Sygy's Journal

[Friðbjörn]

what a fucking jerk that guy you refused...and that teacher too...

[allieking]

they spat on you!!!! jesus someone can't take rejection. as fo your teacher, hes a fuckig idiot, how dare he make you cry, your there to learn ffs, everyone makes mistakes. oh and the fat teacher, i totally agree, have stretch marks and i never show my tummy off.....ever!!!!

 

 

hope tomorrow is better hunni, i hate my lil sis being down *hugs*

[Black_Angel]

Omg what a bastard! Stupid boys..... get Jamie or whatever his name was to beat them up!

[allieking]

lol sygy will start a war in her school

[MrsBennington-Delson]

omg that sucks!! I wanna come and beat em up! how do they dare to mess around with me Sygy like that!? >:o

[Sygy]

omg, guy i had an uber shit day, again I swear my journal is like the most depressing emoish journal!

 

anyways, well i was in a bad mood bc being in the 'burbs i see that same ppl on the buses and can i just say that when i got on the 7,30 bus which everyone from the school takes there was the iciest silence. i just sat down straight away right at the front and just didnt say anything. then there was more icey silences when i walked in today. so i was liek like ffs -.- and went straight to the form room and sat down then the other came and jamie and i had a convosation of just saying 'skeen' to each other untill he got told off b y the teacher for talking whilst the register was being taken, hahahahaha.

 

then i had to go to politics and i thought that the dayw ould pick uo but OH NO!! right behind me there was two girls talking about me. 'omg, yar, she like said that she doesnt like indians yah and she said Paki, yar; for thosewho arnt english paki is very rude its along the same level as the N word. so meh.

 

so then i went to poltics and just kinda sat there whilst literally the whole class blanked me. -.- so todaywas a mega -.- and i cant really be bothered to update anymore bc im really REALLy tired.

 

but why arnt i that worried? ill tell you why, its school it'll all be over. theres some massive party happening this weekend ahaha all the asians basically bc they dont seem to talk to any other people but aprantly theres going to be loads of booze so some one will probably do something dumb that theyall talk about that next week!

 

haha, im trying to be mature about this and positive.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

oh Sygy...

well thats school I guess...

 

oh you goin to the party?

[Jeezy]

Have fun at the party.

[allieking]

hey sygy, its weekend hunni, relaxand forget about those fucktards!!!

[Sygy]

well im not asian so no im not going to the party lol haha

 

but tommorrow gulnoor and my other 'freinds' are going to colour esape!!

[Jeezy]

 

but tommorrow gulnoor and my other 'freinds' are going to colour esape!!

 

What is that?

[Sygy]

http://www.colourscape.org.uk/

 

 

fucking fantastic, wanna drop some acid in there.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

http://www.colourscape.org.uk/

 

 

fucking fantastic, wanna drop some acid in there.

omg!! that looks so cool!! can i come with ya?

[Black_Angel]

I like your optimistic outlook, and it's true, they'll be talking about someone else before you know it.

 

Have fun at the thingy!

[Jeezy]

http://www.colourscape.org.uk/

 

 

fucking fantastic, wanna drop some acid in there.

 

wow..looks awesome

[Friðbjörn]

keep up your spirits and it'll all turn out betterq

[woodyloveslinkin]

has your mum found any work yet?

[Sygy]

thanks, yes woodz not yet bc she has ebing doing her doctrine (not sure of the name) for her university so that she can get an MSC in coversation for science or something like that, she already has like a law degree and one in chemistry! so yeah, but she actually had an offer but not back iin belgium

[Sygy]

ok update

 

*clears throat* im going to try and keep this short bc i realize that i tend to ramble on and on and on!

 

So, i woke up and when for some breakfast today at the cafe aroud the corner and then my mum came there, so we went back home and pick up our washing for the laundromat. whist it was washing we went into the local pet shop to get food for christina and elijah and i was SICKENED to see that they were sselling kittnes and puppies and snaes there locked up in tiny cage amoungst there own poo and wee! its disguishting, animals are people and shouldnt be treated like that and locked in cages with like 20 other animals and there own POO!! that made me so angry, so i reported it to the police, but i doubt they would do anything bc they suck bumhole.

 

so then i got a call from gulnoor to say that basically she wasnt comming to colourescape -.- but then max called and was like i hope your comming to i went. it was sad to be clapham again, i miss it so much! but colourescape was fun and FREE!!! bc Maxs mum like runs it! So we had loads of fun schaing each other and screaming loudly. Then we went to sainburys to buy some food, i got a sandwich and a copy of 'happy feet' im soo watching that tommorrow!

 

then, we brought some fake blood from the halloween stall thingy on the street and we had fun covering tampons and pads in fake blood and then leaving them inthe middle of the road. lol, then we hid behind some trees to watch he reactions of passersby (hehehe). The aussie mens was the best they saw it then then suddenly just went 'fucking urrrrghhhhhhhh, fucking look at that, gahhhhhh' so hilarous. well it fed into my recent reburts of immaturity! hehehe

 

then i went home to find theo here, i know thats shes really ill and is like meant to be y best freind but shes such a CHAV and it annoys me so, i feel embrassed walking down the street with her bc shes all 'hip hop' makes me sick,. i generally choke on the whole hip hop 'culture' if you can even call it so!

 

then i came home, and here i am, i want to go for a swim really early tommorrow before im forced to see my dad -.-. im just going to make him by me stuff, he still hasnt gotten me a winter coat yet and its like frosty in the morning now. Hes all like 'but you have one, you have enough clothes'. No i dont have enough fucking clothes you bitch, i need more and ic ant use my old winter coat bc he got drunk and pissed on it and i never got the smell out. -.-

 

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dajani, me,yuching,?, hamara

 

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us again, me being a bit on the tall side

 

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gulnoor and i

 

these are all from the green at school!

[woodyloveslinkin]

nice piccies =)

[Jeezy]

great pics

 

you look awesome

[Sygy]

thanks, but truthefully, i look fat and ugly and saggy breasted. -.- damn body, why cant i be rid of you :'(?

 

anyways, im going to see if my dad will spring for a digital camera today, probably not but yeah...a girl can try!

[Jeezy]

thanks, but truthefully, i look fat and ugly and saggy breasted. -.- damn body, why cant i be rid of you :'(?

 

don't be so negative

[allieking]

thanks, but truthefully, i look fat and ugly and saggy breasted. -.- damn body, why cant i be rid of you :'(?

 

anyways, im going to see if my dad will spring for a digital camera today, probably not but yeah...a girl can try!

 

 

i swear i'm gonna find you and slap you. your no fat or ugly you silly moo, infact your bloody gorgeous and you have a figure to die for, wish i looked like you. oh and if you wanna see saggy boobs you should see mine!!!!! they touch my knees.

[MayaTheVampire]

sygy...you are beautyful *__*