Phranka/Franka's Journal

[keza]

pffffeww schools ewww...<3

gd luck with it all franka (with it all starting properleh on monday)

^^

[misery]

Well, I hope you start to meet some new people Don't worry.. starting at a new school is always weird for the first bit.. everything seems to be going okay, though

[Jeezy]

I hope that school thing will work out for you...hopefully you make some friends, soon...it will happen just naturally...someone will come over to you and talk to you...if you let it happen...take care...

[Phranka]

thanks guys

 

*yawn* Let's talk about my boring life again..

mmm So what's new.. School is easy (mostly)

My shyness and therapy is going shitty.

It's not getting better so my parents might put me into some nighttherapy thing.

Where I have to sleep there all week, go to school in mornings, then go back to therapy again.. and home in the weekends.. Gah it sounds like a nightmare.

But it's for the fucking 'best'.

 

I'm also gonna get medication. I'm not (totally) depressed but it reduces your fears and gives you more confidence..

>_<

[Sygy]

what so ur going on like happy tables? ...i dont think ur very funny shy. you have always struke me as being quite confident...hmmm

[Phranka]

Mm no I have all these negative thoughts planted in my head.

[By_My-elf]

Hey Phranka whats up hope your doin fine

and that I'll need that link again send it to me once I get off school plz and thanks

Haven't heard it yet but you make it sound great

[Phranka]

Haha Unwritten Law?

yea nice songs

 

Fav. Unwritten Law Songs

 

If you ever get here again..

[Lenneh]

thanks guys

 

*yawn* Let's talk about my boring life again..

mmm So what's new.. School is easy (mostly)

My shyness and therapy is going shitty.

It's not getting better so my parents might put me into some nighttherapy thing.

Where I have to sleep there all week, go to school in mornings, then go back to therapy again.. and home in the weekends.. Gah it sounds like a nightmare.

But it's for the fucking 'best'.

fuck that seriously if they send you there I'll kick their damn asses for it and that I swear.. Your parents really suck sometimes..

[Sygy]

Mm no I have all these negative thoughts planted in my head.

 

i dont understand why. you seem to have so much going for you ....

[demonizer]

yea u do franka plus u have all of us, ur awesome!!!

[Phranka]

Thankies guys.. =] but apparently I cause my parents stress too now and they have to pop pills too.. *sigh*

[Jeezy]

Thankies guys.. =] but apparently I cause my parents stress too now and they have to pop pills too.. *sigh*

That really doesn't sound that good...I hope it get's better soon...

[Phranka]

Lol my parents are such dramaqueens.. they're taking off time of work cause of the home situation a.k.a things going on with me and mom got sent home from work cause she randomly thought about the situation and started crying.. sigh my mom never cries.

 

Who should feel like this in this situation.. -.-

[Sygy]

what situation?

[Phranka]

situation of me being in therapy and struggling with myself and my fears..

I'm sure I feel less stressed than them.. can't help it they've got 2 failures as kids..

 

gah especially my mom.. she only makes me feel bad about myself and doesn't care about my feelings.

but other than that I feel fine honestly..

[Sygy]

hmm...thats sounds stressful but i dont think ur a faliure anyways motherds do tend to make daughters go round the bend at this age so dont worry too much about it

[Phranka]

Thanks Syg... and well you know I'm happy just wanting success in school and finish it so I can have a good job and lose my shyness in the process somehow..

 

dunno.. I don't wanna make my shyness and therapy into something sad.. my parents kinda do.. but I just wanna be happy

[Sygy]

therapy is anything to be ashamed of..everyone has been to a therapist at some point in there lives..and going to therapy is very positive thing bc ur getting help for urself..so i think you should tell ur parents where to stick it lol

[Jeezy]

therapy is anything to be ashamed of..everyone has been to a therapist at some point in there lives..and going to therapy is very positive thing bc ur getting help for urself..so i think you should tell ur parents where to stick it lol

You are right with that....

[Phranka]

Hmm so I'll be taken in today I'll be sleeping there from monday to friday and go home friday nights. the group is filled with 3 girls and 3 boys besides me. everyone of them is younger than me (from '91 to '93).

So there's no internet that can be used everyday so I won't be on here during the weeks.

So basically I'm sayin goodbye for now

I hope I get out there.. improved >_<

[Jeezy]

Good luck for that...hope to see you soon...

[Sygy]

phranka, ive been to the same type of place and anyways i wish u soo much luck with this. *hugs and kisses*

promise, if u get time u will update us, bc i want to know how it goes!

[Black_Angel]

Good luck hun :]

Look on the bright side, hopefully it'll give you a new lease of life.. but don't be gone too long kay

xx

[Lenneh]

You know my opinion Phrankster. =)