WAAAH that hell is wrong with me???

[azemkamikaze03]

Ok, Now I liked megan not as much as stephanie but i liked megan. So i asked her out. That lasted one damn day. So i deiced Id see if steph woul ever show anything back..She finnaly did. But today. We broke up!!! My god!!!

 

I mena not even a damn week went by!! And i really liked this girl alot.

This pisses me off. Ok, i was hopin soooooooo damn badly it wouldnt happen between me and stephanie. Cuz i liked her..i rele liked her. Is it becuase the past two girls i asked out were very good friends of mine???? MY GOD i hardly even got to know them. Before we break up. Steph says its not my fualt but BS. Seriously. I dont mind being dumped. I dont care about that. BUT at least i could last a week. I suck man...FUCK this pisses the living shit outa me. man im so fuckin damn upset. Its not funny. shit can any one relate to me on this shit?????

[Frominsidegirl]

im sorry to hear that. I cannot relate but it must suck. If the girl was telling you that it wasnt your fault then it definitly wasnt it could be she likes someone else. Did you try asking her what the deal was? well sorry i couldnt be more help, hope everything gets better.

 

*Dani*

[azemkamikaze03]

she told me this over aim instead of a note or anyhting...she just logged off and said sorry. I might ask her if i go to school tommorow

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* maybe she wasnt as great as you thought and its better like this

 

 

dont let it piss you off because there is always megan considering you still like her =)

[azemkamikaze03]

nah im not gunna try anymore man....s3riously...1 told myself if she sed no..id just give up....so meh i give in....fuck it

[Pyro_Storm]

Dont give up, it just wouldnt be fair to you. Giving up is the easy way out of everything, just keep trying.

 

~Pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

your right but some how i like it better when i was antisocial...i didnt have to worry about problems and crap

[Pyro_Storm]

im not new, i just got a new name. To some degree i am anti social and its not fun sometimes cause i just need to talk to someone. You cant hold everything in it makes it worse. trust me on that.

 

~Pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

well wb friend...um yeah....but u know.....it doesnt even really matter if i hold it in...i hold loads of shit in. Im just a guy who usually tries to keep in my emotions...and it usually works good for me in most cases

 

edit:

ive never really had sum1 to talk to....so im used to it pathetic i know but i dont give a damn..i talk to myself..ive grown used to it lol...i just dont show it.....im usually calmn...but inside....i got 1 million words to say

[Pyro_Storm]

I know it cant possibly be easy to keep shit inside. I do it to. I dont talk to people about me or how i feel or anything i keep to myself and like you it works but it takes its toll. Well if you ever want to talk and no one is around you can talk to me ( cheesy yes i know but its true) I know i dont know you but i found it easier to talk to a complete stranger.

 

~Pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

I know it cant possibly be easy to keep shit inside. I do it to. I dont talk to people about me or how i feel or anything i keep to myself and like you it works but it takes its toll. Well if you ever want to talk and no one is around you can talk to me ( cheesy yes i know but its true) I know i dont know you but i found it easier to talk to a complete stranger.

 

~Pyro

thanks for being there...im kinda drunk and i dont think itd be bes if i tulk right now. i might be irrational in my thinkin

[Pyro_Storm]

no problem, i do have a question, how old are you? i doubt your old enough to be drinking legally.

 

sorry if its pestering

 

~pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

no problem, i do have a question, how old are you? i doubt your old enough to be drinking legally.

 

sorry if its pestering

 

~pyro

i definately am not...and i stopped becuase....drinkin is not good. it goes against my rightoues morals......i havent drank in two month...even before that i dont drink much....just tonight.....yeah im a hyporite

[Pyro_Storm]

im sorry if that came off as bitchy, im worried i guess odd comming from someone who doesnt know you. If that is your real birthday in your profile that means you will be a sophmore next year?

 

~Pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

Well, how old r u? Nope ill be a freshman. Cuz i have a later birthday...no bitchness from u...ur ok in my book

[Pyro_Storm]

oh. ill be a sophmore, early birthday in the year. im 15. do you have any ways to vent?

 

~Pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

Well, I write stories. Listen to music. Um, music isnt helpin...i keep listenin to the song "Before I forget"...uhh, not really...usually i watch Austin Powers....but..its not helpin me any bit...if u didnt know..AP is somehting i love to watch i cry like a baby cuz i luagh so much during it...but its not workin strangley

 

 

EDIT

 

wait im playing LIL BUT by 50 cent :thumbsup:

[Pyro_Storm]

do you mind if i IM you? I think writting is a good way to vent though sometimes it doesnt help.

 

~Pyro

[azemkamikaze03]

be my guest

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I´m really sorry to hear that Azem=(,may be u need to wait for a while b4 dating some1 again,please don´t do anything silly that you might regret of it by laters.=(.

If you want to talk to me,you know where to find me=).

[acdcrules04]

i'm sorry azem *hugs* yeah, i've been through a lot of shit like that, bleh, it really fucking sucks, if you need anyone to talk to my aim is acdcrules044, hit me up anytime

[azemkamikaze03]

what sux even more is now we hardly talk...we used to be such good friends

[shahfire]

steph broke up with you? man, that sucks. you told me in msn how you liked her. love does spoil friendship in some ways. you should talk to her. tell her at least you 2 should be friends.

[acdcrules04]

that sucks about you 2 not talkin, i always talk to my x-s i think that is just me tho XD

[LpLuVaGuRl]

can i give a brownie? *gives brownie* try finding a food u like . . . like ice cream it usually helps. once i gulped down 2quartsof icecream because someone left me.