Cutting?

[tuba]

i ve read it all ur pots

but i ve decidied that i will start cutting from today...i kmow u ppl will stop me .. it is useless .. my life is totally mess up. i thought after starting college i will forget the problems but i didnot it just become diffcult....i ve become numb in my house. but it is not working......

i m sorry i m doing.. maybe after first attemp i will donoy do it again

the most thing that hurts me my father make diference among ur sisiters..

nd least porpunity tome.. nd make me to do all the work.. nd sis they aslo make my life hell!!! they donot trust me.. always shouting at me

[LPGotLinkinPark]

you dont have to cut deep to leave scars (just to leave noticable ones)

 

i have alot of scars... though they dont stand out much...except under a blacklight... then thay're like "I"M HERE!!!"

Scars show up in blacklight??.....good thing I was wearing a hoodie that one day in science.

 

tuba--You probably won't feel the need to stop after one. After it gets bad you will. Just fyi...

[Dark Rain]

yeah...all kinds of stuff shows under a blacklight like alkinds of scars and skin imperfections...

...even scars that seemed to have healed over...compleatly unnoticable under normal light... they show up too...

[tuba]

i ve cut it .. its a deep ... first the skin splits then after 3or 4 seconds the blood came out.. i hate to see my blood then i started to get faint but i didnot..

my bleeding didnot stop till now..now i ve bandge it......

it doesnot hurt me then i cut.... all i hate to see my blood when i feel like voimting .. but i didnot vomit

but things r same all now i ve to take care of my cut.. i told my mom that i get cut from college playing banditiom

as my skin splits exactly in the same way i feel this nd after some time when blood comes out my tears comes out.....

[By_My-elf]

yup as you said we won't be able to stop you all i could say is good luck and

don't accidently or purposely cut a vain cause it will hurt lot's

I cut a vain and they said you could've killed your self if you cut it

straight down the vain but since it was across I shamefully survived

[tuba]

i think i have cut it near my vain.. as my bleeding is not stopping... yet

[By_My-elf]

whoa man when that happened to me

I blacked out that's when

my mom found me and called the clinic

[tuba]

i happened early in the morning....no bodys know it......now it is little bleeidng but i cannot od much work form it. sometimes it started bleeding not little

tel me what to do i that to stop it.. i already done medicine stuff

[By_My-elf]

the thing i done to numb the pain was

smoke weed and wrap something around it like a bandana

and don't mind the pain just wrap it tight and put ice on top of it

that's the advice I can give you

[tuba]

thanks .. i will aslo apply this as my bleeding dinot stop .. i already done something on my friend advice(that is eldi)

lets hope better. asi ve whole night left to deal wid it

[By_My-elf]

oh yeah but be careful cause

if you keep your arm bent it will hurt a bit when you make

your arm straight cause the skin will split again and oh yeah...don't wear wool it will heal with your wound

[tuba]

thanks for advice

now my skin is up little bit

donot know what is happening

[By_My-elf]

eee.....shuy I don't know what that mean's mine wasn't that serious eee

hope you'll be alright

[Sygy]

oh, huni bun. cutting near the vein is bad. v.bad. my advice for the future never cut upwards over the vein. i found that out the hard way.. 2 stiches

[tuba]

my skin is getting up means the area is like a mountain(donot know how to explain)

[Sygy]

that because you skin is imflammed and sore. i suggest that you wash it so you dont get an infection.

[tuba]

i ve clean it..

[Sygy]

good. now cover it in a bandage and eat something because you might feel faint.. afterward take some sllep aid pill and have a good night's sllep. you feel better in the morning. xxx

[tuba]

i ve bandge it.. i did it in early morning now it is late night...i ve remove the badge.. buc it was not helping now i ve removed that bandge

but my bleeding is not stoping

[Dark Rain]

it prolly wont for a while...try to keep your arm above your heart... it will cause the bleeding to lessen... since it'll take mor to get the blood there ing the first place...

 

if you have some put some gause on it...and every so often try to redress it... making sure that the bandage stays tight afterward... wrap it in something....and f possable wrap something around your upper arm....putting pressure on the artery between your shoulder and your elbow...that'll lessen the bleeding too...but not for too long cuz then you run the risk of preventing enough blood flow to the rest of your arm...

[meteora500]

yeah...all kinds of stuff shows under a blacklight like alkinds of scars and skin imperfections...

...even scars that seemed to have healed over...compleatly unnoticable under normal light... they show up too...

 

 

huh...I didnt know that...*goes to try it* heh...nifty

 

I so glad I quit...except now I have those damned scars...so annoying...*sigh*

[Dark Angel]

yeah...all kinds of stuff shows under a blacklight like alkinds of scars and skin imperfections...

...even scars that seemed to have healed over...compleatly unnoticable under normal light... they show up too...

That's because the scar becomes a white color, even if doesn't look that way. And, as we all know, white shows up the best under a black light.

I'll keep that in mind though if I go into another place with a black light, I have some scars on my wrists. I think I'll go buy some of those wrist bands now...

[tuba]

my bleeding had stop.... but the cut now turns into some thing a while ago water was coming out but i ve applied mediceince on it.. now i guess it will get better

i donot care what will happen buc i m really busy in studies nd to make my life a little better

nd thanks for all ur support

[Sygy]

your welcome

[tuba]

my cut is ok now.. but i will leave mark .. i m happy that i will leave

buc it will always remaind me abt my past that it is real