Sygy's Journal

[Sygy]

yerr well i may be staying at home now...because basically its a very long story and shit which i dont feel like going into right know...but i still may be going to amsterdam for x-mas...

 

ok i feel like being really emo now, so here it goes:

 

i hate the way my parents liek always shit on me. ther horrible to me when were at home but as soon as we go out they act like were are all the bestest of friends so when i tell people that they are actually really horrible to me they like never believe me that just makes me seem like a liar to loads of people.

i also dont like how my mum spreads all my personal bussiness around where i live. like i self harm so my mum goes and tell everyone so i have to deal with everyone like not talking to me or asking me constanlty if im ok. it pisses me off.

ANOTHER, lol, thing i dont like is how my dad treats me like shit, like is really physoically abuse to me yet he still expects me to go out and have 'family time' with him. i mean, you cant just treat some one like dirt one minuet and then expect them to be best friends with you the next, its insanity.

futher more, i have no school to go to in january bc my dad now REFUSES to pay for my education..errr...like total..which means i have to teach myself..and it really pisses me off because he wont pay for me to go to college next september..which is gay....

 

lol AND im ill...i just keep on geting more and more sick..its not funny im not a school today bc i basically couldnt breath this more...thats how stressed i get....fuck

[jackie]

wow... thats fucked up...

i hate the way they treat u wish i could sumthin to help

i hope u get better really soon

[Sygy]

thanks alot for that... its nice not being shouted at right now..my mum works in oxford so i dont see her untill like 8pm everynight yay

[chaz-girl-fanatic1730760665]

yeah i feel sorry for you....

[Sygy]

dont be i probably broigh upon myself bc i can be a bit bitchy some times...and OMGG gerald way is in your sig..thats soo butters!!!

[chaz-girl-fanatic1730760665]

aww...*gerard* errr....well ya ill that sucks but...I'M ILL TOO!!!!!!!^^

[Sygy]

what do u have, darling? the winter sniffles?

[chaz-girl-fanatic1730760665]

i have headache...and my neck hurts like shit...and i'm just too tired...but i have to do my homework -_-...and what about you?

[Sygy]

i cant breathe well bc im stressed lol

 

my body is so melo-dramatic lol

[MrRandomGuy]

*drops in*

 

Hello!

 

I hope things go better with your parents.

[Sygy]

hi, thanx for dropping in.

thanx lol

[Sygy]

this girl was mean to me

 

 

NoveletteS: my dad still lives with us

Nazza709: i dont ever walk out.

Nazza709: ive ran away once or twice

NoveletteS: same

Nazza709: and i deify my dad alot, when he tells me im grounded i just walk outta the front door,

Nazza709: i dont sneak out, i deify him infront of him.

NoveletteS: my parent would call the police

NoveletteS: but im good at beiung persuavive

Nazza709: my dont, he just goes back to helping his wife with whatever shes doing now.

NoveletteS: hmmm

Nazza709: he rang the social services a few times on me, tellin em to come get em, cuz i got no places to go.

NoveletteS: we have had socail servies too

NoveletteS: bc my dad is rather abusive

Nazza709: i have 2 counsellors, a mind counsellor, and 2 mentors

Nazza709: and my dad wants me to go to anger mangement and to see a physciatrist

NoveletteS: ive been in therapy

Nazza709: lmao.

NoveletteS: lol

NoveletteS: for like 5 months

Nazza709: i chased my 4 month pregnant sis around the house with a butchers knife

Nazza709: twice

NoveletteS: why is your sister pregnant

Nazza709: that was along time ago.

Nazza709: the kid is 1 month old. dont you snobby gits get pregnant

NoveletteS: you better stop with that bc im not a snob

Nazza709: i'll continue to do it till you persuade me your not a snob

Nazza709: put it this way, you may not think your a snob, but compared someone like me you are.

NoveletteS: im half black do there fore i cant be a snob

Nazza709: cuz you got black in you, your not snob.....riiiiite

Nazza709: your race dont mean shit yo

NoveletteS: half black not balck

NoveletteS: oo im also part native american

Nazza709: i said black

NoveletteS: im not full black

Nazza709: yeah and i said "cuz you got black in you" meaning you got black and other race in you.

Nazza709: wow you need to work on common slang

NoveletteS: anyways....

NoveletteS: im not a snob

Nazza709: Yes, anyways......

Nazza709: damn I'm fucking hungry

NoveletteS: oh really what do u feel like

NoveletteS: i had like a bree sandwich twas good

Nazza709: mc ds

NoveletteS: ewww

Nazza709: or some chocolate, just some food.

Nazza709: poptarts mmmmm

NoveletteS: more like ewww

Nazza709: lemme guess, snobs dont eat chocolate poptarts

Nazza709: wait, do you even know what a fuckin poptart is.

NoveletteS: stop it

Nazza709: or do i have to show you?

Nazza709: stop being a fuckin snob, and i will stop it.

Nazza709: look kid, you may argue with your parents, you may swear at em, but for as long as yo fam got the doe, and livin in big houses, you got the doe.

Nazza709: therefore you a snob.

NoveletteS: pls stop it...i havnt dont anything to you

Nazza709: i know you havnt. but your a snob.

Nazza709: i dont ever congragate with snobs. ive never talked to one before. i think their snotty people who look down at people like me.

Nazza709: i got an aunt and an uncle with 3 cousins who live in a big ass house in london, their fuckin snobs, they all look down their noses at me and the rest of the fam and peter (the uncle) thinks the sun shines outta adams arse, i fuckin hate those snotty ass cockneys.

NoveletteS: well who ever looks down at you isnt a nice person

Nazza709: read my last msg

NoveletteS: i did

Nazza709: about my uncle and his fam

NoveletteS: yerse

Nazza709: and how their so fuckin snotty, they think're better than us. and their kids act like tear aways but,

Nazza709: their young, stupid and loaded, they never could face half the shit i go thru.

Nazza709: im pritty sure i go thru more shit in a week than half you snobs do in a fuckin yr

Nazza709: now you know why i dislike snobs

NoveletteS: i can see why

Nazza709: not hatin.

NoveletteS: just dont aflliate me with them

Nazza709: but its just annoying when people think their better than you cuz they got money, live in big houses, have loads of clothes, get everything they want and such.

NoveletteS: yes it isnt very nice

Nazza709: no its fucking messed up.

NoveletteS: i totally understand

Nazza709: fuck that "ooo it isnt very nice" shit, man now you know why i think you snob.

NoveletteS: but i dont do any of those things

NoveletteS: you dont even know me

NoveletteS: trust me ive been through alot too

Nazza709: what like? scratchin yo daddys hummer

Nazza709: i know your dad dont own a car

NoveletteS: he doesnt

NoveletteS: he has a driver

NoveletteS: the driver has the car

Nazza709: your bullshitting me right?

NoveletteS: nien

Nazza709: what?

NoveletteS: no

NoveletteS: nien german for no

Nazza709: fort so

Nazza709: listen i only speak russian, french n english

Nazza709: i did learn spanish but that just went out the window

NoveletteS: thats cool my dad speaks russian aswell

Nazza709: lol why?

Nazza709: oh yeah

Nazza709: un

NoveletteS: yer

NoveletteS: he also speaks, spanosh, portuguese, french,german and swhali

Nazza709: i wanna learn czech

NoveletteS: that would be cool

NoveletteS: im hopefull getting manadrin lessons

Nazza709: manadrin?

Nazza709: wtf

NoveletteS: its chinese

Nazza709: your an odd little person

Nazza709: you know that

NoveletteS: why thank you, but why it seems like you dont like me

Nazza709: nah i dont dislike you.

Nazza709: i just think you a bit of a snob

NoveletteS: im not a snob

NoveletteS: pls stop

NoveletteS: i havnt done anything to you

Nazza709: you dont know shit about me so you cant

Nazza709: and if you were to call me a commoner that would back up my idea of you being a snob

Nazza709: so u cant say shit about me.

Nazza709:

NoveletteS: i wasnt saying anything about you why would i cal you a pleb and dont know you

NoveletteS: why are you getting this impression of me from

Nazza709: a pleb........OMFGG you snobs have a fuckin word for us

Nazza709: omfggg

Nazza709: and i said that you cant call me anything

NoveletteS: no pleb is a term here in london from the latin pleb with means commoner

Nazza709: as it would back up my arguement of you being a snob.

Nazza709: exactly, a richgit slang for commoner

NoveletteS: fine

NoveletteS: whatever

NoveletteS: think what you want

Nazza709: listen kid, its a no win situation

Nazza709: if you call me a fuckin "pleb" or w/e your backin up my argument,

Nazza709: and you loose, if you sit and call me names, ill loose my cool and you loose.

NoveletteS: whatever

NoveletteS: shame i though you were nice

Nazza709: i am

Nazza709: you'd be suprised if you saw my otherside, but i dont do well with snobs.

Nazza709: of course i didnt know you were a snob when i added you. and who the fuck uses the word "shame"

NoveletteS: i dunno

Nazza709: lol.

NoveletteS: whatever...if your just going to be rude to me then im sorry but can you please not talk to me..thanx

Nazza709: lol chill dude

Nazza709: you remind me of my ex lmfao

NoveletteS: no, im sorry i wont

NoveletteS: just really have be rather rude to me

Nazza709: ehhh?

NoveletteS: this whole convo

NoveletteS: know please leave me alone

Nazza709: awww

Nazza709: aiight if you say so. peace out dude. enjoy yaself

NoveletteS: your blocked

Nazza709: your blocking me?

Nazza709: jus cuz i was jokin round callin you a snob, wow

Nazza709: meh aiight.

NoveletteS: it wanst nice

Nazza709: awwwww

Nazza709: you a dude or a chick?

Nazza709: im confused

NoveletteS: im a girl

Nazza709: riite k

Nazza709: well peace out girl

Nazza709 signed off at 17:25

[Ektb_LP]

you posted the convo? why?

like how many times i gotta say, i was just toying with you.

wow you dont need to take that shit so fuckin seriously.

cuz the people who truely know me (no one on this board) know ima kind and caring person. but i guess not everyone can take a joke. but like fair dues on it.

 

*waits for everyone to start attacking me*

[Sygy]

then maybe you should have stopped when i asked you to

[Ektb_LP]

then maybe you should have stopped when i asked you to

its not a case of that, its a case of the fact i was toying with you, and you took it too seriously without even getting to know me. and what so ironic is i was gonna stop buggin you. but then you blocked me. thats what so funny about the whole thing. and to make things easier, instead of postin the convo, you cudda just said ektblp was being mean to you. it wouldda been easier.

[Sygy]

no you only starting saying that to cover yourself..i hate it when ppl are rude and then say i was only joking its no fair..why even start at all?

[Ektb_LP]

no you only starting saying that to cover yourself..i hate it when ppl are rude and then say i was only joking its no fair..why even start at all?

 

actually it is the truth. i was really gonna stop callin you a snob, but then you said you were gonna block me so i just let you block me, no point in stopping you. and I really was actually joking with you. no bullshit, cuz im not ususally like that, tho no one on here would know, since im pritty new to the site and no one knows me.

[Sygy]

do you mind just liking going away..i dont care whatever you have to say

[Ektb_LP]

do you mind just liking going away..i dont care whatever you have to say

so like your bothered with the fact i really was pissin around with you? and i was gonna stop callin you a snob? that botheres you? fair dues. whatever floats ya boat. peace out girl, take care of yo self and i hope things work out with yo dad. laters

[Sygy]

what a bitch

[MrsBennington-Delson]

jeez!! whats goin on in here?

[MrRandomGuy]

calm down now, there's no need for hostilities

[jackie]

u should have left when she asked u to

its her journal... gaaah....

[MrRandomGuy]

u should have left when she asked u to

its her journal... gaaah....

 

exactly, it's just rude to be this way towards someone in their journal. At least pm her or something

[Jeezy]

Maybe both of you have to calm down...