Sygy's Journal

[Sygy]

ohh half german are we?

 

well ethnically the germans and english are very close so i may see where some ppl are coming from. atleast ppl dont mistake you for Indian. LOL

and yeah, thats a funny story. i always get like that when im drunk mistaking ppl for others..as you know it can get quite humiliating.

 

and yes, i would LOVE to be in your story =)

[woodyloveslinkin]

I don't know what proportion I am exactly, but half-German, quarter Australian, some New Zealander and some English. It's cos people think I talk like an English woman!! Lol.

Have you ever yelled at the top of your voice, drunk, with a random guy who steals your cigarette and lighter, continues to talk about one of your favourite bands (it was nightwish at that point of time), then you tell each other that you want to marry each other only to forget that your bf is 4 metres away looking at you weirdly and then drags you away from everyone?

That happened to me the other night. That Chester Bennington was off his face. He beat me at the breathometer, 4.25 - 4.28 dammit I was close.

What's the funniest thing you can remember being drunk?

[Sygy]

i HATE it when ppl touch my fags matches lighters skins, or anything that i use for fag time! >:o makes me so mad!

 

but yeah, i know what you mean about the love part 'sept me no have no boyfriend. LOL

 

Hmm, funny stories when drunk..theres so many here my journal tbh. But the time i threw up in my mate's sink was pretty funny and everyone seems to remember that...LOL. GOD, this is surprising none come to mind now. A few weeks back after my fight with Jack i got completely wasted and vomitted on my mate Max's floor, that was fun.

 

Ah, i have a great memory! this one time at Camden Lock, my mate Lizzie stole this HUGE bottle of gins from her parents and brought it along. SO! we decided to add it to some coke, however, it tasted completely foul! BUT, oh my god did it make you drunk quick. Literally within five minuets i was on the floor completely zoning out! ahhh good times!! another time James vomitted on Simone's head, but that wasnt really a good time!

 

god bless alcohol and the effect it causes!

[woodyloveslinkin]

I vomited in my mates bed....lol...that's why you never give woody Red Bear cos it makes her vomit...maybe cos I was mixing alcohol with yoghurt as well.

[Sygy]

oh god, have you tried baileys irish cream with lime juice..thats ssoo fould and it curdels like hell

 

dont ever try it

[woodyloveslinkin]

I was drinking in Year 10 commerce class a mini of Baileys. Lol. We secretly got drunk in class.

[Sygy]

Ok, so long time no update!

 

Firstly, regarding LPF i dont think im going to around here much longer, not intentionally its just that ive grown up and probably out of this place and well there loads of members who are much cooler than i! I hardly come on as much as i use to anymore and well i dont really urge to!

 

Secondly, my life is quite boring at the moment. Ive been doing coursework piece ater courswork exams inbetween saturady classes for my Government and Politics revision as well as staying after school for geog-geog and British History! So, on the school front ive done my geo coursework and passed that,in addition i did my coursework exams for history which took a lot out of me. learning about the new economic policy and lenin's pragmatism as well as the wilderness years british rearmament and the rise of the german militaty once more under herr hitler. YAWN. But alteast theres some gov and pol to see me through which to be honest is a lot of reading, revising and essays but atleast im vaguely interested(though not as much a hisotry, remember).

 

So i had my geo exam on tues, and well i didnt fail it. you can tell when youve failed and i did a lot of revision. However, i dont feel like i did my best in it and well probably get a C, which i am not happy with so im signing up for my re-takes in Jan. Well ive got Government and Politics tommorrow so ive been doing revision. I was in school from 9-5 yesterday and today doing revision, except today i went to british hisotry revision after that. so im prety tired atm. But i feel that ive grasped the fundementals of the argue for the executive dominance in the british political system as well as the concept pf economic libertarianism,,,which i dont like at all! i thought it wasa good thing but its not and neither is reganomics!! gahh, but i do like maggie!

 

ahh le sigh, well my best friend is coming to stay this weekend, so i probably should tidy up my bedroom bc well its worst than berlin after the red army stormed it. LOL!! god im becoming neeky! i really want to a to a rave again and get squiffy, aparntly theres a foam rave heading down somewhere but i dunno where :O!

 

errm, on the 15th im going to new york to look at uni's then im heading down south to see some family members, et c'est tout dans ma vie!

[MrsBennington-Delson]

I understand ya bout LPF... but you gonna be on msn huh?

 

oh those exams... you're really stuffed with them... but good to hear they're goin good well at least you're not failing anything =P

 

w00t you're going to NY? wow thats cool have a great time there and fun with your fam

xxx

[Friðbjörn]

yup, libertarianism is definitely not the solution.

 

up to a certain point it's all just about this great freedom for everyone, but once you go past that point, it's just about a few rich guys mooching off the rest of us

[Sygy]

yeah Jos, im constantly on msn and facebook. its just that LPF is kinda boring and im more into lying around with ppl now instead of being at home on the computer.

 

No. the exams are gay, i just had my politics one this morning. it was three hours and by the first hour i was desperate to go to the toliet but i didnt to leave the hall. I was happy with the qestions on voting behaviour. they asked about the impacts of opinion polls on election campaigns and the outcome. I also was happy with the question of trade unions and pressure groups and access points for the them. i wasnt happy with the question on cabinet committees because i wasnt hundred percent sure on them. i also didnt like the question that read 'prime ministerserial governement is a myth' i just felt twas a too too vague for my likeing but i definatly think that i did well in it seeing as ive revisied so hard for it with going to all the extra lesson on saturday and after school as well as working thorugh lots of pass examination papers by myself.

 

no i just have British and russian history on the 2 of june and then im free as a bird i dont have to come back unitll the 23rf of June for a month of prep school.

 

Oh, yeah, today was upper sixth levels day. SO the last years, upper sixth, actually broke into the school and painted large areas of the walls purple. (thats there year grop colour) as well as writing in duct tape..'W E B R O K E IN.....P U R P L E'. so genius.andthey have there prom coming up, i cant wait untill my prom next year.

 

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No i hate the libertarian stance on the economy or monetarism as it can also be called. Im more of a Keynesian as in a believe in a mixted economy as well i do strongly approve of nationalisation as well. ahhh nationalisation of buinesses but NOT of banks!! If banks fall i think thats their own business and is usually due to over borrowing. Apart from that i believe in welfare and other nationalised buisnesses in the industry. we have this joke at school that i an a reincarnated socialist from the 30's LOL.

[Friðbjörn]

lol

well we share views then

 

 

about the banks though...the thing is, if banks go down, it's all our asses too, so the governments are always gonna bail the banks out

[Sygy]

not really, we share slightly similar economic/ political views but our social views definatly conflict . you wth you disliking of crackhead and me being like 'w00t cRaCk!!!11!!!one'. OK, then regarding banks what i meant to say (lol) was that i just didnt like how Brown (not Darling because he's puppet chancellor) nationalised Northern Rock after the run (which was the banks fault bc they were actually aware that it was collapsing a fair few months in advance). Bc what now happens it that us the public have to support that fucker of a bank bc they invested too heavily in the states and used sub-prime mortages. absolute fuckers. If it wasnt that they KNEW in advance and if they had just swallowed their pride and admitted it the whole fiasco would have been nipped in the bud. so that why im so down witht the british banks right now..im just so happy that the RBS didnt fail bc that would have been the last straw!

[Friðbjörn]

lol yes I know, we are different types, definitely

 

but yeah, I'm not justifying covering for their mess, I'm just saying they are gonna cover for it...

[Sygy]

Yeah, i know, wish they werent bc i dont want the taz. Im not against tax seeing as i understand its uses and i not one of those tards who cant the correlation between a slighty heavy reep in and higher effieceny in public administration and our services..mah...but still, i like tax that benefits the common man directly and beneficially not just a tax with is just there over some one imcompetance and to act as a life boat to the fat cats of the finicial world.

 

 

god, im starting to freak out about my exams. In hindsight i think that geography went horribly and that i definatly passed Politics, well you only need what 51% to pass but i feel that i wont get like a top mark bc guess what? i was just looking at the politics notes when i took them ot of my purse from today and well i got an 8 mark question completely wrong as in COMPLELETY wrong, i wrote about the british councill and mayorial election system in britian when i should have been talking about the one in former west germany....fuck.. that mean that in the electoral systems section tht highest i can score is a 70 % which is a scrap of a B. fucky!!

[twilightcrimson7]

I've missed you!

[Sygy]

and i you, i tried to speak to you last week on MSN, and alas you didnt reply!

[Sygy]

UPDATE-Y!!

 

Wowness, tueday was well amazing and stressful at the same time. Basically, i kinda didnt come home at night. LOL. My mum was calling all my friend's parents and threatening to get the police to come and find me! LOL. She was saying to Leah's mum that she was going to standing outside of her house. LOL. Try as she might but the trains going into London dont run after 10,30 mummy dearest!

 

\but basically, i met up with Leah, Shauna and Jackand we brought big bottles of Vodka and met in the starbucks near totenham court road (thats off Oxford street). A basically, ive been in such a bad mood with that shitty Geography exams, my mum bing a bitch and called me a 'fucking pig;. then theres just my dad and then just thinking about university in general. And well i really just turned in to a bit of Holden Caufield (catcher in the rye) clone and just didnt feel sad but just so SOOO angry. So i decided that we should go to the Downs, basically wastelands in Hackney near Leah's house. And well we did get fucked and somehow i got my hands on some beer as well! Well we were drinking, bitching, laughing, jokeing and in my case vomitting LOL .

 

Then when the voddie was all gone we decided to spilt however i didnt want to go home so i asked Jack if i could sleep over at his and he saif yes. So off we went with Shauna to drop her back home. Then we went to His house which is fucking awesome by the way, its the old Big Breakfast house..well i say house i mean more like Mansion near Greenwich! So he brought some more vodka and we decided to jst sit up in his room drinking and talking mainly about sex and how much he hates Alice, which pissed me off a bit. Oh yeah, then my mm was screaming down my phone at me. Ive got to remember to switch my phone off so i cant hear that bitch. Then we went to sleep where he preceed to snore so fucking loudly!

 

then we woke up the next morning and went down for breakfast where he basically made fun of me fo rbeing vegetarian. But i got to play with his kitten :) mega !! Then we headed out of his house and i was actally ebing so quite bc i was like slightly hungover and thinking about my mum. So we headed down to Hollaway to watch Sex and the city, which was great and we also had some more vodka!

 

 

ahhh, so all in all, good time. i think jacks gone back to his college in Cornwall now though, ahh well. ill see the whole crew at my bday party!

[Friðbjörn]

lots of vodka lol

[Sygy]

lots of vodka lol

 

too much, i get such a bad stomach ache. but drinking at mid-day on a bus with jack is just too far IMO

[Friðbjörn]

hah! now I know where your limit is! xD

[Sygy]

yeah its a beer and a bottle of vodka and practically no sleep!

 

 

oh Mini-Update!

 

im so proud of myself bc this guy has been playing my best friend and i caught him out and naturally told her straight away asa i knew!! arnt i such a good friend, snooping through all of his facebook comment and friends just bc im watching out for her!

 

Oh, and it seems like my bday party is going to be on the 7th of june, the day before my bday!! w00t!!! in my dads shack. its going to be boom tings!

[Friðbjörn]

haha

I wish I led such an exciting life

[Sygy]

haha

I wish I led such an exciting life

 

you do lead an exciting life, which your intelligence and generally good humour and stuff!

Not many teenagers are as soft spoken and can empathise that way that you are able to!

 

yayness

 

 

who would want a life like mine anyways, its really pathetic if u think about it. i cant be happy unless im drinking and getting my own way! secondly, i constantly feel the need to be 'cool' in addition, i totally backstab and 'trade' over friend for cooler ones!!

[Friðbjörn]

you do lead an exciting life, which your intelligence and generally good humour and stuff!

Not many teenagers are as soft spoken and can empathise that way that you are able to!

 

yayness

 

 

who would want a life like mine anyways, its really pathetic if u think about it. i cant be happy unless im drinking and getting my own way! secondly, i constantly feel the need to be 'cool' in addition, i totally backstab and 'trade' over friend for cooler ones!!

haha

thank you

but I mean something like some intelligence is useless when you have no one to talk to...

soft spoken? what does that mean

 

but yeah, no come on lol

you're doing exciting stuff on weekends...at least you have something to do

 

you're not a bad person =) not nearly

and the mock UN thing...and I mean all your studies, you're smart as well! plus you're tall, lol

[Sygy]

even if you have intelligence yet have no one to share it with, you still know the you know something and you'll get a good job bc of it! soft spoken=well spoken for example, unlike me, you dont say fuck this fuck that fuck your mum and few moments

 

im not tall anymore, ppl are catching up on me i dont do as many subjects as you, though on the educational front it would seem that i really have changed! :O