By_My-$elf's journal

[By_My-elf]

Heh thanks Sammi That actually kinda made me think more

in a good diffrent point of view a bit.....

and JoJo I won't give up on life (Try No Promises)

and that I won't be active much after a while -.-;;

[Heart_LP]

Stop being negative cause it aint gonna help!

Did you know the even if you pretend to be happy, yor will automatically feel positive and happy? it's true!

It's good that you can see other choices now but you've got to keep them in mind and stick up to them!

[By_My-elf]

Well so sorry about that It's just that theirs just so much to think about

I have no idea what to do, I'm in a confused state

that when I get like this, Just don't know what to do

yeah I could ask ppl for help and everything but

it's just that I have too much of a lonely nature too even talk about the

major shit thats buggin me

most the probs I have are nothing....those ones don't really bug me

theirs soo much more to think about than those little stuff.

[Heart_LP]

I understand.

Just let it out like you did now.

Just start and dont edit anything. You'll see you ahve huuuuge post there. Just your thoughts but you'll atleast come to a final conclusion.

 

Like I said before, just try to deal with one thing. Just try.

It'll be okay.

 

And if you need support, you'll get it <3

[woodyloveslinkin]

Shaun *tackles hug* !!

[By_My-elf]

Hey Sarah whats up?

[woodyloveslinkin]

Nothing much been addicted to playing the sims lately you?

[By_My-elf]

Nothing just been here been bored

and pissed off >_<

but other than that Im alright -.-

[woodyloveslinkin]

aaawwww why have u been pissed off?

its because u've been missing me right?

[By_My-elf]

LOL apart of it

and yeah Today was alright I guess

I went out with what very little friends I have left -.-;;

went for a little drive....Gave me alotta time to think shit through again

and I kinda got some shit off my chest but not really =\

but yeah I hope tommorow will be better...

[Jeezy]

^^ You shouldn't think too much....

[Sygy]

^hmm what a male thing to say...LOL

[Jeezy]

^hmm what a male thing to say...LOL

 

Damn..could it be that you are mad at me?....lol....I just tried to say that he should relax and not think about his problem too much....

[Sygy]

why would i be mad at you?

i just feel a tad anti-male today.....

[Jeezy]

^^ok....that's alright

[By_My-elf]

Well Yeah I shouldn't Think alot

but Who can't I'm only human

and shit man everything in here's stressin me out

My fam could go ahead and tear apart

just not while i'm here I hope it's while I'm at work

dis-evening

I'm just sick of keeping the fam together

Fuck it this time I'll let everything crumble don't give a shit no more.

[crazy robster]

Hi Shaun buddy...how's things with ya?

[By_My-elf]

Hows everything let's see hhmmm.....

IDK I Feel like shit Confused

don't really feel like taking anyones Shit

I hope no-one gives me shit At work

I'm not gonna take it anymore

hate serving those ppl >_<

I'll just do somthing else instead of Cashregister -.-;

[Jeezy]

Yeah...get another job if you are pissed at them....don't do anything that you don't want to do...it just makes you unhappy...

[By_My-elf]

Well It's not work well yea some probs their and Fam and Friend probs but

I Finally delt with it.....

So I guess I'm okay nbow @_@

[woodyloveslinkin]

heyo shauno whats up shauno?

[Jeezy]

Well It's not work well yea some probs their and Fam and Friend probs but

I Finally delt with it.....

So I guess I'm okay nbow @_@

 

That's nice to hear.... :thumbsup:

[By_My-elf]

LOL nothing much listenin to music and thinking of makin a new sig

but have no ideas O.o;;

but yea I think that I need Weed o.o;;;

I need some now I'll go buy some tommorow though -.-;

 

jeezy- Yeah everyhting is fine with me now ^_^

[woodyloveslinkin]

everyone just sees shauns journal's post and every rushes it to it !

[By_My-elf]

LMAO XD I never notcied that o.o;;

I think I need to pay more attention

 

ooooo look A cup that needs some coffeh in it o.o;