Sygy's Journal

[Sygy]

I lied about you? No -I only stated the absolute truth.

But what about you? I believe you twisted the truth.

Well, when you left, people came up to me with lots of rumours.

They said, apparantly you said we used to lesbian kiss in the bathrooms.

That I had nits ((which I don't, LOL, but thanks)) and MANY other things.

OH yeah..what was that other thing? That I cheated on James?

Uh..huh.. not that I honestly mind anymore.

C'mon, don't deny it.

I'm not denying the things you accused me with.

Except for the things that are blatantly untrue.

You called me a LOT of names, actually.

&I retaliated back then. Things escalated.

So, we both kind of fueled it in each other, mhm?

 

But it all comes down to this in the end.

Even though nobody really cares,

You know deep down in your heart if you're fooling yourself or not.

No matter what you might want other people to believe,

If you want to PWN me to make me look like a liar,

Or if you just want to deny and deny and deny the truth,

You know in your heart. As so do I.

You can push away the truth and make up a believable lie.

But in the end, it's a regret.

You, as well as others that do, are fooling only themselves.

I know in my heart if I'm lying or not.

I know deep down if I need to confess anything else and I don't.

Because I am staying completely and utterly true.

I've put lies far behind me. I've accepted the crap I've caused.

I've accepted to repent and to move on.

Buuut..

If one wishes to call me a liar then they can be my most trusty guest.

Because I know in myself that I, definitely, am not >.<

 

That text is false. Compleeetely false.

C'mon! Anybody, especially online, can make up a good lie.

Look:

"07-Aug-07 9:42 pm

From: Alison

Hey wat time 2moro? X x"

^^Actually, I just copied that from a message in my Inbox.

But for all we know, it could be a lie.

One could twist the words, make it look believable.

&there...a total false text ^_^

Sorry..just some common knowledge!

 

You defended me?

That's now what I heard.

Oh well -then again -people make up many rumours.

One hears MANY interesting things when they keep to themselves.

=]=]

Take care &God bless.

 

Now thats a lie and you know it is, that rumour was started my Tarin Fernado, Megan Macguiness and Jonanna Hattab because they had nothing better to do! so dont say that i said those things! ok?

I never called you names, i just simply didnt accosiate with you anymore, so dont put words in my mouth, I know you were calling me names with tara kneiger in the bathroom bc Alice Sharman, Rosie Haart and Hastings, told me.

 

 

OMGZZ, I is NOT TrYing TO Pwwnnn yOu!!!!!!111!!! I have the right to defend myself if you choose to come to my forum and into my personal space, no?! well, Im not trying to make you out to be a liar when you already are one, im just holding up the mirror! Im not 'denying' any thing! Im being truthful and just saying what has happened, your the one who is denying what a vindictive and manipulative person you are, swanning in here and pretending to take the higher ground! What amazes me is how you bare face lie to me and people here after you know what you have done!

yeah the text isnt false!!:thumbsup: i dont do stuff that you do like making up profiles on myspace for celbrites and getting caught out! haha!

So, dont come here and lie and pretend, it doesnt work. Even so, if you continue to lie you will be found out in the end! I strongly believe that people who lie start to contradict themselves eventually and get shown up!

[ElenaRosemary]

Now thats a lie and you know it is, that rumour was started my Tarin Fernado, Megan Macguiness and Jonanna Hattab because they had nothing better to do! so dont say that i said those things! ok?

I never called you names, i just simply didnt accosiate with you anymore, so dont put words in my mouth, I know you were calling me names with tara kneiger in the bathroom bc Alice Sharman, Rosie Haart and Hastings, told me.

 

 

OMGZZ, I is NOT TrYing TO Pwwnnn yOu!!!!!!111!!! I have the right to defend myself if you choose to come to my forum and into my personal space, no?! well, Im not trying to make you out to be a liar when you already are one, im just holding up the mirror! Im not 'denying' any thing! Im being truthful and just saying what has happened, your the one who is denying what a vindictive and manipulative person you are, swanning in here and pretending to take the higher ground! What amazes me is how you bare face lie to me and people here after you know what you have done!

yeah the text isnt false!!:thumbsup: i dont do stuff that you do like making up profiles on myspace for celbrites and getting caught out! haha!

So, dont come here and lie and pretend, it doesnt work. Even so, if you continue to lie you will be found out in the end! I strongly believe that people who lie start to contradict themselves eventually and get shown up!

 

Whoa...colourful! :lol:

 

Well..I'm not entirely sure WHO I should believe.

I'll have to ponder over that >.<

 

Well, being years back and us being that age,

We both bitched about each other. No denying.

I admit that I bitched about you. I shall remain honest.

But, bless, let us not get into a bitching competition!

 

'PWN' is like...my favourite word at the moment..

..excuse me ((does the happy PWN dance))

ANYWAYS.. xD

 

I think it's not a matter of us holding up mirrors.

It's a matter of us BOTH looking into one.

No pointing fingers at people &trying to WIN with being the most innocent.

Or trying to see WHO is the bigger liar...or the bigger bitch. Or whatever.

 

I am not a vindictive and manipulative person anymore.

Thankfully, I'll add that I've grown up &hell, I love it!

I admit -I used to be what you accused me of as same as you.

I mean, for goodness sake, don't all go through stages!? ^_^

 

I am not entitled to judge you on how you are NOW.

If you're nice, if you're manipulative, bitchy, friendly, etc..etc..etc..

I really wouldn't know now, would I?

So -please don't judge me. I am not judging you.

Make it fair, make it square.=]

 

Profiles for celebrities? Huh?

Okay...you just lost me there, honey..-.-;;

 

Yes, I believe that, too.

But I am not lying...nor am I pretending.

I am just writing from my heart ^_^

 

Take care &God bless!

 

EDIT: I keep on misspelling "apparently". Gah! Okay.. ((slaps self))

[Sygy]

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/8831767acb027ac0bc8738ff2f1d0bf5.jpg

 

 

thats some one with aids, thats what you told people i had!! its offensive for people who actually havve aids to have the term thrown around liberally! its not a matter of us both look in the mirror, bc i did nothing wrong to you! Yes, im judging you on your past record! you did this lots of times before i finally said good bye to you. And no i hate the mentality that people have for doing wrong and then saying that it was just a phase, you take responsiblity for what you have done in your past!

[ElenaRosemary]

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/8831767acb027ac0bc8738ff2f1d0bf5.jpg

 

 

thats some one with aids, thats what you told people i had!! its offensive for people who actually havve aids to have the term thrown around liberally! its not a matter of us both look in the mirror, bc i did nothing wrong to you! Yes, im judging you on your past record! you did this lots of times before i finally said good bye to you. And no i hate the mentality that people have for doing wrong and then saying that it was just a phase, you take responsiblity for what you have done in your past!

 

Youch!=/

 

Stop making such a big deal out of things.

Please?=]

We both called each other foul things.

You told me I had nits, I said you had AIDs.

I admit it that it was wrong of me to say that.

But I was immature then. &really didn't think.

I just said the first spiteful thing I could think of.

I was quick to be defensive, hostile &bitchy..

To those I thought were trying to mess with me.

 

Sygy, I DID take responsibility for what I did in the past.

FAR worse things, in the past, has happened.

((Don't treat this as the worst thing that has happened to you..))

&I took responsibility for them. I've moved on.

If I had lingered upon them, it would've made me so unhappy.

I may sound like a Jesus freak but I feel healed.

I am NOT ashamed of openly saying that I'm a Christian.

I feel that I've put all that I've done into God's hands.

&I have forgiven people and moved on.

I've become much happier with the weight of guilt off of me.

&God has completely turned my life around.

If one finds if laughable that I am a Christian..

&thinks it's all bull, it really isn't. I'm not changing >.<

 

Take care &God bless!

[Jeezy]

yada yada yada

[ElenaRosemary]

yada yada yada

 

Lol >.<

[Sygy]

Well what a christian you are, isnt one of the ten commandments 'dont lie'? when they are you still lying and saying that i said that you had nits. I didnt say that!

 

question, why are you even here? You know that it would cause friction to come on here so why do it? it doesnt make any sense! does it? it just seems really old and stakerish. and please, dont call me Sygy, thats a name for family and friends.

[DarknessLover]

lol I would rep you Jeezy

 

Guys! Relax, listen, if she really is sorry, let her prove it Sygy, and Rosemary, RELAX find a way to make up to her!

[ElenaRosemary]

Well what a christian you are, isnt one of the ten commandments 'dont lie'? when they are you still lying and saying that i said that you had nits. I didnt say that!

 

question, why are you even here? You know that it would cause friction to come on here so why do it? it doesnt make any sense! does it? it just seems really old and stakerish. and please, dont call me Sygy, thats a name for family and friends.

 

Unfortunately, Sygy was the name I know you by.

&please don't be immature about this.

I used to call you that at school.

As you call me 'Elena'. Savvy?

So... moving on swiftly.

 

Yes, I am a Christian.

I might've lied in the past before I became one.

Back when I was confused, unhappy &yaddida.

But I am not lying now. No matter how strongly you accuse me of it.

I mean; To call somebody a liar is the EASIEST thing to do.

Especially online.

You just point a finger at a person and say, "liar".?

&BAM! They're..a liar? >.<

 

Please, don't deny that you said that to me.

When you have about 20 people coming up to you,

&saying that "Sygy said ..." then, c'mon?

I mean -I'm not deaf, thank you very much.=]

But, bless, who cares, right? Old news.

 

I've just been thinking of something.

I think one remembers what the other person has said.

&not what they themselves said to the other person.

((Perhaps vaguely but not fully, mhm?))

So, it is VERY easy to twist the truth.

&to claim that you didn't say said thing. xD

 

Cause friction?

Oh, not at all. Not really something I care about, you see.

I came because I like forums and communities.

&recently discovered that I really like Linkin Park.

Didn't I already answer this question at the other thread?

 

God bless.x

[DarknessLover]

Honestly, if this was a pointless thread, just meant for angst, I would say delete this...OH I KNOW!

[ElenaRosemary]

Honestly, if this was a pointless thread, just meant for angst, I would say delete this...OH I KNOW!

 

I'm not full of angst.

I'm perfectly calm.

Just hoping to resolve said issues.

Because I find it awfully petty.

But then again, I'm a liar, right? :lol: xD

[Sygy]

call me sygellene bc i dont want you saying it, i simply dont refere to you!

 

you know what? acting all big and better on the internet isnt cool! your right for once anc calling some one liar on the interent isnt smart either! So i have a better idea, why dont you meet up with me? Either at Camden this saturday or at my house, ive posted the adress in here a few pages back, ok?

 

so why dont you come down to camden market we'll be in the usual place and we'll see whos a liar then? Dont worry you cant bring all your friends as witness to how much you have changed and ill bring all people would've witnessed you doing this stuff to me! ok?!

then it will be fairly obvious to see how done what and who in fact has been twisting the truth! if your all in the right, then you'll have nothing to be worried about and you'll come down and we'll have a nice long lenghtly discussion about this, and why your internet stalking me? ok!

 

so if your right and simply want to follow this through, ill see you at Camden on Saturady!

 

oh btw, what are the names of these people who have said that i aparntly said all thses things about you? im interested to know, well then again i can always ask hannah hardy we're pretty close and she'll tell if i did say this stuff?

 

comprende!

[Jeezy]

Honestly...

 

it's not really any of my business...but could you guys not just leave each other alone

 

I think everything has been said about this issue..

and it seems like both sides are not interested in a friendship or something like that anymore....

 

so just stop talking with each other and let this be a peaceful place again

 

please

[ElenaRosemary]

call me sygellene bc i dont want you saying it, i simply dont refere to you!

 

you know what? acting all big and better on the internet isnt cool! your right for once anc calling some one liar on the interent isnt smart either! So i have a better idea, why dont you meet up with me? Either at Camden this saturday or at my house, ive posted the adress in here a few pages back, ok?

 

so why dont you come down to camden market we'll be in the usual place and we'll see whos a liar then? Dont worry you cant bring all your friends as witness to how much you have changed and ill bring all people would've witnessed you doing this stuff to me! ok?!

then it will be fairly obvious to see how done what and who in fact has been twisting the truth! if your all in the right, then you'll have nothing to be worried about and you'll come down and we'll have a nice long lenghtly discussion about this, and why your internet stalking me? ok!

 

so if your right and simply want to follow this through, ill see you at Camden on Saturady!

 

oh btw, what are the names of these people who have said that i aparntly said all thses things about you? im interested to know, well then again i can always ask hannah hardy we're pretty close and she'll tell if i did say this stuff?

 

comprende!

 

You misspelled your name.

Is it not Sygaellene?

 

Unfortunately, I am going to Somerset with my friends this Saturday.

I'm very busy, you see..

&from the way you are phrasing this,

It merely sounds like you just want one big fight.

I'm not on for that. I find it pathetic. VERY petty &rather juvenile.

 

Internet stalking?

Of course not, Sygaellene; I am merely chatting with you.

 

I could name a few.

But I disagree with putting other people into this.

That'll just escalate things. So, don't be cliquey ^_^ Lol.

[Sygy]

wow, i left the A out of my name because i was typing fast what a big whoop!

 

fine, well then whenever, camden/regents park in the hollow tree we're always there! so if you ever want to pop over, your more thn welcome!

 

well if your not even going to site your sources then you have nothing to back up what i aparntly said to you do you, i named my sources, why cant you. I dont see it as petty, if your going to make accusations about people then expect them to defend themselves, you cant just go bulldozing in here and say all these stuff and not expect reprecussions! Well if your not comming then you say you hang in Soho? may just pop down to see you! and no im not going to start a massive fight, im just merely going to tell you what to leave me alone and stop stirring and lying about me!

 

you're very lucky becuase when my mum heard about the AIDS thing she wanted to sue you for slander, her being an ex lawyer and going to harvard she would know whats shes doing!

 

but eventually,stuff does catch up with people who lie and do horrid things in the past. Look at me i did a horrid thing, the thing ebing that i made friends with you and look im still plagued with your presence more than a year and a half one of throwing in the towel!

[ElenaRosemary]

wow, i left the A out of my name because i was typing fast what a big whoop!

 

fine, well then whenever, camden/regents park in the hollow tree we're always there! so if you ever want to pop over, your more thn welcome!

 

well if your not even going to site your sources then you have nothing to back up what i aparntly said to you do you, i named my sources, why cant you. I dont see it as petty, if your going to make accusations about people then expect them to defend themselves, you cant just go bulldozing in here and say all these stuff and not expect reprecussions! Well if your not comming then you say you hang in Soho? may just pop down to see you! and no im not going to start a massive fight, im just merely going to tell you what to leave me alone and stop stirring and lying about me!

 

you're very lucky becuase when my mum heard about the AIDS thing she wanted to sue you for slander, her being an ex lawyer and going to harvard she would know whats shes doing!

 

but eventually,

 

Aww, bless!

Well -I don't know if I ever will. I'm pretty busy already!

&can definitely see that I would not enjoy your company.

Pretty kind of you to offer, though.

ANYWAYS.. xD

It was nice chatting with you &to see if you have changed.

But I pretty much see that you haven't..at all.

So -I am only wasting my time >.<

I shall get on with my awesome life.

&I bid you well!

God Bless.

PS: You're still plagued with my presence?

Oh dear..that's truly awful. You'll survive :lol:

[Sygy]

good to see your back!

 

BYYYYYYEEEEEEEE!!!

[Stllmn8j]

Holy shit this is a pretty stupid fight

[Sygy]

Holy shit this is a pretty stupid fight

indeed!

 

anyways, ive just be diggin my cats grave, that was pretty cheery work. and...my dads refusing to pay child support -.-

[allieking]

stop fighting!!!

[Sygy]

ive stopped as long as that mad woman leaves me alone.

 

anyways, i have an update. Tis called wag's funeral!

 

So mummy got home with the body and it was all stanched and wrapped up like an egyptian mummy and she was told not to look inside bc its not nice. she didnt do into any further description so i just i knew that it must be bad.

 

During today, in my breaks from LPFing i dug Wags grave and surpise, surpise i actally did it to a good fit! So we then wrapped him up in his blanky and some of this old collars that he kept and we put him in, then i placed next to him a poem that i wrote about him, called "wag is the bestest katt in the weld' yes, spelt like that but i wrote it when i was little, ok!! then i put the dirt back on top of him. Then we placed a bird bath full of water on top of him with a little stone lion and some other flower pots ( the main reason is that we dont want the foxes to dig him up). So that is, of course i was in hysterics earlier all sobbing and waling about him being gone and i expect ill do some more tonight but im calm atm! I GOT PICS!!!

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/b8e6d308f1c5e2aceea434ed7d0f4df4.jpg <--wag!

 

 

 

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pics of old house (how i miss it)

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e41b447e1d803234988696a4a635d2b3.jpg

 

me in back garden!

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/41466fa56196ad8511f7852580bf93b4.jpg

 

me in mums room next to the stairs not looking to happy, twas moving day!

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/22f04550d6d0b4447c2797020dc10afc.jpg

 

Weena in the doorway, just look at the decoration wasnt it lovely?

 

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/df0e1a8904651642a7e64c28ef76490c.jpg

 

mummy, by the window in her bedroom!

[GraDoN]

wow thats a reall nice house!!!! i love the garden

and yeah i think it would be better if you stopped fighting so elena if you or sygy are wrong i really dont care i think it would be better if you stop posting in her journal. we REALLY dont want another flame war

[Sygy]

ok thanks.

 

yeah it was a nice house and i miss it greatly, *sigh*.

[Jeezy]

nice pictures

 

may your cat rest in peace now

[Sygy]

thanks & thanks!