Sygy's Journal

[Jeezy]

im sorry how could i have been so stupid. german is like:

 

ja ich bin ja ja ja ja ja je nein nein fjef ejfiewpfw warte bretnefjf jajajajajaj

yeah exactly....

[MrsBennington-Delson]

what!? lmao *rofl*

[Sygy]

So erm, i went to see the play 'equus' on friday. the one where the guy who plays harry potter is naked. It was too bad actually, i was honestly expecting to de repulsed by the sight of his nude body but it was actually decent. the sex scence was a little weird seeing as i thought the stable girl looked a tad to old. Apart from that the play was soooooooo scary, poor blinded horseys.

 

Anyway, npthing much to say. we went to oxford street on sat (me, lizzie, rose, charlie, miriam). urban outfitter by far had to be the best. lol and the card we found saying 'Lizzie loved stroking her pussy'. ace.

Then we got lost on the tube, damn london underground!!! and we saw some old woman with a beard, yes a proper beard. Anyways, im really stoked baout leahs party which is in two weeks, i actually cant wait.

 

and i have to go to the cinema with dan this thurs, joy (sarcasm).

[Jeezy]

cool...you saw Harry Potter naked...lol

 

you have to go to the cinema?...why that?

[Sygy]

yes, i saw pothead in the buff.

 

i have to go bc dan is always like: 'wanna go to the cinema with me?' and im always like: 'NO'. this has been goingon from since about november, so i finally gave in to it. and i have to go know, maybe ill conveniatly expire on my way there.

[Jeezy]

You'll have fun there...which movie are you gonna watch?

[Sygy]

i dont know, what ever i can sneak into lol

 

oo i want to see that new hannibal one!! oo scary

[Jeezy]

i dont know, what ever i can sneak into lol

 

oo i want to see that new hannibal one!! oo scary

yeah...that one must be awesome....

 

I also heard that "Ghostrider" should be pretty good

[Sygy]

personally, i hate nicalous cage!

 

apart from in the move 8mm, you shoudl see that one jeez, its rather good.

[Jeezy]

personally, i hate nicalous cage!

 

apart from in the move 8mm, you shoudl see that one jeez, its rather good.

I saw that one...it's great...

 

I like Nicolas Cage

[Sygy]

i hate him, i think he is a cunt and he is really ugly!!

anyways, i saw that film with my mum (talk about awkardness) and it was so scary espically the gimp.

[Jeezy]

i hate him, i think he is a cunt and he is really ugly!!

anyways, i saw that film with my mum (talk about awkardness) and it was so scary espically the gimp.

 

yeah....joaquin phoenix is also pretty cool in that movie....

 

oh...you can watch Hannibal online...

[Sygy]

he is, shame he died in it. but mehtinks he was way cooler as comidus in gladiator..omg russel crowe was soooo hot in that movie and in one part you can actually see his arse *drools*.

 

anyways, like my computer is fast enough to watch it online,

[Jeezy]

he is, shame he died in it. but mehtinks he was way cooler as comidus in gladiator..omg russel crowe was soooo hot in that movie and in one part you can actually see his arse *drools*.

 

anyways, like my computer is fast enough to watch it online,

yeah you seriously need a new computer

[Sygy]

actually i havnt been on my proper one since november. ive been using either my mums or m dads laptop and praying not to get caught on them. LOL

[Jeezy]

actually i havnt been on my proper one since november. ive been using either my mums or m dads laptop and praying not to get caught on them. LOL

and you still can't watch videos on there?

[Sygy]

nope, this is the slowest computer ever!! like dead slow, its ghey, i want my dad's laptop but he is away again.

 

stupid fucking neighbour keeps on playing fucking hip hop the whole fucking time!!!! gaa

 

ive had enough, im going to put on rammstein at top volume.

[Jeezy]

nope, this is the slowest computer ever!! like dead slow, its ghey, i want my dad's laptop but he is away again.

 

stupid fucking neighbour keeps on playing fucking hip hop the whole fucking time!!!! gaa

 

ive had enough, im going to put on rammstein at top volume.

yeah...lol...play it loud...

[Sygy]

i am, he will be over in a few minutes telling me to turn it down.

and ill be like: turn off your home made ganster rap, your middle class, white and go to private school, it doesnt work.

[Jeezy]

i am, he will be over in a few minutes telling me to turn it down.

and ill be like: turn off your home made ganster rap, your middle class, white and go to private school, it doesnt work.

Tell him that he's the 2nd Vanilla Ice...and he'll stop...lol

[Sygy]

^lmfao! well lets just say that the argument with him got too far and he ended up calling me a 'lesbian' and implying that i have sand up somewhere.

 

anyways, nether thought i would say this but i enjoyed maths today. ( i got a new teacher so no more Sir-grope-alot. and i got a txt of dan today saying that he couldnt come out tommorrow bc he has food posioning. I was happy because it means that all my ill wishing upom had worked!..or he just ate something dodgy. But then i got a txt later today, on the 37 bus to be exact saying that he was actually going to come out tommorrow. so i was like

 

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

 

 

one last thing, i got another intereview with a 6th form college

 

gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[Jeezy]

Why do you have another interview?

[Sygy]

For a place in sixth form this september. you know like higher education. they have to check me out to see if they want me and shizz and to talk over why i want a-levels.

[Jeezy]

For a place in sixth form this september. you know like higher education. they have to check me out to see if they want me and shizz and to talk over why i want a-levels.

but I thought you already got a place at a sixth form...

[Sygy]

yes, but i may be offered another place at another sixth form and stuff.

 

anyways, i really dont care if anyone read this, probably wont. but i feel that ive come to a point in my life where i simply dont feel like i can go on anymore. maybe im being hypersenstive and shizz or maybe im just self-centred. im not sure and i dont give two fucks. i just want to die bc i cant deal with school-work, i cant deal with how horrid my dad and and how manipulative my mum is and how its seems that her only purpose in life is too continue to beat me down by either saying how much she didnt want me and by pointing out how ugly i am.

so, in short i have come to the decision that im going to try and kill myself sometime soon.maybe today or tommorrow or later than that but i intend sometime soon.

thats all i have to say, i have nothing.