Phranka/Franka's Journal

[Phranka]

Err Hi people I'm back for the weekend. I'll post my story here ^^

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday/Monday:

 

first day was relax I guess, I gave my dad a last hug and said goodbye.

when we got there just put all the stuff in my room and made my bed.

There are already 6 other kids in the group.

3 Girls. Esmeralda (12), Cyriëlle (15) and Sharon (14)

And three boys. Ryan (12), Mike (12) and Kevin (14).

Most of them are quite nice.

Most of them have a bit of a temper or are a little hyper though.

I think the nicest is Kevin, He's pretty sweet for a 14 year old and one of the Quietest of the group.

Ryan, Esmeralda and Sharon tend to go against the rules the most.

On Sundays we have weekend meetings where we have to tell how our

weekend went and you have to give it a grade.

they skipped me for this weekend so I could just have a

listen.

The 12/13 year olds had to go to bed at 9pm,

..the 14/15 year olds had to

go to bed at 9:30pm

and me.. the eldest at 10pm.

I went on the computer

and listened to some music til then.

after that I kinda had hard time

falling asleep cause I usually stay up til 12:30am.

well by that time I

still wasn't asleep..

I think I fell asleep at about 1:30am. Then it was morning and they woke me up at 7:45.

I didn't have school.

I sat next to Kevin at breakfast ate bread with cheese

(ofcourse I was the slowest of the group) and that was that.

everyone went to school but me and we had to make plans for the

day. but I'm not that creative so I couldn't come up with anything

except for going on the computer.

 

well that's what I did at 9 til 10.30.

Then we went for a walk around the area. at 12 we had lunch,

after lunch we had to go to the store to get something

 

right after that I went on the computer again.

Then the whole group had to make plans for dinner, on mondays the group cooks themselve.

We had to think of something.

Then they asked me

and I nonchalantly said ehhh I like Pizza.. Shoarma..

And everyone liked the idea of shoarma so that's what we planned to

make. Everyone had their own duty's which included:

Going to the store to get ingredients, cooking, and cleaning

afterwards

I had to do the dishes and clear the tables together with Cyriëlle (And

Kevin)

 

Then we had to make plans for the week, Plan mentormeetings and cleaningdays and you had to give a revelation of

the week. A thing that'd you'd like to accomplish within the week.

 

Gettin a bit sick of all the planning and the rules

Well I listened to some music and played Rummikub with Nathalie and

Sharon.

 

Then watched a little tv and went to my room and got ready for bed.

I went a lil early cause I had a little headache.

Tuesday:

 

Woke up at 7:50 or so o.0

well no one had really waked me. though I heard a lil knocking on my

door.

Got dressed and ready fast and arrived to the table where no one was

sitting yet

only mike and Kevin were making the table.

Then I ate a little went to my room again and had to make plans for the

day.

I would go on the computer ("Homework") from 9 to 10.

Eat at 10:30 and leave for school at 11:00.

Well I did some homework on one of the cd's from school and I finished writing this afterwards

Then ehmm I went to eat something and went to school by bus.

school was yawn yawn boring easy easy

mmwell as some of you know I actively been commenting people and posting

some bulletins and blogs on myspace and this will be posted the next time I can be online. anyways after school I just sat in my room for a bit.. listening

to music. then we got food. on big plates with circles on em oh well

can't explain but you can choose your own menu every week.. didn't get

to do that so I just got beans with potatoes and sausage.. oh and soup

which was bleh.

 

Errr I watched the crazy people being crazy that's very amusing during

dinner.

especially funny seeing Kevin's quirks likeee systematicly

placing the potatoes so they are on their sides.. then put gravy on em and

squish em. and if you damage his yoghurt thing his whole system is

ruined.. lol.

 

Errr after I finished eating (that toook a while)

I called my parents and they called back. well talked to my dad. and that feels great.

 

well we watched the news and stuff and after that we went to sport and I

kicked some ass in batminton that was fun and then I went on the laptop

well I have to type fast now cause I have to put the laptop back

 

Wednesday:

Errr well I just woke up at 7 am and went to school at 8.

school ws fine could go home earlier cause our teacher

found us in the cafeteria and we didn't have class for

an hour and he didn't either so he decided to make a deal

and let us three attend the class earlier than the rest

of the class hehe relaxed.

wellll I got back and err we had to plan again blah blah

scheduled "listening to mp3" and homework then visit time,

TV and a game..

So wednesday is visiting time <3 but before my parents came

I had a little confrontation about a school thing that

is two days WITH sleeping in some hotel and the groupleaders

were kinda doubting if it would be good for me but gah

they should know better things like this are good for my

shyness -.- anyways I hope I can still go.

well after that my parents came, I was a little sad but they comforted me.

They felt like I should decorate my room sooo next saturday I'm gonna order

some posters from the large muhaha they asked for it.

anyways yes I can go home this saturday wasn't supposed to but yay.

we went to the livingroom. lol the groupmembers must have thought

WHOA franka can talk all of the sudden :0

cause I was smiling and talking with my parents.

too bad I can't really watch dvd's secretly on my computer

cause they are keeping an eye on me if I really make homework or not.

yawn got people breathing down my neck all day if you know what I mean.

Esmeralda, Kevin and one of the groupleaders and me went to the music room

watched them bang on the drums and keyboards and we went back at about 9pm

went to bed right away.. well I listened to my linkin park cd.

 

Thursday:

woke up at 7 again went to school at 8 again...

 

lala went to school.. hmm when I came back they were already planning so I joined them planned my day not much more than.. mp3, homework, groupnight, calling parents, and tv. I ate ehh.. Schnitzel with Broccoli and mashed potatoes tried to eat more quick but I'm too slow dammit.. either that or everyone in the world is faster than me. group night was fun I guess.. we played a game in the gymroom..everyone had to hide in the dark, take a number and one person had to be blindfolded and had to count from 1 to 25 and whoever had one of the numbers that came up had to make a sound and the person had to follow the sound and guess who it is.. I made a couple of moo and meh sounds and kevin kept making [rolling R]Rrrrrryan[/rolling R] sounds.. lmao. yea that's his thing. Rrrrrrryan..

mmm I went to shower and went to sleep thankyou goodnight. oh my dad is cleaning my room today he said he hired reinforcements and mineworkers and they had to wear helmets cause my room is a MESS.. hehe neatfreak he is.. anyways that was it.

 

Don't feel like writing Friday now but it was boring anyways..

[Jeezy]

I don't wanna sound weird...but it seems like you are enjoying your time there...

I hope it helps you

[Phranka]

yea I'm enjoying my group very much.. the planning and the rules are annoying though..

 

tbh I'm looking forward seeing them again sunday.. but ofcourse being home is still better

[Phranka]

Lil update:

For one of the first times in my therapy I feel like it's going somewhere.

at home I just forget about my problems and don't think about them.

at the group I think about it all the time and what to do about it.

so my second week'sgoal is/was: "Sitting with the group more often".

cause usually when everyone goes outside

or something I just stay where I am cause I'm scared.

So I'm gonna try that.

 

Also went on a school trip yesterday and I could say I did a little socializing

cause I actually sat with people I usually barely talk to.

So this trip was kinda good for me

anyways.. I'm going back again sunday..

I actually miss the group! :x

[Jeezy]

Seems to go pretty well for you...it's good to read that your therapy helps you...

 

go on like that... :thumbsup:

[Phranka]

Journal post, Sunday Januari 14th:

 

Yo 'sup people?

Well good news my therapy is going really well, they had a meeting about me and only positive stuff came out such as:

- I'm doing really good

- I'm Working very hard

- They and also family and friends see alot of improvement

- I'll get there

- And they're very proud of me

 

So whoo..

 

Forgot to wish everyone on here a happy new year, didn't have internet for over a month so.

[GraDoN]

gee im happy for you, happy new year to you too

glad your back..... why didnt you have internet for one and a half months?

[Friðbjörn]

as I said, it's great things are going so good ^_^

[Phranka]

Thanks you guys.. I hope I get out of there soon as an improved person x)

 

I'll show you guys what my groupmembers look like since I´m not allowed to take pictures THERE I made dolls of em xD

http://img48.imageshack.us/img48/2296/dollxo3.png

Kevin (14)

http://img383.imageshack.us/img383/3473/doll2vb0.png

Esmaralda (13)

http://img213.imageshack.us/img213/2394/doll3kb2.png

Cyriëlle (15)

http://img299.imageshack.us/img299/4207/doll4cj4.png

Sharon (14)

http://img187.imageshack.us/img187/9619/ryannf5.png

Ryan (13)

http://img61.imageshack.us/img61/6030/roxanneuv0.png

Roxanne (13)

 

Kevin is one of my best buds xD

[Friðbjörn]

nice dolls of yours

[that-chick]

nice members

they look great

[MrsBennington-Delson]

that's cool!! lol

good to have you back

[Phranka]

Thahnks everyone (:

well I'm off in about a half an hour I'll be back next friday :0

[MrsBennington-Delson]

what cha doin?

[Phranka]

Going to the therapy thing >.> It's like my second home, I have to be there 5 days a week

[MrsBennington-Delson]

a therapy? why?

[Phranka]

lol someone just woke up.. lemme look for a reminder

 

 

*yawn* Let's talk about my boring life again..

My shyness and therapy is going shitty.

It's not getting better so my parents might put me into some nighttherapy thing.

Where I have to sleep there all week, go to school in mornings, then go back to therapy again.. and home in the weekends..

>_<

 

I'm in therapy there for my 'social scaredness' or how should I call it.

Anyways I am there now and it's gooing really well

[MrsBennington-Delson]

uhm... so youre goin to therapy bc youre shy? is that right? im sorry if i got you wrong?

[Phranka]

yea that's right.. but I guess it's more than just shyness see.

[MrsBennington-Delson]

oh... i think i also need one... im not laughing at you im serious... im the shyest person ever!

i hve to go

see ya

take care

[Phranka]

haha it helped me anyways.. didn't expect it would.. but I've improved alot

[GraDoN]

im glad phranka, but how can a pretty girl like you be shy? O_0

[Jeezy]

when will you be finished with it?

[Friðbjörn]

since she can't answer that til next week...

 

um I believe she said she wasn't sure. I'm not really familiar with situations like this, but I think it's better to stay at a place like that for too long, than too short...

[Jeezy]

since she can't answer that til next week...

 

um I believe she said she wasn't sure. I'm not really familiar with situations like this, but I think it's better to stay at a place like that for too long, than too short...

yeah...you are right with that...

 

still good luck with everything Phranka...and it seems like it really works for you... :thumbsup: