Azem's journal

[azemkamikaze03]

tired.

 

talks hugged had my arm around and flirted with sam.

 

still trying hard. im a looser say it.

[misery]

XD You're not a loser for trying to get a girl. Believe me, I'm in a similar sort of situation.

[azemkamikaze03]

Lmfao u kknow how long ive been trying to get this girl

[misery]

lol, how long?

[azemkamikaze03]

i dont even remember anymore lol

[misery]

Haha.

Just make a move man, before you miss your shot.

If you don't you're going to be kicking yourself.

[azemkamikaze03]

yeah.....maybe tommorow..................................................i dont know last time i was sooo sure this chick liked me becuase she dropped more signs then a pigeon drops shit and yet whyen i asked her out she was like no.

[misery]

Yea, I know what you mean. I've had that happen to me, too.

 

Just think of it this way: If she says no, you won't be dating her. But there's a chance she could say yes, and then voila. If you don't ask her, you won't be dating her. May as well take the chance, there's nothing to lose.

 

Edit: Just make sure the moment is right, of course

[azemkamikaze03]

but of course....see i remember back in my days when datin girls was easy...now its like hell on ice

[misery]

Haha, I hear that. For some reason it's just more complicated in high school :S

[azemkamikaze03]

long day

kinda tired...sleepy...my dad stopped me from going takin a quick hour long nap wen i get home from school. i was pissed cuz when i get home from school im exhuasted...usually i take a nap and kinda freshen my mind and im good. but try tellin him that..

 

then whenever i do my homework i listen to music, not like with vocals just classical or the instrumentals...kinda helps me think. its even been proven that classical helps u think and i brought that out on my dad becuase he has a bachelors degree in Phsycology but he was like

oh when i study for my college homework theres no way i can study while music is playin..

 

wat he fails to realize is the im a totaly diffrent person than him

 

im tall hes short, im an artist/writer he does science and math, thats just like two things but i got 100000 more

 

 

cant wait till i move

[azemkamikaze03]

lpf house is under way

 

lpf con is still in the long and painful works lol

 

uhh i made 3 sigs yesterday there all in the sig showcase thread and in my lil kronik gallery thing just incase u wanted to see, if want a sig ask and i might make it depens on how i feel.

 

kinda bored right now..no one to really bug. schools tommorow i cleaned my room if thats anything good.

[keza]

AZEM

 

 

hmm i didnt really have anything to say>.< just felt like dropping by...hope alls well sweetie ^^ hows the story going?

<333

*hugs*

[azemkamikaze03]

stories goin good big K.

 

 

Well, good news. You will hear a track from Azk this year. XD

This guy I know that goes by Sickle Cell has a small little studio that consists of a Mic, Keyboard, CPU, Acid 4.0, Adobe Audtion, a fridge, and a bathroom. Lol. I might laydown a low budget track soon. I don't know how soon but keep your fingers crossed.

[azemkamikaze03]

Well ive been working on some lyrics...the first track is gunna be more of a fight, i dont give a fuck, kinda song.... somethin like

 

 

Someone said death had a first name

Hence Why The Bible Says Dont Say Azk In Vain

 

 

something along thoes lines of a dont push me kinda mainstream track..ill make more unique ones later but i love these kinda tracks and ive always wanted to make my own

[stupidsoul1]

ooo that sounds neat,cant wait.

[azemkamikaze03]

For the past 3 weeks me and sam have been kinda distant..i tried talkin to her but everytime i did i only got interupted. So...I was going to ask her out...on friday but..there was a rumour going around she had a bf..and she didnt. So then today i was going to ask her out...and well she has a bf...she just got one...u guys were right. i waited to long. I almost cried in school man i was so damn pissed. Anger at my own insecurity 1st courtney then jazzy now this! I wanted to be soo careful and I got fucked over. Pisses me the fuck off, becuase Ive been tryin so hard to be a good person. I try to do whats right I skip all these parties becuase I know people are gunna be lighting up and drinkin and it gets me no fuckin where. I was so pissed and i was supposed to drop a track today for u guys to hear but i mean its just been bottled up since ive gotten home and I havent let it out but now I am. Im just so sick of being fucked over man. Shit tryin to do whats right never benifits. Fuck that shit. i mean lemme just go back to playin bitches drinking not givin a fuck becuase life at least had some benifits then...

[azemkamikaze03]

by the way i finnaly heard sober by tool

[LP186]

whats going on with the LPF house bro??

we gonna start voting people out soon or what???

[stupidsoul1]

*slaps you across the face*

 

Yes, i know what it is like to finish last.

 

It is true that nice people always finish last, but look at them they are fucking famous, fucking cool and plain awesome.

 

most movie stars were nobodies stuck in a self made nowhere, would never get a second glance now they are lucky to ever get a second of privacy.

 

I am not saying you are going to be a movie star but life is what you make it, there is more to life then pimpin' and lighting up. You yourself admitted to it getting you no where. I mean for a few seconds of fun it is all good but then what comes after that?

 

You are a good kid, with good morals..don't beat yourself up over this. There is someone better out there.

[XrockinfreakX]

by the way i finnaly heard sober by tool

Awsome awsome song!

 

 

Hamid, ITS NOT FAIR! Im sorry to hear that you missed your chance. Im sorry if I seemed to rush you, but Im not gonna say 'I told you so'. She is probably going out with some loser who isnt better then you. If you would of asked her earlier Im positive that she would of said yes. Your like a woman pleaser, haha.

[azemkamikaze03]

new song on myspace.com/vinyluprising called azk demo thats mine....lol

 

 

i did it while i was tired...so sounds kinda lazy...

 

bored....girl issues as always..lol u should expect that...

[azemkamikaze03]

More girl issues. Lol just when you think its over bam analy raped with new problems but fuckem

 

 

new sig...you like?

My life is like allergys. Clogged up so I really dont know whats goin on. Spring is like horny season for girls...ill tell u that much...Gawd talk about touchy feely...Stephanie is like all huggin me and all over me and im like get off! becuase shes doin it in front of the girls im tryin to get to know....Gawd...and then Amanda lol i told her she was a lesbo...she had to be...lmfao.....im geein it out to. Some much crazy ass lyrics im telll you guys. I have 3 songs in the works

 

One is called Kool-Aid, its over the delievernce beat with bubbasparxxx and gives a look back on childhood and the goodness

 

Excerpt:

devil is alive im gunna catch him

I thgouht he was my mother becuase the way she be smackin

hit in me in the face at least a couple of times

but hell her upbringing is why i so dillengently write rhymes

fuck the ghetto man we was ridin up in the woods

stayin outside till 830 if my mamma said i could

playin wit power rangers and thundercats

makin forts out of pillows and guns outa bats

 

 

Number two is called Lost Cuase, its my deepest of the three but possibly wont be made for a while. Its really deep and interacate and really complicated to rap over the Kneji beat. It's my best lyrics ever. Ill promise you that, but seeing as though they are good, they are hard as hell to rap. Real long. Dramatic aswell.

 

 

Excerpt:

A metal wad flew accross the sky

chalk up the toll as 12 more die

close eyes and pray for the lost

turn to the leader, LT Moss

and wait for instructions from the man

meanwhile dodge the bullets of taliban

say "nothing can last this damn long"

the enemies seem to wanna prolong

the war

thats meant to save their own country

How could it be how could it be

then you hear cry from under the dirt

you run and say "little boy are you hurt?"

he cries and tries to runaway

you grasped his arm and tried to allay

but he doesnt seem to undestand

so you slightly let go of his hand

and he runs farther away from you

12 yrs from now you'll remember this que

So you turn back to your weary battalion

but theres no sign of Fifty First Stallion

Your eyes start water and you fall to your knees

you realize you cant move let alone breathe

 

 

Number Three is my newest concepted song code named Grim. its over a eminem beat called G to Sleep. It's me basically rapping about being synonomous to the grim reaper and cuasing death havok typical shit. Nice little flow and anger let out on this one. Its very much eminemish but with that Azk typical shittyness you have yet to hear. I might get my partner Nox D to drop a line or two....still in the early stages...

 

Excerpt:

im the icing to the cake

without me your nothin

you say your better than me?

Please you be bluffin

Im lyrically fuckin you in the ass

and I bet you love it

my rhymes is so orgasmic you tryin to dub it

you want twice the pleasure

and twice the pain

They made a commandment about me

Dont say Azk in vein

[chez_19]

Nice songs , way to go..

[Shadowed Heart]

FUCK U BITCHj/k bro, I love your guts and ur music =D