By_My-$elf's journal

[By_My-elf]

LOL thanks alot Sammi

I finally decided and yeah I"m not going to change

I've been thinking about it lately before that person told me too

and yeah I think I'm not going to change thanks again sammi

[By_My-elf]

Damnit someone come on the chat room I'm, on their

and phranka

[Heart_LP]

LOL thanks alot Sammi

I finally decided and yeah I"m not going to change

I've been thinking about it lately before that person told me too

and yeah I think I'm not going to change thanks again sammi

I'm glad...screw that person! ><

and hey, dont mention it :thumbsup:

[By_My-elf]

LOL it's okay I don't really want to change

but something inside me is telling me too

but What the hell do I know I'll change when I know I'm ready

right now I'm in a confused state @.@

[By_My-elf]

LOL okay update

I was glad to hear from my friend today she's okay she's alright so glad about that,

and she told me she's comming back on Friday

I'm so Fucking happy Can't put it into words XD

when she gets back I"m gonna go get her high

She said okay

I'm happy I'm happy

I never thought I would feel this happy for a friend commin back

I'm so glad

she was like a sister to mee XD

and now shes commin back so glad XD

[diana]

I'm so happy for you! *hug*

Hope you 2 will have some awesome time... :thumbsup:

[By_My-elf]

I'm so happy for you! *hug*

Hope you 2 will have some awesome time... :thumbsup:

 

LOL thanks and m and her always had awesome times when she was here

I'm s happy she's commin back man I missed her alot

and I'm glad knowing she's alright XD

I wish she would come back to work

but my bosses don' need anymore employee's sucks

but at;east she'll be back

[Shadowed Heart]

^_^ yay shaun! I'm so happy for you! I've never seen you so happy! I might think you really <3 her. lol *hugs* but still, I'm glad to see you in a good mood. BTW. how tall r u?

[By_My-elf]

^_^ yay shaun! I'm so happy for you! I've never seen you so happy! I might think you really <3 her. lol *hugs* but still' date=' I'm glad to see you in a good mood. BTW. how tall r u?[/quote']

 

LMAO I have no idea never got my-self measured -_-;;

but maybe tall XD thats all I could say

and that I'm just so happy she's okay she

made me happy when I went to work mad and sad

just glad about thattoo bad my cousin left town

cause she was a good buddy of hers too

but my cousin will be bcak a day after my friend comes back O.o

[Shadowed Heart]

sweet!! lol

[By_My-elf]

Update

yesterday I Was sleeping I was planning on sleeping for a long time T_T

Until my friend came bargeing through the door O.O I jumped up outta bed

cause I"m jumpy even when I'm sleeping

and I just said "Why don't you come a bit later like everyone else on a sunday"

He just said "It's 3:00 in the afternoon -_-"

I just went To the clock and said WTF man I slept so long

Then layed back on my bed and tried goin back to sleep

My friend just said lets go visit his grave alreayd

That got my attention So I just got up and said wait let me waker up a bit

and just sat around my room for a bit

and then I asked lets play games X.x

we just played a few rounds of DOA

I just kept sayin one more round and one more -_-;;

we finally left around 4:00

I was still tired dragging my feet like I was dead or something -_-

kept goin and goin til we got their we just talked all the way their (nothing else to do)

and then we went their we noticed that those chains on his grave were missing

And Nowq I'm goin to get them back I know who took them

Those little shits have no respect for the graves here

Pisses me off >: (

But I went to go bitch at one of them got it back and took it back

then went to the school played basketball

First we played 21

then after three girls came since their was three guys

They asked let us play you o.o

We just said okay

LMAO it was funny they were easily hyper

They kept making me laugh XD

I just quit after a friend came got him to get some weed @.@

Got so high and

we went walking through the back trail of the graveyard

It was so scary we had no choice but to run through their

cause cops were after us and we kept walking quietly wehile pigs were chasing the other little kids:P (we made them run up so we could get away)

thats all I think

oh and freaked out at the grave yard it was dark and kept seeing some lighter flicker

but my friends said no-one was their it came from the bush too

where it was dark at the grave O.O

then I saw a face but I just kept walking.

[stupidsoul1]

whoa that sounds scary, but fun.

 

Good job in being alive =)

[By_My-elf]

LMAO I'm use to it it wasa bit creepy

but I'm use to seeing things

and running from the cops it's NP

I have a Rep of getting away from them

let's see how long now 7 years O.o

whoa I didn't even know it was that long

[Shadowed Heart]

0.o ............

[By_My-elf]

Well only here for a little bit

Haven't been on the computer in days

okay well I guess yesterday same old same old got high

went home for a while went to work.

I told a friend to stick around and wait for me at work

we stood around for a while til I closed up the store

then my cousin was outside waiting too O.o

just went to my place for a while got a drink and watched a litlle of Final fantasy advent children for a while

then took off went to the school played a bit of B-ball and hackey

and of course got high.

well thats all I done and might not come on tommorow

[crazy robster]

Wow sounds like you've done lots of things Shaun, seriously you're lucky! These days I feel so bored there's nothing interesting happening in my life! I spend most of my time at home, all my friends are gone and it just sucks!!! Imagine me creating a journal!!! The only sure way to bore everyone in here!!! :thumbsup:

[By_My-elf]

Wow sounds like you've done lots of things Shaun' date=' seriously you're lucky! These days I feel so bored there's nothing interesting happening in my life! I spend most of my time at home, all my friends are gone and it just sucks!!! Imagine me creating a journal!!! The only sure way to bore everyone in here!!! :thumbsup:[/quote']

 

probably not I thought like that and

for a long time I never posted anyhting in my journal like

Updates I do Alot I just realised that

and I just go out constantly now everyday

like yesterday had 4 J's smoked two save 2 for the next night

and the next night I bought 4 again and had 6 J's O.O

then I smoked 4 last night XD

I got too high

me and my friends were just trying to play hackey all high XD

it was pretty fun and funny

but those annoying little kids were annoying

They always followed us to get some too -_-

but I just told them to fuck off

[crazy robster]

Live life while you can...One day you may realize it's too late. That's what I have to say... That's what I'm afraid of....

[By_My-elf]

LOL True thats why I"m livin it while I can at the moment

I have nothing else better to do than play and hang out with my friends

just stayin on while I clean out my computer again -_-;;

[crazy robster]

Sometimes I feel so awful and bored that I want to scream, but I try to get rid of all the negative feelings through poetry. I've written some poems which I'd like to share with you all, the thing is... After I moved in to another house I probably lost them and it's hard to know them by heart!!! Damnit!!! I must try to find them...

[By_My-elf]

Whoa thats cool if you ever get/find them

You should make a journal and post them in their or make a thread in

that writers corner

[Ravynlee]

I told her that... I guess when she's ready and all.

But talking about the whole "I have nothing to say/nothing much happens to me" standpoint, I think we all go through that, cause to us life is just general menial crap. But sometimes what someone says or does makes us stop and go 'whoa!' whether it makes us laugh or feel we can relate or help or just talk to them out of sheer boredom or whatever... plus I find it's great just to vent.

I never have much to say... kinda why I don't go into other ppl's journals all that much and I know I should... but it's cool to look back later and go - 'dude, what the hell was I thinking' that day! It's.... funny, if nothing else.

And that's all I have to say on the matter.

By the way hi.

*hugs*

*runs off again*

Ahaha. 0_o

 

~Rav

[By_My-elf]

LOL hey Rav and yeah

When I joined I never really had anything to say

and this was the first Forums I've ever joined and didn't regret it

but yeah after a while when I joined and madwe a journal

I don't really catre if ppl read It's just for me to read later on

too bad I won't remember the date XP

[twilightcrimson7]

Hi Shaun! Haven't talked to you in a while <:0

how are you??

[By_My-elf]

Hey Twi I"m fione I just decided to drop by before I go play some basket-Ball and Hackey again

My cousin and friends are waiting for me

I'll just go in a while