Sygy Posted January 22, 2007 Author Posted January 22, 2007 fri, i didnt know it was a joke lol. i thought it was a blooper or something. hmmm im dumb and i have no idea what you said, of im off to my handy internet translator!!!!! Brandy, i really dont know what to say to that. Im sorry but i dont know where i am right now. ill get back to you on that. Maybe, you should just stop caring no-one else does. but im don thtink im on filth level, though. jeez, thanns, you're so sweet and i missed you by 10 minutes, now ur offline.. Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Cloud Posted January 22, 2007 Posted January 22, 2007 I do care, as I so wanted to meet you and I was so prepared to get ma mom to meet yours etc etc etc. But after hearing this maybe it's not what I want to happen no more. You are kinda Syg, I love you for that. You have a heart of gold. I just feel like you shouldn't give up. We both know it's gonna get harder for you, just think about it. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/5db114ce5078c1bc868260c3094bb843.jpg
Sygy Posted January 22, 2007 Author Posted January 22, 2007 im sorry brandon, i really am. And now it hurts me to know how much mu actions have upset you. I really wish i could change, i probably can change and ive honestly have been tryong to but even if i dont drink and take shit for like 20 years, i wil still have it looming over my head for ages. But ill try for you bc i dont want to end up like my dad Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Cloud Posted January 22, 2007 Posted January 22, 2007 I don't mind drinking, everyone does it... But you drink loads! lol! Well I want you to try and not just say it no these forums, I can't help much (although I will certainly try) but please take it seriously, you will find it so hard, yet we both know it's worth it Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/5db114ce5078c1bc868260c3094bb843.jpg
Sygy Posted January 22, 2007 Author Posted January 22, 2007 well, i'll try fooking hard not to drink hard stuff on the party on sat, and well i cant afford to get anything else so that helps lol Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Cloud Posted January 22, 2007 Posted January 22, 2007 That's better Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/5db114ce5078c1bc868260c3094bb843.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 23, 2007 Posted January 23, 2007 jeez, thanns, you're so sweet and i missed you by 10 minutes, now ur offline.. damn...if I knew that I would have stayed logged in a little longer... Quote
Sygy Posted January 23, 2007 Author Posted January 23, 2007 ARRGHHH, i just had the most embrassing day of my life, EVER!!! so as some of you who live in Europe may know, its really, REALLy cold, there is frost everwhere and when the wind blows you can feel it go right through you, horrible. So i went to my history tutor, Mr Putsch's house for my History lessom. He said that his kitchen was a too cold for us to have our lesson in there today, and that the warmest place in the house was in his livng room, where there was a fire ( i bet u can see where this is going lol) So, im feeling realy tired, bc i lost my bus pass (only to find it in a different segment of my bad than normal, god i hate it when that happens) so i had to walk to hi shouse, which i about 2 miles away, UPHILL. So he was talking about the nazis, blah, blah and history stuff. When my eyes start to feel really heavy. The next thing i know, ive fallen sleep on him, Not just on him, OH NO! but i kinda fell asleep on his shoulder and then must have fallen face down into his....lap ..it looked dodgy! anyways, he aparently tried to wake me up but i didnt. so ywah, i woke up like half and hour later to ubbelievable awarkness. I never want to go back Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Friðbjörn Posted January 23, 2007 Posted January 23, 2007 well, you're right. that is quite awkward Quote [broken External Image]:http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/2784/lpfas08mostintelligentym8.jpg
Sygy Posted January 23, 2007 Author Posted January 23, 2007 i just not going to turn up to my history lessons after that. *cries* Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Friðbjörn Posted January 23, 2007 Posted January 23, 2007 can't say I recommend that Quote [broken External Image]:http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/2784/lpfas08mostintelligentym8.jpg
Sygy Posted January 23, 2007 Author Posted January 23, 2007 i'd can you imagine what it will be like next week. ill be constantly think: omg i had my head in your crotch, omg, omg ,omg. theni wont be able to work, and il get die!!! and omg, my maths tutor really freaks me out, there is just something so repulisive about him. hs just so ewwww and hes short. and old and smells funny Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Friðbjörn Posted January 23, 2007 Posted January 23, 2007 I see your point sounds like you gotta lotta tutors Quote [broken External Image]:http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/2784/lpfas08mostintelligentym8.jpg
Sygy Posted January 23, 2007 Author Posted January 23, 2007 yeah, thats bec im not a school anymore, thanks to my beloved father! <--sarcastic smile Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 24, 2007 Posted January 24, 2007 ARRGHHH, i just had the most embrassing day of my life, EVER!!! so as some of you who live in Europe may know, its really, REALLy cold, there is frost everwhere and when the wind blows you can feel it go right through you, horrible. So i went to my history tutor, Mr Putsch's house for my History lessom. He said that his kitchen was a too cold for us to have our lesson in there today, and that the warmest place in the house was in his livng room, where there was a fire ( i bet u can see where this is going lol) So, im feeling realy tired, bc i lost my bus pass (only to find it in a different segment of my bad than normal, god i hate it when that happens) so i had to walk to hi shouse, which i about 2 miles away, UPHILL. So he was talking about the nazis, blah, blah and history stuff. When my eyes start to feel really heavy. The next thing i know, ive fallen sleep on him, Not just on him, OH NO! but i kinda fell asleep on his shoulder and then must have fallen face down into his....lap ..it looked dodgy! anyways, he aparently tried to wake me up but i didnt. so ywah, i woke up like half and hour later to ubbelievable awarkness. I never want to go back stuff like that can happen...but yeah....it's akward....lol Quote
Sygy Posted January 24, 2007 Author Posted January 24, 2007 and its also such a sygy thing to do, errr...i feel depressed again Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 24, 2007 Posted January 24, 2007 and its also such a sygy thing to do, errr...i feel depressed again why do you feel depressed? Quote
Sygy Posted January 24, 2007 Author Posted January 24, 2007 i just feel really disconnected from everyone and that no one weill ever invest anything in me and just unloved lol Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 24, 2007 Posted January 24, 2007 i just feel really disconnected from everyone and that no one weill ever invest anything in me and just unloved lol I would invest in you...and I love ya *hugs you* Quote
Sygy Posted January 24, 2007 Author Posted January 24, 2007 i know you love me but its like my mum says that im not going to be anything and that im going to fail at life, and i really cant take it anymore. Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 24, 2007 Posted January 24, 2007 i know you love me but its like my mum says that im not going to be anything and that im going to fail at life' date=' and i really cant take it anymore.[/quote'] you just shouldn't give that much on your mum's oppinion in that case.. go and proof her wrong Quote
Sygy Posted January 24, 2007 Author Posted January 24, 2007 well, i want to prove her wrong but i am starting to believe her. lets face it, im not smart im not pretty there is nothing special about me Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 24, 2007 Posted January 24, 2007 well, i want to prove her wrong but i am starting to believe her. lets face it, im not smart im not pretty there is nothing special about me all those three things are actually wrong in my oppinion... you are smart and pretty... and there are a lot of special things about you... you shouldn't make yourself smaller than you are... Quote
Sygy Posted January 24, 2007 Author Posted January 24, 2007 makes myself small. i know your trying to help , but you dont understand how hard it is to like be a teenager and have all like angsytiness everwhere and GAHHHHH Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted January 24, 2007 Posted January 24, 2007 makes myself small. i know your trying to help , but you dont understand how hard it is to like be a teenager and have all like angsytiness everwhere and GAHHHHH I know how it is trust me...and I know that you can make it through that hard time....trust me... you'll remember my words someday... Quote
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