By_My-$elf's journal

[By_My-elf]

XD LMAO @ Sygy O.o

 

OKAY Update time -.-;

 

Well yesterday wasn't all special but then again when is it ever?

Okay yesterday I just Fell aslepp -.-;;

then got up about to go do some things

but then my cousin came over I wasn't expecting her -.-;

then I just went to go sit outside with her and sat around talking having a smoke

I went to go to the store after that cause my sister told me to go pick some shit up o.o;

I went saw my Bro their ^_^ Ask for a little of my money.

He gave me a joint instead O.O I didn't know what to say 0.0

I just took it -.-;; I know I said I quit but it's so hard sometimes I think

that I'll ever be able to do it o.o

got some money from a freind too ^^;

dropped the shit off took off with my cousin to her place

she got ready we just sat around for a bit too

went out go hang around the school.. of course same thing got high ^^;

and I went for a walk up downtown to go get some

junk food XD munchies -.-;

we alked back saw our friends (well her friends stopped talking to them) sitting on those benches

just stood around with them for a bit

was going home and everybody went to the back of the school

they played basketball

but I just came home -.- and fell asleep 0.0

[Jeezy]

So I guess it was a regular day in your life?

[By_My-elf]

Well not really normal

It's somthing diffrent I was actually pretty happy yesterday

but I know what that means I'm not going to have a happy day today -.-

and I still have my job w00t I'm going to work today

[Jeezy]

Well not really normal

It's somthing diffrent I was actually pretty happy yesterday

but I know what that means I'm not going to have a happy day today -.-

and I still have my job w00t I'm going to work today

 

Have fun at work then...I'm at work right now...but it's so boring....there's nothing to do here,,,

[By_My-elf]

LOL thanks but I don't have work for a long time O.o

can't wait though haven't been to work in about 4 days already -.-

it was always closed for reasons lately

thats why I've been on alot lately ^_^

[Sygy]

fuck you, seriously ur a cunt! you have the best life ever!!!!

[By_My-elf]

Well my life aint all that Happy

probably just a one time thing -_-

cause I only give a brief thingy about my days

I mostly put the good stuff that happens during my days

while most the time I'm always stressed about something

and always pissed about something

I'm not always happy just only once and a while =\

[Sygy]

aww poor poor shaun...*huggles*

[By_My-elf]

Yeah I though that no-one would wanna hear the stressful parts

I only throw in a few stressful parts here and their

but I think naw man why bother with putting more

cause If I did it probably would just keep going and going O.O

[Sygy]

haha true..i complain about my lfe constanly but you can rant and rave all u want sometimes its better to get shit off your chest

safex

[By_My-elf]

Yeah I do that sometimes not too much though

When i did that I wouldda just kept going

but that time I was talking to Thelea on MSN ^^;

So I told her most my probs that time ^^

and I had nothing rerally to complain abuut

on here after -.-

[Sygy]

well its good that u had some form of release =)

[By_My-elf]

Yeah It did me some good -.-

I felt better for a while after that

but of course my asshole dad went and ruined it >.<

[crazy robster]

Shaun darling hi! Well, just dropped in to say hello and also that talking to your friends about anything that bothers you is the best way to find relief! Hugs to ya~Jojo

[Sygy]

fathers are genrally aresholes take it from me mine an abusive alcoholic! lol

[By_My-elf]

Jojo - thanks alot

Sygy - yeah I know my dad use to be like that all the time 24/7

he would somehow get my mom to take him back

and then he use to beat me down he use to beat my mom and all this shit

when I was just a kid >.<

but naw I'm diffrent from him

I just wanna be diffrent from that I'm not going to follow in his foot steps ^^; (hopefully)

and also thanks alot Sygy @_@

[Sygy]

ur not going to like this but ppl end up excatly like there parents..seriously.

[By_My-elf]

Yeah I kinda knew that before

thats why I put "(Hopefully ^^;..)"

It's a pretty

slim chance

but oh well

right now not gonna think about it ^^

just about right now -.-;

[Sygy]

haha lol> -.-; hahahahahaha ahahaha

i dont no y i find that so funny

[By_My-elf]

XD yeah i guess it kinda is funny O.o

But NNooo on MY MSN my Emoticons Got deleted

cause I was on my MSn

then the power went out >.<

now I have to get them all back >_<

[Sygy]

ooh dear life sure is creul to you!!!!

MSN is gay *sourgrapes*

[By_My-elf]

LMAO yeah I'm usually on their more than

Yahoo messenger but I';m thinking of

going back to Yahoo -.-;

Cause I only go on one at a time too many ppl

talking to me at once when I try going on both and

could barely keep up on my typing -_-

[Sygy]

that must be annoying like when five ppl try to talk to you all at the same time lol

[By_My-elf]

LMAO true True

that happened to me first time I got yahoo

messenger o.o

it was retty annoying at first than

no-one wanted to talk to me after :_:

[By_My-elf]

Well quick update

cause my head hurts and I need to lay down -.-

 

Yesterday nothing special just

went and got drunk at my friends

and don't worr yI don't drink often

it was like a year before I id that ^^;

 

 

Today was alright ^^;

First I woke up at 5 0.0

than I just went to work I was still a bit tired

my head Fucking hurted >.< like hell

had a pretty bad hang over

got off early cause I felt sick too >.<

and now I'm here -.-;;

tired as hell still and my head still Hurting -.-