Sygy's Journal

[Friðbjörn]

what a bitch...

[Sygy]

yeah shes a bit gay

anyways, im off to the USA tommorrow to see family members and look at Uni's sooo

 

byeee

[twilightcrimson7]

Awww sygy! I would let you blast rammstein as loud as you wanted!!!

<3 Cheer up hon

Aw cool! Seems everyone is travelling but me I'm assuming you're off to NY? Have fun !!

[Linkin_lp_park]

yeah shes a bit gay

anyways, im off to the USA tommorrow to see family members and look at Uni's sooo

 

byeee

 

Have fun out there, let me know how it went

[MrsBennington-Delson]

have fun!! we'll miss you :-*

[Sygy]

mm yeah ive been back for 2 weeks.

 

 

im super pissed off bc of the school elections tommorrow.

Ive been campaigning and places my posters everywhere around school, however, it seems that im so hated that people have been actually ripping down and apart my campaign posters. Well, ok, thats fine people to do.

 

BUT..leaving Russian History today i saw some people actually BURNING some of my picture outside! What have i actually done to diserve this? i cant be that bad can i? its a fucking piss take!

 

Anyways, tommorrow is the last day of the campaign and all candidates have to stand up in assembly a deliver a final speech in front of EVERYONE. Im not scared abot that bc well ive written my speech and practised. What im scared is about how i overheard people talking about how theyre going to BOO and scream me down. Its basically going to be like 300 people screaming at me. IM thinking of just not going in tommorrow bc its not like im actually going to win anways. However, my friend told me that if i dont go in and do the speech that it would be allowing them to win bc it would have meant that they scared me enough,

 

 

fuck!!

[woodyloveslinkin]

i would vote for you if i could....

[MayaTheVampire]

However, my friend told me that if i dont go in and do the speech that it would be allowing them to win bc it would have meant that they scared me enough,

 

exactly...you SHOULD go...just don't listen to the people that boo's...act like you don't care...I think you really should go and do your speech and show everyone how good you are. even if you don't win...it'll be something that you did...and possibly made you stronger..and made THEM feel like idiots for their behaviour..

 

good luck :thumbsup:

[Sygy]

exactly...you SHOULD go...just don't listen to the people that boo's...act like you don't care...I think you really should go and do your speech and show everyone how good you are. even if you don't win...it'll be something that you did...and possibly made you stronger..and made THEM feel like idiots for their behaviour..

 

good luck :thumbsup:

 

 

i know, thank you soo much, i needed to hear that again!

 

Thanx Maya and Woodz! rep for both!

[woodyloveslinkin]

Lol you repped for me for your bday thread =p so I think you would have to wait to "spread some rep before you can rep woodz" lol. Well I hope everything goes well for you today dear (it might be the next day for you there, I dunno, it's time differences fault) and I'm sure people won't boo you. If they do, give me their home addresses and I will personally deal with them

[twilightcrimson7]

Wtf?! Losers I say! You're awesome, don't listen to them. Er, well I guess that's kind of hard when you're giving a speech to such assholes, but don't take it to heart I guess. If you've done nothing wrong you don't deserve that at all! *hug*

 

I'm sure your speech will be brilliant! Prove them wrong hon! I'll root for you

[Sygy]

well i did the speech. The teachers liked it a thought that it was powerful. the students found it too serious and thought that i sounded like a mini-Hitler (???) so i know what must have happened. I tried to speak to confidently and loudly over them and i ended up sounding scary. LOL, i think that Ashram will probably win it though due to all his posters. lol, i kinda came home after geog-geog with Akroyd bc i have like 3 hours of nothing bc well its coming up to the end of term and lessons just tend to fall apart around this time. so im going back after lunch for some british history! LOL. i was kinda hoping my mum would be here bc then we could have go to the cafe...but mehh

 

sygy out

[woodyloveslinkin]

well at least the teachers liked it =)

[MayaTheVampire]

yaaay you did it...and don't listen to those stupid kids....the teachers liked it...maybe you won't win...but hey...yo did the speech

 

and thanks for the rep

[MrsBennington-Delson]

lol @ mini-hitler x]

But as the others said allready the teachers liked it! I think thats important

[Sygy]

ermm can i be bothered to update...slightly..

 

We'll im really into my school stuff now. ive just sent off my applications to Universities all thats left now is to send my payments (u have to pay them to read ur application forms). So in order of what i want

Edinburgh-Politics and History

Nottingham-European Politics

Aberdeen-Politics and International Relations

Dundee-Politics and International Relations

Keele-Politics and international relations (safety school)

So i guess the waiting till January begins eek! i have mock exams in 4 weeks so i promised myself to start revising next weekend.

Hopefully, ive gotten a job with my Local MP (Politican) he said he was interested and just wanted a statement from me so i sent it yesterday and again im waiting. Really want that job seeing as i will be going in Politics.

Well atm at school im still doing Model United Nations and im actually going to be briefing the rest of my MUN on theissue of rights of indignious people (basically how the Austrialians and Americans have given there first nation peoples such a bad deal) so im really looking forward to that.

Ermmm....i got chosen by my teacher to represent the Czech Republic on a debate on Migration at a student simulations of the European Commission. thats happening on the 27th and my dad promised me a new suit for that sooo ekkkk!!! looking forward to that.

God, im soo rushed off my feet having my prefect duties at school as well as having extra lunchtime classes for History. i

On a more fun, social side, my mum is going on a tour through France, the Netherlands and Belgium and Germany next weekend, so im having a house party!!! w00t

sygy out

[Black_Angel]

Oooh you've sent your UCAS off, I should really do mine but i'm so stuck for where to apply!

It's cool that you want to go into Politics, I'm taking it at AS this year and it's actually really interesting lol.. good luck with the debate and getting offers and stuff!! Nottingham's supposed to be really good for History/Politics, but I can't get in because you have to get like AAA lol =(

[MrsBennington-Delson]

It's great to hear that you're so successfull!! I hope it's makin you happy and that you're not as depressed as you used to be

good luck at those exams and have fun at your house party!! drink one beer for me xD

[Sygy]

Oooh you've sent your UCAS off, I should really do mine but i'm so stuck for where to apply!

It's cool that you want to go into Politics, I'm taking it at AS this year and it's actually really interesting lol.. good luck with the debate and getting offers and stuff!! Nottingham's supposed to be really good for History/Politics, but I can't get in because you have to get like AAA lol =(

 

yeah i know! but my dad went to there so im under a lot of pressure to go. claims its it was the best time of his life, although he did get chucked out for being so badly behaved. Thanks i have a lot of prepartion of this as well as having to redo an exam bc ive been accused of cheating bc i got 102/105 of the marks in history..very long story and a big piss take.

But i got predicted ABBB, so i cant do History?pol at Not so i went for European Politcs at a BBB.

 

oh im still as depressed as ever! gaining loads of weight then weight going back to normal. Basically next week i have to decide whether i want to go on anti-depressants. I think im trying to keep myself busy because of that

[MrsBennington-Delson]

 

oh im still as depressed as ever! gaining loads of weight then weight going back to normal. Basically next week i have to decide whether i want to go on anti-depressants. I think im trying to keep myself busy because of that

oh.. I'm sorry =(

[Jeezy]

look who's back !

[diana]

Well, looks like you're being very busy...and it's good if it helps you with your depression...it sounds way serious when talking about anti-depressants...but if nothing else has been helpful...it could really do good for you...

 

And wtf, you guys have to pay for them to read?!? o.0

W/e...

Good luck!!!

[Sygy]

yeah i took myself out of therapy today, no the wisest of decisions giving my circumstances. My therapist seemed really taken aback. I didnt speak last session but pulled out today must have seemed really out of the blue to her. BUT ah well my decision. Eventhough now im starting to get chronic pain and disturbed sleep patterns which signal severe depression (once the minds starts to affect the body). Life has been tough these last months with my mum and i fighting and my 'friends' cutting me out for good. hahaha. tad depressing when you see my arms and all the scars covering them and the fact that this year ive been stiched up three times.

Well they decided not to give me the anti-depressants as they thnk i am too young bastards, im just going to medicate myself with all my painkillers for my random pains hahahaha and also because they make you feel really dizzy and kinda out of it

Aparently i should go for anger management, would stop me from smacking people. with al that said i dont understand why i got such an not amazing but positive progress report with my 100% attendence and my behaviour and attention in class being an E (excellent, we have E, G=Good, S satisfactory, U- unsatisfactory M major cause for concern).

IM nervous about my briefing tommorrow! well alteast im getting completely wasted on friday and saturday!

[MrsBennington-Delson]

good luck tomorrow!

[Sygy]

did i tell you guys that im going to be on a debate which is going to be televised? Im debating immigration to the EU and the harmonisation of immigrants into society.