By_My-$elf's journal

[Sygy]

so basically you went racing whilst high? so much i love you i do have to say that was retarded! XD

[allieking]

yeah shaun i agree with syg that was pretty silly and as your big sis i am now telling you off lol *points finger in shauns face* don't do it again!!!!!!!

[By_My-elf]

LMAO XD I know it was stupid but

for some strange reason it was funny XD

[crazy robster]

Don't ever do that again!!!! And just because I love you I have to tell off as well!!! *worries* :O *gets all motherly* Awwwww.....*hugs*

[allieking]

LMAO XD I know it was stupid but

for some strange reason it was funny XD

 

wouldn't have been funny if something nasty would have happend shaun.

 

seriously tho don't ever do it again.

[Sygy]

lets just say one of my friends did that once and he crashed into another car and killed a 3 year old. so im actually quite pissed off at you......*anger* >:O

[allieking]

see shaun bad things happen when you be silly, please don't ever do it again because we would miss you if you go to prison

[By_My-elf]

uuhhh...okay I can't promise cause we do shit like that daily OoO

So guess I'll try not to do it -.-;;

but it's soo fun ^_^

[Sygy]

your being stupid....and yes im being mean to you.

one day ur gonna wake up and not know where you are and it'll turn out that you ass fucked by lumberjacks....hairy lumerjacks....

[Jeezy]

uuhhh...okay I can't promise cause we do shit like that daily OoO

So guess I'll try not to do it -.-;;

but it's soo fun ^_^

 

 

Yeah it can be realy much fun as long as you don't go too far.... :thumbsup:

[crazy robster]

Shaun!!!! I made my current sig all by myself!!! Given that I am a beginner, I think it's really good...What do you think??? OMG I am so happy!!!! *hugs*

[twilightcrimson7]

your being stupid....and yes im being mean to you.

one day ur gonna wake up and not know where you are and it'll turn out that you ass fucked by lumberjacks....hairy lumerjacks....

OMGGGG NOT HAIRY LUMBERJACKSSSSS

*horrendous scream and rips out eyeballs*

 

HI SHAUN.

[By_My-elf]

LMAO hey Twi

And JoJo yeah sure I like it especially for a beginner...

and hey sygy XP

[Heart_LP]

Hey shaun ^^

*huggles*

How are ya?!

I'm dropping by to ...drop by

ttyl <3

[By_My-elf]

Well Yesterday was okay I guess

I was sick of taking everyones shit

So I just snapped on a few of my friends but

truely don't give a fuck if they don't talk to me anymore

Things could be better than now but

Just sick of soo many ppl and their boulshit

I just got high nothing else to do -_-

oh yeah went to work and I felt so sick of all those ppl their

I just needed to get away from it all

I can't wait to go to my uncles for s few months

Get away from everyone and ppl I know but starting to get irratated by.

[Sygy]

hahaha...well, its seems like your like on the third stage or whatever of depression. snt depresssion just a bitch?

[chesterfreak143]

shaun! i misses you!

pm me as soon as you can, so we can talk about random shit again

[crazy robster]

Shaun!!! Just came by to give you hugs and to show you my new sig!!! Hehehe!! LOL

[By_My-elf]

It looks good jojo

heh yeah Sygy I've been like this for a while already

so I do think it's a BITCH!!

[By_My-elf]

Nothing Special happened yesterday

Same old Same old I just

of course tried to eat =\ and ended up puking it out

I can't fucking eat no matter how hard I try I just puke it out.

Than went to come online.............

hhmmmm.......oh yeah went for a drive after that too cool off

cause lately been feeling sick of everyone and everything...

Not in the mood for their shit anymore

I snapped on my friends and they won't talk to me anymore

and no they didn't pisss me off to snap on them i just did...

and went to my Cousins Got high with her I felt a bit better after that

I needed that really bad last night...

well I have a bunch of probs still that I have to deal with...

hopefully get done with them soon =\

but theirs just too many to deal with >_< So Fuck it I'll just leave

everythign the way it is...

[Sygy]

why are you sicking up stuff? poor shaun is ill T.T

[Heart_LP]

No dont give up! Dont live a lie and just leave it.

Deal with your problems one by one instead. You dont need to jump out like superhero and save the day at once. *It can takes weeks, wth months but try to deal with it.

Dont quit!

 

and do you want to puke out what you eat? then you will.

If you really want something then please just go for it. Dont listen to your brain, listen to your heart.

 

Remeber that if you seek for help, you will always get it <3

Dont worry about yuor friends, I'm sure they'll understand. Everyone goes thourgh that loads of times in life. Sith happens

 

<3 ya loads!

Now take care of yourself and I dont want Shauny boy to feel bad

Only you can take care of yourself.

*huggles*

[By_My-elf]

thanks Sammi.......For those words

but I Don't know it just that eerrr....I just don't wanna bother anymore

everything seems so pointless in my view -.-

I try and try but I just can't do it

and I'm still trying to eat...but I could only drink

I force my-self daily to eat....so I think you get it now.

[Heart_LP]

Dont force yourself. It never works.

Try to deal with things by encouraging yourself to do it.

 

And bother!! Bother the hell out of ppl cause you have the right to!

Why not? what's wrong with that? ppl'll get annoyed? which ppl? the ones who care for you?

neeh, I dont think so.

 

well you know what? you are not trying enough, that's the problem there.

Do or do not. It's your decision.

 

You have to! Encourage yourself to! There's nothing wrong with that!

[crazy robster]

Shaun my darling, I know it's hard for you to deal with all this shit but please, don't let it break you down, you're stronger than you think....We all love you buddy!! Well, I sure do! Take care! *hugs*