP?: Thanks for reading!! I really appreciate it! I will wait forever for a comment! *hugs*

Forgottenkid: Of course JIMI HENDRIX ROCKS! so does P-Roach!! thanks for commenting <3

 

Now for the less-happy update.

---------March 29th, 2005 @ 11:23---------

Why does it seem that whenever you have a really good time, the low hits you, and you have to feel like shit?

Like, when you act like a vegetable someday, that's all you'll feel. the same emotion, because there's no extremes.

When you have a really nice time, you have to pay by feeling like crap.

I can't explain it.

Anyways, I'll start off by waking up late.

I made another huge pancake.

wow. That was good, but the whole morning SUCKED because my aunt was just bugging the living shit out of me. YELL YELL COMPLAIN

Riddle me this, if she COMPLAINS about how the baby cries, WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO IMMITATE IT! Ughhh!! (%&$^@)_&(*^&^$!!!!!!!(^&^$%! *sigh* SHE ASKED ME QUESTIONs OVER AND OVER AGAIN! more yelling. More crab-ass comments.

UNRELENTLESS NAGGING. Jesus Christ. There was nothing I could do about it! I was fuckign trapped. I was gunna go to the park today, but I was delayed a bit. I couldn't WAIT go get out of that damned housee! Oh it felt so good to leave!!! BLISS! It was nice out! breezy and warm. Whilst I was walking through the field, I saw Rena, talking to some dude. I chatted with them until Alex got there. then we just talked and crap. The we went to McDonalds and started drawing out map!

Then we went back to the park, we talked and God started to blow our map away! GRRR

We talked, and were just our perverted selves. Then we went back to my house, even though there were a zillion people there and it was like ….very chaotic! The we went upstairs. And even though we were bored as hell we had fun just doing spontaneous things! ^^; We ordered a pizza too ^^ Yummay anyways, we were just philosophizing and being perverted. And getting high off our own lame jokes! XD

Sooner or later, she had to go, so we were both sad. *sigh*

No I’m here. Feeling increasingly more depressed as the moments tick away.

I'm going to go post my poem. look for it. *weak smile* thanks to everyone for lisenting to me *squeezes you all with love*

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Feeling: well, you can guess.

Listening to- "The hand that Feeds" --NIN

[misery]

It sucks how that works out. Usually works that way for me to; something good happens then something shitty evens it out. Basic law of physics - - for every action there is an equal or opposite reaction. I hate physics. lol

 

At least you had fun with your friends Hope you feel better soon :thumbsup:

[stupidsoul1]

booooooyeah giant pancakes!!!!!!

 

lol i hate it when people ask me the same question over and over again even though i answered it

[twilightcrimson7]

yeah, Misrey, that's the way I see it! I dun like physics either lol, for obvious reasons. thanks for reading, like always.

Thanks SS1 for reading *hugs* It's one of my pet-peeves too.

[uwantme2b]

uwantme2b: thank you for commenting. Yes, i used to be music illiterate! I dunno how I lived! XD By the way, do you have a nickname I can call you? ?

 

Hehe Oh yeah, sure... my username sucks, lol. So feel free to call me something else! You can call me Becks if you like, since that's my real name. It's hard to find an abbreviation of uwantm2b, lol

[Brkng_Th_Hbt]

*is walking pretty fast* just walkin by to say hi! ^_^

 

*walks past journal, waving*

[twilightcrimson7]

Hehe Oh yeah' date=' sure... my username sucks, lol. So feel free to call me something else! You can call me Becks if you like, since that's my real name. It's hard to find an abbreviation of uwantm2b, lol [/quote']

I don't think your name is lame! It's just that i'm a lazy ass and don't like typing long names ;; So becks it is!! ^__^

 

*is walking pretty fast* just walkin by to say hi! ^_^

*walks past journal, waving*

*waves to Ryan* Nice of you to stop by! have a nice walk, and I'll see ya around!

 

-----march 30th, 2005 @ 10:25----

Okay peeps, nothing really noteworth happened today. I was pretty much annoyed to my wit's end by my aunt. I was bored, and had some pretty funky dreams. There was a tornado watch today, and it thunderstormed.whee! i love thunderstorms!! I'm glad it rained! I took a picture of the rainbow too!

Soo, not I'm getting depressed again. *sigh* I feel so lonely. *pathetic*

well, that's all I have to say right now. My apologies for my boring-ness lately! ^^;;

 

<=O

 

istening to: "Hero of the day"-Metallica

feeling: you know... ._.

[misery]

There was a thunderstorm here too!

Well, not so much as a thunderstorm as raining and one thunder. But meh, funny coinicidence.

 

Cheer up! I don't think you've been boring lately Hehe

 

Well, so long for now, hope you feel better

[Heart_LP]

I like thunderstorms too and I absolutly love rain!

I know, many ppl dont but I think it´s very pretty, cool and soothing somehow..

cool pic!

and sry that you feel deprssed...I hope you feel better soon. *hugs*

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I hate storms,speacially when I´m alone.

I like rainbows,they are really nice!!

Aww don´t say that!!U aren´t pathethic at all,I´m alone 2 but I know we are going to get some1,and I hope it´s really quickly,hehehe:p and try not to be negative,u also have your friends,right?

Oh well I´m gonna shut up now,I just wanted to let u know that I stop by on your journal to say hi and see how u were doing:D.

Cya Twi:D

Vero

[Brkng_Th_Hbt]

It rained here too lol. nothin big though. That's a cool pic!

[twilightcrimson7]

Oh wow! Lots of comments! that makes me HAPPY! *smile*

 

Misery: Well, Canada isn't too far off from where I am:Illinois, so it's not that surprising. thanks, i feel alot better lately, thanks for the concern, it means lot!

 

Heart_LP: Thanks for stoping in on my quaint journal, I LOVE the rain. I absolutly agree with you! ^^ It's calming and hypnotizing. I feel like its raining inside me, and cleansing my soul *melodramatic* anyways *hugs* thank you!! <3

 

Vero: Rainbows are awesome when you get to see them! Thanks so much for your support. I know I'm being selfish. i just feel alone sometimes, and i know its not true becuase i have you guys! Plus, i think i feel lonely, becuase On spring break, i don't really see my firends, and i miss them alot. Don't shut up! I like your comments! thanks for stopping bye, it means alot! *hugs*

 

Ryan: Hello! Thanks for stopping by, and I'm glad you liked the picture! ^_^

 

on with the update:

---------March 31st @9:50ish------

I dunno why, but I'm SOOOO glad march is over! *puzzled*

anyways, TOMORROW IS APRIL FOOL'S DAY! *thinks of something devious*

well today was just pretty much relaxing. I'm starting to turn into a veggie XD

I woke up at 7:30 am cuz mom had to go to work. I got to my dad's house and listened to the radio for a few hours. Terri died. fucking government. They're doing an AUTOPSY and they say the cause of death is UNCLEAR! hELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOO! you fucking starved her to DEATH! jesus christ what fucktards.

okay, done ranting. anyways, i took a 2 hour nap, and the watched TV for about an hour. Then i went downstairs and went online. Nikhil is back from paris! His descriptions suck though! its all good! ad ummm... lpp is worriying the fuck out of me!!

Mom picked me up at about 4:30. She told me that Chris was coming over for dinner (he's my stepbrother)

I was online, the we went out for dinner at TL's (japanese and chinese)

we talked about alot of things, i had a nice time, surpirsingly

Tim told me that Europe was REALLY nice place to go, and if I was ever offered to go there, i SHOULD REALLLY GO! I will, I want to finally leave this country!

Then we went home again. bleh, now i'm here, bored.

I want to go shopping for spring clothes this weekend, but not with mom. >_< maybe I'll ask see if anyone else wants to go with, so i don't have mom with me. ;O

Well now, I'm gunna take it easy for a few more hours, than hit the sack. GOODNIGHT EVERYONE! *hugzzz*

---feel: despondant--listening to: Nirvana

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Oh wow! Lots of comments! that makes me HAPPY! *smile*

 

Vero: Rainbows are awesome when you get to see them! Thanks so much for your support. I know I'm being selfish. i just feel alone sometimes, and i know its not true becuase i have you guys! Plus, i think i feel lonely, becuase On spring break, i don't really see my firends, and i miss them alot. Don't shut up! I like your comments! thanks for stopping bye, it means alot! *hugs*

 

Twi:Hey hi!I know!!I like Rainbows:D.U aren´t selfish at all,it´s good for u take your things out so we can help ya;).I know loneliness is so sad and bad cuz I feel like that 2*hugs back*I still have my school friends and of course all of u!!!!If u miss so much your friends,why don´t u go to see them,that´s what I do when I miss them^^.

I know that we are going to find some1 someday,so don´t worry,like u said u still have us!

Ok I won´t shut up,it´s just that I don´t wanna bore u that´s all so ok I won´t shut up^^.

Reading your comment made my day,it also it means a lot that u wrote a message for me on your journal^^.

Sure,anytime^^^.

Cya around twi^^

Vero

[twilightcrimson7]

Twi:Hey hi!I know!!I like Rainbows:D.U aren´t selfish at all,it´s good for u take your things out so we can help ya;).I know loneliness is so sad and bad cuz I feel like that 2*hugs back*I still have my school friends and of course all of u!!!!If u miss so much your friends,why don´t u go to see them,that´s what I do when I miss them^^.

I know that we are going to find some1 someday,so don´t worry,like u said u still have us!

Ok I won´t shut up,it´s just that I don´t wanna bore u that´s all so ok I won´t shut up^^.

Reading your comment made my day,it also it means a lot that u wrote a message for me on your journal^^.

Sure,anytime^^^.

Cya around twi^^

Vero

I'm happy i made your day! lol, I doubt that though I'm not good at cheering people up. at least I don't think so. Well, see, half the time I go to my moms house, right? and my all my friends live by my dad's house! and when I'm at my mom's house, i can't see them that often! and when i'm at my dad's I'm too shy to organize something becuase I'm afraid they won't wanna hang out with me.

*hugs* thanks for commenting: again! lol

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I forgot-->Also LPP worries me,I can´t believed she left this forum for a while:(,oh and good luck at shopping!!I love going shopping:D:D!!!

[misery]

Haha, nothing wrong with being lazy Twi I've been sitting around alot lately too.

lol, hopefully some day you will be able to go to Europe. I've never been there either, but I heard it's great.

 

Well, so long

 

P.S. I don't think you were being selfish :thumbsup:

 

Edit: This was in reply to your journal entry, lol, I guess I type too slow

[twilightcrimson7]

Haha, nothing wrong with being lazy Twi I've been sitting around alot lately too.

lol, hopefully some day you will be able to go to Europe. I've never been there either, but I heard it's great.

 

Well, so long

 

P.S. I don't think you were being selfish :thumbsup:

 

I guess, but if i get too lazy, i won't keep up with scchool, when i go back.

I want to travel to europe. anything to leave america for some time!

thanks for commenting and supporting me! :)

[twilightcrimson7]

I forgot-->Also LPP worries me' date='I can´t believed she left this forum for a while:(,oh and good luck at shopping!!I love going shopping:D:D!!![/quote']

yeah, i really with we could hear from her, so we know she's okay. when you don't hear from someone, you don't know it they're alive or dead. and not knowing is the worst!!!

* giggle* I wish I lived by all the people on lpf, then like, you , me, and all our other buddies could go shopping together! but alas, we live so far apart! i would love to hang out woth you guys tho! ^____^

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I'm happy i made your day! lol, I doubt that though I'm not good at cheering people up. at least I don't think so. Well, see, half the time I go to my moms house, right? and my all my friends live by my dad's house! and when I'm at my mom's house, i can't see them that often! and when i'm at my dad's I'm too shy to organize something becuase I'm afraid they won't wanna hang out with me.

*hugs* thanks for commenting: again! lol

Oh I see,well when I´m bored I try to organize something with my friends but thing is that them and I go to diffent schools so probably sometimes I can´t hang out with them cuz they are busy so yeah...But don´t by afraid of it just pick up the phone and call them and well if they don´t wanna hang out with ya u know what 2 tell them(sorry for my rudeness).

I like commenting in other pp´l´s journal,at least u are lucky cuz ppl drops by in yours and mine is pointless:(.

[twilightcrimson7]

yeah, i should try to hang out with them more, huh?

No! I love reading people's journals, and YOURS included! ^___^

[4everLP_Shinoda]

yeah, i really with we could hear from her, so we know she's okay. when you don't hear from someone, you don't know it they're alive or dead. and not knowing is the worst!!!

* giggle* I wish I lived by all the people on lpf, then like, you , me, and all our other buddies could go shopping together! but alas, we live so far apart! i would love to hang out woth you guys tho! ^____^

I know that if u don´t know from ppl is worst!!If i see her on aim i will talk to her,and see if she is ok:D.

It would be so kool if all the ppl from LPF live neach each other hehe,it would be so kool.

U know,if i´m lucky I would like to travel to USA,Canada and Australia cuz those are the places that I really would like to know!I have relatives who lives on USA and they are so lucky!!May be next year or the other one I will visit them:D.

What does alas means??!! I remember reading that word a long time ago in here.

Take care

Vero

[4everLP_Shinoda]

yeah, i should try to hang out with them more, huh?

No! I love reading people's journals, and YOURS included! ^___^

Thanx twi,I apreaciate u did!