By_My-$elf's journal

[By_My-elf]

Munchiesss?????? what are those

 

Me <- stupid dutch kid

 

LOL Munchies heres the stoners Phrase

It's when you burn out after getting high and you get really hungry

after that

 

A phrase for ppl who don't smoke up

 

It's when their hungry Thats what it means -_-;;

[Phranka]

oooooh yea. lol! kay XD

[By_My-elf]

XD I'll be having the munchies tonight

not a 100% chance but a 80%chance I will

[Phranka]

lol good luck with that.. tell us about it

[Sygy]

i love the munchies!!!!! especially ehan all ur really want if i massive slushie and chocolate...YUMMY

[By_My-elf]

Yeah LOL me I don't care what I eat as long as

it's food XD

 

well last night was fun

my cousin is going to come here and get high

I still have one left from yesterday

and she'll be coming in a few hours

We'll get high and play some basketball back here

[Sygy]

oh u have the life!!!!!!!

i gave some guy powder and told him it was cocaine and he snorted it! thats my only funny drugs related story!

 

so i was scanning the honours list minding my own business when i see that you posted it there! so i scan up and down your list! and then up and down AGAIN!! and to my great horror is see something....YOU DID NOT PUT ME ON THE LIST!!!! im soo offended!

[By_My-elf]

LOL I said at the end whoever I forgot

I'm going to put after LOL sorry

I just wanted to make that one quickly

 

and LMAO oh

I can't believe someone believed

that was cocaine XD

[Sygy]

yeah cause the guy was so 'gangster'!!!!! it was soo funny.

but do you smoke weed or hash?

[By_My-elf]

yeah cause the guy was so 'gangster'!!!!! it was soo funny.

but do you smoke weed or hash?

Some times both LOL I just mix it in O.o

but most the time weed I love weed

and it loves me

whem someone related to me says something

I just say don't you want to see me happy

if they say "yeah" I ju7st say "okay shut up then"

[Sygy]

hash brownies?

they are soo good

[By_My-elf]

hash brownies?

they are soo good

Hash brownies

I would like to try those

LOL I never got to try them :_:

[crazy robster]

Hi Shaun dear!!! How are ya today? Stopped by just to say hi! You don't seem to make up your mind easily as to what sig to use, huh? I like this one too, maybe more, cause it's blue, but the text, darling, is too hard to distinguish....

[By_My-elf]

LOL no I waqs just bored and needed something to do

and I decided to make it I think the text needs a bit work

and I'm tryign to make a diffrent one now

but can't make up my mind on what to make LOL

and I'm fine thanks for dropping by

[Jeezy]

Hey man it's munchie-time right now...ha ha

[Shadowed Heart]

Hm... seems like ages since I've been here to bug you. I LOVE YOU SHUAN! *hug* *sigh of relief* it was all boiling up inseide. XD

[woodyloveslinkin]

am i still loved shaun?

[By_My-elf]

LOL Sarah yes you are

Hey jeezy lol yes it is Or actually that was last night O.o

Riss LOL thanks for droppuing by right now too busy to come on I'm only on for a bit maybe.

If I have free time still I'll be on later on today -_-

but I'll probably wake up before work again though XD

[crazy robster]

Hi dearest!!! Hope it's all good! Remember those poems of mine I told you about? I finally posted them yesterday!!! You can check them out in the writers' thread!! Please darling, I want to know what you think!!!!

[By_My-elf]

okay sorry about the double post

first off I'll talk about my morning -_-;;

I stayed up all nitgh long readin a book

and I should read books more often LMAO XD

(I sound like I never heard them before XP)

and I'm making a pot of coffee it should be done by the

time I'm done this update

and after That I'm going for a smoke out my window

It would be better if I had weed XD

 

okay yesterday was shit

me and my friend were at the back of the store

(it's where I work)

We were having a smoke and talking about religious stuff.

and then Ha Ha and I thought I was strupid

He told me he learned alot fomr me from all these past years

I feel so smart now *Does happy dance*

LOL

okay my cousin dropped by their too afterwards with

her baby LOL she's so funny (Both of them XD)

I just went to go grab a microwavable sub

my bosses/uncles/aunts (only my uncles thoufgh )

they asked If I payed for it I shut them up by saying

You drag me outta my house when once I get home

all my supper is gone don't you think I should atleast get a free meal here -_-

I was in a pretty bad mood their....

...and I stil;l was after work all day was fucking boring and shitty

I actually didn't get high yesterday so which means when I skip A day I get pissed the whole next day -_-

and I just came home played some games for a while

to keep my mind off weed (My Luver)

and then read this book (forgot the name -_-;;

it was a good book man I actually felt to it

kinda reminded how I acted and reacted when I lost my uncle

IDK the whole story was about these best friends

one kills them-selfs cause their GF gets murdered

then his best friend keeps breaking down cause of

that was one of his closest friends oin the world

out of all 5 of them it ws good

though.

 

Well here's some lyrics this is how I've been feeling lately

in life and it sucks

Artist('s): Dead celebrity Status

Song:If these walls could talk

 

 

Back and forth, forth and back I keep pacing.

I stay the same while this world keeps changing.

I try to run but these walls got me caged in.

Is it real or just my imagination?

 

 

Back and forth, forth and back I keep pacing.

I stay the same while this world keeps changing.

I try to run but these walls got me caged in.

Is it real or just my imagination?

 

Sometimes I wonder if these walls know my deepest secrets,

from whom I love, to who I fall asleep with.

Can they see my sadness, my raging madness,

or that stack of porno magazines underneath my matress?

Can they hear my breathing, or my footsteps leaving?

Sneaking out my window 'cuz I'm tired of my parents screaming.

Louder than Metallica playing with a symphony.

Louder than crowds in the eighties screaming for Tiffany.

I feel secluded, my thoughts feel polluted.

So I escape to music 'cuz I think it's therapuetic, and,

this whole world can hate or love me, or think i'm ugly,

'cuz unlike my friends these walls wont judge me.

These walls wont betray me, these walls are like my safety.

But sometimes I feel like these walls drive me crazy.

They enslave me or chase me by myself.

'cuz if these walls see everything, why the fuck don't they help?

 

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me.

These walls keep closing on me.

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me.

These walls keep closing on me.

 

These walls are my leviathan, my cage, my lion's den.

I'm feeling trapped, strapped to this bed that I'm lying in.

I can't escape truth so I grab hold of my blanket,

counting the cracks on the ceiling for my own entertainment.

And this order, it feels like post mortem, shit,

I'd rather have my pumpkin smashed by Billy Corgan.

'cuz these walls watch me fall asleep and wake up,

they've seen my first kiss, they've seen my parents break up.

They've seen how I like to make sure my door stays shut.

sometimes I like my privacy without it you'd see inside of me,

and fall to pieces like clothes with a bad seamstress.

These walls are my diary, my notepad, my Jesus.

A change of scenery is really all I need.

'cuz these walls are closing in and it's hard for me to breathe.

It's hard for me to leave but not hard for me to fall.

I just don't wanna become another brick in the wall.

 

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me

These walls keep closing on me.

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me

These walls keep closing on me.

 

Back and forth, forth and back I keep pacing.

I stay the same while this world keeps changing.

I try to run but these walls got me caged in.

Is it real or just my imagination?

Back and forth, forth and back I keep pacing.

I stay the same while this world keeps changing.

I try to run but these walls got me caged in.

Is it real or just my imagination?

 

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me.

These walls keep closing on me.

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me.

These walls keep closing on me.

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me.

These walls keep closing on me.

If these walls could talk they'd say,

that I was so damn lonely.

It feels like no one knows me.

These walls keep closing on me.

[Friðbjörn]

I could say the same about myself, I should read more books...lol

[By_My-elf]

LOL yeah after I read that book

It changed my view to books

Now I'm gonna ask to borrow more

my mom gets boring books

so I just ask my cousin to borrow her moms books

she buys better ones than my moms -_-;

and now I think I'll ask to borrow the

book : The body box

I only read the beggining of it over their

it was about this young girl who woke up in a box big enough for her

to fit in but not big enough to stretch in

she was in college and she thought to her-self

saying your not a kid anymore

and she just wanted to kick and scream for her mom

but she was too scared and didn't want to sound like a baby...

and it's about some sick pedo IIDK

it's a pretty good book though.

[Friðbjörn]

sounds like a solid, good book

I'm pretty sure it be an interesting read

[By_My-elf]

Yeah I read a bit more it was good

their were a group of cops on the hunt for him too at that

time and IDK if they got their in time to save her

or if he already burried her O.o

thats why IO wanna borrow it.

[Friðbjörn]

yeah, I'd definately wanna read that