Sygy Posted May 22, 2007 Author Posted May 22, 2007 ok, i had three GCSEs today!! First, i had my post 1914 drama paper which went well. Actually im a bit upset about that bc i really loved the play i had to study for the gcse, Journey's End is a great play which i strongly recommend to all. But i really wanted to get a high octane scene like the death of raleigh or the capture of the german solider, ,the party when they're pretending to be happy and Hibert just makes a fool of himeslf. BUT NO!! i had to get a quiet scene, i wouldt have minded if it was a quiet scene like the one when they're talking about alice in wonderland bc that has lots of hidden meanings. OR the clock scene. BUT NO! i had to get a comic scene about food which was so dull! which meant thati could show ff my literaty analyis skills. Then came English Literature, war poems, i was happy to see that i got a wilfred owen, bc that man was amazing. But i didnt like any of the other ones they offered so i had to do compare the parable of th young man and the old to recruiting. DULL!! then Latin verse lit went amazing!! im so happy about that one, i got to talk out the sonipes ans stuff! Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Sygy Posted May 22, 2007 Author Posted May 22, 2007 i dont know yet, i have to wait till like august. Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 22, 2007 Posted May 22, 2007 i dont know yet, i have to wait till like august. I think you did well...I mean...how can you not:D Quote
Sygy Posted May 22, 2007 Author Posted May 22, 2007 bc i like never revise, and never paid attention is school? lol, but thanks, *hugs* Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
MrsBennington-Delson Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 I forgot to ask you that on msn... lol but nice to see you feel good about the exams and I bet you did great GO SYGY GO!!! :clap: Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/f03af096463589b6a2bebdd0c1455573.jpg
diana Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 Well, I hope you did well...^^ And, girl, you got msn?? Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Sygy Posted May 23, 2007 Author Posted May 23, 2007 yes i do! i just added you Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 bc i like never revise, and never paid attention is school? lol, but thanks, *hugs* you'll still do great.. *hugs back* Quote
Sygy Posted May 23, 2007 Author Posted May 23, 2007 thanks, you seem to have a lot of faith in me! Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 thanks, you seem to have a lot of faith in me! Yeah of course I have a lot of faith in you... why shouldn't I ? Quote
Sygy Posted May 23, 2007 Author Posted May 23, 2007 dunno, your too kind. you know that? Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 dunno, your too kind. you know that? Now I know....lol:D Quote
Sygy Posted May 23, 2007 Author Posted May 23, 2007 bloody hell, u replied fast! why did u come on AIM then log off like a second afterwards? Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 bloody hell, u replied fast! why did u come on AIM then log off like a second afterwards? I noticed that you did the same Quote
Sygy Posted May 23, 2007 Author Posted May 23, 2007 i didnt not do the same! ive been on the whole time since i got the new one! i btw, i saw ur doppelganger like about a week ago, i forgot to say, but he had black hair. Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 i didnt not do the same! ive been on the whole time since i got the new one! i btw, i saw ur doppelganger like about a week ago, i forgot to say, but he had black hair. A doppelganger....... but he's shurely not as hot as I am.... Quote
Sygy Posted May 23, 2007 Author Posted May 23, 2007 of course not!!! he was a very poor duplication of you, he onlt had 0.002% of your sexiness! Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 23, 2007 Posted May 23, 2007 of course not!!! he was a very poor duplication of you, he onlt had 0.002% of your sexiness! that's good to know....:lol: Quote
Sygy Posted May 28, 2007 Author Posted May 28, 2007 righto update. im feeling very lonely at the moment, i just feel abandoned by everyone parents, friends and teachers. so im feeling rather down at the moment. i also feel very stressed bc of exams, parents, moving and turning 16. I dont want turn 16, i realizedthis onthe walk ti just went on. (yes i just went walking at random in the rain). i dont know what i can really say, ive been in contact with a few of my 'friends' after last saturday. i have the biggest urge to cut myself again, which im not going to go futher into here.bc i think that people probably think im a freak already. meh, i feel so down. WHY do i always feel like this, i hate it so much, im just not all self-indulgent like many people think i am. OK, well i probably am on various levels but i can say that im not a fake when it comes to this. which is worrying bc i wish i was... hmm...just really down. this probably doesnt make much sense seeing as im rambling again.just writing what im thinking at this very second. Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 28, 2007 Posted May 28, 2007 Well...you should get yourself together.... <ou think way to much...and because of that you feel bad.... just live for each day...make the best of it....and have fun Quote
Sygy Posted May 28, 2007 Author Posted May 28, 2007 you think i havnt tried? ive been to so many therapist, consellors, even to like 'happy club' and ive tried medication. nothing works. i try to enjoy stuff but i always think that things are too good and will eventually come to an end its like i connect everything to death. and i cant help it. everytime i try to talk to people about like my parents, they just tell me to go away and that theyhave more important things to do rther than dicuss me. gah. then they beat me down constantly then shout at me for feeling sad and butchering up my arms. i hate everything. Quote iam mors sola fuga est [broken External Image]:http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/9977/n76430001741552817731hb2.jpg
Jeezy Posted May 28, 2007 Posted May 28, 2007 you think i havnt tried? ive been to so many therapist, consellors, even to like 'happy club' and ive tried medication. nothing works. i try to enjoy stuff but i always think that things are too good and will eventually come to an end its like i connect everything to death. and i cant help it. everytime i try to talk to people about like my parents, they just tell me to go away and that theyhave more important things to do rther than dicuss me. gah. then they beat me down constantly then shout at me for feeling sad and butchering up my arms. i hate everything. Well...then this is pretty sad....:'( Quote
LÎnkinPärkExtreme Posted May 29, 2007 Posted May 29, 2007 you think i havnt tried? ive been to so many therapist, consellors, even to like 'happy club' and ive tried medication. nothing works. i try to enjoy stuff but i always think that things are too good and will eventually come to an end its like i connect everything to death. and i cant help it. everytime i try to talk to people about like my parents, they just tell me to go away and that theyhave more important things to do rther than dicuss me. gah. then they beat me down constantly then shout at me for feeling sad and butchering up my arms. i hate everything.aww Your like me at the moment... really stressed and lonely with nobody... I know how you feel mate. :'( Quote
diana Posted May 29, 2007 Posted May 29, 2007 Ah, Syg...I guess I can imagine how you feel...I was there...but it was not that bad with me since I didn't have such problems with family and stuff... Ummm...you're an adolescent and this kind of feelings are kinda normal and tipical...but I'm sure you know that...and if you know that, you also know that it will go away also...it will pass...maybe not so quickly but it will...try to keep it in mind... When you feel lonely...you can think about us, here, at LPF...cuz we love you Syg...and this fact can help you at your very down points...remember that... Hope you're gonna feel better soon...*hugs* 1 Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
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