Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 It's harder than you let on jeezy. He wont believe me if i tell him that. and if he does he's gonna be like he was before and start crying in shit to make me feel guilty and stay with him... and Diana- I'm Still with andy for now but i've been in love with brad for months. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Jeezy Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 It's harder than you let on jeezy. He wont believe me if i tell him that. and if he does he's gonna be like he was before and start crying in shit to make me feel guilty and stay with him... and Diana- I'm Still with andy for now but i've been in love with brad for months. I know it's gonna be hard....but you have to think about yourself and what's better for you. If you don't love him that much anymore...and Brad is really the guy you want to be with... then you have to make a cut... Quote
allieking Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 you should naver stay with anyone bacause you feel guilty, tell andy its over because you have feelings for someone else. if he says he still wants to be with you then tell him its not going to happen because your not happy with him and if he wants you to stay with him and be unhappy then hes not a very nice person. Quote [broken External Image]:http://www.inoshishi.co.uk/allie/aa.png
GraDoN Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 you should naver stay with anyone bacause you feel guilty, tell andy its over because you have feelings for someone else. if he says he still wants to be with you then tell him its not going to happen because your not happy with him and if he wants you to stay with him and be unhappy then hes not a very nice person. yup yup... its really hard to tell someone that but its what makes us stronger Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/095443c5f5914cdd05b1d389456c201e.jpg http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8df3638f80a4f010e06ef2c959f426e8.gif http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/fe80ab99471398f0ef121d8f90c31038.jpg
diana Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 Idk...I believe you that it's very hard when he starts crying and shit when you tell him you want to leave him...but...there's no future in that...You just gotta do it if you don't love him anymore...and I can't really understand how can you still be with him if you're in love with someone else for minths... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 Thanks guys. It's hard, trust me. Whenever I'm with Andy i think of brad. I think of brad always. does that make me a bad person??? *sigh* I feel awful about this already and i haven't even done it yet.... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
diana Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 Let this be the push so you can leave Andy...cuz, if you think about it, you are somehow cheating on him even though just in your mind...cuz you're thinkin about Brad all the time...you really got to stop this! *hugs* Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 Let this be the push so you can leave Andy...cuz, if you think about it, you are somehow cheating on him even though just in your mind...cuz you're thinkin about Brad all the time...you really got to stop this! *hugs* Brad tried to help me with this....he said, "Let this help you with him. The girl that i love loves me as much as i love her yet she's too afraid to move on." That hurt but helped at the same time. I just dont think i cant live with myself if i know i hurt andy that much. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
diana Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 I just dont think i cant live with myself if i know i hurt andy that much. Exactly...that's why I know you're gonna end this... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 Exactly...that's why I know you're gonna end this... ..... I'm trying. I think last time i tried i didnt go through with it because i was unsure if it was the right decision and i felt so bad because of it. Even as i type this i'm getting knots in my stomach. I know in my heart i love brad and i want to be with him......and that should be enough to get me through this..... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
diana Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 You will...good luck!^^ Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/8b479714c2981449a34f1f582adc8fb2.jpg ...ljubim...<3
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 Thanks..... I hope he dosnt freak out and try to do something.... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Jeezy Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 Thanks..... I hope he dosnt freak out and try to do something.... do you think he would really do that Quote
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 do you think he would really do that honestly i dont know. He might. *shrug* Now i'm gonna have nightmares about it though He might, depends on how pissed off he is and crushed his heart is Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Jeezy Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 honestly i dont know. He might. *shrug* Now i'm gonna have nightmares about it though He might, depends on how pissed off he is and crushed his heart is if it's really like that...then he never was the right guy to be with in the first place... that's just my opinion Quote
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 if it's really like that...then he never was the right guy to be with in the first place... that's just my opinion Thanks jeezy. I think you might be right..... *sigh* I hate doing this.....i'm stuck in the middle and nomatter what i do somebody gets hurt Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Jeezy Posted July 30, 2007 Posted July 30, 2007 Thanks jeezy. I think you might be right..... *sigh* I hate doing this.....i'm stuck in the middle and nomatter what i do somebody gets hurt yeah someone will get hurt...but you just gotta get through it...because if you keep the situation like it is right now...no one will be happy. Quote
Greyfoxx Posted July 30, 2007 Author Posted July 30, 2007 yeah someone will get hurt...but you just gotta get through it...because if you keep the situation like it is right now...no one will be happy. *nod* *snuffles* Thanks jeezy. I'll do my best to get this over with soon......*sigh* Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Greyfoxx Posted July 31, 2007 Author Posted July 31, 2007 Okay, Double Post, i know, but hey, it's my journal! UPDATE!!!!!! Okay, so andy knows that i'm thinking about breaking up with him and he keeps asking why why why why why what are the reasons ect. I can't tell him that i've fallen for another guy. *sigh* I'm loosing my mind Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
allieking Posted July 31, 2007 Posted July 31, 2007 hun you have to tell him you have feelings for someone else, if you don't it will just carry on like this forever, you stuck with andy crying when you tell him its over.have you ever heard of tough love? you have to be cruel to be kind, its unfair to you and him to keep a relationship going thats based on lies. your gonna make yourself miserible and your going to prolong his misery. you know your not gonna live happily ever after with andy and deep inside he proberbly does too, its just hard for him to come to terms with it, thats where you have to be the bigger person and tell him its over and you can't carry on making yourself unhappy just to keep him happy. Quote [broken External Image]:http://www.inoshishi.co.uk/allie/aa.png
Greyfoxx Posted August 4, 2007 Author Posted August 4, 2007 UPDATE!!!! ME AND ANDY BROKE UP!!!!! It was him who suggested it but i don't care. I was gonna do it anyways. I AM SINGLE!!!! (for the moment) He figured everything out and decided it was for the best and we had a mutual break up and I'm so damn happy that i didn't have to hurt him!!!! *does happeh dance* Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
DarknessLover Posted August 4, 2007 Posted August 4, 2007 w00t go Grey! Good luck ok!? Quote The Park is Back? No way!
Greyfoxx Posted August 5, 2007 Author Posted August 5, 2007 thanks ya'll. i'm kinda happier now. Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/597b7053e7f6b9db3d3e47081db54c76.jpg youre so freaking gothic fox' date=' just wait till you meet the emo me. youre like redheaded vampira or something[/quote'] http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/aac84d56c4349b6631041cd70d25f813.gif
Victim Posted August 5, 2007 Posted August 5, 2007 Ohh nice... I am so glad things worked out, so you can be happy but didn't have to break it off! Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/305186a372bb061b2ab713febbdc560a.jpg
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