Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[Hybrid-Heart]

BOOYA! lol i love that word

sorryi can't comment long cause i g2g lol

going to watch a movie with my friends..

cool! she gets her cartilage peirced *don't know what it is but yeah,,*

 

take care sweetie

*hugs*

[SpikeMinoda14]

Hey,it sounds like you had fun and i saw that

fearfactor too,lol and knowing me i probably would

have jumped on someone if it took them that long to

make my pretzel,XD

[twilightcrimson7]

lol hey Riss ^^

Hi sis! aww you have to go already?

have fun watching the movie!!

cartalidge (gawd, sp!?) is the flexible, top part of your ear ^^

Hi Keli!!! lol yeah that was an awesome episode

yeah!! me and my friends were about to martch up there to get my money back but he gave us a worried glance and gave me my pretzel XDD wooo!

Oh I forgot to metion!! there was this like, 10 year old and he was sooo friggin hyper it wasn't even funny!!! lmfao, he had like 7 straws in his slush puppy, and he kept asking the mofo for more straws he was like "PLEEEASE! just FOUR more!!!" and I was like "No! don't do it, he's had enough!" lmao fun times. then we were all talking and eating and we hear him at another table going "DRINKKK THE SLUSHHH PUPPYYYYY!!!!" lmfao he was so loud

okay you had to be there I guess

[JammerG]

hey Twi Hope all is well. Ravyn is at work and I am at home alone!!! freaky this is the first night I have spent alone in Our place since I moved in!!!! Mad!! Anyway have missed you and I hope that everything is going well in your neck of the woods... Take care y'all!!!

[uwantme2b]

Haha, that 10-year-old sounds funny. Slush puppies are pretty weird in themselves actually 0_o

 

I like the avatar by the way, it's a very nice mushroom haha Why is it called Norman? Or is not called Norman? *confused* lol XD

[Shadowed Heart]

Woah. Ya know what Twi? Your journal is very interesting. Very funny and interesting.

[Hybrid-Heart]

Sis! i just stopped by to say hi.. cuase i have to go now

or almost.. and i wanted to say hi to you before i go biking..

so taht you know i didn't forget you

 

take care *hugs*

[stupidsoul1]

LMAO it sounds funny!

 

i want to get my cartilage peirced =(

[twilightcrimson7]

yayyyy PEOPLE!!! XD

Jammer- HEY!! man I missed ya *hug* I'm doing fine, and I hope you are

Besky- Heyyy!! yeah it was hilarious. Oh wow, I can't really explain the mushroom...it was just...something that popped inot my mind XDD and yeah, his name is Norman XDD take care! *hugs*

Riss_woooot! Hi thanks, I try XD

sis hybi- heyaaa! have fun biking!! WOOO! you didn't forget me!! XD *hugs* ttyl

ss1- wooot! me too *wishes us luck*

 

:::JULY 26th:::

alriggght

today was not what I expected. *swallows pain pills* O__O sucha heacahe

but today was fun

lets see, I woke up at 11:15 after a weeeeird dream... man, it was like a fucked up gundam show, and I was a character..we were in space..and , jeez, it was weird, but I liked it XD

so then I started to read the end of my 500 page book finally..I have lik3 30 pages left and the books were due today. But dad came upstairs and I asked him to drive me to the library (I only had 2 hours to drive to the library, back home, then to target...and I''d have to carry alot,) so I aksed for a ride. so I had a bowl of Raisin Bran and we left. I returned 2 that I didn't read, checked in 2 that I read for the reading club(XD) and renewed my last 2. it felt stupid to renew the 500 page one, becuase I had 30 pages left

but oh well. so I went home, changedm because it was too warm for that I was wearing, and left for Famous Footwear XD.

I'm really not fond of shoe shopping ...so I was looking for new sandals, and after 10 minutos I found a good pair. $21. nikhil was there and we waited outside for alex. she came and we were all bored so we went to rena's house but we woke her up again X__X besides, she had colorguard. so we went to Cookies' house. he was showering. blah. so we left to go to lunch...Tree Guys! woo, the place felt too fancy for us lol. we got pizza Mmmm .... *takes brief moment to remeber its awesomeness*

ahem, so the waitress kinda sucked...

then we took off to the park near alex's house, because we didn't want to smell the shit factory at shit-ler park. it was okay, we were still bored, then we tried writing stuff on the equiptment but we sucked at that XDD (we are not ment to be vandals XD) sooo it finally started to rain!! WHOOOO and not just a 5 minute downpour! a heavy, yet steady rain-fall. it was awesome. we danced and goofed off for a bit more, then we went to alex's house. On the way there, I saw this dude at the skate park that had my LP shirt O__O kawaii puppies I had to leave enetually. ride home ... and I was SOAKED by the time I got home <3 I loved it!!!! wheee

then me and papi went to Portillos for dinna. mmm-ness

its friggin cold now. right 100 degrees on Sunday, to 65 degrees on Tuesday!

woot woot, my headache's going away! *eats ice cream* mauhahahah you WISH you were me right now :D:D

[Silver_Wolf]

TWI!!!! *hugs* osashiburi desu ne! Long time no see!

 

I hope you are well and from the sound of your last post, you seem to be quite happy

 

Hehe glad you had lotsa fun with your friends. Glad your achy went away and hurray to icecream!!

 

take careee!! *hugs again and runs away *

[twilightcrimson7]

*hugs Tsoi* I haven't seen you In a really long time!! but you're back

 

I'm not so happy anymore.

My friend cookies had killed a part of my heart

He's hurting everyone around him

and not listening. me and my friends try to tell him things, but he put words in our mouths

I tried to say calm, but he made me mad

and sad

He's so different now

he says we're too hyper

and he's sick of our 'nonsence talk'

wtf?

anyways, I've got no energy left

this whole thing's fucked up

good night everyone

*hugs*

[ForgottenKid]

OOOok. Well maybe he feel a little insecure about his maturity and is trying to be more like an adult and less like a kid. Maybe hes trying to impress some one or even going through some stuff and pushes him of from whats hes usually like.

[omega]

sounds fucked up, i usually hit my freinds on the side of the head when they do that! and strangely it works every time, lol! but seriously, he probaly feels like he is too mature to do that stuff anymore. it wears off after a while.

i hope things go back straight!

 

good night twi! *hugs back*

[twilightcrimson7]

awww, thanks you two!! *big hugs*

I know it might get better...but now it just seems impossible to make him open up, and be himself

I care about him, I rerally do

but he pushes everything away

[ForgottenKid]

I get a hug..lol I only let my bf and my teddy bear hug me. But thanks anyway, you seem a little tiny bit cheerful now.

[omega]

thanks for the hug! but like i said, it is temporary. i went threw the same thing, but it was beacause i felt like i was too mature, and i wanted to impress a girl. but i went back to my normal,

un-normal self in abought a month. but dont try to make him open himself too soon, 'cause you will be wasting your breath, trust me from personal experience.

[Hybrid-Heart]

ahw *hugs* heey sis

so your day went from good to bad..

i hope that everything's alright and that you can get things straight with you friend..

and i hope that you're doing fine now

*gives you more ice-cream*

 

take care

*hug*

[uwantme2b]

Sorry hun

I think friends just change sometimes. And you know, if he can hurt you then maybe the best thing is just to try and forget about him (I hope you aren't offended by me saying that.)

 

I hope it all works out, which I'm sure it will.

*hugs* Take care.

[FadedBlue]

*hugs Tsoi* I haven't seen you In a really long time!! but you're back

 

I'm not so happy anymore.

My friend cookies had killed a part of my heart

He's hurting everyone around him

and not listening. me and my friends try to tell him things, but he put words in our mouths

I tried to say calm, but he made me mad

and sad

He's so different now

he says we're too hyper

and he's sick of our 'nonsence talk'

wtf?

anyways, I've got no energy left

this whole thing's fucked up

good night everyone

*hugs*

 

Aww, im sorry to hear that, luv.*hugs*

I know how you feel, and its a hard time to go through.

But you will make it. Just like Becks said, try to forget about him.

 

I hope everything turns out good.*hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

ForgottenKid- aww you don't like hugs? I'm sorry! yeah, I feel better, thanks a bunch!!!

Omega- Yeah, I hope you're right...I want my old cookies back *more hugs* lol thanks!

sishybi- yeah my days always seem to go from one extreme to the other

ehhh well, thansk for the icecream and care! ^_^ *hugs*

Becky- aww, I know what you're saying, and I've thought about it, but I don't want to forget about him. I don't think I can. he's one of my closest friends. he's mah bro.

but thanks anyways, I know what you mean *hugs* thanks alot

Faded- Hi there ^^ thanks alot for the support! *hugs*

 

:::JULY 27th::::: @ 12:45 pm

Okay so last night we talked with cookies a little more

he's still being stubborn and he's still being oblivious and ...and..gah! But, I think we're getting there. I just don't want to deal with him right now.

so I went to watch TV...I watched Inuaysha, FMA, Cowboy Bebop, and Family Guy.

good stuff

then I went to sleep.

I woke up at like, 10 something because mom called me to tell me to get off the compy. I was like, O__O, what? oh, dad must be on it...

anyways she told me we're going to Washington DC on October 20th. I have to pick a friend. I alraedy told Rena and Alex. and Now I don't know who to pick... God..its so hard arrrr!!! *sigh* and I have to figure it out today @___@

In other news, I finished my book (Teh Snow-Walker). Good book...but the ending wasn't exactly what I'd hoped it would be. all in all, I liked it.

Then I went online

woot.

I seriosuly need a shower.

and I'm sore...but its that good kind of sore, when you know you've been excersized, lol...well ttyl for now peeps!!

[omega]

it looks like good things are already happening for you twi!

washinton should be pretty fun...

and congrats on the finishing of your book. i like to read those HUGE novels, so i know it feels good when you finish a book.

cetch ya later twi!

 

(Adult Swim) rocks!!!!

[twilightcrimson7]

heheh thanks, Omega! *more hugs* hehe

Yeah I hope it will be fun ^^

yeah that book was 500 pages long too @_@ it took long than usual to finish it -.-

adult swim kicks ass!! \m/ hehehe bye bye!

 

::update @6:40pm:::

alright, so I did othing today...and I went upstairs to start my new book. but 2 pages in Rena calls and beckons me to Mc Donalds with Nikky. 39 cent hamburgers today, or something. I don't even like their hamburgers...but it was GORGEOUS today so I strolled along and met them there. we ate and chatted then Mom picked me up there

soooo now I'm here, still bored hehe

Cookies IM's me now and I just act indifferent. I mean,. that's what he wanted right? non-hyperness. whatever:

cookiez: owwies

cookiez: my stomach

cookiez: damn it hurts

me: ehh that makes two of us

cookiez: *hands you peptol bismol

cookiez: **

cookiez: I think we should go outside

cookiez: I need sun

cookiez: -.-

me: what's stopping you?

cookiez: yah I'm gonna ho on a bike ride

cookiez: *go

cookiez: I don't know

cookiez: but go outside

cookiez: I donno

me: ok

cookiez: it's just that being inside during summer is really annoying me

me: then go outside

cookiez: it's beautiful out

cookiez: I guess

me: it is

cookiez: will you be mad?

me: why?

cookiez: because I'm leaving

me: lmao

me: no

cookiez: -.-

cookiez: yay

cookiez: ok, I'll ttyl then

me: bye

cookiez: seeya

yeah so...Ima find something to do

[Shadowed Heart]

Lol. Hope you day gets better.

[twilightcrimson7]

lol thanks Riss, you're sweet.

the rest of my day was pretty calm.

asked alex to go to DC with me

because mom's impatient.

I won Best Mod thingie in the lpf awards! woot, I'm a happy camper

 

me and cookies are starting to act normal again:

cookiez: i'm bored

cookiez: are you?

me: yeah

me: sorta

me: lets go clubbing

cookiez: lol

cookiez: when

me: now!

cookiez: lmao

cookiez: how?!

me: on my moped

me: through the deserted streets of itasca

but I'm still wary.

I'm umbelieveably tired, perverted, and thirsty.

good night lpf'ers

[stupidsoul1]

peverted??

 

lmao sounds fun ^_____^ clubbing woooooooooo!