the keza journal

[keza]

oo really now...thats REALLY interesting...

 

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hmm azem...right>.< *pretends to know what yoore going on about*

[azemkamikaze03]

Hahaha its no longer azem just Praya

[keza]

tuh i'll try but yoo know me...once a name sticks...its glued..but yesh i'll just to call yoo anything i'll just point

*points to demonstrate*

[Lenneh]

Dear Kezzletz I'm off to bed, good luck with your hangover tomorrow =p

 

x

[keza]

aww nite nite sleep tight

thankies<3

*mwah*

hehe

[keza]

hmm double post *shrugs shoulders*

 

 

well update

 

tis vereh hottly outside...like vereh may go outsie make my legs a little less milk bottle-ish>.<

hmm

going out with friends tonight to that should be goodly...so obvioulsy wont be on tonight; will be really warm...all of us in the one room with allof the heat...thats the only thing i dont like about summer-sleepovers><

anyway

some other stuffs going on but im too tired and grumpy to write it all^^

and my dads being a prick so gonna go think about that...make my self angry about it and wish he was here so i could slam an iron into his face...same routine really^^

anywho...thanks for reading...etc<3

[Friðbjörn]

you and your dad don't get along?

[keza]

oh god no...i hate my dad, hes a prick lol...

he left when i was 14 and took basically everything we had, then ran off with another

we dont see him anymore because basically he doesnt <3 us...meh...hes a bastard

 

 

anywho lol

just got backly from teh sleepover...was really vereh gd...think girls nights ins are the best lol...only thing is we did bitch a little bit about people we didnt like (thats the only thing with a group of girls) hehe

but twas vereh vereh gdly...>.<

aww and we watched sleeping beauty, thats like the cutest disney film ever, havent seen it in ages...yea we're cool^^

hehe

we went to bed at 5 though and woke up at nine, which wasnt so good lol...bit tiredly now *falls over*

<3

[Friðbjörn]

tired huh

well it definately sounds like fun...at least for a girl

<3

[chesterfreak143]

hello kezy!

 

hows you??

[keza]

fribby

lmfao...yea it was gd *nods*

 

yacky~heylo *jumps on yoo*

i ish vereh gd thankies...been sleeping most of the day actually so not realy been up to muchlies hehe

 

update

well my day has been boring but yea...thats only because im a lazy bumm...hmmmy mum seems a bit moody/distant today so ima thnking i'll stay away a bit from her lol...incase i get shouted at which is vereh likey *nods*

well that is it...something hopefully will happen seeing as my life is currently as interesting as a flies...probably a bit less

 

<3

[Friðbjörn]

your life seems incredibly similar in some aspects to mine lol

I'm lazy, I'm bored...nothing really happens lol

[keza]

rofl

well least im not the only one totally and utterly bent backwards with boredom tuh...*shakes head*there is NOTHING TO DOOOOO

[Friðbjörn]

haha yeah...

and damn, exactly...I also have nothing to friggin do...lol

<3

[keza]

lmfao fribbs

 

 

update

 

well twas dragged out of bed today to go for a 'family WALK' with the dog...yea mum said i need fresh air...i mean i open my windows...i dont need fresh...so we went to the braes haha

 

anywho we went...freaking boiling up there btw...and they had the bright idea to go off of the path...the grass ept getitng longer and there were these annoying horse flies that try and bite yoo...so our dog (whos really tiny) ept falling down holes and tripping up everywhere...my brother, the pain in the backside was whining the WHOLE way...

so next time ima just stay in bed, shes gonnas have to pysically drag me out of bed if she wants me to come with her

 

now im tiredly and have cuts all over me from stoopid killer flies and jaggy grass things...wasnt the best experiance in the world lmfao

>.<

<3

[Friðbjörn]

I take it you're not an outdoor person...lol

sorry it was that bad though :S

<3

[keza]

i am...but i was a bit too close to nature...with all the killer bugs and tall spiky grass it was like...i want to be in bed kinda thing hehe

thankies frib frib<333

[Friðbjörn]

lol

 

well yeah if you put it that way it doesn't exactly sound fun...plus your bro wining all day right

<3

[keza]

update

i dont know why i bother with this journal anymore lol...its boring even me^^

 

anywho...having an okish day..am bored majourly because i havent got a freaking job yet...>< stoopid people...*shakes fist*

some family things but its too long a story to go into and i really dont want to depress myself further tlking about my mean horrible fuck of a father:D

 

hmm...thats really it actually...may go and read my book...tis a nice happy book...so i look like a complete lunatic laughing to myself out in the garden...think the neighbours will be calling the men in white coats for me soon:D

 

anywho thats all really...

[Friðbjörn]

keza my dear you have the best imagination...haha

men in white coats XD

[keza]

lol...thanks fribster haha<3

[keza]

update

ima just ramble here to get stuff off my chest so not gonna make much sense but when do i ever>.<

 

ermm was happee today...we went into town and stuff and all was gdly

then my mum got a call and sed that my dads now decided to be a bigger meani and not bother paying for us at all now because the csa has been scrapped...so we dont have any money now

0.o

i dunno what to say to my mummi shes so worried she keeps crying all the time...that makes me want to cry...>< but i dunno i just wish my dad would do everyone a favour and throw himself off a tall building...

[Phranka]

whoa can't believe your dad >.<

[keza]

yea i can...hes been like this for 4 yrs now...now he doesnt HAVE to pay he just wont...

hes a bastard and i realleh actualleh hate him...

 

im ashamed to be his daughter actuallee >.<

[Lenneh]

Kezzlets how you be doing?