the keza journal

[keza]

yer haha

ahh well as soon as i get my books and dvds back i'll be fine

hmm sound like a heartless bitch there :D lol

 

yer it twill<3

[Friðbjörn]

no you don't lol...she has no right to do that...

 

nah come on...I won't really be gone...I just won't be on here

<3

[keza]

haha *nods* i guess:P

 

yer BUT yoo are like always here so yesh i will miss yoor lpf presence

haha

dont like that mark guy now either...seeing as he was yoor 'last-nail-in-the-coffin' kinda thing

<3

haha

[Friðbjörn]

well that's true...I'm always here it seems...

aww <3

 

yeah lol

I used to have respect for him...but he totally lost all my respect, and others' too I think...he's officially on the top of my asshole list right now...

and it's through his own fault...

meh let's talk about something fun...

you're gonna watch hostel soon aren't you :o

[keza]

.

 

hehe

 

yer thats true...big prick that he is

i never tlked to him much but id never thought badleh of him...meh

 

yesh omgawsh shes going away on friday and over night...i mean ima big wuss when i have to watch things like that on my own

NOT lking forward to that

yoo may say dont watch it then but ima nosy bugger ^^

haha<33

[stupidsoul1]

aww honey, if i had money i'd buy you new books..

 

But lately my band gets almost all my pay, sometimes i don't even get to eat lunch *dies*

Besides your ass of a family, i hope everything is going good.

[Friðbjörn]

hehe

 

yer thats true...big prick that he is

i never tlked to him much but id never thought badleh of him...meh

 

yesh omgawsh shes going away on friday and over night...i mean ima big wuss when i have to watch things like that on my own

NOT lking forward to that

yoo may say dont watch it then but ima nosy bugger ^^

haha<33

yeah...

 

 

haha...I'm sometimes too...I remember watching sixth sense all by myself

[keza]

arww fi thankies...thats realleh cutleh of yoo *nods*

hehe

<33

 

why do they get all yoor money =0 bad fis band >.< lol

*huggles* thanks for dropping by

 

arww yer i watched that but not on my own...the first time was with my mum and i was in her lap most of the movie cuz of all teh jumpy bits

but its a gd movie i like it

just not too sure i'll be able to handle hostle

i watched 'the exorcist' on my own and that kinda scared me>.< hehe

[Friðbjörn]

yeah lol all of Shyalaman's movies scare the shit out of me but they're still the best movies out there, IMO

 

haven't seen the exorcist..hmm

 

good luck not getting scared

[keza]

anddd fribbys now gone:(

 

update

 

wells hmm boring couple of days...was home alone while teh mother and neil were away and borther made me grr abit

anywho my friends came round and one of my friends whos abit strange...was acting stranger than usual...me thinks something bad has happened at home

her dad abuses her ano it...what kinda abuse i dont know either sexual/mental or violence i dunno but ano hes doing something

bastard

¬.¬

hmmm

 

yer abit of a bad mood atm and want to go to beds but at teh same time dont ¬.¬ meh

[Stenners]

Awwwwww that sucks, hope ur days will turn for the better and kezly with be in KEZ WORLD again where nothing hurts her

[Phranka]

oh my.. abuse.. that shucks :c.. get online btw

[keza]

lmfao arww thankies mattleh^^*nods* i hope so too...first i think puching her daddeh down a flight of never ending steps would be a gd idea

 

haha i am online

jeest not msning...but for franka i twills <3 lmfao

[Friðbjörn]

I'm not gone...yet

 

anyway...wow that sucks...that really sucks

I hate people who can't just leave other people alone and let them live their lives...

why do people do such horrible things...I mean I hear of it everyday but it still amazes me =(

[keza]

yey yoore not

 

yer ano and ive noticed more often than not teh hurts caused by teh daddis in peoples lives

wonder why that is

ano theres exceptions...but yer maybe its jeest scotland lol

never gonna go out witha scottish guy>.< *shakes head*

[Friðbjörn]

it's just the difference between the sexes...

geniouses, psychopaths and rapists/abusers are more often men than women...or that's at least what statistics show up until now...

I read in a science magazine that it's gotten something to do with the difference between the male and the female brain...

[keza]

realleh...more men than woman...didnt think about that

>.<

but yer males and female brains are completleh different

bit off teh subject BUT woman have two speach recetors so when we have a stroke we can still talk whereas men sometimes cant...yer >.<

 

anywho still abit angree at her dad...¬.¬ my mum was the one that came up with the 'she may have been sexually abused' and now i keep thinking about it

 

shes never been kissed

wont let guys near her

is more comfortable in girl company

and dresses like a 12yr old

hmm

maybe

[Friðbjörn]

that's true my little scottish scientist

 

and yeah...those "symptoms" really make sense...

[keza]

lmfao scientist i wish hehe<3

yer...bit sad realleh never know i guess...shes not one to say

guess itll be better when she leaves home>.<

[Phranka]

I dunno I could never imagine my dad doing that.. never

as for your dad (being a prick) and herdad I've come to an understanding >_<

[keza]

my dad was a bulleh so i can imagine him doing that...not teh sexual abuse cuz my dad wasnt THAT bad...thank fuck haha

he just liked to control people and stamp all over them...mentally...>.<been on teh recieving end of that...not pleasant

 

i jeest become a nun and all twill be fine

rofl

[Phranka]

haha ever wondered why your mom fell for him

[keza]

haha me too

she actualle hated him when she first met him...should always listen to yoor instinct i guess haha

[Phranka]

haha funny.. I guess both my mom and dad were fine when they met.. they met at dancing lessons! they became dancing partners haha.. nice way to meet huh

[Friðbjörn]

well...perhaps not keza...cause otherwise we wouldn't have you, now would we

 

lol...my parents met in school