Sygy's Journal

[Sygy]

oh year ur the pencil molesting that rubber lol

[diana]

oh year ur the pencil molesting that rubber lol

Yup, that's so true...

[Sygy]

see! i know u..and jeez is a llama bc i say so....speaking of lud hes not online i can call him by his actually name and not get n trouble.....

[diana]

He he...so he doesn't like to be called by his real name? Hmmm...yeah, that's possible...

Speaking of real names...do I know what's your name?

[Sygy]

my real name is..........................

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sygaellene-Marion

[diana]

Hmmm...interesting...nice name...

[woodyloveslinkin]

I knew that ... I think ...

[Jeezy]

He he...so he doesn't like to be called by his real name? Hmmm...yeah, that's possible...

Speaking of real names...do I know what's your name?

 

That's right....

[Sygy]

ARE YOU:

 

1. A Cuddler? yes i am..i love it

 

2. A morning person?: ermm i get up early if i have too..but on weekends i sleeeep

 

3. Are you a perfectionist?:no way

 

4. An only child?: yes..well i have a brother some where

 

5. Catholic?: nope...

 

6. In your pajamas?: how did u know that? yes im in my pjs and its almost lunch lol

 

7. Currently suffering from a broken heart: maybe

 

8. Okay styling other people's hair?:i like playing with other ppl hair

 

9. Left handed?: no

 

LAST

1. Friend you saw: theopahina

 

2. Talked to on the phone: paloma, this morning

 

3. text: cant find phone

 

4. Message/Comment over myspace: di!!!!!!

 

5: Instant message: father

 

TODAY

1. Wore: im wearing my sleepy clothes

 

2. Was today better than yesterday? dunno

 

TOMORROW

1. Is: sunday?

 

2. Got any plans: homework

 

3. Dislikes about tomorrow: homework lol

FAVORITES

 

1. Number: 69

 

2. Color: purple....

 

3. Season: winter a world of fragile things lalalal *sing*

 

CURRENTLY

1. Missing: my friends, i havnt seen them bc ive been like too depressed and have too mcu homework

 

2. Mood: sucky

 

3. Wanting:..........?

 

 

Q's AND A's

 

Q: Last thing you ate

A: toast....it was really burnt lol

 

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:

A: my friends..i want to see them

 

Q: What's annoying you right now?:

A: dog..weiner is pissing me off

 

Q: What's the last movie you saw?:

A: saw 2 *hides*

 

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:

A: ermm...dunno

 

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:

A: .......move swifty on

 

Q: Do you think that that person is thinking of you too?

A: i hope so...are u thinking of me?

 

Q: Where is the last place you went?

A: streatham

 

Q: Do you smile often?:

A: no

 

Q: Do you wish upon stars?

A: yes

 

Q: Where did you go last night?:

A: mates house..got a bit tipsy

 

Q: Where did you go tonight?:

A: tonight hasnt happend yet

 

Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?

A: girl friends

 

Q: When was the last time you cried?

A: this morning when i woke up

 

Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?

A: brushed my dents

 

Q: What are you about to do?

A: shower

 

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?

A: no

 

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.

A: 1

[Jeezy]

Hey Sygy....get online....now!

[Sygy]

MEH!!! i was online!!!! u get oneline NOW!!!! muhahahahahaha

 

yerr..get outta bed and get online!

[Jeezy]

MEH!!! i was online!!!! u get oneline NOW!!!! muhahahahahaha

 

yerr..get outta bed and get online!

 

I am now...

[Sygy]

hahaha i was right!!! *dances*

[Sygy]

1] describe your last kiss:

meh? had better had worst

 

2] who's car were you in last?

my god-mothers

 

3] what was the highlight of your weekend?

#oh i dont feel like dancing...#

 

4] what color shirt are you wearing?

white ;[ itsmy sports shirt from school..yes im disguiting i didnt change after that stupid lonf walk we went on

 

5] how long is your hair?

short

 

6] how long have you been friends with your best friend?

since i was 7

 

7] who's on your mind right now?

ooo im not telling you that

 

8] last show you watched?

jeepers creepers 2 <------im confused about this movie was it meant to be funny?

 

9] last thing you ate?

friut loaf

 

10] last thing you drank?

orange juice..which was a bit gross...it had no lumps

 

11] where did you sleep last night?

bed...........left hand side near the window so that i could get a nice breeze on my face

 

12] do you have a significant other?

no im single for almost 5 months now

 

13] when was the last time you smiled?

cant remember

 

14] what did you say last?

'excuss me,please' i was on the bus..i need to walk past some one

 

15] where is your phone?

gone

 

17] what color are your eyes?

blackish brown..i have really dark eyes

 

18] what shoes are you wearing?

im not..im bare foot...my piggies are red

 

19] who came over last?

the alarm man

 

20] name the last three things you have bought in the past week:

urmm water, a new handband and nail polish..red 'autumn blaze'

 

21] who/what do you hate currently?

my father.he cant just leaves us with nothing and refuse to pay for my education and have a girlfriend and be an alcoholic. its just not fair at all

 

22] what are you listening to?

the sound of my typing lol

 

23] when was the last time you got drunk?

dunno...

 

24] what's your favorite scent?

ermm...strawberry smells pretty good

 

25] who makes you the happiest right now?

no one

 

26] does someone have a crush on you?

no body finds me attractive lol

 

26] do you have a crush on someone?

hehehe

 

27] are you addicted to myspace?

indeed!

 

28] what was the first thing you said when you woke up?

' stop it!!!!' my mum was knocking on my door to try and get me up for school

 

29] are you left-handed?

noooopeeee

 

30] did you like this survey?

i thought it was the highlight of my day! *major sarcasm*

 

************************* on a more serious note*************

 

im actually enjoying school at the mo! well not the ppl i think that they are all cunts but like doing school work bc if i do well then i feel happy! and also school owes going and doing nothing in shit-ville all day.

and heres some bad news...im depressed again..like more depressed than ever. because everything seems to be caving in around me. like when i wake up i can hardly be fucked to get out of bed bc i think:'whats the point?'..and like sometimes when im not doing something im just like 'ohh, i wish i was dead'.

so yes, basically, i would tell some one like my mum but i dont want to stress her out and im meant to be going to some gay physocologist but im not in the mood to here that its just teenagehood but im fucking sick of hearing that. bc i think its something much more than that. i think there is actually something wrong with me...

[Jeezy]

what's wrong with you then?

[Sygy]

im depressed basically.. lol..thats whats wrong. i just cant deal with shit anymore.err i cant explain i just feel like i wanna be locked up in my room for the rest of my life

[Jeezy]

That's bad....

but there's something I want to tell you:

 

 

Vous semblez bon aujourd'hui !

[Sygy]

its good to me today? car??????? je ne comprende pas....

 

écoute! l'Allemand qui essaies de parler français!

[Jeezy]

I thought it means: you look good today....

[Sygy]

lol...refere to my earlier statement! in french ..i know what u were saying im just being rude lol

[Jeezy]

its good to me today? car??????? je ne comprende pas....

 

écoute! l'Allemand qui essaies de parler français!

 

J'essaye juste de parler français

[Sygy]

haha i know u did. good try though! :)where did u get it from?

[Jeezy]

I found a nice translator...lol

[Sygy]

hey thats not fair!!!!!!!!!!! err u cheated!!! well i can do that same then

[Sygy]

hmm i think i shall update about my exciting day!!!!!

 

so today i was meant to be getting pissed with noz and tor in soho. but i felt that noz has been like abit 'flakey' to me...like only wants to talk to me if i now some gossip or like a big trip out or a party somewhere so i didnt go which made me feel rather bad bc i didnt go to see tor. bc i like her but where not that close anyways so it wont upset her more than i KNOW it will piss up noz.

 

anyways so i decided to go out with the hackney group. of course after i sent a few dumb mypazz messages to them lol!!! (we dont like call eachother anymore bc most of all our phones have been either stolen or we cant afford the mobile phone bills. so basically you onlt call some one if its a dire emergency) so i had to be up camden at 1....i arrived at 12;40<----which i think is pretty amaxe seeing as im usuallyl late for eveyhting...so i see james so i go over to him and wait with him...and we had a fags!!!!! tut tut dirty smokers!!!! then alex arrived!!!! and i havnt seen him for ages *last february bc he got banned from going out after nozomi called his home phine and was a tad drunk so heis parentals banned him)

 

so we were all standing there and we saw all these ppl walk pass in animals cosumes!! lol so alex says that they were all going to some animal sex fetish convention lol..that really cracked me up. then harry arrived. we could just see his blond hair reflecting the sun light from across the road lol! and he brought some WODKA <----this was the beginning of the donwfall of my day lol..so i had some but not to much bc it was staight wodka...so we waited some more and some guy clled jabs arrived which wasnt that special <---lol yer im a bitch!!!! lol then Mural arrived and when i saw her i just knew i would get along with er..so we went off to the bathrooms for a talk about stuff..when we came back there was some german guy called Ron who was FUCKING buff anways we waited some more and funally Lizzie and Zoe arrived..and Liz brough with er a litre bouteille of gin!!!! 38% FUCK yes!!!!

 

So we went to the childrens park to comsume some!!!! lol andi had quite a bit<---the next phase of the downfall if my day LOL!!! so i was feeling a bit tipsy thdn i kinda hobbled away to some steps..where i was sitting on ALex's lap O.O!!!!!! the i drank some rank mixture of gin, coke and wodka.. then the german went to buy some weed..then he came back and took for ever to roll the god damn spilf!!!! i was like >:0!!!!! hurry the fuck up!!!!! even i could have fucking rolled that faster and i was tot plastered!!!!!!!

 

anyways, so then we all had some weed down some alley! it was soooooo good!!!!!! then harry was a bit pissed to and was making out with Mural. then i was lying on the pavement and he stumbles over and picks me up..so were having some like fucking long and suddenly he starts kissing my neck so i was like 0.0..anyways i walked off..and was bit sick. so lizzie decided to go get some water for me * l <3 U liz*. which made me feel awhole better! so then i kinda go properly into the camden locks..so alex and james werer kinda helping me walk down..so we were standing there..and i was staring at this old ducth house boat bc it looked really pretty and i feel some one hugging me from behind me so i was like meh. so i turned around to see who it was and it was harry like AGAIN..and then all of a sudden he like starts randoming making out with me..and Mural was ginving me weird looks from the corner..bc i think she like kinda of his gf...but anyways...

 

So we walk down futher into the canals and locks. so we went to under the bridge were i used to get drugged up with my ex..so that was bit awkard bc it brough back very sad memories..but im over that...i think :'(...so i was kinda really pissed now.(when i get drunk it comes in like random patches) so i lying in Zoe's lap...and then i was lying across harry and he startes making out with Mural but grabbing my arse at the same time so i was like uber------->o.O???

 

then the police came so we had to act kinda not drugged up and pissed...lol..then all of a sudently i cant remember why but i was hugging lizze and then a was like kissing her so that was pretty random>.then Alex (who is her on and off bf) was over and is like: oooo im so turned on by this ooooooo...i was like lol...then he asked for some like threesome kiss..so that happen O.O then i was walking around and kinda made out with harry again...O.o.then i tried to kiss some girl called Charlotte but i just ending up all most falling onto the concrete DAMN SHORT PPL!!!!!! lol oo theb james kissd harry..so random!!! lol...then i was talking to Mural and i kinda 'fell' forward on her coughonpurposecough so i made out with her..then she mad harry went off some where so i think they were doing something nasty lol....

 

then, lizzie and zoe left without saying anything to anyone...and then i took the bus home and i had to get off the bus in like some ghetto area bc i had the munchies from all the weed and also i needed some fresh air bc i was sobering up...and hey well timed i was half sober by the time i got home! and im sober now!!! yeah but a bit stoned...i will write more if i remember or get told!!! lol