The COS- The Church of Shinoda

[littleblackstone]

my angel... i just belive in me cause YOU believe in me, and YOU make me believe...

 

thankzzz 1 more time for your great words, it makes me feel better!!

but actually, i doubt if Mike would believe me, but ok...

 

well, i've got 1 more to you... this one is the MOST powerful stuff i'v ever writen... so please, sit down before you start reading... (btw, this one is the LAST one i post here.. after this, my inspiration has GONE... )

 

hope you like it (and feel it...)

(i might say u this one was writen thinkin about that person u know, like always i do :o ...)

 

In this warm night

I'm laying on my bed

Time is passing, and

I can't get you out os my head

 

I wanna touch you

I need it!

I wanna feel you

I desire it!

 

You're my man!

If I won't have you

I don't want no one else!

For you my heart explodes

For you my blood runs

For you my hands shake

Fot you I won't wake

 

Come with me

And join me in my dream...

I need you so much

And I can't wait

To feel your touch!

 

I can imagine that...

I can hardly breathe

I look into your eyes,

And you give me what I need

 

I hold you tight

And scream your name

I feel this fire

Of our love flame

 

I hold your hand...

I'm feeling you!

You take me high

And show me the light!

 

At the end,

I feel so strong

I realize you are the man

Who I belong!

 

But I've been on my bed

All this time totally alone,

In this warm night

That you warm up even more

I'm thinking of you

And no one else...

No one...

[andrea]

Hey Usiel, I have a HQ of that pictures. Here it is:

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/7579b833c20fc98508ccf2532b6a2282.jpg

[littleblackstone]

Hey Usiel, I have a HQ of that pictures. Here it is:

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/7579b833c20fc98508ccf2532b6a2282.jpg

 

ohhh, thank u dear!!!! big kiss

*sighs* what a sexy guy!!

[Usiel]

Hey Usiel, I have a HQ of that pictures. Here it is:

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/7579b833c20fc98508ccf2532b6a2282.jpg

 

Thanks Andrea, love, you're great. You're as an angel. You come in the perfect moment.

 

 

And about the poem, my dear angel... well, it's as awesome as the others, but, tell me, are you sad? and in this case, why? Why a great angel, the great one ('cos you're better than me, be sure of this) needs to be sad? You write nice, beautiful verses, but they're sad... isnt the love for someone nice and sweet? isnt to be in love with someone the most beautiful thing? So, dont worry is your inspiration is gone. it happens frequently. Now it's time to write for the nice things, for the sweet love, for the dream of to be in love... are you in love? of course you're and it's not neccesary to be in love with someone. I'm in love with the life, I'm in love with how lucky I consider myself, I'm love with the blue sky, with the sound of the music, and I dont care if it's heavy metal music or classical... you can be in love of thousands of things, of thousands of feelings, sounds... anything. Your inspiration isnt leave you. You still have it. I know it. and one more thing, believe in yourself, not because I believe in you. Believe in yourself 'cos you're worth it.:thumbsup:

 

 

 

It's a pity I cant send you some nice words from Mike (well, I'm sure if he read this, he'd send you the best words to animate you!) but, from my part I send you this.... for you and for Andrea, 'cos without her, our COS will be a poor thread!! C'MUN GIRL, dont hide your eyes, 'cos you're great!!:friends:

 

 

[LPShinodaFM]

andrea is so kind haha she's always here to supply us with Mike pics

 

littleblackstone: We don't deserve him any more than you do. At COS we are all about equal chances and equal statuses. lmao even though I doubt where I've been or what Usiel speaks would make any difference in the matter. There's billions of sexy japanese fans in japan, he doesn't fall for any of them does he? No, it doesn't make a difference. lol And also, I think you should start your own thread in "Writers corner" to fill up with your poems! They need more recognition and you should have your own archive. :] Writer's block is frequent, but they go away! We'd love more of your poems.

 

Usiel has said one of the most truest thing ever haha, "Believe in yourself because you're worth it." Damn it's so right. See if everyone listened to Usiel's advice the world would be a better place

 

I've got some bad news though girls... (prepare for the worst) I'm gonna be gone for the next month. (OMFG I KNOW IT'S HORRIBLE) Vacation, I'm gonna come back though so don't you dare worry. I'll never abandon the sacred church of Shinoda. So now I'm going to make up for the time I'll miss.

 

*Does Holy Shinoda Ritual* x 30

*Drinks Holy Shinoda Water* x 30

*Thanks andrea for her amazing pics because she's always supplying us with them and COS wouldn't be without her* x 30 haha

*Completely agrees with the oh-so-wise thing Usiel said but cannot find words to express because she's already used them* x 30 ^^

*Find that we, littleblackstone and I, are oh-so-alike towards Shinoda-loving except she's so much more bold* x 30

 

The rest of the stuff don't worry I'll do in my time during vacation (ie. thinks about sexy shinoda hair, thinks about sexy shinoda goatee, thinks about sexy Shinoda overall etc) It's a tragedy I'll have to leave you girls but I know we'll get through this time. I'm gonna miss the COS like crap. :[ :[ :[ :[ :[

 

But I'll be back

[Usiel]

Well, as I can see one of our angel has left us for a while!! Well, that will be nice 'cos she come back, I'll leave you...:'( :'( and I'll miss you so much for all the month I'll be away from you!! But ok, never mind, we have to be positive, we're angels, so angels never have bad thoughts. Ok, DO YOU WANT TO LAUGH?? You see, I'm the COS' S clown so, well, I think that to be a little bit more doesnt take matter. you know today I've lived a very shameful moment... I've been in the gym doing some aerobic and I've arrived before time. there was nobody, just only the music... and suddenly, Fort Minor ("Remember the name") has started to sound. I was so excited so I started to dance it. You know I were alone, so I hadnt to be shy of anything. So, I was dancing and rapping so happy when suddenly, after to do a return around myself, I saw how all my aerobic mates (7 women) and my teacher were looking at me quite surprised and with a funny smile in their faces!!:o OMG!!!! :eek: :o I was quite shock... I only wanted to die and my face was burning as the same hell, but the people started to applaud me ... Oh, God!!

 

Well, you see, I'm a disastrous!! But well, I'm still alive (although my face's still burning when I think about it!!) Well, I think is better if I try to forget it, although I cant, I know it, but at least I'll try it with this nice medicine...:-P

 

 

 

 

Well, I think I'm not the only "clown" here... HE HAS STUCK IT ME!!

 

 

[SakuraUchiha]

Mike has always been a clown and I thnk it is why him chaz get on so well. I love the poem littleblackstone. Kudos and keep writing them.

[littleblackstone]

ooohhh, girls... thank you for your words!!

i' glad u like it, and i'm so glad u believe me and understand me... i love you all!!

 

i'v already thought of opening a thread on writer's corner, but as i've said... my inspiration has gone!! lmao!! i just wrote those 3 poems, and nothing else. so i think it's not necessary to do a thread..

 

i'm just gonna tell u all why tha f*ck i'v posted my poems here, in the great CoS... guess why...

cause Mike was my only inspiration, when i wrote that stuff, i was thinkin on him!!

 

u girls may think that i am crazy... and it's true!! i am absolutely crazy!! :-|

 

and Lorena, when u asked me if i was in love... no, i'm not, it's worse than that, much worse... it's kinda stupid, it's an obsession (i think u know for whom i am obsessed!!!)... but i think it'll pass (hopefuly!!)...

 

Jess, i just wanna say.... I'LL MISS YOU LIKE CRAP!!:'( OMFG!! Come back soon!!

 

well, i think it's all for now..

 

aahhh, and bout that moment at the gym.. don't worry my angel!! if you were dancing a Fort Minor song, you're forgiven!!! :lol:

[mrsrobourdon]

guys i have a confession to make.....

 

 

me and the shinodsters got hitched in las vegas!!

[Usiel]

hahahaha, that's was very funny "mrsrobourdon", really, but you didnt manage to deceive me!! Besides, how is it possible? You've a Rob's surname but you "got married" with Mike??? hahaha :lol: , oh dear, I think you dont even know you really want!!! But anyway, congratulations... although... jooo, why didnt you invite me to your wedding? I've never been in las Vegas!!!

 

i'v already thought of opening a thread on writer's corner, but as i've said... my inspiration has gone!! lmao!! i just wrote those 3 poems, and nothing else. so i think it's not necessary to do a thread..

 

hahaha, really? do you think you've lost your inspiration? well, that is funniest than my "fantastic" dance in the gym (OMG...what a shameful moment!!!:scary: .. ok, I wont think about it again... I hope so). But believe me, my funny angel, you'vent lost it. I know 'cos I'm writing a novel and I'm with it for.... 3 years? and sometimes I dont know how I can continue it... my mind is empty of ideas, but, if you dont think about it as an obsession, it comes again, sure!! Anyway, if you dont believe me, I carry for you the magic poction!! this is one of my greatest contribution here, I think... well, see a look and after this tell me... how is your inspiration??? Is it better than your faint? Well, while you answer me, I'm going to take a ice-shower!!!

 

 

 

http://youtube.com./watch?v=D8-XGSzauzo

[mrsrobourdon]

oh no my sister likes rob. i like mike im just too lazy to make a new bn so i use hers

AND YES I DID DECIEVE YOU!

ADMIT IT!

[SakuraUchiha]

oh no my sister likes rob. i like mike im just too lazy to make a new bn so i use hers

AND YES I DID DECIEVE YOU!

ADMIT IT!

 

 

Um how can you decieve somebody about this when your name is mrsrobbourdon and you married Mike?8P

[littleblackstone]

AWWW, sorry angel, but my inspiration hasnt come back

but dont worry, it's not your fault, i bet your magic poction is the best! the problem is ME, my mind is empty and, actually, i really dont care about it, cause i hadnt writen NOTHING at all in my whole life... so 3 poems it's good to me baby!!

 

but when (if) my inspiration comes back, i'll tell you!!

 

well, I've found this wonderful and precious pic on LPMB, and I'd like to know if somebody has this pic without that letters and stuff:

 

 

*sighs*

he's gorgeus, isn't it??

 

You remember that^^^^??

 

LOOOOOOK at this: (and THANKZZZ A LOT to my dear JOS!!)

 

 

ORGASMIC, INNIT???

Well, my angel, now I DO NEED to take an ice shower!!!

[Usiel]

OMG!! Only you need a shower??? I've been all day in the beach and although I've come quite refreshed... I think I have to go back!! what a nice present, my funny angel!!! Tonight I think I'll have a good one with very nice and handsomeee "dreams" (although Sygy thought he was a little bit... cough (immature) cough in the vid I found about the sausage... I think it was a very funny one!!) but anyway... never mind and dont worry dear if your inspiration hasnt come yet!!! You've to be very proud of yourself 'cos you've had a incredible beginning as a poet!! :eek: ehh! Look at this, I dont know if our sanctuary is the best one (well, if not, it's too near of being the number one) but nobody can tell we dont have the art's power and variety: we have a GREAT poet, even Pablo Neruda should be jealous of his fantastic competitor. Besides, we've an ADORABLE photographer who decore our sanctuary with the most beautiful pics and finally we have an special angel ( LP~Shinoda~FM) who has left us for a while but she is very important here (she is great when we need "information" about the support from this sactuary: Mike... he shouldnt be unhappy. He's an artist and he's surrounded by three incredible artists (the only one who maybe is out from this circle it's me :o ... upps!!)

 

Well, ok, let me see... although your inspiration hasnt come YET (It will come, sure ) presents are something that we cant forget, unless for me. So, look at this!!

(I hope you like them)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

AND YES I DID DECIEVE YOU!

ADMIT IT!

 

Hahaha... I know it dear, and well, dont worry about this 'cos you didnt deceive me... maybe you tried, yes, that's right, but well, I'm quite old (this 29th will be 21!! :'( ) and I know more than the devil... so, you've to be a very good liar if you pretend I fall into your "trap" :thumbsup:

[mrsrobourdon]

lol ok thats it im getting off my sisters sn and ill make one of my own

 

SHE-likes rob

I-[have good taste] and like Mike...jk Robs cool too

 

so YES i did decieve you

 

usiel i love those pics where did u get theo one of mike on the floor? ITS SO CUTE!

[andrea]

Hey Usiel! Love the pictures you posted and as always I have to go one step more, as I'm the photographer, haha. I do have two of the four pictures you posted untagged and here they are:

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/536404d3e65cd29bc8baff271da4b7f8.jpg

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/bf996b698d475eb007a8e15e715a694d.jpg

 

and regarding the photo of Mike on the floor, it's a screen cap from the Live In Texas DVD.

[Usiel]

 

and regarding the photo of Mike on the floor, it's a screen cap from the Live In Texas DVD.

 

Yes!!! And, by the way, I know this vid of memory!! Since I bought it (less than two months ago) I've watched it thousands and thousands of times and well there are two parts I've striped: the scene where you can see Mike in the floor (ainss :o ) and the Numb's performance where you can see a foreground of Mike's face (ainsssssssssssssssssssssssssss ) Besides, I think I posted this amazing foreground here... yes, I did it!!

 

Oh gotta tell you guys' date=' Bandmerch... after 3 months... FINALLY delivered my Mike Shinoda art book. Well it was.... smaller than I imagined ^^ but the paintings are awesome :'] (What else was expected?) But text/photo wise there was minimal, as expected in art books.. hehe... but just to show how many people love our Mike, here's the "About the Artist" section written by Mike's art school room mate.

 

 

Quote:

Originally Posted by About the Artist

 

"Mike and I were roomates in art school and I knew right away he would find success, whether it would be through art or music. Sometimes people ask me why I think Mike is so accomplished. The answer is simple: he's the hardest worker I've ever met. Our last couple of semesters Mike would go to class, usually 9am to 4pm. Then, he would do his homework, usually six hours a day, then he would go to the band's practice studio. The problem was, the studio locked its doors from 2am to 8am - no one could get in or out. So Mike would take a toothbrush and his pillow, work all night, then catch a few hours of sleep before they opened up the doors so he could leave.

 

There are a lot of musicians who also paint, but in contrast, Mike could be a painter whose music is his hobby. The talents and skills are equal in both. His painting is a partner to his music and they are similar in many ways. His music is a mixture of many different types of sounds: there's hip hop and metal, but also touches of electronic and classical. The paintings are also a mixture of many influences. You can see the street art references and influence of his Japanese heritage, but he also employs traditional painting methods.

 

Mike Shinoda is truly a creative individual, always changing and evolving, and in my opinion, you ain't seen nothing yet."

 

- Corey Sandelius

 

Well, that's very interesting... but, well, I think Mike prefers to tell it to his angels by himself

 

 

(I'm sorry, sometimes the images arent very clear... but, well, you know, something is always better than just nothing!

[littleblackstone]

He's an artist and he's surrounded by three incredible artists (the only one who maybe is out from this circle it's me :o ... upps!!)

 

What??!!!

Don't say that kind of sh*t, dear... u know u r an artist, greater than us!!!

 

btw, why dont u post a little story like those u posted on CoB?? i like them so much...

 

and the pics and the vid u posted are indeed a GREAT PRESENT!!! thankzzz!!

 

well, funny and SEXY stuff for you!!!

[Usiel]

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (well, I love Mike a little bit more than you, but just a little bit, not too much more!!) thanks for the pics, they're really AMAZING!!! Seriously, I'm going to have a heart attack (well, actually, I've got some of then since I've been here... but, never mind, my heart can support another one!!

 

Oh, thanks dear, you're very kind. Your words have touched my little and sensitive heart more than the pics...well, maybe one day I write you a story like that one you liked, but well, it'll be for you, so I've to think in a beautiful and sooo romantic context: a mask dance in Venece, maybe? a walk in a nice park when he follow you between the trees and the roses...? (I'm improvising :o )... Oh, I dont like none of them... they're too obvious!!!:no: I'm not prepare yet, you see :'(

 

But, anyway... I need you all my angels!!:help: I've a doubt. Usiel is lost.. have you seen "Remember the name" vid? how is it? Is it a vid where you can see some people doing amazing things? Is it the vid of this song?

 

 

Oh, Mike dear, for your face I can guess than you cant even help me... that's ok, boss

[andrea]

I love those pictures girls. Thanks a lot littleblackstone, I didn't have any of those, *puts a shock face on*, haha.

[SakuraUchiha]

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (well, I love Mike a little bit more than you, but just a little bit, not too much more!!) thanks for the pics, they're really AMAZING!!! Seriously, I'm going to have a heart attack (well, actually, I've got some of then since I've been here... but, never mind, my heart can support another one!!

 

Oh, thanks dear, you're very kind. Your words have touched my little and sensitive heart more than the pics...well, maybe one day I write you a story like that one you liked, but well, it'll be for you, so I've to think in a beautiful and sooo romantic context: a mask dance in Venece, maybe? a walk in a nice park when he follow you between the trees and the roses...? (I'm improvising :o )... Oh, I dont like none of them... they're too obvious!!!:no: I'm not prepare yet, you see :'(

 

But, anyway... I need you all my angels!!:help: I've a doubt. Usiel is lost.. have you seen "Remember the name" vid? how is it? Is it a vid where you can see some people doing amazing things? Is it the vid of this song?

 

 

Oh, Mike dear, for your face I can guess than you cant even help me... that's ok, boss

 

I have seen the vid and it's quite good. The vid does have people doing things that they are good at and it is the vid for the song Remember the Name.

[GraDoN]

Yeah Remember the name by Fort Minor , awesome song

mike rules!!! in a non gay way

[Usiel]

Oh, God, I knew you'd say that, I knew it!!:lol: :lol: But, believe me, at the beginning I thought this too: this vid (the people who were doing amazing things, you know) is the Remember the name's vid... but, what about if I tell you that you're wrong? (or, at least, I think you're wrong and I was wrong) what about if I tell I've found (I dont know why... maybe the providence did something) something very interesting??

 

Ok, have a look and then tell me what your opinion is...

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzAWC2w4Hmc&mode=related&search

 

 

@ Anyway,SakuraUchiha, thanks a lot dear, 'cos you've saved Usiel from a "lost place"

[mrsrobourdon]

im sorry but i must point this out.....

 

 

 

 

either mikes wallet is wandering around or.... :eek:

[DarknessLover]

I couldn't help it...