Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[Shadowed Heart]

Who made it?

[twilightcrimson7]

*shrug* Not sure..I got it off a xanga site

[stupidsoul1]

its pretty funny =)

 

*waves* just stopping by to say hi *gives u a cookie and a hug*

[twilightcrimson7]

*waves back*

awwwww *eats cookie*

HUGS FOR FI!!

[stupidsoul1]

sank you you ^___^ haha i feel loved

[twilightcrimson7]

sour selcome You are!! *hands plastic spoon*

[uwantme2b]

Hey Twi!

How are you?

I love the avatar too by the way... es mucho divertido

[Shadowed Heart]

Hello to the sane psycho! Just decided that, maybe I should write in my journal, NO! Stay focused! Okay, I decided that oranges are- *shutup Riss!* Okay, hi. (Maybe I should lie down...) <--- Talking to myself...

[twilightcrimson7]

*Hugs all* hey guys thanks for stopping in

I was very very frustrated yesterday....like, lately, I get frustrated over the littlest things and...it like, invoke rage in me.. I don't know why but I think violent things and scare myself.. or start to cry..

god it feels so weird...gdo I need angermanagement? I never used to be liked this... It used to be veryhard to get me mad... at least people wise.

things that I have gotten excessivly mad about in the last 24 hours:

1) Mario Party Game that I was losing (sad, no?)

2) Toaster being occupied the exact time (out of the whole morning) I wanted to toast my eggos

3) my effing messed up computer...

 

I mean, I know Its wrong and weird to get that mad over those things...but I cant help it...

maybe I'm overexxagerating.

but anyways last night I had fun talking to Vash, sui, and minny ^_^

I drew vash a picture , lmao

:JULY 22nd!!::

I had to wake up at 7.. *grumble* then I read the Snow Walker when I got to my dad's house. Now I'm on the stoopid compy u_U

I'm goign biking with my friends in an hour tho ^___^ take care everyone!!

[Shadowed Heart]

I doubt you need anger-management. It doesn't work. My older cousin and I both took it and my younger one tryed to. I do that smtimes to. I think it's normal, but I'm open to any other ideas...

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

HEYYYYYY TWI!! How you doing lol! I loveee your journal entries ^.^

 

Anyway working backwards, I absolutely love those pics of Chester and Mike! They're not bad at all and they definately resemble the real guys I love them! Carry on drawing and uploading those pictures ok!!! Your water colour paintings are also fantastic as well heh! Well done!!!

 

I really like how you always take pictures when you go on trips! It just makes it more interesting when you come back heh. You worked like...miracles on the cabin! It's beautiful and the pic of you sleeping is funny. The high voltage picture made me laugh lol... poor you getting chased by the flies! Hmm yum about the ice cream (I love the stuff, I had like 2 magnums today *hangs head in shame*). It seems like we both love food ^.^!

 

Was that your cat Shane? He's so cute! <3!

 

Seriously you have the WEIRDEST dreams ever. I'm not kidding lol. You must have a really vivid imagination. I only remember the ones where I'm getting chased by some psychotic killer... someone was asking me about my dreams today actually and I couldn't remember a thing. He suggested writing it in a book but I was like nah xD!

 

You don't sound like you need anger management at all! You sound a bit stressed but don't we all at times. As long as you're not thinking about going on killing sprees anytime soon or beating the crap out of someone, it's all good =P Maybe it's that T.O.M or even worse...hormones lol. Whatever it is, I hope you're ok *hugs*! I've actually gotten mad over not winning games with my youngest sister lmao, I felt very lame indeed but I dunno. Have loadsa fun biking!!! Ttyl =P Byeee XxX

 

*My replies are too long o_0*

 

<Edit>

Didn't want to double post you, but on the subject of cookies before, I happen to have made a cute cookie avatar today lol! Thought you might like to see it xD!

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/c227f4b4d677c7eb14efef13875e8ccd.gif

[twilightcrimson7]

thanks Riss! *hug*

 

hey Jen!!! long time no talk, you never writie in your journal anymore *cries*

I Like your long replies. <3

Yeah, I love food XDD

hahah, he's cute but lazy

lol yeah lately my dreams have been REALLY vivid o__O

aww, man, that avy if uber-cute!! ^^

take care!! *hug*

 

:::afternoon update.:::

ahh so I went biking today. went to shit-ler park a tad early. nikhil called and said he'd be late.

so I listened to musica and focused on not barfing when I caught a wiff of that stagnant shit-factory smell. T_T

then alex came

and we went to rena's house. baaaad move, we woke her up, omg I felt so bad, she looked like a zombie

so we were walking back and I admonished alex about the stinky waves of air, and she's like ''i don't smell anything--- OMG" she nearly died as she smelled it lmfao it was hilarious.

so we tlde her to go back to sleep and we went back to that part, where

I started laughing

oh brother.. and I wouldn;t STOP for like 20 minutes....every little thing... its like my insides were being tickled...it HURT, but I kept laughing...i couldnt ride my bike straight. omj, it was weird. then I regained myself as me and alex went to target. for got knows what.

we looked at EVERYTHING.... i swear, ever aisle had at least one spongebob thing, lol, the pillows i WANTED omg I LOVE pillows...<3333

*ahem*

k so then we *looked* at school supplies. then heather needed food. so we went and I got a blueberry muffin and fruit2O. nice. people prolly thought we weres toned because we were FUNKY...

then Nikhil's ass finally calls us HOORAY! boredom ends.

so we ride to shit-ler park and I swung on the swing...then I got MOTION SICK!! omfg, motion sick from swinging...how lame am I?/ so I layed on the swing and finally nikky got there.

then alex made him pose for some artistic pictures, lmao!!

sooo funnay

(oh yeah, there's alot of pictures they took...if they post them Ill post them here )

then we got soo bored.. so we went to...7-11..and I bought a donut <3 mmm

lol we went to usher park, then I had to leave.

dad dropped me off at my mom's house. on the way there, he told me some funny stories of my great-grandpa XDD

then me, mom, and tim went out to dinner.

woo, not I feel funky...and thirsty,,, ttyl peeps!!

 

me and my friends...being uber weird

 

 

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: NAKED TIME

the_twilight_shadow: *sedated*

the_twilight_shadow: s\

the_twilight_shadow: S,dammedaAQJ

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: *throws herself around like a five year old on crack*

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: WARG WARG CORNBREAD

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: *dies*

the_twilight_shadow: fuck i cant fucking tyope in this fucking soc pter

phatcookie21@sbcglobal.net: x____^

niksplanet2018: wha?

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: =_____=

the_twilight_shadow: t_t

the_twilight_shadow: T________T*

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: HAR

bigpimpin_remix: A

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: HAR HAR

bigpimpin_remix: B

bigpimpin_remix: C

the_twilight_shadow: D

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: level up. kill the muffin.

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: E

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: fuck

the_twilight_shadow: F

the_twilight_shadow: U!

the_twilight_shadow: C

the_twilight_shadow: K12

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: T

the_twilight_shadow: D

bigpimpin_remix: DEAR GOD ITS SESEAME STREET AGIAN

phatcookie21@sbcglobal.net: ugh

the_twilight_shadow: LMAO

phatcookie21@sbcglobal.net: with crack

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: THE NUMBER OF JOINTS I SMOKED TODAY

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: SKOAM

phatcookie21@sbcglobal.net: ?

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: sesemia

the_twilight_shadow: Y

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: MOMMA

the_twilight_shadow: Y

the_twilight_shadow: Y

the_twilight_shadow: Y

the_twilight_shadow: ASS

phatcookie21@sbcglobal.net: big bird would bitch slap you

the_twilight_shadow: SSA

the_twilight_shadow: lmao

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: MEEE

the_twilight_shadow: KEE

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: LITTLE OLD MEEEE

the_twilight_shadow: WE

the_twilight_shadow: POOSHIT

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: ABUUUUSEEE THE COOKIE

the_twilight_shadow: PUSH IT

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: ABBUUUUSEEEEEEE

the_twilight_shadow: MISUSE

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: push what

the_twilight_shadow: oil change

the_twilight_shadow: pooshit

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: GAHGA

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: the sex the sex

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: it's wiiiiiiillld

shiningdragoon@sbcglobal.net: Xd

[stupidsoul1]

LMAO it looks like you people went high!

[twilightcrimson7]

Yeah.. omf I have soo many FUCKED UP and fun convos today :D:

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Oh my fuck Twi!

XD

[twilightcrimson7]

OH MY SHITTENS!!

I love you!

MONKEYS!!

[Hybrid-Heart]

Omg! Rofl! *dies of laughing*

whahahahahah you guys are so funny.. sorry

*cough*

 

back to business...

PILLOWS! spongebob pillows? i love spongebob

sorry now i'm being weird

 

cool that you went biking ^^

you have an usher park 0_o?

Burn that place! let it burn!!

 

ehem.. well hope you;re doing fine sis

take care! *hugs*

 

*sorry for the retarted post T_T*

[twilightcrimson7]

LOL *hugs hybi*

lmao yeah we were definatly on something XDD

anyways, I love Spongebob too

aww you sound like my friend, alex

man, you're not half as weird as I am

Yeah they names Itasca's main park Usher park. weird. lol it has swans

anyways take care hybi!!! *hugs*

---

v yesterday's entry

Okayyyy

Well I Guess I should UPDATE. gawd you people are so needy.

 

So I couldn't sleep this morning because the phone kept ringing. so I rolled out of bed at 12:30 and looked out to window. behold! no mom's car. and went downstairs right away to see who was calling...and as I suspected they left. weird. mom and tim called the couse..and some docter operson. anyways, i tried calling mom but no answer oh well. 1 bowl of Raisin Brand and a cup-o-fruit juice later, she calls. they're golfing. okay.

 

sooo boredness ensues. LPF is being moved. no internety fun.

 

Mario Party. weeew I weeened.

 

ummm then mom came back..after shooping...and...I'm bored as fucking hell...

 

sooo later, we go to Crabs 'n'Things for dinnah Mmmm

 

it was good. we might go on a vacation to Washington DC ... I might be able to bring a friend...it depends on...things....

 

still iffy now... then mom wanted me to go on weight watchers...no thanks...not getting into that...

 

so in other news, I might go get my hair done tomorrow...you never know woth mom though...

 

*sigh*

::JULY24th (today):: @ 2 pm

Bored as hell again

nothing to do until tonight

and I really do not feel like swimming tonight

Its that time if ya know what I mean

I've been crabby.

 

I'm pissed at cookies again. I'm in a bitchy bood and he IM's me. wow. he only does that when he needs something. info in this case.

 

 

cookiez: yoo

me: yo.

cookiez: hey is today h2o nite?

me: T_T yeah

cookiez: wtf?

cookiez: why T_T?

me: ...

me: because

cookiez: ok?

me: yeah

cookiez: that gave me nothing

me: ummm

me: what?

cookiez: nevermind -.-

me: okay.

cookiez has signed out. (7/24/2005 1:57 PM)

 

yeah ...

[Hybrid-Heart]

ahw you got bored? *hugs*

 

i want to go to washington DC too!.. i want to go to america!

away from europe.. kingdome of boredness!

ahh well.. that will never happen.. i'm stuck here T_T

 

i sound like your friend? lol then i know how your friends sounds like ;D

[smartness]

 

 

well take care! *hugs*

[stupidsoul1]

did you get your hair done?

*hugs and gives you a banana* im sorry to hear about that

[twilightcrimson7]

hybi- lol I'm perpetually bored.

well i hope you can come to america some day! come visit me if you do lol

take care!

ss1-Nope. Not today T_T

*hugs back* thanks, I'll get over it

take care

[Shadowed Heart]

HEY TWI!!! I'm back!

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

You guys really did sound high in that conversation lol xd! And I thought I've seen all things strange and weird =) Sounded fun though!

 

Aww I hope you get your hair done! Is it still dark dark darkkkkk black? Well there's only 1 type of black but eh ^.^ I'm hoping to get mine cut for summer, but it's raining. So I shall keep my long tresses for now Have funnnnn and yeah they moved the server but it's back and looks awesome! I still think "cookies" is a really really cool name...seriously. I had this cookie indulgence day where all I ate were microwaved millies cookies *dies and goes to heaven* So yummy haha! I'm sorry he's pissing you off though! Bad cookies! Welllllllllll uhh. TTyl bye!!! XxX

[twilightcrimson7]

Hey SH ^^ *huggle*

Hi Jennn! *Hug/squeeze*

yeah man...good times XD

I want to get my hair done before school starts (3 weeks-ish)

Yeah its still blackish..but its slightly fading..and my roots have grown, so it looks weird I want my hair re-layered too. ^^

Yeah, he's pissimg me off...oh well..

lol it is a fun name. Bye Jen take care!

:::JULY 25th:::

Last night I went to h20 night. ;_; I walked with Rena again. good stuff..she does most of the talking

Nikhil and Alex were there when we got there.

we all complained about cookies...so its not just me....

Rena was pissed/sad that David wasn't there. who can blame here..she was about to show him her heart :\wehh..so we goofed off...me shifting from uncomfortablness to hyperness.

Nikhil's dad was thyere, just watching everything for like 30 minutes lmao!! how embarrasing for nikhil. XD

alex, as susal, was climbing al over me. lol and I was floating like a dead person.

I saw my neighbor there..I used to play with her alll the time...but now we..really cant talk to each other..so I was trying to avoid her. meh it worked..all she said was hi. ^^;;

They played shitty music as usual. I was having a rock-withdrawal. the only thing singing-worthy was the CC version of ITE...It was J-Z and I'm like, hey this might be the lp version and no one believed me until we heard Mike and Chester XD I'm like BOOYA lol. yeah sooo what else? we ate..the stupid mfo took like 15 minutes to make my pretzel XD me and Rena went into the shower place and she was like, stanking under the boiling shower I was like O___O how can you do that? its friggin 100+ degrees out o.o

anyways...the night ended...

me and dad watched the Miss America Fear Factor XD it was funny watching all those beauty-girls swim into a pool od fish scales and chug fermented squid-guts lmfao. oh yeah, we ate ice cream too. ^.^

I woke up to Thunderstorms this morning yayyyy!!! loud thunder

it was about 7ish so I read...I have to go to the library

ate breakfast...now I'm here

 

in other news

alex wants me to go with her to get her cartilage peirced I hope I can gooo

I am getting new sandles, becuase I have major blisters on mah feet >:\

also, mom has to set up a dental appointment for me to get my braces.

And I'm picking out colors for my new bedroom ^^

wow 3 weeks to do all that stuff..I wonder what I'm gunna look like with braces, brown hair, and a peirced cartalidge lmao

anyways, I'm out..have to take in the garbage cans

[Shadowed Heart]

Hey Twi!!!!!!!!!!!!