[Hybrid Heart's Journal]

[misery]

lol, at least neither of you guys are hurt

Hope you have fun with your friends See ya later

[twilightcrimson7]

awww, still hot! god! that video.. I can't see anything but I can hear it

glad you had fun! I would have been scared ...I get into bike crashes alot! hehehe ;;

have fun sis!

[Friðbjörn]

well today i swam at jroens place.. they have this big pool ^^

we had much fun.. but i think i've got a sunburn =_=

we also listened to some music.. *his stereo was outside*

lol we listened to KoRn and Murderdolls, Nightwish and Linkin Park

i hope the neighbours don't complain about the loud music lol

They have a pool?! *envies jroen*

 

You guys blasted some music? Good job, that's the way to go. :thumbsup:

[i_love_mike_shinoda2]

Wow it sounds like you had an awesome Friday!

Have fun today with your friend Kim!

Take care!

[Hybrid-Heart]

Sis Sammi: you supposed to see a movie... i think there's something wrong then lol..

no that.. "Je suis" that's me lol..

yeah we both are ok.. and nicks bike survived it lol

 

Matt: fortunaly not lol.. only the bike got hurted..

 

Sis Twi: too bad that the vid doesn't work.. ah at least you could hear it lol

you get into bike crashes alot? lol poor bike

 

Fribby: yeah.. ,, lol

yeah but as i said.. i hope that the neighbours didn't complain about it lol

 

Mel: yeah i had a fine friday.. and thnx

 

 

...:::Saturday 29th May:::...

Mood: tired, bad, guilt feeling, unhappy

well like i said we went to the b-day party from Kim

in the beginning everything was very funny and we had a great time..

we also drank some alcohol.. and we got a little tipsy.. but we still knew what we were doing..

but then it got out of hand.. Mnoe got drunk.. she was acting really weird..

so we decided that we should bring her home..

we all *Kim, Kimmy, Nick, Jroen, Nienke and I* went with her..

she sat behind me on my bike *because i was the only one who could cycle straight*.. i was a little worried about her.. but also mad..

when we were cycling Kim suddenly got an asthma attack *or how do you call it*

kimmy stayed with her.. and nienke,jroen,nick and i went on to bring Mnoe home..

but then i felt dizzy and i got a black-out.. i fell on the ground together with mnoe.. nick had to pull me up again..

nienke and and jroen brought mnoe home..

i could stand again and went on...* idunno what happened to me at that time*

when we got back where Kim and kimmy where we saw that kim was lying on the grass.. she didn't said anything and se couldn't move..

it was very scary.. and at that moment i got another black-out..

it was very scary.. i had to cry.. we sat there for a time.. on the street..

when kim was up again nick, nienke and kim went on to kim's house..

Kimmy, jroen and i walked to her home cause i was still a little dizzy..

but lateron i could cycle again..

when we got at kim's home she was crying.. i felt like i ruined her b-day..

she said that all her b-days were terrible... so i felt even more guilty

then nienke's dad showed up cause nienke called him

and i got home together with nienke..

nick, jroen and kimmy stayed a little longer to talk to kim..

 

i'm really happy that i have these good friends.. cause when we were crying there on the street we were all hugging each other,, telling ourselfs that everythign is going yo be alright..

 

but i still have this guilt feeling..

i hope kim is alright..

 

well that was yesterday night. i do had a great time..

only the last part was terrible..

thnx for reading this

*hugs*

[uwantme2b]

That sounds awful hun...

You blacked out? I hope you're okay

And I hope your friend is okay as well

Don't feel guilty about it, it doesn't sound as if you were to blame for what went wrong *hugs*

Hope you feel better today

Take care!

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* that sounds so freak-ay!!

damn i dont know what i would do in that situation

 

pee my pants????

 

atleast you are fine now right?

[Hybrid-Heart]

Becks: yeah at least i thought i got a black-out.. i felt dizzy and suddenly i fainted or something.. i dunno..

i'm fine.. and i think kim's too.. at least i hope..

thnx *hugs back*

 

Fiona: *hugs back* well luckely nick and kimmy knew what to do..

they even knew what they had to do with me when i got a black-out..

luckely.. kimmy knew what to do when kim got asthma..

otherwise i also didn't knew what to do

 

yeah i'm fine now =) thnx

[uwantme2b]

Well I'm glad you're okay... *hugs*

[Hybrid-Heart]

thnx i really appriciate that *hugs back*

 

[edit] i've watched the vid that i posted and i can see it properly :/[/edit]

[misery]

Well, glad you're alright now

Yea.. whenever I go drinking, we usually keep at least one person sober to make sure nothing happens Of course, it'll be the person who's driving, if anyone even drove. Yea.. glad you had a good time before that all happened though, lol

[Hybrid-Heart]

lol yeah.. this time i was the person who still knew what she was doing..

but yeah.. i got that black-out..

at least everything is fine now

thx for stopping by

[twilightcrimson7]

*hugs hybi* aww, sis, I'm soo sorry that happened... That must have been very frightening... I'm glad youre feeling better tho!! *hugs again*

[Hybrid-Heart]

thnx =) *hugs back*

well i feel much better.. everyone does

 

well today i didn't do much

i had to get my bike.. cause it was still at kims place..

i was to dizzy to cycle yesterday

nick cycled and i went behind him on the bike..

my ass is sore now =_=

but i have my bike back..

the rest of the day i watched LP dvd's

like collision course and The Breaking the Habit dvd

was fun lol

[twilightcrimson7]

awww cool sounds relaxing

[misery]

Glad you're feeling better, and had fun just relaxing

Take care, see you later

[Hybrid-Heart]

lol yeah.. relaxing is always fun ^^

and thnx

[Heart_LP]

ohw I´m so sorry about that but I´m glad that you feel better, hope the other guys feel better now too.

*hugs*

yep you are lucky to have good freinds! that was really sweet of you all

Feel even better soon :thumbsup:

*hugs*

[i_love_mike_shinoda2]

Aw you're lucky!

I dont have the Breaking the Habit dvd

I want it so bad and I see it everytime I go to the store and I hear it calling my name..

Glad you got your bike back!

[Friðbjörn]

...:::Saturday 29th May:::...

Mood: tired, bad, guilt feeling, unhappy

well like i said we went to the b-day party from Kim

in the beginning everything was very funny and we had a great time..

we also drank some alcohol.. and we got a little tipsy.. but we still knew what we were doing..

but then it got out of hand.. Mnoe got drunk.. she was acting really weird..

so we decided that we should bring her home..

we all *Kim, Kimmy, Nick, Jroen, Nienke and I* went with her..

she sat behind me on my bike *because i was the only one who could cycle straight*.. i was a little worried about her.. but also mad..

when we were cycling Kim suddenly got an asthma attack *or how do you call it*

kimmy stayed with her.. and nienke,jroen,nick and i went on to bring Mnoe home..

but then i felt dizzy and i got a black-out.. i fell on the ground together with mnoe.. nick had to pull me up again..

nienke and and jroen brought mnoe home..

i could stand again and went on...* idunno what happened to me at that time*

when we got back where Kim and kimmy where we saw that kim was lying on the grass.. she didn't said anything and se couldn't move..

it was very scary.. and at that moment i got another black-out..

it was very scary.. i had to cry.. we sat there for a time.. on the street..

when kim was up again nick, nienke and kim went on to kim's house..

Kimmy, jroen and i walked to her home cause i was still a little dizzy..

but lateron i could cycle again..

when we got at kim's home she was crying.. i felt like i ruined her b-day..

she said that all her b-days were terrible... so i felt even more guilty

then nienke's dad showed up cause nienke called him

and i got home together with nienke..

nick, jroen and kimmy stayed a little longer to talk to kim..

 

i'm really happy that i have these good friends.. cause when we were crying there on the street we were all hugging each other,, telling ourselfs that everythign is going yo be alright..

 

but i still have this guilt feeling..

i hope kim is alright..

 

well that was yesterday night. i do had a great time..

only the last part was terrible..

thnx for reading this

*hugs*

Wow that was an eventful night. Hope you feel better.

[JammerG]

Hey babe!! Sounds like you had an eventful night!!! When I got home to Ravyn's her and I had fun and got a little tipsy too>> Take care and be good at what ever you want to do!!!

[Ravynlee]

Man! That was heavy! I hope everyone's okay now, though! *whew!*

Drinking can be fun, but it's often hard to know when you've had enough/too much until it's too late. And alcohol-induced-blackouts are never fun. I've only had a few in my days and I know from experience they're scary, scary because you lose time, are naturally disoriented (exacerbated by alcohol), and feel vulnerable. Anything could have happened in the time you were out of it. I totally understand. The fact you're feeling guilt isn't necessarily a bad thing, it's probably a good thing. You care enough about yourself and your friends that it effected you, I'd be worried if you just shrugged it off and felt nothing. Maybe you'll learn from the experience? It's all just trial and error anyway... sometimes we make mistakes and wish we hadn't have. It's part of life. *shrugs*

Anyway, I hope things get better!

Take care and TTYL,

-Rav

[shahfire]

i didnt not u drank, hybi but w/e. hope yr frens and u are fine now.

[Hybrid-Heart]

Sis Sammi: yeah i'm blessed with my great friends ^^

i think everybody hugged me o.0.. lol

 

Mel: lol i can hear that dvd saying: mel!.. mel!.. MEL!!! ><

lol i love the dvd ^^ and also the little manga book ^^

 

Fribby: thnx i feel much better now

specially because of today.. lol

 

Jammer: yeah it really was an eventful night =P

and thnx ^^

 

Rav: yeah everything is okay now.. we even laught about it

i don't know anything about the black-out.. i only remember that i fell on the ground.. and after that i 'woke up' in nick's arms.. it was very freaky actually

i think we all learned from the experience.. it's part of life

thnx rav =)

 

Shah: we're all fine =),, we even had to laugh about our experience.. although it was scary on that night..

 

 

...::: Monday 30th May :::...

Mood: corny and happy.. ^^

today was a very funny school day =P.. well school was actually boring..

but the breaks and lunch were hilarious..

nienke and nick recorded Mnoe on their mobile.. they recorded her laughter.. lol

i don't think that this sounds funny but anyway

nick recorded this: first you hear mnoe laughing REALLY weird.. and very hard..then you hear someone saying this: i don;t have to work tomorrow =)

somebody else: me neither.. and after that you'll hear mnoe again: laughing really hard and weird..

it was so hilarious.. they let it hear to other people.. like jessie.. and then jessie let it hear to her friend, lol.. and we said: let's play it when the intercom is on lol.. so the whole school would hear it..

Mnoe was like: o_0

she also couldn;t understan that that was she whom was laughing that terrible lol..

 

ow and some other thing about school.. our german teacher got suspended..and we got a new teacher.. she's really good at explaining things ^^

ehm the rest was boring as usual.. =_=

 

well this was my day..

thnx for reading this shit

take care =)

[Marizka]

 

ow and some other thing about school.. our german teacher got suspended..and we got a new teacher.. she's really good at explaining things ^^

 

haha, maybe you got our old teacher, he got suspended here,cuz he couldnt control any classes and he couldnt teach, his last name doesnt happen to start with Sij does it? cuz that would be scary lol..