Greyfoxx's Journal v2

[Greyfoxx]

Random Update on Me

 

One week left till brad is coming back. Can't wait....seriously i can't. I'm loosing my mind sitting here thinking of absolutely nothing that will help me. Plus I'm suffering from writers block. I can't seem to write anything that's good enough or up to my own standards. Killer.

 

and thats it for today's update

 

tchao

[allieking]

don't sit there and think about it, get out and talk to friends, go to the cinema. a watched kettel never boils.......if you sit and wait it will feel like forever!!!!

[Greyfoxx]

don't sit there and think about it, get out and talk to friends, go to the cinema. a watched kettel never boils.......if you sit and wait it will feel like forever!!!!

hehehe, i would go out and do stuff cept there are two problems. 1- no car and 2- no money

[diana]

hehehe, i would go out and do stuff cept there are two problems. 1- no car and 2- no money

Ah, that's always bothering and limiting us...:/

[Greyfoxx]

Ah, that's always bothering and limiting us...:/

exactly. But i'm doing my best to keep myself busy. It's the times when i'm not doing anything that get me....cause i always end up thinking of brad.... :o

[Greyfoxx]

New update

4 days left to go.... and i'm driving myself insane. I haven't heard from brad in (going on) three days. I've be trying to keep my mind off of him by reading and trying to write lyrics and packing. I should be all moved within the next three days. Wooofuckinghooo. Alright, here is the good news about me moving. Suposidly(Sp?) I'm getting the computer in my room and the net so i'll be able to get online whenever the hell i feel like it. Awesome eh? Anywho. Now that i no longer have writers block, i've been thinking of songs like crazy but whenever i go to write them down, i dont have anything to write with. lmao. Nice huh!? I'm bored at my grandpa's (there doing laundry) so i feel like ranting. My doggies are here and they say hi to everyone....lol.....WOOF! so i'm done ranting and i'll post this now.....*Click*

[Sygy]

yay! rants, where are you moving?

[Jeezy]

you shpould get a voice recorder or something....then you don't need anything to write...

[Greyfoxx]

thats a good idea jeezy.....hmmmm....i wonder if i have one......i think i might......thanks for the idea jeezy.

*huggles*

[allieking]

tell the doggies i said woof!!!!

[Greyfoxx]

lol, Alright Allie. I'll tell them

 

 

Update.......August 12, 2007 1:58pm

Welp, Two days to go til brad comes back, but i havent heard from him in five days now. I'm kinda worried and kinda not. I know that he might be at his buddeh Steve-o's house for his Birthday party to get wasted and shitface-drunk, but I'd kinda figure that he'd want to call and talk to me SOMETIME in the past five days. oh well. Back to the now. I'm sitting here with a bunch of boxes around me. I'm supposed to be packing but i'm taking a much-needed "break" to come online and talk to all meh buddies.....hehehe, i'm so helpful. We were supposed to be all packed and out today but we arent. We are slackers! Lmao. My mum is watching tv and my stepdad is sleeping on the couch. We are all so motivated arent we!? My cat was trying to help though....she was messing with BOXES! Lmao, a kitty climbing into boxes helps up not do our work! WOOHOOO!!! GO TESSIE!

 

alright, enuff ranting..... *sits here and trying to look busie*

[allieking]

cats are cool, we have 3 and thay are sooo cute. the youngest, grace takes the kids stuff and runs off with it, the other day she took my eldests bra and run off down the stairs with it.

 

moving is so boring, you cant get motivated to do it.

[Greyfoxx]

Yeah, we hardly got anything packed. My mum is taking all our clothes over to the other place and i'm gonna end up staying here with nothing to sleep in or change into.....fun fun

[allieking]

put you pj's on under your clothes!!!!

[Greyfoxx]

Update- Aug. 13. 07 - 1:00am

So..... i still haven't heard Anything from brad.... I feel so alone right now and i really wish i could talk to him so he can remind me that there is a person in my life that cares about my feelings and wants me to be truly happy. I know i am sounding sorry for myself but i can't help it. I feel like i am left in the cold with only the thought of the person i love to keep me alive. Such sorrow for myself. I know better to feel sorry for myself but i cannot help it. Foxxeh feels like her heart is completely full of misery and alone-ness. I miss brad way too much for a normal person. Maybe i truly do love him......

[Sygy]

i know how you feel! *hugs* hmm, maybe you should do something to take your mind of things, maybe go for a bike ride or to a friends house!!

[Greyfoxx]

Okay, i got my schedule for school. it goes a lil something like this

 

1- Forensic Science

2- Journalism

3- World History- Ancient and Medieval

4- Human Physiology

5- Algebra

6- Symphony Band

 

 

YAY

 

I'm really happy with my schedule!!!! I'm so excited!

[Sygy]

what? u have the most random subjects ever!

[Greyfoxx]

what? u have the most random subjects ever!

 

Random?! Not really, i like science and writing and history. lmao. I love my classes.....well....i hope i'll love em

[allieking]

when i was at school these were my subjects..

 

drama, science, french, music, media studies.

 

as you can see i wanted to be an actress/director.

 

foxxy your classes sound fun!!! wish i was you.

[Greyfoxx]

Thanks allie. I'm so excited for these classes!!! I've wanted them for awhile and i finally get them!!! WOHOOOHOOO! (cept math....math can die)

[Jeezy]

Forensic Science...

 

that's so cool

[diana]

I'm happy that you're happy with your schedule...

[Greyfoxx]

Yeah, i'm uber happy

 

and now i got a Bamboo flute too!!! So i'm so giddy right now

 

i'll get a pic of it up sometime.....ish

[diana]

That's great! I wanna see it!