By_My-$elf's journal

[twilightcrimson7]

well since you're journals not convenient for me to acess, HELLO SYGY!! ^^

I hope you don't mind me using your journal like that shaun.

 

<3

[By_My-elf]

Naw man it's okay I don't mind at all Don't really care I barely use it anyways XD

[Heart_LP]

Hi Shuany! ^^

hope things are going well buddy

 

rofl this was so funny XD:

yeah you repped me and said:

 

Quote:

I misss you ;_; can't wait for you to come back

 

 

lol I don't feel special anymoreXD

[Sygy]

LMAO I know what you mean

But I was homeless tooo for a little while till

my loving aunt took me in

and all was well till I moved back in but

Hope You'll be okay *Hugs*

 

im home now so im fine. thanx for the hug *hugs back*

[One_Stp_Klsr]

LoL...whats up?...me nothing...lol...damn, i think i screwed up on my new sig'...should resize it...lol, anyways TTYL man!

[By_My-elf]

uuhhhh yeah what ever you just need to work on it a litlle bit thats all

 

and sygy glad your okay

[diana]

Hey!

Now I came to your place to say hello to you...

Hope you're doing ok...Well, my life is good right now, must say...

 

Emmm, just btw, my computer is still not fixed...hope it will be soon...I'm already desperate!!

 

Anyway, take care and be good... *hugs*

[woodyloveslinkin]

heya shauno whats been happening?

[By_My-elf]

Okay Time for an update

This is why I never update I have a boreing life -_-'

 

Today I woke up and found out it was 2:00 PM

and wondered why I slept so long Cause I actually went to bed early

And just came on the computer for a little while stopped by here for a bit and logged off (XD so boreing) I just went to go and Eat some Mr.Noodles XD It was so good I love noodles and Pie All of a sudden I had a flash back of why i was so scared of the dark last summer and here's a story No boulshit true If you don't believe don't bother reading it is scary I think

 

Flashback: I remembered this one night we were bored and thought about stuff we could do me and my friends: Faith,Cody,peter,craig,marshall

and all of us Were sitting around the school at 8:00 PM we were so bored and I said we should go to Suicide hill and we were thinking about it for a while cause so many times we went for a drive and saw or heard somethign their

We finally decided to go and we started walking their and that same night my grandma

got sent out for medical reasons we started walking their was a shorcut to go their we went walking towards the oil rig or whatever it is and we took threw that way cause the airport runway was too dangerous that time once we got their we didn't hear anything cause we usually did as we started walking back I said "Lets walk through the runway" Faith said "no what if their still their" I said okay and craig said lets go now man and while we were sitting on the top I heard rocks being thrown on to the top and never told them all i said was lets go now

and while we were walking we took this little blocked abandoned road and on the side their was this little bush some of us heard crackling and the rest just neglected it cause they were so scared >.< and me and my cousin faith got left behind and as we were walking I heard behind us Three fast foot steps and i got creeped out I asked her and she mumbled yeah Then all of a sudden she said let's just go I doin't wanna be left behind I said okay We caught up I looked back and saw something in the middle of the road and this thick coated mist started settling in I asked do you see that all of them aid yeah but i'm not sure if My eyes are playing tricks on me

And craig and peter srated walking ahead and faith said I'm gonna flick my lighter

I said your fucking crazy and started running towards craig and peter but then when I heard FUCKING RUN!!!!! us three looked back and we saw something tall and dark running towards us me peter and craig ran towards the warehouse and noticed that a truck was coming and me pter craig ran down the hill and hid their

Cody faith and marshall ran in the warehouse and hid from the truck then me peter and craig started walking and we thought we were safe but I heard Faith say RRUUNNN!!! I got so scared and stood their cause I thought cody was still up theri I saw something tall and dark standing their then i looked where faith and marshall was and cody was their I took one look one more time and I saw it running down fast I started running and got away to the school all of us made it but it was so close to my cosin We were so scared we stayed out all night till dawn came

especially since we have no street lights I'm so scared of the dark after that

all of us had expieriences like something would choke us in the morning or saw something in our rooms all dark can't see it We never got so scared in our lives all of us we saw stuff like that but never like that

[stupidsoul1]

omgosh that is horrible =(, were you ok?

[By_My-elf]

Yeah We just lived our lives but I noticed we started tearing away from each other after that All of us started leaving or stopped talking to each other after that

I still talk to some but We're not so close as before

[stupidsoul1]

I see, but that must of been really terrifying..i guess seeing eachother would of only brought up those memories.

[Heart_LP]

wow..

that's freaky 0.0!

and you dont have streetlights?! how can you even go out?! ><

but dont have like a group of students at your school that takes cares of this kind of things in your area?

maybe not..

 

Sorry to hear that you guys aren't that close anymore.but as life goes, ppl soemtimes grow apart from eachother without any special reason...unfortunately =/

 

*huggles*

[aloneme]

Great and ghostly story!Are you afraid of a dark?Because I am so scared of the dark!

[By_My-elf]

Thanks No for some reason my memories of My past that made me suicidal came back

but then I realised to put that in the past I tried so hard watch that memory fade

but once I got that flash back I got so scared to walk in the dark for a while til I just thought Screw it that was so long ago but it was only this summer >.<

 

Sammi - Thanks alot and nope no students do anything for that cause they never believed us and thought all of us were crazy But we knew what we saw I know i saw something oon the top of that hill

 

Aloneme - Yeah I guess it's a great story But now I never go near suicide hill

I promised to god that if it leaves me alone I would stop going their

 

Fi - Yweah I think that was the reason why some of us stopped talking

but I only talk to three from the group now I miss just always hangin around with them all but oh well

[woodyloveslinkin]

yo! Shauno what's been happening?

[By_My-elf]

Nothing much I've just been doing requests or asking ppl who want a sig XD

I know it sounds bring but I just need something to do LMAO

sometimes I even ask anyone who doesn't have a sig

[woodyloveslinkin]

Well seeing I am getting old and boring, maybe you could do a sig for me. SUPRISE ME.

note: i hate the colour pink.

[By_My-elf]

I know LMAO Okay tell me some of your fav bands first okay

[woodyloveslinkin]

> Nirvana

> A Perfect Circle (no shit?)

> THe Smashing Pumpkins

> Nine Inch Nails

> Killing Heidi

> Savage Garden

 

...anymore that you want lol?

[By_My-elf]

Okay I'll start on one asap and also

I'm not so good with the texts XD

as you could tell

[woodyloveslinkin]

oka dokey, i might be late picking it up...hectic life-style (blame my teachers and blame the fact i am in year 11)

 

i posted the whole song of the lyrics of you wanna see them they are in my journal and in the writing corner.

[By_My-elf]

Okay cool I'll make sure to check it out and

I'll PM the Sig to you after

and I'll try to make it good

Also I might not reply I ignore everything when I make sigs XD

[keza]

heya shaun, just coming by to say heya, wow ur really getting into the sig making arent u! keep it up they lk awesome sweetie!

<3

hope ur ok...<333 u

*ice cream <3*

[By_My-elf]

Nothign and missed you I"m alright

Yah I'm just practicing on making sig's from these requests

thats why I'm doing them