Sygy's Journal

[Jeezy]

have you been going on interent translators m'dear?

Yeah...I wanted to know what's going on

[Sygy]

lol, ok. lol

 

nope, i hate my life here. fucking mother, fucking father. gays all of them. the only bit of joy i have is spitting in my mums tea everytime she asks for me to make her some.

[Jeezy]

lol, ok. lol

 

nope, i hate my life here. fucking mother, fucking father. gays all of them. the only bit of joy i have is spitting in my mums tea everytime she asks for me to make her some.

lol...you really do that?:lol:

[Sygy]

yes. the fucking whore deserves it. she is all like lying in her fucking bed like a pig screaming at me to get her tea of coffee or whatever. it pisses me off so i just spit in her stuff. i also hide her stuff and move her stuff around her bedroom so that she gets all confused and cant find jack shit.

[Sygy]

So, today there was a huge fight between me and my dad.

 

Basically, my mum stole my favorite hair clip this morning i ask my dad whether he had seen another one. he say 'no the fuck i havnt, so fuck off'. so i said ,'there is no need to be that hostile i only asked you if you had seen a goddam hair clip, wanker'. Before, i knew anything, he come as me and just starts punching me and is all saying how i always take things to far and how he hate being around me and his normal shit.

 

So i run all the way upstair and im sitting next on the stairs next to my bedroom and im just shaking because i was so scared. So, then he follows me and just continues to have a go saying how i deserved to be hit because i have always provoke him. So i said,' so then i guess ive been provoking you since i was a baby and throughout my life then'. and he says, ' u have no right to talk me like that'. so i say' look, just please leave me alone i dont want to see you right now,' and he says that he wasnt going to leave me bc he had no idea what i could do when he is not there. (basically, after the whole cornicopia of drug we found in his office he is really paranoid that we are goign to call thepolice on him).

 

so then basically, we get into some huge fight were he tries to be allscary and just starts smashing up all this stuff like glasses and anything that smashes easyly. then he turns on me and starts pulling my arm ( this was because i was mving from the stairs because i was actually trying to stand my ground for once). Then isuppose that pisssed him so he got even angrier again so he really punched me hard so i just started crying. So, he started saying stuff like 'oo just look at you, you fat bitch, you look like such a baby, no wonde you havnt had a boyfriend in a year, your pathetic im so embarrased that i have to live near you, it just makes me happy that you may not be actually my child.' and i was like O.O

 

so thats it really.

[Jeezy]

wow....you should seriously call the police

[Sygy]

well, i threaten too but they dont really do anything.

[Jeezy]

well, i threaten too but they dont really do anything.

Just go away from home...

[Sygy]

i would have no where to go and my mum wouldnt allow me to come home if i ran away. also i have the super important exams in may and june.

[Jeezy]

i would have no where to go and my mum wouldnt allow me to come home if i ran away. also i have the super important exams in may and june.

Then you'll have to find something else to protect yourself

[Sygy]

nope, ill just hide and cur up into a ball and cry

[Jeezy]

nope, ill just hide and cur up into a ball and cry

well...if that helps you

[Sygy]

it doenst..or i could just drink a bottle of bleach and call it a night. lol

[Jeezy]

it doenst..or i could just drink a bottle of bleach and call it a night. lol

lol...no..you shouldn't do that

[Sygy]

no i wouldnt, hmm. i really just have nothing to go expect hope that i dont get killed on day by him.

[Jeezy]

no i wouldnt, hmm. i really just have nothing to go expect hope that i dont get killed on day by him.

but that could seriously happen...I get worried now

[Sygy]

awwwwww, dont worry. ill be fine.

[Jeezy]

awwwwww, dont worry. ill be fine.

Yeah...I hope so

[Sygy]

OMG i just found my favorite colour on here. bishops purple!!

anyways, no one reads my journal anymore:'(

so, on saturday i went to Leah's party. Which was nang so your going to hear all about it.

I arrived when her parents were the cutting the bday cake so we were all singing happy birthday and being all angelic because here parents were there. then she sent me, harry, james and steven out to get booze. Which we did, a whiskey we did buy!!!!! safex

then we came back and went straight out into the garden to start a drinking whilst the other were being all gay a listening to trivium in her bedroom. we also, built this huge fire and shit. OH and btw we were all dressed in eighties clothes, twas the theme.

so we were all drinking and smoking and laughing and fucking steven broke my lighter.>:o . Then i went inside to go to the bathroom. so im kinda getting rather sloshed and i basically fall out of the bathroom door into Harry (really funny swedish guy:thumbsup: ). So then we were all laughing abnd he complimented my hair ( i have these really funny extentions in, so i had like two uber long braids, and he said that they made me look really innocent). So then we like were making out randomly, which i dont know how it happened bc i was like talking to him one second and the next well you know.

so then i go into the spare bedroom and started to have a fag in peace (normally if you smoke arounf large groups off people they normally ask you if they can have a 'spare' fag, like i have fags going spare). So then james comes in. So he starts roliing and i was all sittinmg there and we start having some heart to heart and just talking baout our past. (we have a lot in common we were both forced iinto being friends , well he was her boyfriend, by this really weird russian girl. She treated us like shit, they thing was realy didnt realise at the time, it justs that looking back twas kinda obvious.) So then randomly we started making out....

*A LOT OF INFOMATION MISSONG HERE DUE TO IT BEING OF EPLICTED CONTENT*8P

then we left the spare bedroom. i preceed to have to clean up and vomit coverd charlotte and actually stop a bt arguement.

more drinking..ooo and there was some chavs with da herbs!!!

and it was a lunar expists aswell....ermm thats it really,

[Friðbjörn]

wow I cannot read that color without getting a headache...

[Sygy]

is that better?

[Friðbjörn]

yes very much so.

 

okay...eventful, clearly. and I'm not gonna ask wth you edited out...

[Sygy]

it was claery eventful, but me got too hungover and i could to go a gig today at mid-day!! tut tut tut.

 

meh, i want to go to another party.

 

oh, i edited out that i got fingered.

[Friðbjörn]

today midday?

 

lol...sounds like you alright

[Sygy]

yes, at mid-day. its not a proper gig, it a sort of preview of unsigned up-comming bands, and you have give feed back and stuff. like a showcase. some times talent scout are there. Its normally really good bc you get some really cook bands and its really cheap its 3 pounds on the door.