Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk

[Heart_LP]

Hi hon!

I totally get what you mean, it seems like 2006 is gonna be different, as you said alot of changes ( I dont like changes either but it depends ) and more seriousness. Yeah..but I do feel something bad is gonna happen

well, you never know *shrugs*

let's just wait and see how it's gonna be.

*hugs tightly*

ttyl hon

love ya!

[woodyloveslinkin]

wow thats a long list you've got planned twi!

[twilightcrimson7]

hey yall, this morning was hectic, I had to buy a new gym suit and find my new classrooms....

It was reallly hot in class today

In english, everything was pretty much the same... I'm glad we're switching seats tomorrow...

gym was realllly boring, and really big class!! but I know some people in there, so it won't be that bad...

noowww I'm in computer applications, and it sounds like It will be a lot of fun... but I probably won't be going online much =.= lol I can deal ^^;;;

bye guys! love you all!

[Heart_LP]

woah, school already started?

Well mine does soon so I shall prolly shut up

Hope it doesn't get too stressfull!

*hugs*

ttyl sis

[keza]

oh wow...school, you sound quite positive about it though which is good lol

havent seen you around much >.<

missing you and <3 u

*huggles twi*

[twilightcrimson7]

Aww thanks for the comments guys *hugs keza and sammi*

Well, i don't really want to talk about the past few days, they kinda sucked, and were boring. So lets just say I've been kinda depressed lately, but nothing major. Meh

So I'm going to type, read, and listen to music today, and then monday it's back to school -_-;

[Heart_LP]

*giggles* you're so cute!

*hugs tightly*

I'm sorry to hear about that honey! lately, it feels like everyone is depressive. I'm not liking 2006 that much o.O

well school will be over in summer! so you can count down the days :thumbsup: Belive me it feels better.

*hugs and smooches*

Love ya sis

[keza]

*hugs twi* im sorry uv had a sucky couple of days, if u ever need people to help to smile me and sammi are here to help *nudges sammi*

yupyup

hope u have a better couple of days love u!!

[twilightcrimson7]

Thanks you guys, I know you'll always be there. Yeah, I always get like this during the winter. *sigh* oh well. It's basically the relationships between me and my friends

what do you do when your friend thinks hate can save?

[edit]I hate mood swings. One minute you're moping through the house listlessly, the next, you're bouncing off the fucking walls laughing at everything, then the next you get angsty to the point of nausea. Damnnit, I want to feel normal. Good luck with that. *sigh* I wish I could say whatever. I hate myspace. It makes me feel alone. I hate that feeling, because it's true. u_u I know somehow or other I'm going to contradict myself tomorrow.

[stupidsoul1]

normality sucks.

 

abnormality is what makes people like us cool XDD

rock on muffin

[twilightcrimson7]

that is true, but I hate rollercoasters.

thank you Fi lpf always makes me feel better

[edit] it's almost one. past my bedtime, but I'm feeling destructive so I'll take a painkiller and have a can of pop. If that isn't self-destructive, I don't know what is

[Friðbjörn]

Thanks you guys, I know you'll always be there. Yeah, I always get like this during the winter. *sigh* oh well. It's basically the relationships between me and my friends

what do you do when your friend thinks hate can save?

[edit]I hate mood swings. One minute you're moping through the house listlessly, the next, you're bouncing off the fucking walls laughing at everything, then the next you get angsty to the point of nausea. Damnnit, I want to feel normal. Good luck with that. *sigh* I wish I could say whatever. I hate myspace. It makes me feel alone. I hate that feeling, because it's true. u_u I know somehow or other I'm going to contradict myself tomorrow.

what, do you get like depressed or something, during the winter?

I've heard of that, it's very common where I live...the eternal darkness is soul-...recking or something

at least here, it has something to do directly with darkness

I experience that in a sense, I'm usually happier during summer, it's always easier to wake up, but then again harder to fall asleep cause the sun shines the whole night through almost lol

I'll stop now

[Ravynlee]

hey Twi *squeeze hugs* You don't sound so good, hon, everything okay? *looks concerned*

 

Vi - what you're refering to is called Seasonal Depression, getting the blues with the seasons, and it's a lot more common than you think. *wink*

 

Even if what you're going through isn't depression, at least having ppl to talk to, even us relative strangers here on LPF can (and do) make a difference - in helping you not feel so alone.

As for moodswings - all I can say is, you're female hon, join the club! *laughs* The screensaver on my phone says 'Mood swing in the next 6 minutes'... I had that for a very good reason! XD Anyway, hope things pick up again soon. Take each day as it comes. Know we/I <3 ya! *tackle hugs*

Take care, 'eh?

 

-Rav

[twilightcrimson7]

what, do you get like depressed or something, during the winter?

I've heard of that, it's very common where I live...the eternal darkness is soul-...recking or something

at least here, it has something to do directly with darkness

I experience that in a sense, I'm usually happier during summer, it's always easier to wake up, but then again harder to fall asleep cause the sun shines the whole night through almost lol

I'll stop now

I don't know, I guess, I always have the saddest memories in the winter time. *shrug*

Wow, yeah I guess it is pretty dark, but I keep telling myself I like it. truth be told, I don't much like the sun, so I don't think that's a big part of the problem. Thanks Fribby, and you don't have to stop, I am honored you stopped by

 

hey Twi *squeeze hugs* You don't sound so good, hon, everything okay? *looks concerned*

 

Vi - what you're refering to is called Seasonal Depression, getting the blues with the seasons, and it's a lot more common than you think. *wink*

 

Even if what you're going through isn't depression, at least having ppl to talk to, even us relative strangers here on LPF can (and do) make a difference - in helping you not feel so alone.

As for moodswings - all I can say is, you're female hon, join the club! *laughs* The screensaver on my phone says 'Mood swing in the next 6 minutes'... I had that for a very good reason! XD Anyway, hope things pick up again soon. Take each day as it comes. Know we/I <3 ya! *tackle hugs*

Take care, 'eh?

Thank you Rav, that made me feel better. I know I ain't got nothing to be depressed about, so I'll wait for it to pass.

thank you for the hugs <3<3<3 love you and fribbs :D

[Heart_LP]

*hugs twi* im sorry uv had a sucky couple of days, if u ever need people to help to smile me and sammi are here to help *nudges sammi*

yupyup

hope u have a better couple of days love u!!

Hell yea!!

 

Mood swings do suck. I agree.

As Fi said normal sucks. There is no such thing as "normal" cause vereyone has a different view of "normal". To me, you're just one awsome girl who I love to talk to and you're a great freind! and I mean each and everything that I just said.

You know, I love ya

*hugs and smooches*

Take Care hon

<3

[keza]

awww poor twi>.< dont worry sweetie *sets up a punchbag and a cushion in ur journal*

the punch bags to get ur anger/fustration etc out and the cushion ur love for when we're not here...well if u want to do it the other way round thats up to u lo,, im sure the bag wouldnt mind a hug^^

<3 u lil darling, hope u feel better

*hugs and kisses*

[twilightcrimson7]

ahh Oh my gosh you guys are sooo cute I love you <3 lol

Thanks for cheering me up, yeah I punching bag would be pretty nice once and a while I'm pretty mellow right now though ^^;;

Today wasn't that bad. I didn't have time to update before I went to lunch

[update January 9th]

well lets just edit this again

I wound up staying up til 3:30 haha. You know what the funny part is, my plans for self-destruction failed miserably. I actually felt good when I woke up 3 hours later XD I ween.

Anywayyyy, none of that's important. Um, English was boring so I'll skip it. gym was weird. I played badminton again, with alison, she's even shyer than me, and she's not very good at playing, but me and Kathy Villagomez's brother (i dunno his name >.<) tried to help her.

I was so annoyed in ACA, mrs. Shirly had a projector, and it was hooked up to her lap top right? well I sit way in the back (which is convenient for my online activities ) but she doesn't turn the lights off, she doesn't go above 12 point font, and on top of that I have bad eyesight far away, so I was angry when she is too fucking lazy to either verbally tell us what the DIRECTIONS are to an assignment, or make it READABLE. *sigh* I'll email her.

Anyway, html stuff, pretty basic right now

 

So then I went to lunch where me and Rena reminisced, observed sweedish fish on the floor, and heard kim say geese. Yes.

Chemistry was frustrating. Balancing equations BLARGH worse than algebra, but I'll nail it down sooner or later.

THE GECKO'S NAME IS MILTON OFFICIALLY, I ween again

Eva finally came to business foundations, but she sits no where near. I don't think I like Mr. Jones very much. He's nice, but his personality annoys me. That class has never failed to make me sleepy

Spanish was ghey but fun at the same time, aaahh It was so funny to try and draw a bicycle XDD besaríamos muchas personas de francia

Then in geometry, we learned more ALGEBRA goddamnit, its a conspiracy against heather today. I hate algebra -_-;;

I still can't figure alex out. We need our own sign language girl.

*eats sandwich* Okay, not much else to say I suppose, got homework to do, and a shower to take. It's kind of disturbing how NOT TIRED I am o___________O;;; lol bye guys! *love*

[woodyloveslinkin]

heya twi. still think that trent reznor is hot?

 

wait...was that you on my myspace and i was saying that on ur myspace??

[twilightcrimson7]

lmao yes it was.

pshh, do you even have to ask???? XD

YES he is a sexy beast

[woodyloveslinkin]

Rav agrees with us now thats a girl withn taste (trent reznor rocks)

 

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e9a12d653675dda5e4947540362ac140.jpg

 

**drools**

[twilightcrimson7]

Yes I knew of Rav's fandom,we had a discussion way back *remembers*

hehe

[woodyloveslinkin]

we were talking about it on the fone and how my bro got to talk to him and stuff..

[twilightcrimson7]

Wow, really, I would seriously die. You know what, on the radio, they were interviewing him and they asked him MY question, omg I was so fucking excited lol you should have seen me XD

[woodyloveslinkin]

it was big day out and my bro was near where you would come on stage if u were a singer, my bro waved to him and trent stopped.

and hes like "dude, i gotta do a show but i'll talk to you later"

 

i think i told Rav that or that time my bro got to meet him back stage. either way, lol.

[twilightcrimson7]

OOOMgosh that's totally freakin' awesome