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[acdcrules04]

hi twi... i'm not so good

 

i was trying to tell derek that i pretty much am in love with him (i know, it's serious. i don't know what to do because he sees me as a sister) and he was being immature and i just couldn't do it. it was gay

[stupidsoul1]

damn why do guys have to be so stupid sometimes....

[acdcrules04]

i just realized that i've been here over a year. happy belated lpf birthday to myself. lol

[Friðbjörn]

happy belated one year LPf birthday XD

 

that's the longest birthday title i've ever written

[stupidsoul1]

I've been here over one year too lmao

Have a good lpf bday *hugs*

[acdcrules04]

lol fribs. *hugs both of you*

[acdcrules04]

oh geez... I really hate crushes. I can't stop thinking about him, its driving me wild! Oh Camron, just break my heart like everyone else, and lets just be done with it!

[acdcrules04]

Freakin 3rd post in a row... >.>. Anywho, http://www.myspace.com/letigre go there and listen to deceptacon.

[twilightcrimson7]

good luck with your crush

<3 you

twi

[acdcrules04]

Have you ever felt rejected by one thing? I guess thats how I feel right now. On Friday I found out that my crush knows that I like him, so I was sad because he hadn't done anything, and I know that I can't expect the guy to make the first move, but that's beside the point. But then my friends, and one of his friends, was like 'He's never had a girlfriend before, so he's probably shy.' So that made me cheer up a bit. Then like 5 minutes ago I was going to send him a message on Myspace, and I saw that I was no longer in his top 8. That upset me. I know it shouldn't, I realize that I look into things like that way to much. But I can't help it. So I guess the question would be, had anybody felt rejected like this by some simple thing, or am I truely alone in this?

[misery]

Meh, I look into things way too much as well. Ask Vash, he'll agree with me. Meh, it's just like that for some people. I don't really have any advice for that, since I do it to, but I can relate

[acdcrules04]

Yeah, Cameron doesn't like me. Not that this is a big surprise, I'm the "friend" again... Jesus, if I can't get a boyfriend, I probably won't get married and then I'll die alone. >.>

(yes, I realize I'm being dramatic, let me have my moment ok!)

[acdcrules04]

I entered the hottest LPFer contest. That should be interesting!

[acdcrules04]

OMG. It's my birthday. Pretty cool huh?

[Phranka]

Happy Belated B-day Taylor! We have been the same age for 1 day!!

[twilightcrimson7]

TAYYYYY happy belated b-day sweetie pie

[Jeezy]

Yo happy birthday....

[diana]

Hey!

Happy b-day...Have fun! :thumbsup:

[acdcrules04]

lol Phranka.

 

Thank you guys!

[acdcrules04]

Ok. I'm starting a Master Cleanse in a couple of days. Probably Thursday. I figure I'll use this as a place to bitch and moan about my detox symptoms. If anyone is interested in do a MC tell me ok because it's easier when you have a buddy doing it with you. If you don't know what a Master Cleanse is look it up on google. Or go to this board, it is supre helpful. http://www.therawfoodsite.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=9

[acdcrules04]

No takers? Damn

[acdcrules04]

Woo... Just finished my first glass of 'lemonade'. It's not really lemonade at all. It's 10 oz. filteres water, 2 tbs. freshly sqeezed lemon juice, 2 tbs real maple syrup, and 1/10 tsp. cayenne pepper. It's actully very tasty. :]