my so called "friends"

[LPGirl]

i hardly ever bitch around stuff on lpf *apart from in my jornal *

 

anyways ive been having trouble with my friends from school a lot the last few months at first i tried to ignore it but its getting to the point where i cant and i just kinda explode at them then they call me emo and tell me to go cry and get over it.

 

ok basically the last 6 months ive started to like punk and emoish music *but big deal right* well wrong hm.. my friends started call me emo all the time and still do. they always make small jokes about me like oh dont say that you'll make renai cry and yelling EMMMMOOOO in front of the whole grade and stuff. and making me there fucking little lap dog always getting me to eat stuff they mix together and stuff.

 

like sometimes they can be great friends you can have a fun time with, but a lot of the time there not fun *or what they do i dont consitter "fun"* like with my friends say i tell one of them something then all the other ones know the next day. and we always have these "confention circles" and they so gay like were ment to tell all our secret and like fuck im going too, god i wouldnt trust these people with my life. and my friends never play sport or hpe so im always stuck by myself or i have to choose not to be active and bludge like them which i HATE doing. and the thing is like id just move groups if i could go find new friends but my school is really small only 600 people so there is no one left in the grade which i can really hang with. and they always fight with me about the bands i like and diss them.

 

god i have pracically NOTHING in common with these girls anymore, and also they keep like compairing *or i feel like they are* to this other girl in our group hayley *she well lets just say a bit of a mental case and im not joking she needs to be on anti phycoitcs or something she tried to kill herself and stuff and we ALWAYS have to tip toe around here so she doesnt have a metal break down and stuff and there is always some big thin with hayley so just problem i dont want to or feel like dealing with* becuase for like 2 months i was a bit depressed and with drawed and i know it may not sound like much but it is for me it is, i feel like moving schools to get away from them and so i can find people who like stuff like me. every time they say stuff it really cuts me inside and makes me hate them more when your not ment to hate your friends, so pretty much at the momement i just smile and pretend everything is ok but im getting fed up.

 

hm.. well yeah had to get that off my chest.

[LPGirl]

hm.. hayley tried to take her life again but lucky her bf and his mother stopped her AGAIN.

[majinkamahl]

I could say long and elaborate things...however I can sum it up in two. Tell them to "fuck off".

 

You do not need them. You are better without.

 

 

 

~MK

 

 

REP ME!!

[Sygy]

fuck them....go find your self better nicer friends....

[azemkamikaze03]

Well heres the deal. Tell y our friends they need to chill with the insults. If you let them do it, then they wont stop. if they dont just stop hanging around with them. Yeah your school is small shit but Im sure you could find other people.

[Black_Angel]

I wouldn't stand for that... I wouldn't hang out with them anymore if I were you- they're not the right kind of friends for you. So what if you like emo music, it doesn't give them the right to embarrass you in front of everyone and tease you.

[stupidsoul1]

I wouldnt stand for it either, well i used to

 

but once you lose it i guess there is no turning back

 

hopefully you can change schools next year

 

ps. dont drink what they mix you dont know what is in it they could be spitting in it for all you know

[LPGotLinkinPark]

I know exactly what you mean. I am in a similar situation as you in the fact that I'm at a small school and the choice of people to hang out with it very limited. Maybe you can only hang out with the ones in your group that you are actually friends with and just kinda pretend the others are not there messing with you. Or, if possible, just starting hanging out with some of your other friends that do not necessarily hang out with your "group." If you can't really do anything about that, try to talk to them. There's got to be one of them that will listen when you talk to her and try to work things out. Tell them it bothers you and ask them why they continue to do it if they know it bothers you that much. Find out if they're really your friends. If they're just hanging out with you ONLY to mess with you, it's better to not hang out with them at all. I'm not sure about you, but I can't stand when people are fake like that. So if they are, I'd ditch them right then and there. Hope I helped you.

[omega]

LPgirl, those are not really what you would call *freinds*.

i understand if they kid around a little by calling you a name,

but when it came to them making fun of a depression problem,

or making fun of you because you like a certain music,

then thats just being a real bitch!!!

but still, dont let them get to ya.

cause thats just how they get their kicks.

even though you have a small school,

i'm pretty sure that there is other people like you that you can hang around with.

keep in mind that your freinds dont all have to be girls too.

 

but most of all, remember this. you always got freinds here at lpf!

[Hybrid Soldier]

I came to a realization quite like thise a month ago. My solution: dropped the friends that werent really ym friend and kept the others. And about your school being small: oh well, its only 6 hours of your day, im sure you ahve friends out of school.

[LPGirl]

lmao nope i dont really have friends outside of school apart from you guys, i tell them that it bothers me but they still do it, its cuz my "reactions" are funny or something, and i let people walk all over me.

 

im still talking with my parents about moving schools they want me to stay at MGH but i dont want to, at the moment i'm begging them to let me i hope they will. the only other people i could hang out with that have a few things in common with me is the yeah 9s but id feel like a loser like im just using them cuz i cant find good friends in my grade.

 

yeah so im just hoping to god my parents let me move schools, im thinking of going to mansfeild, cuz cav rd is a drug-o and whore school, holland park is like a smal version of cav, Mc gergor is a slut school and there is a lot of rap lovers and ganstas there and cuz i cant really stand that kinda of gansta rap id get bashed and teased so mansfeild is my best option.

 

thanks for caring guys!! *hugs* ^_^

[diva__007]

my friends were getting on my nerves 2day so i made us all tell eachother what annoys us about eachother. It works

 

if i were u, i would go around and act real snoby 2 them!! (coz thats what i do wen im p/o)

 

is mansfeild in mansfeild?? Coz iv been there :thumbsup:

[LPGotLinkinPark]

Yeah, that was a last thing I would've suggested was switching schools. I wish I could switch as well but not with my parents.

[tuba]

i aslo wear bangs .. in my aslo school some people made fun of me.. but i alway do what makes me pleased... just change your school or just leave these friends... trust u will find better from them :thumbsup:

[Rusu_luvs_LP_4ever]

I hope you can move schools because you shouldn't have that shit thrown at you. Maybe if you blow up at them once, they will get the message that your sick of what they are doing and stop. But that would only work if they really care about you.

[LPGirl]

yeah i think mansfield is in mansfeild or upper mt gravatt (btw im taking about brisbane lmao)

 

well biancas fine with me going to a new school new year cuz i think she knows im unhappy but becs like WHAT noo theres noway your going any where and im um.. ok them 0_o and my dads like i dont see why you have to go to a new school so hmm.. he may not let me but mum said i already could so hm.. i dunno cuz my brother is also starting high school next year but i want him to be at the same school as me so i can keep an eye out for him, but we might keep him in BBC(brisbane boys collage) which is ment to be one of the best boys school in brisbane(its from year 1 to 12) hm.. i really want to move school for next year i was daydreaming about all day today, lmao.

[diva__007]

i hope u get to move skools,

 

oh i thought u ment Mansfeild in Victoria oops

[spike91232004]

Those aren't friends at all.

 

Forget about them, go find some other friends.

[LPGirl]

ARRRGHHHHHH fucking hell, mum says there is no point in me changing school, its only 6 hours a day for 2 years its not like your going to be friends with these people after high school and also your brother is coming to high school next year, WELL FUCK YOU MUM I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU DO ONE DAY IN MY SHOES AT SCHOOL!!! big deal if levi is coming to high school he come with me to mansfield. argh im so pissed and im on the verge off crying. dad must of got to her. =\ fucking hell i have to make her change her mind.

[Hahninator]

At least you have friends.

I have 1 friend at school. Everyone else hates me, because I love LP, Jay-Z, SOB, and FM.

 

School is terrible.

[LPGirl]

they hate you cuz of music? wow thast ruff.

well my "friends" label me and make jokes about me and the bands i like cuz i like slightly emoish/punk music as well as metal, rock >_< people need to look beond music. im still pissed but i know i can make mum let me, cuz she doesnt like seeing me sad.

[Hahninator]

yeah we judge by music too. I make fun of all the emo kids too lmao.

 

especially those kids who wear all black (goths), like vampires and shit. some fucked up people we have like magic spellcasting people :O

 

theres like the awesome cool people (preppy), the half preppy cool people, the regular folks, loners, and dumbasses

 

Im inbetween regular and loner.

[LPGirl]

my grade layout

 

cool people who like all the mainstream stuff(prepish)

normal

kinda rich girls who are emo posers

internationals(includes the muslems, chinese, japenses)

the kinda geekish boys who siit near music block

my group who sit near the school gate

 

the group im in i think we classed as weird-o freaks cuz one of the girls in our group is like mentally ill and tries to kill herself like once a week(and is currently in a "special" hospital for a week) so everybody thinks we like physco cutters or something, lol

[diva__007]

me and my group of friends kinda like 2 keep in our own group, all the other girls at skool always fight. so we tend 2 stay clear of them

 

my "best friend" annoys me so much i cnt wait until i never have 2 c her again, all day she says "jenna ur music is crap, them bands r shit" i hate it, i like LP, ColdPlay, The Killers, n stuff

but she is in to My Chemical romance n stuff, i dont like MCR that much but i dont sit there 24/7 sayin its shit,

so i told her that i hated it, & that she is just being a bitch when she says it, ect..

But she hasnt said anything bad since

 

but i still cnt wait until i neva have 2 c her again

[Jacx]

i aslo wear bangs .. in my aslo school some people made fun of me.. but i alway do what makes me pleased... just change your school or just leave these friends... trust u will find better from them :thumbsup:

i agree. you should do what you please. ur very smart tuba. most people are stick on the comments other people make. and what works out for me is just being myself. i know its hard to ignore the rude comments, but i got used to ignoring people as they do to me. at the beginning when they called me an "emo faq" i cared so much i started hating people who called me that. but now... its just a plain whisper to me.