Sygy's Journal

[Sygy]

News of the 6th form college interview i had today.

 

well Bullers would was really fair away, but that wont matter ssing as my fucking mother is moving me to suburbia (still feels sick at the sight of the word).

 

So, i actually got an interview with the head of the 6th form college, mr beamish. so we went to his office and i think that it went 50/50. Which is why im worring now because i wished it went 100%.

 

The good thing that he said

- 'i remember you from the open day'

- 'your grades exceed the requirments needed for studying History and Politics by 2 grades, Geogrpahy by one, thats very positve'

- 'its nice to see some one who actually reads the news paper and is abreast of current events'

- ' wow, you seemed to have had quite an interesting life so far'

- 'well, you have been very puncutal with your homeork deadlines'

- 'i can see here that you have made a lot of improvement this last term'

- 'chamber choir..impressive'.

now here come the bad thing he said which are maiking me worry.

-'hmmm, i HOPE that you chesmistry improves'

- 'well your maths should be higher, seeing as its a core subject'

- 'it says here that you have had arguements with teachers'

So what do you think? well i get an acceptance letter or a rejection letter? be honest.

[Jeezy]

The positive things are much more than the negatives...so I guess you'll get an acceptance letter....

 

I hope you get one

[Sygy]

i hope so aswell, i hope i get acepted, i dont even want to go there i just want to get in.lols im weird i know.

[Sygy]

i am aware, that no one really gives a toss about my journal but im still going to update.

 

 

today, was very uneventful. went to the blasted Suburbia again to look at houses then we went to streatem. Basically, my mum want to look around this house she saw in the estate agents. its a decest house enough, a lot smaller that waht i live in already, (well waht can u expect rreallly, my fucking dad stole half the money) but t'will serve. Now here is the downside, its on the same road as my old maths teacher who was like touching me up and hitting on me. So i was like ' i refuse to live on the same road as him'. my mum was like 'well, i dont think he will do anything'.

 

so thats fucking dandy isnt it, my mother doesnt care if she moved onto the same street as the pervo. anyways, whent to see one of my ol' time bumchums, theophania, today. shes really bad now her muslce-bone diease is getting much worse now. she hardly leaves the house without having some pills and shes in a lot of pain when you goes down the stairs. I was like crying when i saw that bc i now that in a few years she is going to probably be bed-ridden which is sad bc she was really dedicated in her ballet.

 

anyways, this girl came over called chantel (totaly chav) she smelt really bad and i thought that she was really ugly. anyways, i stole one of her fags. then i when i got home i decided to light up and i inhaled and ws like ewwww. so i checked the brand, ( i didnt really look at the box when i was stealing it) and it was a Mayfayre, so like triple ewwwwww.

 

thats all for today, doubt any one will comment this.

[Jeezy]

Well...I'll comment...

 

I'm sorry to hear that about your friend...must be really bad...

 

and what's up with your mum?....she really want's to live in a street with that pervo guy?

[Sygy]

yerr well people die

 

and yes she does! she placed in an offer on the house!! damn her!! damn her I SAY!!!!

 

anyways, im actually really ill at the moment!! on tuesday i went out only wearing a t-shirt and it was -1 degrees and snowing. so hahahaha ive probably got hypothermia.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

anyways, im actually really ill at the moment!! on tuesday i went out only wearing a t-shirt and it was -1 degrees and snowing. so hahahaha ive probably got hypothermia.

damn sygy..........

 

btw: cool ava :thumbsup:

[Sygy]

yerr, i honetly thought it was going to be a warmer day.

 

oh, that me in my avy, wearing ALOT of make up.

[Jeezy]

I hope you'll feel better soon...

 

and damn...you look hot

[Sygy]

thank you, that made my day. its not something i hear often.

 

^.^ <--me being happy

[Jeezy]

thank you, that made my day. its not something i hear often.

 

^.^ <--me being happy

welll...it's just the truth

[Sygy]

well today was very boring as far as the usual sygy weekends go.

 

i had to go to latin this morning for a revision session with the latin tutor. My mums all being on my back about 'revision' and 'exams' and my apparent 'attitude problem'.:spiteful:

 

Anyways, i actually did some of my physics homework, then my mum said i could go bc it was all right. (thats a first i know physics is my strongest science out of the four but still to get it all right is rather dandy) well, my mum has the answer booklet which she keeps well hidden from me bc she knows that if i had it i would just cheat on every homework exercise. She has no faith in me.

 

anyways, dads off to Berlin then Nigeria for some conference about development-macthingy.

 

errm, i saw my bum-chums today. which was funny bc i stole this bottle of sherry from my house and all of my dads weed. so when i arrived i was quite high and pissed. so i kinda went to hug makks hellos and fell on her and harry and max. rather amusing, i dare say. :o

 

then we went to the boozy place, which refused to seel my fags but they sold harry booze and fags which was so UNFAIR]:-> .

 

so then we went to the drinky place but it was swarming with police!1 so we ended up having to walk down the canal in red light district which was interesting, i havnt been there in ages.

 

preeceded to get drunk and i actually threw up:-/ . then OMG lock kids came down ans Leah was like so scarred of them untill i actually had to introduce them to each other. But alas old lock kids dont like me bc im aparntly a 'sell-out'. hmm whatever to them, just because i didnt want to go around with them getting drunk everynight and they were constantly geting arrested. (trust me, if the sygy thinks thats your a bad influcence then you know you're preety fucking bad).

 

errrmm, then i came home thats its really...

 

 

ooo i got a new nickname from today. its 'faggymacfag-fag'. this is based on the fact that aparently i smoke more than Villie Valo. but i was like hahahahahahahahhaha:rolleyes:

 

 

yeerr, i probs should stop, im going to be dead by the time im 25 if i continue.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

thats all of my random ramblings for the day

 

 

comment this please >.<

[Jeezy]

Nice..sounds like a good time...how much weed did you have?

[Sygy]

i had two fat spliffs.

 

god, i have such a hangover this morning. like when i opended my eyes everything was blurry. blurry!!!!!!!

 

gone through a pack of fags this morning.

[Jeezy]

i had two fat spliffs.

 

god, i have such a hangover this morning. like when i opended my eyes everything was blurry. blurry!!!!!!!

 

gone through a pack of fags this morning.

 

wow a whole pack...that's a lot

[Sygy]

well yerr, thats like 20.

 

god, i feel so sick,

[Jeezy]

well yerr, thats like 20.

 

god, i feel so sick,

lol...why aren't you on ICQ?

[Sygy]

my dad took the god laptop away with him, im back on my mum's one. well im sneaking on my mums one, if she found me on it, i would get K I L L E D.

[Jeezy]

my dad took the god laptop away with him, im back on my mum's one. well im sneaking on my mums one, if she found me on it, i would get K I L L E D.

....oh...ok:D

[Sygy]

so why dont u fix ur msfuckingn?

[Jeezy]

so why dont u fix ur msfuckingn?

i try to fix it all the time...it's just not working

[Sygy]

you need to call the man, then.

[Jeezy]

you need to call the man, then.

yeah...I'll ask someone later on

[Sygy]

Righto, i dont really have much to say so i gues im just going update about nothingness..hmm

 

Well, firstly im really worried about this whole sixth form college thing. Ive already gotten into one, but i really dont want to go there. I went to the interview for Bullers Wood and as i said i think that went 50/50. But im waiting to hear from LPBS where i really want to go, you have no idea im desperate about that place!! like really. But whats worrying me is that ive applied to majority of Bromely sixth forms. So, i havnt heard form Chistelhurst and Sidcup (which is the top 6th in bromely) they were going to reject me on the basis of the reference they got from QCL, (i swear to god that fucking school is out to get me). But i explain the whole situation and sent them my new reference form Home School. The they called back saying that may appilication whould have to go infront of the board of admissions and would be seen as an appeal. Im thinking. fair. Right, i dont want to go to C & S but my parents want me to (especially mum) so i just want to get to like 'do her proud'.

 

Ok, the thing is that i havnt heardback for C&S eventhough i know all the people woho have appiled to other bromely 6th like Neustadt have all heard, so this make me worried bc i havnt heard for them, Bullers wood and LPBS!! So every day im like checking the mail freaking my head off.

 

, this is very upsetting. Ohm, yerr on the brightside i do have an interview at Gravney comming up in April. But again i dont want to go there.

[Friðbjörn]

it's not in your hands anymore is it? so why stress out...