the keza journal

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* haha atleast your tolerance is better then mine, most people refrain from calling me names because i tend to get angry and then my friends go crazy at them.

 

I used to hate people i don't know talking to me by my name like " HEY FIONA!" and it was like =______=

but working at mcdonalds made me get used to it..

*hugs* poke her in the eye.

[Friðbjörn]

I'm wondering what yrrek sounds like with a scottish accent... o.0

[By_My-elf]

 

shaun

i am here why where are u...*prodes the shaun*

hehe

 

update

 

well today was ok i guess...>.<

but ok get this my friends at school call me kaki>.< a name i HATE...so basically ive told them all i dont like it, most of them are trying and now call me kerry, (the jenny calls me yrrek) lol

but anyway one of my friends, even though she knows it upsets me, still does it...deliberatly, she'll call me it consistently then when i lk up she'll point and laugh...'haha u answered to it, so im gonna call u that from now on'

i dunno, it wouldnt bother me most of the time, but atm i just want her to accept something i say>.<

*cries*

 

anyway, apart from the lifes alright...thanks for reading

 

 

Prodes The shaun???? Prodes??

OOhhh poor you I know how you feel

My friends do thatt o me too

*Cries with Keza*

[Heart_LP]

XD yrrek must sound so funny in scottish accent <3

lmao I used to love Britney when I was a kid =_=

funny times o.0

love ya loads

*smuggles*

[keza]

dont have much time on but thought i would update^^

 

fi~yea i couldnt really get angry at first, i was new and if i got angry theyd be like whoa whats wrong with the new kid, but ive now known them for a while so theyre used to my mood swings^^ hehe

<3

 

fri i wouldnt know how to explain it lol, lets just say theres a lot fo emphasise on the 'ek' bit, scottish people do that a lot^^

 

aww dont cry shaun*gives u a teddy bear* ^^ <33

 

sammi~yea i <3ed her, i actually wanted her to go downhill so i wouldnt like her anymore sounds weird but she was just too perfect, meh...im weird lol

*huggles u*

 

update

well its prom tonight, thats my news, and my mum actually let me stay off from school haha thats a first lol

anywho, may post pictures later...if i dont lk ugly and fat in my dress hehe

 

and i dont have time to go round journals so im sorry

but i have to go to my mcdonalds interview

its my second one so fingers crossed i get the job :s

[By_My-elf]

LMAO thanks Keza glad you droped by I

thought I would never see you again on here

but I knew I was wrong in a way XD

 

And you won't look ugly and fat your hot

[twilightcrimson7]

Kezaaaaa! How is thee?? ^_^

You are not fat and ugly!!!! >:0 don't even toy with the idea!

well anyways take care@@@ *huggle*

<3 Twi

[Friðbjörn]

keza ugly? lol now that would be a first!

 

well actually not, cause that will never happen

[Stenners]

keza ugly? lol now that would be a first!

 

well actually not, cause that will never happen

 

 

smooooooooth fri, real smoooooooth

[Friðbjörn]

lol Matt

 

everywhere my opinions, statements and comments are being publicly attacked and rediculed...

 

what's "fraj" anyway?

[keza]

shaun~thanks lol, glad to be missed, yea i was sooooooooooo busy didnt have time to come on lol

and thanks sweetie, not true but thanks *huggles and gets u a bigger bear*

 

twily~heylo there, thanks for coming by

lol, *zips mouth shut* i will hush up to that idea*cough cough*

<33

 

fribby (haha i wrote fibby at first) lol

wtf is fraj...what u tlking about?

and thanks...my little buddah ur so sweet

<3

 

matt matt~whys that smooth? 0_o

 

i'll update later im too lazy atm, once i have some updating engery i will^^

[stupidsoul1]

yessssss prom!!!!!

 

i remember mine like it was last year...haha one of the worst/best nights of my life.

 

haha i work at mcdonalds

 

i hope you get the job, its a pretty good first job.

[keza]

awww why was it the worst lil fi?

omg do u!!! im so scared i had to go for my 2nd interview and i lost a customer...i was really scared theyd tell me to go away even before i got the job lol

<33

[stupidsoul1]

Friends got drunk before the formal, and me and my best friend were crying- pre formal in the next room and we were just not in the mood to go.

 

But by the end dancing with my formal date made me feel so much better and that was how it was one of the best nights of my life.

[keza]

aww thats a shame >.< poor u <333

we couldnt drink didnt stop some people

but they personally drove people home if they messed about lol...and that would just be pure stupidity, i mean if u cant be sober for one single special night then i have a problem>.<

[keza]

right kinda need to update^^

well its easter hols and im bored already^^ hehe

ermm not really done much, its my mcdonalds welcome meeting on sat which will lasty two hours...omg save me didnt know there was sooooooo much to learn lol

 

and then after that on sunday im going to inverness for a few days so not gonna be on for a lil while...miss u all lol

ermmm...thats it really, ive spent all my time eating (putting all the weight on i lost over lent...yea ive given up on lent already, sorry god!!!)

and watching dvds...^^

oh and going to see ice age 2 on fri or sat

YEa SO EXCITED

that will be all >.<

 

oh yea and i had the worst nightmare last night, basically my mums doing some private care work for this really cute old man, he just found out he has cancer poor soul..anyway i had a dream last night my brother was dying, then when i woke up this morning he was all ill and crap...yea...dunno why i told that...ahh well theres some useless information for u^^

hehe

 

now that will be all

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

that update made no sense

[stupidsoul1]

awww keza =( gonna miss you!!

 

hehe good luck at mcdonalds i found it hard for the first week, but now i get it

just remember be 100%

 

Have fun, and sorry to hear your brother is ill.

[keza]

lol, thankies fi, will miss u too ^^ tell u all about the EXCITEMENT OF inverness^^ *hear the sarcasum

yea im so scared about it im crap with technology ano i will end up breaking the till or something :S

ah well, practise makes prefect eh^^

*huggles* thankies sweetie

[Friðbjörn]

you have easter holidays already? *envies keza*

Inverness huh? I'll miss you...

 

um so you're gonna work at mcdonalds? or...

[keza]

u dont have them yet fri? ooo thats crappy, im so glad im on mine, i hate school, this is my penultimate yr...cant wait!!! lol

awww, thankies miss u too sweetie...its either gonna be immensely fun or the worst experience of my life...so fingers crossed its gd ^^

what u mean or?

well hopefully if i dont muck up^^

[azemkamikaze03]

tool - sober....good song...

[Friðbjörn]

u dont have them yet fri? ooo thats crappy, im so glad im on mine, i hate school, this is my penultimate yr...cant wait!!! lol

awww, thankies miss u too sweetie...its either gonna be immensely fun or the worst experience of my life...so fingers crossed its gd ^^

what u mean or?

well hopefully if i dont muck up^^

nope...

good for you though

 

oh yeah sorry for the "or". In Icelandic you can always add it after sentences and it doesn't really mean anything, or well, um it's complicated I guess

at least I know now it doesn't work in English lol

 

okay I'm confused, will you be working there or not?

[keza]

errmm thanks azem lol

 

fribby

oh yea scotish people do something like that, instead of or its but...eg 'its raining outside but...'

yea weird lol:P

well im going to my welcome meeting where they tell u about the health and safety so yea i guess i am

thing is though my friend works there and its really clique and the people arent really all that nice, also this guy at school is starting to work there soon and he kinda freaks me out, he might be there on sat so :s not lking forward to that

 

 

 

aww i got the saddest email

 

My name is Sarah

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

 

I can't do a wrong

I can't speak at all

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long.

When I am awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just get

one whipping tonight.

 

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry

 

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he

suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

 

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!",

I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

 

He finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy

MURDERED ME

 

thought id share, feeling kinda hormonal now hahaha...feel like crying after that...>.<

[Friðbjörn]

okay thanks

and I hope that job goes well

 

but jesus that's a sad poem...horrible actually, but y'know, good poem, makes one sad...

[keza]

thanks sweetie

 

yea really sad, sadder that it happens >.<

 

anywho update i guess

 

well not in the best of moods, actually in bit of a crappy one >.<

had a fight with my brother, whoever said siblings with large age gaps dont fight was tlking out their rear end...

yea it was a weird fight aswell, about fruit...hes so damn annoying!!! yea im not gonna tlk about that or else im going to end up throwing something

 

anyway apart from that my day was pretty average

my friend sent me some prom pictures so that was gd tp laugh at, id post them but that would be just stupid, and i also cheered my friend up cuz her bf dumped her............again

 

and ermmm...what else did i do...that was about it actually...

yea gonna leave now...