can't take it anymore

[lpp]

this has nothing to do with you guys.

 

but i can't take it anymore

 

i can't take life,emotions,pain

 

anything

 

here is a secert about me

 

my heart is dead

i am as cold as a stone can get

i am dead to the world

 

so yea

and i don't fear death

[Mikes_Shadow]

i dont fear death.. and I agree... life does SUCK!! but eh..

[Clogz]

I know this is going to sound hard, but the longer you keep those walls up...the longer it takes to tear them down. I was like that once, then one day I decided I'd had enough and started to tear them down. All of them.

And now, three years later, I'm still going at it.

If you need anything, just PM me. You know where to find me.

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Aww,I´m sorry u are feeling that way:(.Sometimes I feel my heart is like yours u know.

Life does sucks but we have 2 live it tho.

*hugs*,btw nice said Clogz:thumbsup:

[Heart_LP]

I know this is going to sound hard, but the longer you keep those walls up...the longer it takes to tear them down. I was like that once, then one day I decided I'd had enough and started to tear them down. All of them.

And now, three years later, I'm still going at it.

If you need anything, just PM me. You know where to find me.

yeah that´s true!

 

 

the more you think about it, the more depressed you´ll get and it´ll just get harder to forget about it and go on with life.

I know life can suck realy bad at times but there are some good things about it too.

It depends how you see things..

but hope you feel better

*hugs you tightly*

[Hybrid-Heart]

i totally agree with Clogz and Sammi

 

life does suck sometimes.. but there are also bright sides in life..

the more you forget about the bright sides.. the more depressed you get..

really hope you feel better

*hugs*

[NVme4ever]

seriously.............i cant agree more.....life dus suck......but see............we have to live life ..u cant jus kill yourself ...or u no whjat i mean.........at times u have 2 learn 2 liv life for others...for your familly......your frnds.............n wen your livin lif might as well live it peacefully........live it the way u want...........u get life once u gotta enjoy..make the best outa it.............n don worry......i also used 2 be lik u until last year.........than i saw the better side of life.............fun........lots of fun..........do whatever u want....experience everythin...n im not sayin life is full of angles n doves n flowers.....life is full of devils, ugly ducklings, dead flowers..........but its the ugly side of life...jus try 2 overlook it...........do whatever u have dreamed of....even if it is having drugs or stealin do it....(i wud advice u not 2 but if it makes u happy then fine) experience stuff...im not sayin that u be bubbly all the time.im not bubbly at all.but try livin for others.......see how u feel

[MrRandomGuy]

if you sit around the house and do nothing but cry and think about how pathetic your life is, then you will be more and more depressed, I've felt this way many times, and in fact last year I thought about driving on the wrong side of the road and crashing into a truck, I almost did.

 

so what you need to do is stop being home alone, go out and do something, get a job, go to church, go to the movies, do something to keep you away from spending every hour and every minute at your house. It will help you "tear down your walls" (nice way of putting it Clogz)

 

 

ps.

 

seriously.............i cant agree more.....life dus suck......but see............we have to live life ..u cant jus kill yourself ...or u no whjat i mean.........at times u have 2 learn 2 liv life for others...for your familly......your frnds.............n wen your livin lif might as well live it peacefully........live it the way u want...........u get life once u gotta enjoy..make the best outa it.............n don worry......i also used 2 be lik u until last year.........than i saw the better side of life.............fun........lots of fun..........do whatever u want....experience everythin...n im not sayin life is full of angles n doves n flowers.....life is full of devils' date=' ugly ducklings, dead flowers..........but its the ugly side of life...jus try 2 overlook it...........do whatever u have dreamed of....even if it is having drugs or stealin do it....(i wud advice u not 2 but if it makes u happy then fine) experience stuff...im not sayin that u be bubbly all the time.im not bubbly at all.but try livin for others.......see how u feel[/quote']

 

were all those periods really necessary?

[misery]

if you sit around the house and do nothing but cry and think about how pathetic your life is, then you will be more and more depressed, I've felt this way many times, and in fact last year I thought about driving on the wrong side of the road and crashing into a truck, I almost did.

 

so what you need to do is stop being home alone, go out and do something, get a job, go to church, go to the movies, do something to keep you away from spending every hour and every minute at your house. It will help you "tear down your walls" (nice way of putting it Clogz)

Exactly. A huge part of it is mental. If you think about how shitty your life is, the shittier it's going to be. If you think positive, then things get better. It's so simple, yet so many people fail to understand it.

[lpp]

if you sit around the house and do nothing but cry and think about how pathetic your life is, then you will be more and more depressed, I've felt this way many times, and in fact last year I thought about driving on the wrong side of the road and crashing into a truck, I almost did.

 

so what you need to do is stop being home alone, go out and do something, get a job, go to church, go to the movies, do something to keep you away from spending every hour and every minute at your house. It will help you "tear down your walls" (nice way of putting it Clogz)

 

 

see mr,random guy

 

i would cry but i lost the ablity to cry

[Black_Angel]

I agree with you guys... try to think positive, try and do something to take your mind off how you're feeling- music might help *coughLPcough*

I can't really help with this sort of thing though, as I am lucky enough to not know how it feels... just... hold on

[Penguinscanfly_88]

I know how you feel on all that but just hang in there for now at least. Feel free to PM me anytime.I'll try to help you if I can

[stupidsoul1]

see mr,random guy

 

i would cry but i lost the ablity to cry

 

 

 

i think i have too, i tried to cry the other day and it just wouldnt work..i thought it was kind of funny

 

lpp i used to feel like this quite alot, but i went out and found myself different friends , a different life and just moved on. I know its really hard to trust people, i still dont but its just a risk you have to take because u can't go on like this.

[LPpinkfreak821]

LPP i dont understand why you do this... i mean.. it would be so much easier if you just look at life in a new way... you could be so much happier.. and you know that comitting suicide is the LAST thing that you would want..... do you remember last time... i mean.. i was so sad without you here *sniffle*.. and i would hate for that to happen agian.. so what ever this is that is bothering you i hope that you can fight it.. just please hold on and DONT even go there.. you can IM me or PM which ever works for you.... i love yous... *muah*

[JammerG]

Life is full of harsh realities. You just have to go F*%$ it. Get over it and get on with it. Honey take time to smell the roses. It has taken the following for me to work that out: Being Raped by my grandfather; Having my Mom kill my horse; Having my daughter die, trying to fix a fucked up marriage and losing my three children to the wanker. I have had to start all over again.

 

I have started all over again. When reality gets too much write. I write alot just to escape... I don't escape all the time. But when I need to it is a new poem or a new fic...

 

But remember Stop and smell the roses. And get on with life.

[lpp]

LPP i dont understand why you do this... i mean.. it would be so much easier if you just look at life in a new way... you could be so much happier.. and you know that comitting suicide is the LAST thing that you would want..... do you remember last time... i mean.. i was so sad without you here *sniffle*.. and i would hate for that to happen agian.. so what ever this is that is bothering you i hope that you can fight it.. just please hold on and DONT even go there.. you can IM me or PM which ever works for you.... i love yous... *muah*

 

 

really

 

me to but sooner later i will give in ans suffer the prob for doing it to

[uwantme2b]

"Smooth seas do not make skilful sailors."

Chinese proverb.

[ForgottenKid]

Uhh i dont think fearing death and having a dead heart is a secret. I mean lots of people think like that but the truth is your just misplaced and cant figure out where you belong.

[lpp]

Uhh i dont think fearing death and having a dead heart is a secret. I mean lots of people think like that but the truth is your just misplaced and cant figure out where you belong.

 

wait i am going to talk in 3rd person

 

yes lpp does feel like she needs somewhere she belongs to feel happy

 

yes lpp does

 

 

kk sorry i could help it i had to talk in 3rd person

[mike rocks]

alot of people dont have a great life, ive had a couple of friends who thinking of suicide i completely was against it , so i did my best n convinced him not to do it , so in the end i did this party w/ him n his friends for no reason n he was really happy n kinda surprise why he was even thinking of it

[majinkamahl]

Aside from the content of this thread...

 

**Another lpp thread**

 

*shakes head*

[o0SugaxNxSpice0o]

I fear death greatly. But that doesn't affect the way I live my life.

 

That sounded like a suicide note. Wtf. Stop it!

 

I don't know what's wrong with you these days. No words can ever change your mind or help you, as I found out 5 months back. You're not dead. And you do have feelings and emotions. You're a human being. Urgh, just cheer up! You're only going to be able to get over these things if you DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! I'm sure threads and writing are a good way of venting. You should write about it in your journal lpp. A lot of people don't have the patience for all of this.

 

If you need to talk, I'm here, but there's only so much I can say, and I can't really help you. Only you can help yourself *10 millionth time*.

[ShadowMachine]

Im sorry to say but i dont think there is any bright side to life.......sure there are nice happy times and all but its all gonna end.So no matter what ur still at the point u started from and sorry if this is not helping....Im jusy a horrible EMO reck and there is no cure for me ...sorry

[lpp]

i will go with Sm on this one

[uwantme2b]

I have to agree with o0SugaxNxSpice0o on this.

Lpp I do like you and I don't mean to sound harsh but things don't improve by magic. You need to make a really hard effort to change yourself. We can't do it for you.

It's obvious from your posts that you don't expect life to get any better. Well, wonder why? I learnt that life is only gonna be as good as you expect it to be. Expect shit and you get shit. No, life isn't always great but we make the best of what we get. That's all any of us can do.

*hugs* Feel better.